I said it was forever
But I let it slip away
I said I'd never leave her
But still I took my leave
I said I'd always save her
But there I let her lay

At least I wasn't wrong about one thing...
I wasn't wrong about always loving her

But what does that matter when everything else was wrong?

It's all too much to handle
The memories of her
The memory of her death...
It's all too much to handle

As the walls crumble around me
And all the memories of her race through my head
I take one last breath...
And face the bliss that is death

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
And you are too

But the roses have wilted
The sugar is gone
My wrists are now ******
Because your sweetness is gone

Why am I letting this hit me so hard?
It's over
I'm done
Goodbye
You're gone
I can't digest your lack of feeling
I can't begin this state of healing

As the red gushed out to resemble a river on the floor, there was a sense of tranquility that was never there before.
And although that lasted but a minute, it was worth it.

I'm sorry for doing this to you
On top of all else I've done
But I had to do this

I had to stop hurting
And I had to find peace
And this was the only way to do that

I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
I've never really known how to
And they always hurt too much
But I hope my leaving doesn't hurt you too badly

In my final moments, I was beyond weak
My mind... it was done
My body needed to rest
And my soul... it was ready to be free once more

Please don't remember me the way I was yesterday
But instead
The way I was last year
Smiling, laughing, and generally happy
Not crying, shaking, and screaming

And please...
Don't leave the ones you love, simply because I left you
Stay with them
Make them feel loved
And make them feel cared for

And to you, my sister...
If you're reading this, I'm especially sorry to you
I wish I could've said goodbye to you
But I never got the chance to
And if I had of gotten the chance
I wouldn't of known how to say "Goodbye"
Just... remember
Remember that I loved you more than anything
Remember that I cared about you
And remember that you were important to me

To all others...
I'm sorry for everything
I'm sorry this road has to end
And I'm sorry I had to meet my end

But in the end...
You'll see me again
All of you will...

I love you

Goodnight

When the morning comes I'll no longer be here
My mind and body will no longer be one
My body can finally rest
While my soul can continue to roam

Theres nothing left to be said
Nobody left to be seen
Nothing left to be felt

So why should I keep being?