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Addiction binds us fast in heavy chains,
A shadowed weight that lingers in our veins.
They call it substance trapped within our use,
Yet sorrow strikes, a deeper, darker bruise.

Sadness unfolds in fogโ€™s relentless gray,
Its smudging hands erase the light of day.
Cold iron wraps the heart in steady grip,
As stories fracture, fragment, and then slip.

The shadows feast on what remains of light,
And nighttime robs the soulโ€™s remaining fight.
Our cries dissolve like whispers in the breeze,
Where hope lies bound by sorrowโ€™s cruel decrees.

Each breath grows thin, despair now lines the air,
A shroud of anguish drapes the world laid bare.
The spiral pulls us deeper with its trace,
It carves its scars on every grieving face.

The tides of hopelessness begin their rise,
To drown the stars that once adorned the skies.
Each thought becomes a plea for what once was,
A cycle spins and ends without a cause.

Despairโ€™s soft hands grow tighter as they clasp,
A shifting sand thatโ€™s slipping from our grasp.
Inside this pit, the shadows find their mark,
They craft betrayal hidden in the dark.

We flee the taste of fearโ€™s relentless sting,
Yet whispers draw us back with what they bring.
Eyes hollow out beneath their whispered breath,
And face the hollow promise born of death.

The mist of validation fades from sight,
Perfection dances far beyond the night.
Tonight our tears run heavy down the well,
Where silence grows and deeper shadows dwell.

The future spreads before an endless void,
A dream undone, a shattered hope destroyed.
Each breath we draw feels like the final strain,
A fleeting gasp of life that ends in pain.

We drink the brew that sorrow serves each day,
And hunger for the dark to light our way.
The mirror shows a soul in fractured glass,
A thousand wounds that time cannot surpass.

At last, the void becomes our quiet nest,
Its darkness soothes us into hollow rest.
We dance in shadows, numbing fleeting time,
In sorrowโ€™s arms, we find this endless rhyme.

And when the dark consumes us, soul and all,
The final breath becomes the last to fall.
A whisper rises, soft: โ€œYouโ€™re meant for me,โ€
As loss transforms into eternity.
This poem delves into the cyclical nature of despair and the consuming weight of addictionโ€”not merely to substances but to the patterns of thought and emotion that shackle us. It is a reflection on the shadowy spaces within ourselves, where we wrestle with darkness that can feel both suffocating and strangely comforting. The poem invites the reader to consider: at what point does the fight against despair transform into surrender, and is there freedom in that surrender?

Plagiarism Notice: This poem is an original work by TheJhonDeLion. It has been submitted for plagiarism checks to ensure authenticity. Any resemblance to other works is purely coincidental. If you find any similar content elsewhere, please notify me immediately.
My ill-filled mind adrift on winds ethereal,
Hopeless, I muse on my own burial.
I dug six feet in foreign lands immemorial,
As ruminations run wild, rabid, and feral.

Imprisoned self, reborn as antisocial,
Past cohorts are now strangers, fantasmal.
Depressing illusions intensify suicidal,
Knocking on doors of the heavenly celestial.
Yet kneeling at the pulpit feels nothing special.

Words misunderstood, deemed uncolloquial,
Unbothered to learn, It's deemed impractical.
Learning the language they use in their imperial,
To make my plea resound consequential.

๐’ฉ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐“…๐“๐’พ๐‘”๐’ฝ๐“‰ ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’ธ๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐’น๐“ˆ ๐’ท๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐“!

"๐‘ฏ๐’‚๐’“๐’Œ! ๐’๐’๐’…๐’†๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’๐’…๐’” ๐’‰๐’†๐’†๐’… ๐’•๐’‰๐’š ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’”๐’†๐’†๐’„๐’‰ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’†,
๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’–๐’ ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’•๐’† ๐’๐’‡ ๐’‡๐’†๐’†๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’–๐’๐’”๐’–๐’“๐’†.
๐‘ป๐’‰๐’š ๐’”๐’†๐’†๐’Œ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’๐’”๐’†๐’, ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’๐’๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’†๐’๐’”๐’† ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’†.
๐‘พ๐’‰๐’Š๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’– ๐’๐’๐’†' ๐’ˆ๐’๐’…๐’”, ๐’๐’๐’๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’š ๐’‘๐’“๐’๐’„๐’–๐’“๐’†.

