It’s so hard.
Knowing that something will always be there,
And knowing that that’s the way things should be.
Suddenly they’re not.
It’s a completely foreign idea.
Sometimes you think that
“Yes! I can do this,
I’m in control of the situation” and
As soon as you start regaining your confidence
And faith in the world,
You are shattered again.
  All of this
Is by your own doing as well.
You poor, poor soul.

Let us explore
All the possibilities,
We will exhaust the night
Trying to find answers
Let us discover
What it means
To be one with our inner struggles.

Heart beat racing,
Fingers reached out,
Only to find myself
Reaching into nothingness.

Why
Why haven’t we noticed yet?
And why
Why aren’t saving each other
And ourselves…

We all want the same thing
All other arguments are lies.
Sometimes the need,
For this thing
Destroys us.

So…
What are we waiting for?
Have we given up on humanity?
Do we NOT want to save each other?

Are we destroying each other on purpose?

For centuries, it’s been the same,
Lovers versus condemners of love,
At least that’s what we think.
But aren’t we all seeking love?
We are the lovers.
But…
If that is what we are…
Then…
Who are the condemners?


Why is it that our lives are all about fighting? Fighting for what we love, fighting for our freedom, fighting to be heard… fighting for our rights… What about peace?

What wouldn't I do?
Just to see you
Wouldn't I care?
If you were there
Wouldn't I be?
If you would just let me see
My eyes say what my lips can not follow
My eyes say it all
I want to love you forever
I hope that you feel the same
Always and forever
And until forever
Promise me we’re staying together
So see in my eyes
As I see in yours
Always and Forever
I‘d give everything for you
To make you want to say
Always and Forever
I’d give everything I have
I love you more I can say
For Always and forever.
Promise me we’ll stay together.

Your eyes are flirting with me,
Your lips are teasing me,
You heart is reaching for me,
Your words put me under a spell,
Your touch makes me dance on air,
Your sweetness is genuine,
Your smile is sincere.
I longed for you,
Until you touched my heart,
Broke its shield,
Filled it with warmth enough to melt me away,
And then I eternally became yours.

Hear my words,
Hear my cries,
Let me tell you,
The secret of the night.
We beings of the underworld,
We beings of the night,
Did what has never been done,
Asked for what has never been asked,
Our inspiration is fire,
Our passion is to ****,
We are the hunters,
You are the preys,
We hunt for you in the depth of the night,
This is our secret,
The secret of the night.

Time for reflection
No more neglection
More self-affirmations and satisfaction
Deep beyond all that tainted my inner beauty
I shed the covers all at once
Revealing the butterfly inside
Soaring and levitating,
Saying goodbye to gravity
Looking at my mirror image, and smiling
Beautiful and happy,
That is what I am
Sun is shining once again
And this time I am the reason
The reason behind my own smile
Confident about the future,
At peace with the past,
Content with the present
Happy for being me
Loving myself,
And if I ever want a poem,
This poem will be a dedication
To myself
I am everything I need,
And if what I need is love,
Then love is what I shall receive.
I control my fate and happiness,
And if loving myself makes me happy…
Then I love myself, and I am not selfish
I am simply satisfied and glad.
Thank you, for being me.

A man is only true when times are rough
But as well as can be, truth can be good
In a time where only truth can rise
And conquer all that be, but the truth
Is not the only thing that goes out
It’s the truth of a man’s feeling
That’s the important truth that must out all else
The truth that makes us know our actions
The actions that come from the heart.
The truth that was meant to be
And that was the important feeling
But only in such a time
A man can realise
The depth of his feelings
And the truth of them.

I think about you everyday
In every hour, in my every minute
You are my time, each of my single passing days,
My life is in your hands
You won’t take control of it,
Even when I want you to
I beg, and I beg,
I want you to tell me what to do,
I want you to know every single move I did,
So you can see
That all of my moves in life,
However big or small,
Revolve around you
Even when I’m scared
I run and I run,
But I head for you
My body is craving you,
Your smell, your looks, your touch,
I want you to tell me what to do
And I would do anything
Out of my loyalty to you
Loyalty, respect and deep love,
Even when I’m in pain, I hide it,
So I can make you happy,
I don’t want you to console me,
I don’t want you to be next to me all the time,
Just let me do those things for you.
Let me come near you,
I want you to tell me what to do
So you can be selfish, as much as you want
Tell me what to do,
Tell me what to do for you
Let me be your slave
Let me show you my love,
And everything else fades away
You are all I can do,
You are all I can think about,
In my dreams, in my day dreams
And throughout my day,
I don’t want anything from you,
You can give me nothing
But you would still be my everything
And I would do anything
And you would be I all care about.

Never have I thought a love could be so strong,
So ******* my heart,
Keeping my heart beating all day and night long
Oh my love, sweetheart!
I had no idea who it was I loved
But then I just felt the love and I knew,
It wasn’t who I was looking for
I chose everything and everyone,
All the friends I made and chose, all the time I spent
My choices and I love them
Priceless moments and memorie
I chose to live.
I chose life
I fell in love with the choices I made.
I fell in love with the life I chose
Never before have I felt this way,
Didn’t think I would feel like this someday
What a feeling it is!
Living alive for the first time
Taking my first breath, what a beautiful time!
Dancing to the beats of my heart
Such an incredible art!
Now I know what it feels like to open up my heart
Because when it comes to love,
It always overpowers everything
Indulging everyone to have a taste,
Oh, what a lover have I found darling
I fell in love with life!
Afraid of losing the memories
But then I realised nothing will be lost,
Nothing goes in vain
No matter what I forget,
I know one thing for sure
I’ll always remember the way I felt,
The way I still feel
The feeling of waking up, taking my breath for the first time,
So many beautiful words
So many beautiful feelings
You’re the reason, the reason behind my inspiration
Falling in love,
With life…