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Mark Lecuona Jan 2016
Who plays a game?
Who learns to speak French enough to drink their wine
To make a life for their children
Is it enough while others resist?

Just a mile from freedom town
The men all gathered there
They weren’t going to stand down
No flag could block the glare

They said it was time to defend
The words they read were near
They didn’t live to play pretend
Their beliefs stronger than fear

It became clear
Crazy was doing nothing
But doing things you don’t want to do
Is like being a ******* in the middle of a war
Or sacrificing a life for people who won’t know the difference

Turn off the radio
The news isn’t good
A soldier who’s seen death
Is always ready to stand up
He’s fears not for his last breath
Does he live in your neighborhood?

Who plays a game?
Who learns to pray every day walking under an umbrella
Fear instead of faith
Is it enough just to exist?

Just a mile from Crows ridge
The people all gathered there
They weren’t afraid to cross the bridge
This time it was their turn to dare

They said it is our time now
The dream was finally near
Still they burn inside the vow
Fifty years gone without fear

It became clear
Slavery was doing nothing
But doing what you have to do
Is never losing again in your own home
When the past remains a part of your resistance

Turn up the radio
The song says you should
A singer tired of death
Is always ready to stand up
He cries in between each breath
If I were him I wonder if I would
Song lyrics about Militias... BLM... in between... the world we live in... just an observation from someone who is between....
Mark Lecuona Jan 2015
He preferred dim to light
A silhouette was better than shadows
He knew drops better it seemed
Than full bottles that poured
There is no nuance between age and rust
Still he knew wrinkles were better than dust

His folly was a lust for any utterance
Either wise or solitary in its echo of the past
His ego believed the discovery of his destiny
Would awaken dreams choking gasping
As the realization of his desires
Would become all the moons tide aspires

He felt the bond between the fire of imagination
And the loss of love that would not wait
The embers fold themselves into disappointment
As what once burned dripped slowly in the night
There is no purpose to solitary confinement
And love cannot grow in faraway sentiment
Mark Lecuona Oct 2015
It was a distant shore, alone as he was,
but connected by the sea,
like flat lands laying with man-made shadows;
the sand, for a moment
held footprints in memoriam of a child’s laughter
except what the land remembered
was a family apart

It was the love of a child’s emotion,
tragically killed by reason,
like signs meant to warn those who would favor nature,
as history suggests,
who once walked freely but are now ghosts,
haunting progress
with uncompromising songs of the heart

It was the will of perfection, it’s power,
meant to conquer laughter,
could not accept those who live vicariously,
in a land where the sun never sets;
but unable to bring order to the tragic clinging tides
he walked towards her
consumed by thought, but intrigued by art

It was a struggle for power,
though master and slave were interchangeable
each loving one another,
though he tired of the compromise
for once the moon appears
the grudging day must lie still once again
as long shadows wait for a new days start
Mark Lecuona Jun 2016
I had to tell him
It will make your soul bleed
But you will never see it
It will make your heart burn
And one day you will feel it
But it won’t be what you thought
Because it was drained, not filled
Even though you once smiled about it

Somebody will tell him
To master your desires is the seed
But you won’t understand it
You think it is your turn
And being a man is accepting it
It won’t be sold, but instead bought
Because it’s the garden you tilled
The fruit you chose will die in it

Somebody will say so
Somebody will say so
Live the night
Forget the light
Somebody will say so
Which way will you go?

His mind will tell him
This is how a boy is freed
But you will be a prisoner to it
They say the hard way is how you learn
And a weak man will always choose it
What you found and what you sought
Would it be you were tempted or willed
The way of your prayers will reveal it

Somebody will say so
Somebody will say so
Live the light
Reject the night
Somebody will say so
Which way will you go?
Song lyrics
Mark Lecuona Jan 2015
I never knew
How ***** my blood was,
Until I mingled it,
With your own.
I thought
What ran through my veins,

Was pure,
But black became clear,
When you left me alone.

I didn’t want you to leave,

But it was obvious,
You were going to run...
You took away
My driving force,
And the seeds were planted
For what must be done.