๐‘พ๐’Š๐’๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’– ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’˜๐’†๐’“, ๐’•๐’‰๐’š ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’†๐’๐’„๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’Œ๐’๐’†๐’๐’?
๐‘จ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’”๐’‘๐’†๐’“, ๐’‚ ๐’”๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’, ๐’Š๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’”๐’‰๐’‚๐’…๐’๐’˜๐’š ๐’„๐’†๐’๐’.
๐‘ซ๐’ ๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’“๐’” ๐’๐’ ๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ๐’†๐’“ ๐’‰๐’†๐’†๐’… ๐’Ž๐’๐’“๐’•๐’‚๐’ ๐’…๐’†๐’”๐’‘๐’‚๐’Š๐’“?
๐‘ถ๐’“ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’” ๐’…๐’Š๐’—๐’Š๐’๐’Š๐’•๐’š ๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’๐’†๐’… ๐’ƒ๐’๐’Š๐’๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’š ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’š๐’†๐’“?"

For endless ages, I wait in vain,
Enduring this stone-hearted disdain.
Forsaken and lost, your silence profaneโ€”
An eternal ache, my solitary refrain.
This poem explores themes of despair, isolation, and the search for meaning in the face of divine silence. It embodies a deeply introspective and somber tone, reflecting the inner turmoil and sense of abandonment. The tone is gothic and melancholic, with a distinct sense of frustration and hopelessness. The musings on mortality, the futility of prayer, and the feeling of being unheard give this poem a tragic, almost existential quality.

Plagiarism Notice: This poem is an original work by TheJhonDeLion. It has been submitted for plagiarism checks to ensure authenticity. Any resemblance to other works is purely coincidental. If you find any similar content elsewhere, please notify me immediately.
Millee Jan 14
silent tears
the incoherent cry for help
pain no one will hear.
pain no one will ever know.
they are shed when everything else is kept within.
when you are so alone, you have no shoulder to lean on.
the pain leaks from time to time through the corner of your eye, but it stays buried.
buried under the guilt, the shame, everything you throw away.
push your hurt out quietlyโ€”don't be a burden. no one wants your problems, your painโ€”no one wants you they say.
please, someone take my pain away.
Cristin Dec 2024
A captive is what I think I shall be,
for Halloween this yearโ€”in 2023.
Burdened by the weight of otherโ€™s fear.
Trapped.
Sitting silenced in a cage full of expectations.
And rage.

Confined, bound.
No one around.

Who if not I, can release this relentless pressure?
Hopelessly, I await for the right partnerโ€”
To take my hand, help me stand.
And get my **** together.

To walk with me, out of captivity.
The place that haunts me.
How long must my sentence be?

Oh, how I yearn to be set free.
Take this wretched costume off.
Just. Be. Me.

Underneath it all,
I am a strong and capable woman.
I can walk out of this on my own!
Saunter about, like royalty
Onward to the throne.

Amen, I am captive no more.
For I chose the latter path,
After all, it suits me most admirably.

It is at my core, a crown can be found.
Seek and you shall see,
an exquisite Queen, standing her ground.
Not just on Halloween, but in actual reality.
Throwback piece from 2023
TheJhondelion Dec 2024
How would I know Iโ€™m not a heavy-weight,
A burden those I love could start to hate?
Each word I speak feels like a sharpened stone,
Thrown into hearts that ache, yet not my own.

How can I be sure their light stays intact,
Unstained by shadows that my soul attracts?
What if my truths are daggers they canโ€™t bear,
And I leave scars in places unaware?

How would I know their kindness doesnโ€™t fade,
Eroded by the cost of love theyโ€™ve paid?
What if my pain becomes the thing they fear,
A haunting voice that whispers when Iโ€™m near?

How can I trust theyโ€™d hold their steady ground,
When I pull them to where I canโ€™t be found?
What if my sorrow seeps into their core,
And theyโ€™re not who they were, not anymore?

What if I speak, and silence fills the air,
A proof their patience vanished unaware?
Do they resent the weight my words impose,
Or wish Iโ€™d keep my sadness undisclosed?

