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I do not beg

I do not pray

I do not grovel

Or cry or waver

But the moment

You stepped away

I would have done anything

For you to stay
To offer me friendship
Is to insult my love
The love I have for you
Could not pretend a smile
I cannot look at you
And not tell you I loved you
To offer me friendship
After all the bonds we shared
The tears we have shed
The passion we had
The hopes for each other
Is to insult and slander
Those hardships and memories
It belittles our own feelings
It escapes accountability
By pretending we are fine
I would rather
Look at you with angst
With sorrow and yearning
Than to uphold a lie
That you preferred to live by
We cannot be friends
Just as we
Cannot be together
You went out to see life on your own,
To find the person I never could have known.
Did the roads you walked feel like home,
Or just another place you passed alone?

Did the mornings give you what you dreamed,
The freedom, memories and time you needed?
When the world was quiet, did you glance behind,
Or is it just me that doesn’t fully heal with time?

Did you become the person you chased to be,
And find the places you left to see?
Did it give you everything you longed before?
What came of it, I’ll never know for sure.
Hard to love, easy to miss,
A moment of bliss ruined the warmth of your kiss.
If I had one wish, you’d be only mine,
But the sting of your cracked lips cuts deeper each time.
You cleaned up
any hope that remained
with a dustpan and brush
and threw it into
the trash.
And just when I thought
I was over you
You came back
Like a sucker punch
You left an impression
Then left altogether
And now I have to start over
Being over you
Nasus Aug 20
I know now
You did love me,
You just had a different way of showing it,
Through gifts and acts of service
That didn’t speak to me.

I know now
You did love me,
But we were different people
Triggering each other
From our past histories, hurt and pain.

I know now
You did love me,
In spite of your atrocious behaviour,
But we were two different people
With different values and expectations.

I know now
You did love me,
And it’s tragic
We couldn’t make it work,
But enough of the arguments, control
And lack of trust -
A cornerstone of all relationships.

I know now
You did love me,
And I wish you well
And truly hope you can overcome your demons and challenges,
And find the right person
Who loves you
For you deserve happiness.

I know now
You did love me.
And I loved you.
Sorelle Aug 18
You learned how to starve me
Without letting me leave the table
You trained me to mistake
Famine for devotion
And still
I kept swallowing the scraps
You don't understand
What it means to hold a body that
Beats itself ****** trying to
Keep you alive inside of it
Stress turns muscle into glass
That can only be shattered
And I've been shattering
Everyday you've said "I don't know"
Do you know what it feels like
To drown upright in a room while
The person you love forgets you
Exist?
You talk about car oil
About money
About Ireland
Anything to avoid acknowledging
The countdown to my own collapse
The breaking body that comes
From holding on too long
-Sorelle
Lance Remir Aug 18
To this day

I still can't say goodbye

Even after

You said it long ago
Fatma zaid Aug 15
मां का आंचल आज भी ढूंढते हैं हम,,
मां की गोद को बहुत तरसते हैं हम,,
काश मां के साए से ही लिपट जाते,,
अपनी मां के पैरों की आहट ही सुन पाते,,
ऐ ज़िंदगी तू किसी पे तरस नहीं खाती,,
काश मैं अपनी मां को जाने से रोक पाती।।
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