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Apr 2018 · 2.1k
numb.
sankavi Apr 2018
i feel numb
there was a time i didn't
when you were there
you helped me feel
happiness
sadness
love
pain
then you left
i feel numb again
Apr 2018 · 302
i wish
sankavi Apr 2018
if i could go back id do it all differently
i'd change the words i said
the people i chose
the things i did

i'd kiss you longer
i'd revive the moments we'll never have again
i'd hug you tighter
i'd tell you how much i love you
i'd tell you i need you

but i cant do anything about it now
your'e gone
forever
i cant go back
i cant do it again
guys seriously dont take the people you have for granted, unfortunately i had to learn this the hard way. i had someone, he was amazing, like really amazing. i hurt him so much he came back everytime. until he stopped. when you have someone you love never ever let them go. youll never find someine like them again. love as hard as you can but stay strong, ily all sm
Apr 2018 · 373
leave me
sankavi Apr 2018
its funny
i was there for you
i saved you from your darkest times
i was there

once you were fine
you vanished
you left

leaving me to save myself
i needed you to save me but you left when i needed you

- how can i trust you again
Apr 2018 · 356
choose me
sankavi Apr 2018
you know
you did have a choice
me or her
but you fell for her voice
her smile
her eyes
her
you fell in love with her
i was left behind
suddenly i didnt exist
i was your past
she is your future
Apr 2018 · 916
Compliments
sankavi Apr 2018
Cute
Amazing
Adorable
Smart

When you call me these things I melt and I don’t know how to take it because I’m used to

Ugly
Weird
Disgusting
Apr 2018 · 653
the sun & the moon
sankavi Apr 2018
i loved you
i really did
but
i couldnt love you
i wasnt allowed to love you
i tried to make you understand
now youre gone
i cant move on
- i tried
everyone should be allowed to love who they want too bad i wasnt
Apr 2018 · 475
suicidal mom
sankavi Apr 2018
you make me feel so worthless
you tried to leave
i thought i was enough to keep you going
why did you try to go
was i not enough?
youre still alive
but are you really?
-i thought i was enough
to my suicidal mom
Apr 2018 · 696
food
sankavi Apr 2018
who knew you'd be the source to all my problems
anorexia is not okay and never should be. if your going through an eating disorder im always here to help. you can dm me on ig- _.sankavi._ or snap me- sankavi137 and if you dont want to do that i want you to know your are beautiful no matter what your shape or size is. you are beautiful no matter what mistakes you have made in the past. you are beautiful no matter what people say. i love you all and youre all beautiful.
Apr 2018 · 379
then you vanished
sankavi Apr 2018
you came into my life as a saviour
as if you'd fix all the broken pieces
as if you'd always be there
as if you'd stay
in the end, you left
leaving my soul with bandaids
soon the bandaids began to peel
and you werent there to save me

-you left me even more broken
Apr 2018 · 285
autumn
sankavi Apr 2018
year after year
i fall once again
like leaves fall every autumn
just so everyone can step all over me
me roots then rise
i blossom
only to later fall again
-depression always comes  back

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