I had to ride on,
******* and lost.

What I carried
Inside of me...

Was gone
I knew what to do,

But I was exhausted.
All I had,

Was the chance
To prove you wrong.

I finally betrayed myself to you.
It took one more no
To make me strong
There wasn’t enough hate,
To show me the way home.
So I let cold springs,
Prepare the place,

Where I belong...
Mark Lecuona May 2012
Where confusion robs consciousness
Is in the choosing
Of the wrong mask
A rapacious avatar
To live the life of meaningless existence

Is it better to be nothing
With nothing
But freedom
And the need
For nothing but your true essence?

To follow a path set before you
By those who thought they understood
But cannot live your life
Creates the bond
To perpetual acquiescence

We who know of these things
Yet follow in your path
Continue to discover
Again and again
The cold pale rot of ambivalence

And in the final awakening
Shedding all that we know
Returning to the womb
To choose the time of our rebirth
We break water in your presence

Water becomes tears becomes love
And becomes you
To carve your path
No matter the obstacle
No matter the resistance
Mark Lecuona Mar 2015
Alone for a moment
In the night
Though you hear the earth move
All around you
What you see is unpredictable
A complex system that does not need you
Faraway light that has no meaning to you
Except comfort for your dreams
But if you close your eyes
You will see the same thing
But only if you keep them closed
For as long as you are awake
The forest will burst into flames
The ocean will turn every ship upside down
The mountain will bury everything in its path
The Earth will swallow the memories of those who live
And then nothing will be left except the distance
Between what you could be and what you are
But there is no comfort this time
Because the distance is inside you
And it is as far away as the stars you love
So you rip your eyelids off
You do not want to see what is inside
You do not want to understand yourself
You only want what you do not understand
What is far away
What you can lust over
What can touch your naked body
Because a fantasy never disappoints you
And with your eyes open you see it as it approaches
Anything that is desire can change form
And become what you want it to be
And it will wait for you
Tomorrow night will be there
As will the distance in your mind
But you do not want to see what is yours alone
Only what you must share with everyone else
Because they too can only understand what is far away
And only what their fantasies reveal to be true
To a mind that is as far away as the space you love
Mark Lecuona Dec 2017
The lights in the distance
Rivers without end
I only seem to cross alone
You never return the favor

Home again, it's easy to see
Waiting for me, nature I possess
But is it my own or something else
I can't decide which way to turn

Save it all, every moment
I want you to share it with me
Even if you can't describe it
I will see it in your eyes

It doesn't matter, night or day
Asleep or awake, you follow
Or dragged by fantasy's light
Between us there's so much more
Mark Lecuona Feb 2012
In the small and stolid world
Why is love so far away?
On the endless seas
Why are our dreams so close?
After the toil and hardship of each day
We remain awake where we lay
From a forgotten world
We see love painted on walls
On the dark ocean
We wait as time crawls
Then as the trade winds fill the sail
My eyes can see
My mind can think
My heart can feel
Even if the distance widens
The journey has begun
And I will remember
How much it is that I love you
Mark Lecuona Aug 2016
Another good woman
Misunderstood by a good man
She loves what’s right about life
He just loves her

Taking guardian angels for granted
You can’t always count on them
Sometimes an angel needs you
It’s the one standing in front of you

Even if you don’t feel the same way
The further away you get
What’s important seems to come together
Clouds and oceans make a world for us

Another good woman
Up against a wall she didn’t see
Believing in someone who can’t love like she does
But years later he said you hurt him
Mark Lecuona Sep 2015
It was a lovely tree
Green like a meadow all around
Bark as thick as pine cones
Ants crawling without a sound
Covered by birds of a feather
Whistling chirping  to each other
The sun and moon overhead
Taking turns from one another
Yes it was a lovely tree
Peaking above white plumes
Always looking for blue skies
And room to grow for its blooms
But it wasn’t long in the life of a tree
That its branches held aloft
Birds that seemed of another sort
Sometime landing not so soft
The air around it was free
But not so much the tree
Though it thought it was
Only the wind could really see
As each new bird took its place
Each tidal pass could only sigh
As storms of horizon shadows gathered
But a bird will perch no matter who may cry
There are only so many leaves
There are only so many ways to live
And as each feather sought its own
The tree wonders how long it can give
Mark Lecuona Jul 2017
She was going to set me free
A soul mate at night
The love born in my arms
But she could only hurt herself

