Do you know how hard it is to watch the person you love, love someone else?
Do you even see the pain in my eyes when I look at you?
I am so close, I can touch you, I can feel you
but I can never have you.

There were queries left unanswered.
Excruciating pains that my heart felt when I am with you
and you're thinking of her.
You kiss me like I was her.
You made me her replacement but until the end,
I can never be her.
You can never love me.
I can never feel your love.

I am slowly liking him.
A friend whom I just met.
I was caught off guard.

His aura is so different.
He's funny and cute.
He hates how loud is my voice
Then he covers my mouth.

He's athletic.
I was impressed with his background.
He looks so strong.
But weak inside.

I wanna take care of him.
I wanna fall in love with him.
But I can't.
I must refrain.

I might fall for him
And that would be so painful.
Too much risk.
Too much pain, I can't handle.

I met someone today
He caught me off guard,
Shared some stories,
Smiled at each other.

He shared a painful love story.
He was left broken
With no one else to hold on
But himself.

I wanted to comfort him.
I wanted to tell him
That there will be someone
Who will love him truthfully.

Looking at my phone
Waiting for any messages
I might receive from you
But nothing came.

I am waiting in vain
Thinking how you are
And what are you doing right now
I can't even know

Are you okay?
Are you thinking of me too?
Do you ever had a thought of me?
Because I do every single minute.

Is there a parallel universe?
I was wondering one day,
Why do we let people hurt us today
When the world is so diverse?

I thought of this universe side
What if there
We are meant to be together,
You and I might collide?

Does it make sense?
Will we be happy of what we have?
Does it make us feel contented?
Do this all make sense?

No, I don't think you get it
There are things left to discover
But the truth covers it
And you were left to wonder.

In a parallel universe, you and I will collide.
In a parallel universe, maybe we were mesnt to be.

Your simple messages,
A little Hi and Hello.
Things that I need,
Everyday I am waiting.

Waiting for you,
Hoping that you,
Think a little bit of me
In your everyday.

I was so drawn to you.
I can't save myself
Neither can you.
Help me. Help me.

I am falling for you.

I am attracted with a guy whom I met because of a friend.
I don't know but at first he seems so quiet.
But when I get to know him, he is so fun to be with.

I am attracted with a guy, I shouldn't feel this way.
I might get hurt.
I want to the the risk, but is it worth it?
Is it enough for me to get hurt?

I am confused.
Should I still like him?
Should I get close to him?
Should I let myself go with the flow?
Should I let myself fall in love again?

I never imagined meeting you.
You were the least of my choices,
But right now you are the only person I want to choose.
Despite of everything.

I never imagined, I could take all this pain.
Pains you have caused.
I never thought, I could still forgive someone.
Not until I met you.

I'm not just happy to be with you. I am thankful because you came into mylife. It changed a bit, but that change was for the better. I love being with you all the time. You never fail to make me smile my love. I want the future with you. It is so uncertain, but I like the plans we've made. I wanna make it happen. I wanna be with you through thick and thin. I'll be your biggest fan and your number 1  supporter.

I love you and thankyou leo.

I knew this day would come.
When I will feel important and loved.
The feeling is worth all the pain and heartaches.
I wish this last a lifetime.

Tonight i'm writing for you.
Still trying to figure out to forget you.
Remembering the days we were together
How i wish we are forever.

Baby, don't you know this is so hard.
I want to hold you so tight,
So tight that i could assure myself you won't leave me.

I was so afraid that this time will come.
That you'll leave me all behind.
Why did you do this to me?
I miss you so come back to me.

Him.
He was so close,
I never thought it will be him.
The guy whom I barely talk,
Who i just shared a smile
Each time I saw him.

Him.
The guy who puts a smile on my face,
Made my day since
He started to walk in my life.
Never knew he could be the one.

Him.
Maybe it could be him.
I am afraid I might fall.
Fall and get stupid,
Get hurt and became miserable again.

Him.
Could it be him?