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409 · Nov 2016
weathered friend
Matthew Harlovic Nov 2016
come rain or shine
hail, sleet, or snow.
you always know
which way the
wind blows.

© Matthew Harlovic
408 · Oct 2014
If Only - 10w
Matthew Harlovic Oct 2014
I could like myself as much as she loves me

© Matthew Harlovic
401 · Jan 2018
round two
Matthew Harlovic Jan 2018
the second breakup hurts just as much as the first,
but i cannot distinguish which loss was worse.

© Matthew Harlovic
401 · Nov 2017
boxcar
Matthew Harlovic Nov 2017
life is a lot like a boxcar,
you never know where you're gonna get.

© Matthew Harlovic
400 · Sep 2016
lit.
Matthew Harlovic Sep 2016
literature offers an
immersive collection
of the past and an emerging
collective of experience.

© Matthew Harlovic
399 · Feb 2019
down the barrel of a gun
Matthew Harlovic Feb 2019
tell me you fear me
tell me I scare you
tell me what I wanna hear
and maybe I'll spare you

© Matthew Harlovic
398 · Feb 2018
state of affairs
Matthew Harlovic Feb 2018
Close. Welcoming. My
name. David. Absurdly—I mean, out of
tune. Ordinary language permits
the paraphrase:

Things could have been. But
actually are. Countless ways,
certain descriptions. To consider,
“ways things could have been.”

Things might be. The possibilities,
the propositions, the structures.

© Matthew Harlovic
Inspired by David Lewis, Keith Waldrop.
396 · Oct 2014
Pass The Future
Matthew Harlovic Oct 2014
The past is the past
The future is the future
This is our suture

© Matthew Harlovic
392 · Sep 2017
yesop
Matthew Harlovic Sep 2017
i saw the sunrise in mundelein and for the first time, i felt alive.
i plucked a muscadine from the vine, casting aside the rind;
my girl was surprised to find me in a different frame of mind.
she sighed, i hope you remain aligned.
i took her by my side and said, "i made up my mind".
i forgave myself for my past crimes and that was the last time
i brought up my past life.

© Matthew Harlovic
381 · Oct 2016
leaves of absence
Matthew Harlovic Oct 2016
you can waver with the leaves
of absence from your giving tree
but you'll outlive the doubts
you once had for me.

© Matthew Harlovic
370 · Sep 2017
10:01 am
Matthew Harlovic Sep 2017
i’m broken
i tried holding it together.
but i don’t want you around when I break down.

© Matthew Harlovic
today's a bad day
364 · Mar 2014
She Called It Dead Weight
Matthew Harlovic Mar 2014
The magazines convinced her that fit is divine
so she decided to refine her outer design.
She contorted her diet and cut her life into portions,
then at night she would sneak away to visit the porcelain.
But baby, please don’t cut away anymore
because I loved you just as you were before.

© Matthew Harlovic
359 · Apr 2018
1night
Matthew Harlovic Apr 2018
i never had a one-night stand
and i probably never will
because i tend to
get ****** over by guilt.

© Matthew Harlovic
355 · Oct 2014
Take A Breath
Matthew Harlovic Oct 2014
Love was in the air
causing cardiac arrest
but **you held your breath


© Matthew Harlovic
353 · May 2020
waste of grind
Matthew Harlovic May 2020
I tried to cultivate a garden
When my world was burning.
The metaphor is simple:
I was working with no purpose.

© Matthew Harlovic
350 · Aug 2017
lime light
Matthew Harlovic Aug 2017
if life gives you limes,
squeeze the light
out of it

© Matthew Harlovic
350 · Sep 2016
horizons
Matthew Harlovic Sep 2016
i thought the sun rose
and fell on your horizon,
i followed you like a shadow
but i wish i opened my eyelids
a bit wider so i could have seen
how much time i wasted
waiting for the ends to justify the means.
i loved you with every fibre of my being,
you kissed me like a guillotine
and i felt my breath fleeing.
i tasted truth on your sugar-coated tongue
and yet i should’ve noted how you eat your young.
you beat my gums with cheap talk
and sleepwalk about a bed of nails.
you raised questions so i read the braille
and i was amazed by the minor details you failed
to acknowledge let alone unveil.
yet you’ve shown a new face,
i’ve grown ail of your grace
and how you can encase
your faith by nailing it in place
but with love like a wraith,
you've always found a way
to circumvent the rays
and shine on my darkest days.

© Matthew Harlovic
347 · Jun 2017
worse
Matthew Harlovic Jun 2017
i didn't think things
would get this worse

to where discourse
turns to discord.

we thought with force,
we fought with sources

when we were taught
to endorse reinforcement.

© Matthew Harlovic
336 · Aug 2019
year two
Matthew Harlovic Aug 2019
the pervasiveness of this type of grief
is hard to comprehend: it's debilitating.
it's the first thing you think about when you wake up,
and it eats at you at varying levels of pain, and anger,
and sadness throughout the day.

onto year two.
jimmy i miss you.

© Matthew Harlovic
324 · Jun 2018
Father's Day
Matthew Harlovic Jun 2018
You make me happy,
You make me sad.
But all in all,
you're still my Dad.

© Matthew Harlovic
318 · May 2018
papa
Matthew Harlovic May 2018
Open casket—open
mind. we closed the
blinds but sunshine
slipped through
the slits.

© Matthew Harlovic
290 · Feb 2018
Nor’easter
Matthew Harlovic Feb 2018
What loud roar is there present in the night?
Does the bright white sheet cover all to see?
The sound does hum with constant beat and bite.
A blanket provides protection to thee.

A powerful force is blown in your face
as graceful flakes dance around your bare head.
You shield yourself against the whirling lace.
Opaque and silent it becomes widespread.

But will this unique veil protect or harm?
The delicate drops begin to push you
No strength, no power it gives you alarm
Somewhat swaddled your heart beats in rhythm too.

A cold Nor’easter gives quite a great scare.
White drifts protect all in the winter air.

© Matthew Harlovic

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