She was going to save my soul
She acted like she knew how
I couldn’t walk on water
But she knew how to set it on fire

I let love divide me up inside
So many hands have been discarded
I’m still ready to cut the deck
But somebody has to pick it up

You will never know
How good it could be with me
You're a fantasy loving another man
Unable to believe in herself

She was going to think about it
I was the home she almost bought
Until I said it wasn’t for sale
Now the sign is back up in the yard

I let love tell me how to live
Could I fall in love with anyone
Or is it that I don’t understand?
I’m ready to listen to you again
Mark Lecuona Jun 2015
The path to freedom is lined by sin
But is it your own or of someone else?
No matter how aggrieved you may be
It is a true heart that always melts
The flames of rejection burn deep
While the reasons are sparks in the wind
But to live under the yoke of oppression
Is to live a life of anger never to be forgiven
Mark Lecuona Dec 2014
Our world has become a mistaken image
Our bones buried in common rage
We pray to God our souls to keep
And judge ourselves by our favorite page
But what sin has retained our disfavor?
You are of this land, in which you take stock
You know its pain but give it to another man
Because he was born a flower and not a rock

¿Por qué se le tiene miedo a su corazón?
¿Por que hombre?
¿Por que?

Did God give you a sword
Or send a dove?
Was his strength for oppression
Or compassion?
Was every soul made for hate
Or for love?
Is vengeance yours alone
Or nailed to the cross of passion?

¿Por qué intentas daño a tu corazón?
¿Por que hombre?
¿Por que?

Do you wish to rise holding their chains
Or to give them wings
Do you wish to be buried with armor
Or with good deeds?
Do you wish to close the gates behind you
Or bring them all?
Do you wish that God would set fire upon us
Or tear down the wall?

¿Por qué están tratando de matar a tu corazón?
¿Por que hombre?
¿Por que?

We must exist together
Though we may not understand
We were taught to love one another
And to never raise our hand
We must use rocks to line the garden
And not destroy what grows within
For what another man may desire
Only God can comprehend

¿Por que hombre?
¿Por que?
The town where I grew up (Laredo, Texas) was recently outed as being extremely homphobic. I was disappointed to hear this new though I was not surprised. This is my response...
Mark Lecuona Jan 2015
Do not speak ill of me because I did not fall in love with you
Just because we touched

Your worth is not my approval
Your emotions are not my love
Your heart is not that weak

Do not speak ill of me because my life had already spoken
Before we ever met

My past is not who you are
My dreams are now my consciousness
My heart cannot live up to your fantasies

Do not speak ill of me because I was not jealous of another man
Even after you leave

We cannot be healthy without trust
We cannot be healthy without our own life
We cannot be healthy with an imprisoned heart
Mark Lecuona May 2017
Sometimes your politics are such a bore
Why don’t you look me in the eye instead
Hold it there until you don’t know what to say
That kind of intimacy scares you doesn’t it
That’s why you closed them when you kissed me

It’s the courage to think about a love affair
in the middle of being without your car
and not enough money to get it fixed again
It’s so slow you can actually get used to it
waiting around a pawn shop is a way of life

It doesn’t take a cowboy to build something
Somebody had to pour the slab on wall street
walking the dog is like ignoring capital letters
I can’t say much else to tell you about right now
Sweet sweet dreams are what I’d rather think about

What’s the plan when I get back from my monkey swing
I’m tired of observing the problems of figuring you out
Is it going to happen or are you going to make me suffer first
Don’t look for the chorus because there isn’t one
The whole thing is a bridge that you’d rather cry than cross
Mark Lecuona May 2017
When the solo is not that great
But the groove is unmistakable
You know where love lives
It's not in a lawyer's brief case

