Just go, you clearly don't know what you want from me
Just leave, no words or thoughts like it's so ******* easy
Just now I thought something could finally happen
Just stupid old me for giving in after a bottle of Kracken..

Now I can't, I don't know who you are
Now I want and miss how you could take me so far
Now  I just feel empty and so ******* alone
Now I sit and wonder why you couldn't just pick up your phone..

To the guy who was there when I was born
*******.
I know your my dad and I will always love you
But some of the things you've said and done have left marks that I can't erase
To the guy who bullied me as I grew up
*******.
Your my older brother.
Your supposed to make me feel safe, feel loved.
What you did still haunts me, I will always hate you
To the guy that first caught my attention
*******.
I was taught that love was a beautiful thing.
What we had wasn't beautiful because I was the only one that had true feelings
To the guy I thought could be the one
*******.
I will always remember your name as the boy who got my hopes up
To the flirts
*******.
I never thought I looked like I enjoyed being talked to like that, apparently something made you think it was okay
To the guy who taught me over the year
*******.
Your my teacher.
You shouldn't be looking at teenage girls like that
To the guy who snuck around
*******.
Because you were with my mom, I had to be nice.
I hope you feel horrible for what you have done.
Forgiveness is given easy now
But I will never forgive you and I hope to never see your face again
To the guy who had to die
*******.
You told me that we were going to have a future together.
You were like a brother to me, one that actually treated me like a sister.
Why did you have to go?
I needed you then, and I need you now

How doth thou wake with an aching need?
For femmes and games and **** loads of ****?
To he who dost appreciate the weight of a lass
As spindly and petite with one hell of an ***?
Dost thou think for a mo...
That the only love felt tis that of a ***
Thou wast the only one left in the bar
With an overdose of E and a fool hearty scar
Nay my dear boy as one could only believe
A fuckboi thou art, and a fuckboi thou'll be

Love at first sight is but an arrow away.
If Cupid's bow would fire,
maybe this dead man's pyre
would be simple wood for a blaze.

Turn off the lights, and say what you see.
I hope it's love for life and a gentle plea
to hold on to whats right in front of you,
because you don't know what you have til its gone.

I hope nothing but love for you,
because I have already lost.
Time has past, and I already know the pain
that comes with removal of the Cupid's arrow.

My mind in one place and my heart in another
How do I let this go when I still wonder
About you, about us, and where it all went wrong

Could it be fixed?
Am I wrong to still think like this?

I'm holding onto the good memories and blocking out the bad
You have a piece of my heart that I'll never get back

How can I hate you, but still love you?
I can't construe these emotions
I feel like I'm constantly battling myself in this commotion

I keep thinking you'll have a breakthrough
That we'll redo and start new
If only you knew how much I loved you

I could've had a murderers hands wrapped around my waist and still have felt warmth seeping into my cold blood. That's how much I crave to be held by someone who wants me.

boys with gangling limbs
and ****** up feelings

boys who whisper dandilion wishes
and then rip out your heart:
one after the another after another

boys who outline the roadmap
of your body with their fingertips
boys who demolish your soul
with their lips

boys who say i love you
and mean it