I am very numb
I wish I could feel something
To know I'm human

I would do anything to see his eyes roll as I yell about cleaning up his room,
Or to feel the emptiness in the house as he leaves with his girlfriend for a movie,
I would do anything to hear footsteps sneaking in the front door at 2am,
I would do anything to pretend, again, that I didn't notice.
I would do anything to hold my baby boy.
Just to see him off to college.. that day we awaited never came,
Nothing will ever be the same.
"My sweet angel" sounds somewhat more real and sour now.
I feel as though I have lost myself with him..
And to have him back in my arms,
Well,
I would do anything .

I'd give him
                      anything if
              he'd let me
                                     continue
              to lie
              
              here
                          staring
      into his eyes.

That's all I
                       want.

A dream about all the things you never told me
Leaving me wondering if I mean anything to you
When I wake up

Call me love,
My heart is yours forever,
Name your price.

And I will do anything you ask of me!

I'll bring you diamonds and gold.
Be it whatever you wish.
There is not anything I wouldn't do for you love!

The secret revealed.
"Call My name and I'll Be There."

© 2013 Ronald J Chapman All Rights Reserved.

If you're having a problem to someone

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Sometimes I drown
But my eyes are dried out rivers
Begging for the clouds
That will never come.
Sometimes I’m not strong enough
To admit that
It’s been forever
Since I’ve shed a tear.

And I don’t know how to feel
Unless my throat burns.

I don’t know how to
At all;
Anything.

But last night I cried
Until I laughed
And I’m still drowning in both.

Then, in that moment


I did not feel
Anything