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Lovey Jul 2015
Give me a random word and ill write about it.
Or put it in something.
It can be anything.
And ill try to make it into something :)
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Lovey Jul 2015
The pain of waking up and being so happy and slowly fading into a deep depression.
Is death defying.
Its like you can go back and feel falling into the trap of sadness.
Its like having a fire lit beneath your heart.
It starts burning it so slowly.
Then your heart crumbles to ashes.
That feeling hurts so badly..
I don't know why.
Cause you should be used to sadness by now right?
But some reason falling into it.
Kills me.
Lovey Jul 2015
Stars-there only light in the sky.
But what if there a resemblance of those who have
died showing their souls in the sky.
Painting a picture in the sky.
Make art with their light.
No matter how far down you get pushed down
to the forest of darkness.
You die with the light in your heart and are realesed.
And made once again.
Your light stays in the sky to paint your picture.
Then your welcomed back in the world for a second chance.
Lovey Jul 2015
Fear-You can die without fighting a single one away.
Your fear of letting go of sadness can never be done
if you dont fight it to let go.
Your fear of never being happy can never be done
if you dont let go of your sadness.
Your fears of jumping and never coming back will
never be done if all you carry is fear.
Fear may be everywhere you turn.
It can be at every end of each corner you walk to make you blocked.
Your fear may be falling out of the box your living in.
But in the end you can fall down and stand on your feet and say you lived.
Fear may be on each corner but its defeatable.
There is nothing to lose if you dont let there be.
-Mickie rouxe-
Lovey Jul 2015
One day i woke up at around 11 am.
I went down stairs everyone else was asleep.
I went in my kitchen.
I was going to make something to eat.
I grabbed a knife.
I stared at it.
i went in my back room and sat on a chair.
I sat there for 3 hours.
Thinking, of my mistakes, the pain,the hurt.
It was january 13th
A piece of snow started to fall.
I looked around me.
I looked at everything.
I remembered every little thing about that moment right there.
I thought to myself im to much of a coward to cut myself.
I thought wrong.
I put the knife away.
Then I looked at it again.
Everyone was still asleep..
My mum was dead asleep.
I sat there again.
On that chair.
I took the knife and started going across my wrist back and forth..
Then it broke threw.
My wrist started bleeding.
I cut further down.
From that day on i cut myself every night.
Within one week i had 100 scars on my wrist.
After that it kept adding.
I broke my vein for the first time on my birthday..
During this time i started starving myself around january 20th.
I stopped eating.
I could barely ever sleep.
The day of my 14th birthday i took that same knife and stabbed it straight threw my wrist..
Today is july 4th
we're supposed to go out tonight
I'm sitting here.
8ame.. everyones dead asleep.
I'm staring at the knife again.
I'm here to say my goodbye.
This time i look outside.
Theres a bird.
Im on the same chair.
Only different season.
For whoever finds this.
I'm sorry for the pain.
But i am dying inside every day.
So here goes the knife threw my wrist..
Goodbye world.
This was from last year, funny that the next year i think of doing it again..
Lovey Jul 2015
On the brink of death.
Thinking should i go?
Get it over with.
Be done and say goodbye..
Lovey Jul 2015
Music-The rhythm of your life.
The expression of your emotion.
The one outlet to let go of your stress and you hard overbearing carries.
One thing to get you threw things when no one can.
The one thing a simple word
can say can change your whole day.
Music is one way for others to know exactly how
you feel.
Music is one thing you can connect with when everything's
like a piece of art
and everyone thinks differently
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