How would I know they wonโ€™t begin to flee,
Escaping from the heaviness of me?
What if their love gives out beneath the strain,
And all Iโ€™ve left are echoes of my pain?

Iโ€™m torn between the need to reach and hide,
Unsure if they can stand whatโ€™s locked inside.
Am I a poison slowly spreading through,
Or just a soul too lost to find the truth?

Thatโ€™s why I think itโ€™s better left this way,
Alone with all the words Iโ€™ll never say.
To die with silence wrapped around my chest,
And free them from the weight of my unrest.
This poem is hauntingly beautiful and raw, perfectly capturing the torment of being trapped within oneself. The relentless questioning and fear of being a burden resonate deeply, making it an evocative piece that speaks to the silent battles many endure. Your vulnerability shines powerfully here, and itโ€™s truly moving. ๐ŸŒŒ
Millee Dec 2024
Do you know what it's like to be inside someone's head?
All of a sudden wanting to be dead.
Or maybe full of worry?
Rushing 'round in a hurry.
Maybe full of rage?
Being life's prisoner in its cage.

You can't hide from me.
That's just how it is unfortunately.
Standing in a room just me and you
I'll always know how you feel, it's true
cause being an empath is not a choice
but a chance to give all the hurting a voice.
For what am I but a man,
Alone I walk, alone I stand,
My mind; the only place where life ain't so bad,
What I can't do down here- up there I can.

And what am I but a fickle flower?
The echoes of silence that get louder and louder,
As I gaze upon my broken life from a tall castle tower,
As the fruits that grew my consciousness turn a bitter wicked sour.

What am I but an unloved creature?
Not a shard of perfection in any of my features,
Although I am dead and numb inside,
I've still God's spine to hide behind.

Hope is not something that one can find,
It's in your soul; it's in your mind,
I fight the evil; my inner inside,
I thought I'd won- but now we're tied.
This is a poem I wrote a few years ago. I'm 19 now and this was written when I was nearly 15
My head is calm like the ocean's shore,
I push the trigger and the gun goes off.
I accepted death,
I accepted my fate.
I know it will never get better,
my soul will stay bitter.
My cuts will go deeper
for every dog that has bitten.
I am not alive anymore,
my body is bleeding on the floor.
As my dead corpse lays in the pool of blood,
my favorite song still plays non-stop.
Sad poem
Kian Nov 2024
Body aches, and soul decays, the ocean stretches wide,
With scorching skies, and burning eyes, Iโ€™ve nowhere left to hide,
No wind to kiss these ragged sails, no stars to be my guide,
I drift in silence, hours bleed, the waves and I collide,

The sun, a hammer, beats me down, each breath a broken plea,
The thirst has left my throat a grave, the hunger gnaws at me,
The years, the months, the days are one, the tides my only sea,
Yet still, I waitโ€”though hope is dustโ€”for solace that wonโ€™t be,

No whispering wind, no shade in sight, no shadows on the crest,
The horizon mocks me with its calm, my heartbeat begs for rest,
A desert made of salted glass, the end a welcome guest,
Iโ€™m lost, Iโ€™m worn, Iโ€™ve come to know the drowning in my chest,

If these dead waters rise for me, Iโ€™ll sink without a sound,
Let oceanโ€™s weight press down my bones, โ€˜til none of me is found,
For I have nothing left to give, no strength left to be crowned,
And if these seas shall swallow whole, then let me, too, be drowned.
Lorraine Colon Nov 2024
A sweet  smile greets all who meet her,
With no hint of the pain concealed;
But her poems paint a self-portrait,
Where the truth is boldly revealed

Each word that her pen releases
Is a fateful stroke of the brush:
Sunlit paths that led to dark places,
The brief joys that Fate chose to crush

Sad tales are etched with precision
Upon this warped canvas of Time,
Describing the heartaches that linger,
Urging her to cloak them in rhyme

Are lonely days not distressing
Enough  for this painter of verse?
And yet night deprives her of slumber,
As memories refuse to disperse

But pity offers no solace --  
Fate's cruelty has taken its toll,
Leaving her to walk this Earth alone
With weary heart and blighted soul

Playing Life's dubious Game of Love
She was nothing more than a pawn;
Well does she know her fate has been sealed . . .
Long ago her portrait was drawn
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