i don't believe in anything fully
and i don't believe in nothing fully
how does one define themself?
no set ideals, no morals, no concrete idea of what the hell i'm doing.
making a decision is terrifying when you don't know which side you prefer.
sometimes i don't eat or sleep because i don't recognise the feelings as hunger or pain or tiredness. just white noise in the back of my mind.
i am a stranger to myself. these roads i travel are blurred and fractured.
giving myself an identity makes me feel like i have to be something.
and all i know how to be is nothing.
unimportant thoughts from the chorus, while the main character appears to have run off stage left and left the building.