i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in happines

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in sunny day

i just want believe
i just want believe
i just want believe
in blue sky

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in happy life

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in pretty day

i just want believe
i just want believe
i just want believe
but i can't

i want believe
but i can't
i want believe
but i can't
i want believe
but i can't

I walk every day like in the desert
I do not know what for
for whom and for what purpose
my existence

I walk every day like in the desert
in search of some answer
in search of some kind of truth
which in fact is not present

I walk every day like in the desert
bright sun beats me
cold of Russian frosts ****
but I'm going and I don't know why


02.04.18

dark
in
light

long long
time
in
light

yellow yellow
dark
in
light

my face
my eyes
in
light

in
dark


06.01.18

YES
AND
ONLY
YES!

30.11.17

Time in my eyes
Time in my window
Time in my mind
Time in my ears
Oh time!
Oh time...
Oh why!
Oh why...
Don't **** me!
Don't try!
Save me!
Save me!
Oh great Time!
Oh great...

2017

Thankful to God, for i can search for the meaning of life!
Thankful to God, for my life and for my problems.
Thankful to God, for each of my friends!
Thankful to God for all the good things and all the bad!
Thankful to God for everything!
For my life and for my future death.
Because it all very interesting!
And it better than nothing...

2017

I'm going to home
And now im got - woe
Sad going to me
Oh why! I wanna happy man to be
Sad,sad,no happiness
Red,red world,like my blood.
I do not like a food...

2017