When the brush cuts into the canvas
There is nothing but blood to spill
You can't ask him to paint a jail cell
Or children crying unless that's the point

Don't ask a poet not to care
Don't ask an artist to be afraid

Don't ask
Don't ask
Don't ask

Don't ask except why children are hungry
Don't ask except why does a soldier have to die

When the words play music in your heart
There is nothing left but to listen
There is no greed or lust for gold
Only the truth of God's commands

Don't ask
Don't ask
Don't ask

There is no argument
There is no debate
There is no wall
There is no question
Mark Lecuona May 2016
when the fire has a life of its own
it will burn on sand
on water
on ice
inside of me
when love has made up its mind
it will create endlessly
act recklessly
live obsessively
like me
when you see it you will know it
don't ask why
it is too late for that
the decision has already been made
by me
Mark Lecuona Jun 2017
Don't be so ******* yourself
Don't be so ******* someone else
Give that anger a break
Don't be so hard
Don't be so hard

Don't be so down on yourself
Don't be so down on everyone else
Give that sadness a break
Don't be so down
Don't be so down

It's not your fault
You want to be better
You'll get it together
Tomorrow is not another day
It's the start of a new way

Don't be so brittle
Don't be easy to break
But don't be so hard
Don't be so hard
Don't be so hard to take
Don't be so easy to break
Mark Lecuona Nov 2016
You believe as do birds not to sow away
The winter harvests as does the summer
A thief tried to sell you your own jewelry
You said your soul wasn’t a raven or a soldier
He was puzzled by that but still he lingered
You clinched your fist tightly around his voice
And only then could he hear himself breathe
You didn’t care if he died, that was his choice
There is no sense in convincing an old man
Did you think he waited that long for you?
He didn’t want to think about it anyway
It brought him into the wrong space of view
So where does that leave you, without a jacket?
The way you pray should be the way a bird flies
It’s not something I would talk about too much
To speak of it is the way a false prophets lies
Mark Lecuona Mar 2012
You must never change
For me
You have been spared control's wrath
You will follow your heart
You will follow your path
You were free when we met
So this I do not give
But instead it will remain
Rather without
You will be with
My desires are dreams
Not commands
Be as you are now
You never have to worry
I will enjoy
Rather than allow
But when you become lonely
Will you think of me?
I may not be the only
But I will make you see
Love
Passion
Strength
Freedom
With this you will live
In this you can believe
I did not come to you
For your mind's conquest
You are not my goal
You are not Mount Everest
Others will try to construct
The vision they conceive
But I see a vision
In you
And together we will weave
A life as we define it
Our voice unrestrained
Our thoughts unexplained
Our existence uncontained
And when we are apart
Your heart will rest
Protected by the walls
Of trust's treasure chest
Walk alone my love
And carry your wishes
And I will carry mine
Together we will share love's riches
But as you live your life
As free as you can be
I have but one question
Can you do the same... for me?
Mark Lecuona Oct 2015
You forgive everyone
but you can’t love them
stop forgiving me
live with me
be my equal

Did you forgive someone
for begging
for being poor
do you understand
or do you make yourself feel better

Are you the one
do you stand on the mountaintop
then tell us
is what you see greater than failure
what else could we learn from the past
how else would we really know
is that what you see
or do you need the distance between us?

I don’t want to be forgiven
I want to be understood
can you see the callousness of my mind
the weariness of my heart
the pride that overcomes shame
yes I know myself
do you know yourself enough to know me?
Mark Lecuona Apr 2016
Did you say it again?
How many are you up to?
Not the words you say
But the men trying to love you

You don't have to say it
Don't give it away so easy
I'm still alive and it's not over
Pretending is not living freely

Don't give it away
Some words mean more left unsaid
It's not time yet
Time lives forever
You think love may be left for dead
But not for me and you
We are never ending
Love is life and life is your heart
And not something else instead

The distance between us is far
You think comfort is another man’s charms
But your soul is not asking for that
Dreams don’t live in somebody else’s arms

