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Lela Jun 11
The sunlight wakes me up at 10 am, but I’m not even thinking about getting out of bed

It’s just seems so distant, impossible to reach
I know I sound dumb but it ain’t easy for me

Something keeps me nailed to this bed
I can’t move my limbs, I’m ashamed of myself

This has to end now, I can’t live this way
I lie to myself like this
Getting out of bed should be easy but it’s not.
  May 15 Lela
I got all this figured out
I know exactly what life is about
A goal list, things to do
I fell that I’m through
But then you laugh
im glad that one of us laughs happily
Lela May 15
You are the light of my life
My morning sun and my evening moon
I want to reach you and stay by your side
Too bad you’re just “not in the mood”
Too bad “you have better things to do”
Because the only thing I do
is think of you

I dream
of you thinking about me too
Sometimes we want to be cared about by the wrong person
Lela May 12
The more steps I take the more I lose my breath
I try to run but I can’t escape
It’s getting closer I think it’s too late

It caught  me again

My heart starts pounding
My hands start shaking
Nobody can hear me
Nobody can help me
Lela Apr 18
You see
that’s the problem with me being myself
I don’t want to
Because if I already annoy myself so much
How selfish of me to torture others?
Lela Apr 15
A year went by
In what feels like a day

My hands are still cold
Soul I don’t know where

You’re still by my side
In What feels like nowhere

I’m glad you’re alright
I still have to get there
I’m really happy to see you smile but please wait for me I’ll get to you in a moment
Lela Apr 3
I’m sorry
I can’t help you
I tried
Can’t get through
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