the collective smile
the dale of chrysanthemums hold,
enchants the fluffy clouds!

Big white chunks of fluffy ice
flying down in a serendipitous sequence
falling against the yellow steady splash
of frothing evening light,full of mirth
in some moments glowing like embers
against slanting rays,again white
on extended meadow grass plane
transforming it a white spread sheet
of cool silence, with lessening patches of green.

If he were the peak of a mountain,
I would have fallen headfirst into the air just to feel the sweet rush of not knowing where I'm going to land,
they call this losing your mind,
but I call it the one taste of ethereal euphoria that is one moment away from being called heaven,
and if heaven existed,
it'd be right in his eyes.

My little pixie
The one I want
but I was too late
It flew away

How can I get it back?

i miss..
his cute sleep poses..
coming in and out of the window..
the way he meows whenever he asks for food..
sneaking and sleeping inside my brothers bedroom..
his fluffy stretched belly..
how he interlaced my feet on the way to kitchen..
welcome meows when i got home..
carrying him like a babe thou he’s too heavy..
overdosing him with cat food..
our exchange meow languages..
the way he smells like cockroach like most of the time..
but i still kissed him..
bites & scratches..
how he loves the way i scratch and massage his body..
lie down everywhere, end up cleaning the floor coz..
he’s like a thick rag and a mop at the same time..

hope he’ll be home soon..
or i’ll overdose him with cat food and he’ll die of my kisses..
hope our neighbors didn’t have the intentions ..
to cook him coz we’ll have him for dinner
as soon as he got home (joking).. ^^
i miss you cat, you made me cry ..-__-..
please come home :’


p.s. lea is waiting for you, she’s now skinny thanks to u :<