There was a time when each drop of her tear fell on my shoulder
Each paragraph of hers started with me and ended with me
I was her hapiness and I was her sadness
Now I hear there are different characters to entertain her evenings and me ??? Well me ,now I am just the forgotten character of her story !!!

what is confusion ?
is it an expression or is it a feeling?
but how do you know exactly ,when you dont know what it exactly is ....
its like this mystery that surrounds you you think its your heart ,your stupid heart
but its actually the brain making you think its your heart ,see confusing ryt
its like when she is in front of me i exactly know what it all is ,each nd every thing seems so perfect ,so infallible
but then when we start talking the confusion, heads out ...like a little **** that can spoil the complete farm ,yeah!!! exactly like that .
love ?? Maybe ? Maybe not ?
no no its lust maybe ? or maybe not ?
ohhh yeah it definitely is love ?but why, why dont i feel love ? there's benevolence in your silence and repugnance in your words sometimes
is me the confusion??
or are you ?
Maybe we will Never know ,because what the heart feels is what the mind deducts and we still say that "love is the language spoken to all but understood only by the heart "maybe the basic concept of love is only a confusion derived of our inadverty

I loved you,
The way i like maroon
The way i hate the moon
The way i breath
The way i need
You.

Day switches into night,
Night switches into day.
The ray of sunshine loses its light
From a small squared display.

Through that square, a street appears,
On its cars, gathers dust.
Emptiness fill it, no people, no peers,
The road seems long and unjust.

Locked, in a box of flesh.
Locked, in a box of demands.
Alone time can be fresh,
But nothing compares the outer lands.

Suddenly the sirens turn off,
And the silence, becomes tough.

We are all addicts of peace and when we don't have it, we panic flip.
Let's remember these days when salaries didn't separate us.
As we enter a state of emergency.
Can't you see, this is not where we supposed to be.  
Death does not discriminate, who knew a virus would be what brought people together.
Celebrities sharing salaries as the hungry and homeless getting fed.
Schools closing as we ordered to stay inside.
Fear of close company.
They call it social distancing, that's far from reality.
Stock market crashes as millions of bible verses posted on social media sites, airlines canceling flights.
No entertainment tonight.
Fear of getting infected as the government orders 8 billion people to wash their hands, but still, we live in a ***** word, full of government fear, jealousy, and greed.
Doctors and nurses sacrifice their lives to honor their professions. Oh my, what a deep revelation.  
Hard times don't last, tough people, do.
Its what you do when your back is against the wall, that shows the real you.
I pray you find peace in times of tribulations.
When its all said and done I hope we don't revert back to our old ways of segregation and true form of social distancing.

I wish that you get better
I wish that whatever plaguing you be swift in its occupation
And light on its touch
That there be no after effects
Only ecstasy and bliss
Once the spell is lifted

This scary thing I cannot see
The worry is inside of me
Despite the panic all around
From this big mess we will come out
There's no escape, no where to go
The best thing is, to stay at home
When head goes crazy, take a walk
Call someone close and make small talk
If you're as sensitive as me
Check up on updates once daly
We need to know what's going on
But mind your soul, try to stay strong

you cancelled everything
I was looking forward to,
what kept me going

and since you keep me inside
away from everyone I love
alone with all my fears

what's it worth staying for?