There was a time,
that I was alone;
all the time.
Now;
I’m not alone.
I can’t help;
but…
Believe,
that this is a beautiful…
Tragedy.
Run;
Run away;
Run away from reality.
You’re my home.
Oh,
I do love you so.
I can’t help but;
Believe..
That this is a beautiful;
Tragedy.

I bet you on that day in the rain,

That day in the rain where you thought;

I was "okay".

NO!

I was crying my eyes out;

But.. You couldn't tell..

Of course you couldn’t tell.

I hid away my face and hugged you;

I told you I loved you.

I told you I would be "okay";

And you believed me...

I’m not gonna be okay anymore.

I stuck around for you;

through heartache and hurt.

But;

When you left me standing there;

on the next rainy day;

complaining and telling me;

and that I needed to grow up.

I couldn’t believe...

I couldn't actually believe;

the boy I loved for a year;

was leaving me.

Please lead me out of the dark.
I’ve shed so many tears;
I can’t believe I’ve lasted this long.
You tell me;
I’m perfectly fine.
I need your help;
Please lead me out of the dark.
It’s been this way for eight years,
I can’t believe;
I’ve lasted this long…
Please lead me out of the dark.
The light is dimming now;
I’ll say goodbye today.
You say;
You’re perfectly fine.
But;
As I lay in bed and cry tonight;
I’ll fade into oblivion...
Please lead me out of the dark.

As I light this cigarette in my mouth,

I inhale the smoke,

like it’s the thing that keeps me alive.

I've gotten worse;

Since you’ve left me standing in the rain.

My scars were reopened.

My lungs were seared with smoke again.

My pillows were blackened from,

the mascara that ran down my face.

he’s just a boy they say.

No,

you don’t ******* understand.

He was the air I breathed.

He was words that I conveyed into poems.

You’ll be okay;

No;

He was the brown eyed boy,

of my dreams.

I’ll be the first to say,

that I’m okay.

You were my best love,

and worst heart break.

Why didn’t you tell me,

you weren’t okay?

This can’t be happening to me.

When you left me for her,

I was the last to know.

Why didn’t you tell me,

you no longer loved me?

I would have let you go.

I’ll be the first to say,

that I’m okay.

But now,

What is love?
What is love, they ask?
Love is a feeling of deep affection.
Love is that heart breaking feeling of longing.
Love is the happiness you wake up to.
Love is the feeling of being cared for.
I guess you can say love is…
Love is, what you wish it to be.
Love is everything you could take and lose all at once.
I know love is good for something,
but I haven’t found it yet.
Let’s not lie tonight,
and say we don’t love each other.
Let’s not lie tonight,
because I miss you so much.
I guess I can live without you.
But without you,
I can’t seem to breathe.
Love,
is the feeling of being happy,
being loved and cared for,
it’s the painful feeling you have when you don’t talk,
it’s that feeling that you have,
that when you argue with them,
and they leave it’s like,
your other half left.
Boy you seem to be it for me.
And we all fall eventually.