No matter how much I think
No matter how many times I try to find it
I can’t seem to come up with the words
To express how much I truly love you

Those three words are just not enough
They don’t express how much you mean to me
How much I crave to be by your side
To walk next to you in this thing we call life

They don’t express the ache I feel
When you are away from me
Or the relief I get when you are beside me
So I hope this poem will do

When I look at you all my worries are gone
There is no troubles I can’t face
Because I know you will be there
Fighting with me side by side

When I look in your eyes
I can see how much you truly care
It makes my soul flourish
Begging for you to hold me

When I caress your face
I fight back tears
Because I’ve never touched anything
More beautiful than you

Your embrace feels magical
I never want it to end
It calms me down
No matter how broken I feel

Your kiss fills me with joy
Knowing that I truly have found
My forever home with you
And I never want that to change

You are wonderful
Exactly what I wished for
Yet so much more than that
You truly are everything to me

And this is truly how I feel
Not a word said is untrue
Because to me those words
Those simple words can never compare

I will always want to see those eyes
Dancing in the moon light as we gaze the stars
Because when I look at you
I don’t see my partner for life

I see the wonder that’s in the world
The magic that’s in the air
The beauty that’s right before me
The one being who completes me

I know you find my staring odd
But you don’t see what I see
Or feel what I feel
When I stare at you and smile

The happiness it brings me
From just looking at you
Instantly puts that smile
Onto my face big and bright

I can’t help but to smile
Because I can see just how wonderful
A person you truly are
To see the beauty in the world

I honestly can’t believe
You chose a person like me
To be the one you walk with
On the path of life

I will go with you wherever you go
And do everything with you
Because with you
I truly am blessed

So the words I love you will never be enough
My feelings run so much deeper than that
And I hope you will see that
My feelings for you run pure and true

You touch like Midas;
turn everything to an apricot hue.
I want to taste the honey off your breath
and lay my chest down next to you.
As timeless as salt air by the sea
my hand under yours
and your heartbeat beneath me.

I find myself in forever
counting the freckles upon your shoulder.
Gather up your handsome frame
and still wish a way to hold more.
This happiness, I will not let my misery maim,
I dare not even whisper your name
although to shout
I wish I could.

𝘋𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭.
𝘚𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.
𝘚𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦.
𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴.
𝘚𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘐 𝘭𝘢𝘺, 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘴.

𝘚𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺, 𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴.
𝘖𝘯𝘦, 𝘵𝘸𝘰, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦.
𝘚𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘺.
𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺.
𝘌𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘭𝘺, 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴.
𝘜𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘥.
"𝐹𝒾𝓋𝑒, 𝓉𝑒𝓃, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝒻𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒," 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝓅𝓁𝒾𝑒𝒹.

Mine is the name
whispered
by my lovers quickening
breaths in lips
as his lightening vessel
thunders and quiver
below our cosmic canvas,
as my eyes blink summons
his release fireworks bliss.
Our twin flame ritual paused
his contract mate,
his leather reins she pulls.
it's tug of war, my hands bleed
Killing me softly with his words.
~~~~~
Karijinbba

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1
Wet welling from earth
Deep valleys, hills, sweating *******
I plung into her


2
We are lost at sea
In moonless night our soft cries
Curled waves drowning us


3
Above her in bed
Little breaths lifting our bodies
Eyes, fingers, dreaming


4
Her green eyes are set
Jewels from sargasso seas
My ghost ship is wrecked


5
Her long hair tangles
No struggle in rising— then
We are rapt in bed


6
Her eyes blinding me
Milky way of her body
There is a heaven


7
In forest we taste
Each other in evergreens
Hot dews on the moss


8
Blissful time kissing
My bare thighs sink into hers
Running sands so quick


9
As olive or grape
So shed, paired souls are threshed
Out of their bodies


10
Hummingbirds share truths
Nature sounds with all sweetness
Bee in the flower


11
Always in a field
Wild flowers— a bunch to pick
Herself a bouquet


12
In the park we walk
Flocks of white birds taking flight
Two hearts light as air


13
We kissed under moon
Pox of stars grew flowering
Nightshade of her lips


14
She took me to bed
Skinned in bliss— was reborn, lost
In her satin folds
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