In a memorial of paper cuts,
near magazines of ****,
midnight mini-golf putts,
before their doors will shut,
Your blonde, wavery pony tail
set the boat with breaths to sail
Your green eyes lit up the fields,
for the trees that grew for miles.
Your skin lit up the skies at night,
your charisma burned so bright,
I took all the good drugs in winter
as we worked so well together,
All I cared was for your grin,
shaking the mixers and gin.
I may have crossed with my sins
but never invaded your skin.
You know I respected you greatly,
like when you took off your jumper,
I looked away in case your shirt,
gave me a glimpse of deniable flirt
I wish I was from your decade,
they all said we were so very able,
but I resisted their dumb words
This is reality and not a fable.
I must admit, to conflicted
of the guilt of my feelings,
and I can't save myself,
to die.
to die.
to die.......
I hungered for your skin,
and I wondered of your sins
and of everyone saying,
we should be a couple,
I spat in front of them,
as they just fantasized
and wondered...
But you were only 19
and I was twice at night
and older during the day.
Tash, I'm sorry.