She trusted me... She filled with her smile and laughters the world of silence and mystery...
I forgot who I am... I forgot my anger.. my pain..my loneliness..
I felt I am Alive... I felt I am the world Savier...
I am the mystery with beautiful eyes...
I am the castle with warmth...
I am the safe heart that hold you to your edge...
I am who you need!
I am looking for who is me!
I am Loa Ma!

I love you
That what Fills me with Faith
I love you
That what makes me stay optimistic
I love you
That what makes the war i live peace!
I love you
That What makes your words a lullaby!
I love you
That what makes things worth to fight for
I love you
That what makes life has a meaning
I won't give up on you, that what makes your love makes the life I'm living be with a bless filling my soul!!!

When Heaven's Door is opened!
                  The Face with that smile and those eyes receiving you!
When Heaven's Door is opened!
                  With those hands that soothe the tiredness!
                  With those eyes that let you feel the thrill in your limbs!
When Heaven's Door is opened!
                  With that warm hug that sends you to a world to close your  
                  eyes with peace inside your spirit!
When Heaven's Door is opened!
                   And it is the face of your love with the purest smile, tells                      
                   you...come into your place!
It is a Heaven of her made!
It is a Heaven where she asked me nothing except a smile... a gentle touch!
For me...She is my Heaven!

High Prices Paid!
Deep Pain Felt!
Confusion was the Theme of my life!
Loss was a result of every wound inside me!
I'm not perfect and i won't polish that!
I'm not angel and i won't pretend!
I'm not Living my Past!
                                       But.......
I am now who I am!
Tomorrow will be different than who I am now!
I will be in different versions.... But my Heart is the core of every version!
Don't judge my version, check My Heart and Connect!....Thanks

When the smile feels shy!
When eyes stray in reflection!
When silence is my world!
When face invites mystery!
When no words left to be written!
When the feelings are dazzled!
When a tear is taken!.....
                                Then......
You know you are in the other world!

What would I say about it!
It seems i have no definition!
Love might be.... Let Others Voice Emotions!
Love might be... Live On Vapidity Effluent!
Does it have a meaning?
Do I need to search for its meaning?
I do admit that I'm Lost
I'm losing faith...
A faith in my own feelings or what things are going inside me!
A faith in something called "Love"
This Label which has been given by others!
A faith that this thing so called "Love"  Does Exist!
They told me... I am searching for extraordinary woman!
And they didn't see the extraordinary inside me that I want to bring out!
I am willing to be rude, if i want clarity!
I am willing to be impolite, if i want answers!
I am willing to be no more nice, if I want to claim my rights!
I just want to my pain to rest and relax!
I want to own them and respect them!
I want to honor their service fro what i BECAME AND WHAT I WILL BECOME!
I want to take my hand away and not cover my mouth anymore!
I JUST wanted to be myself!
If you "Love", "Care" and "Dare".... Just Help me...If you felt me... Then Thank you

Who is she.....
she came from the unknown place to my world!
She came with a shy in her smile!
She sat in my corner, and took a piece of my soul with her!
From that moment I couldn't take her image from my mind!
I met her again! I met her with uncertain  hope I sat beside her and my soul left me to be around her!
Although she was behind my back, but her soul was in front of me!
What kind of beauty I'm looking for!
A kind of beauty that is only measured by kindness and tenderness!
Who is she!
She is who I can say......
My woman!