Don't give it away
Some words mean more left unsaid
It's not time yet
Time lives forever
You think love may be left for dead
But not for me and you
We are never ending
Love is life and life is our heart
And not something else instead
Song lyrics - You'll always be my girl
Mark Lecuona May 2017
Stop them!
Don't make them go!!!
They are going to die!
Why? Why? Why?
It won't matter!
Our boys sacrificed too much!
Did you see their faces?
They love each other
There is nothing left except that love
Their duty is to each other
Brothers
They die together
They live together
They screamed, "Bail out Johnny!!
BAIL OUT!
But he didn't
He didn't
Fold a flag for his mother
Another flag
Sew another one
We will need more
More flags
No
No God
Why so many flags?
These won't fly Lord
His mother will never let it go
She will put it next to her womb
Next to where Johnny was made
She wants to think about a baby
How it moved inside her
How it hurt so much when he was born
She wanted to feel the pain of birth
Just as he felt the pain of death
She so wished it was her
It wasn't right
Pride was not ready for her heart
Only the blood of birth and death
No!!!
Stop them!!!
She drove to the base
"Let me in!!!"
"I have to talk to Johnny"
"Tell him not to go!""
"Martha! Martha! Martha! What's wrong?"
"It's Johnny! Tell him to not fly today!!"
"Martha. Johnny's gone. Long ago."
"No! Tell him don't go"
"Don't go"
"Don't go Johnny!"
"Don't go!!!!!!!"
Mark Lecuona Oct 2017
She can’t love like she did before
Something took that part of her away
All that’s left is barely alive, but
It's your heart that beats every day

You can’t get around it
That’s not how it’s gonna be
You said you could only love once
But I’m saying God will set you free

Don’t go where there’s no tomorrow
Don’t go there don’t go there
The sun will always wait for you
And I’m gonna’ be waiting too

There shouldn’t be anything
Between my heart and you
If there is I’ll on walk around it
And tell you what I know is true

I hope the roots aren’t too deep
You planted a tree without any shade
I know you’re worth saving sweet girl
The debt you owe's already been paid

Don’t go where there’s no tomorrow
Don’t go there don’t go there
The sun will always wait for you
And I’m gonna’ be waiting too

You know we want you back
Don’t go there my love
The love you left behind
Is only what sorrow's made of

It’s gonna’ take more than a man
To fill the hole inside your heart
I’ve been listening to you cry
I’m asking the Lord to let me try

Don’t go where there’s no tomorrow
Don’t go there don’t go there
The sun will always wait for you
And I’m gonna’ be waiting too
Mark Lecuona May 2017
Don't waste time pretending
How are you going to be you
Don't try to prove anything
How will you free your mind
Don't be so sure of yourself
How will you learn something new
Don't be afraid to need someone
How will you fall in love with me
Don't be so hard for me to touch
How will I lay my head on your heart
Mark Lecuona Feb 2017
my heart is not a game
it is as serious as life can be
and though it can laugh
it will not compete for love
nor will it wander aimlessly

the reflection of a distant pond
but its light knows the dark
it is unafraid to be alone
a newborn knows no one
nor the hole a ***** will part

it remembers the past
and how it once did love
but that is a movie now
with characters so young
and futures unconceived of

tell me how it can be
are you right, will I be free;
free to live my purpose
then to find you waiting there
to love what is inside of me

do not try to play my heart
though it is an instrument
hear the music it makes
believe in the faith of sound
to you, it has already been sent
Mark Lecuona Sep 2017
I don't really understand
I read the same book
It didn't make me want to control
It just told me what I know
About how I need more
More of the things in my soul

I don't really see
The things you say to me
It's not my life or my will
It's not the past anymore
We still have a little more
But you can't accept it still

I don't really care
If you can't get it right
Just don't tell me I'm wrong
It's not the way of being free
To have to believe
In a place I don't belong

I won't tell you why
You already know
I can't say it any more
But you won't listen to me
You threw away the key
And locked my prison door
Mark Lecuona Feb 2015
I’ll take it in an empty space
I cannot be shared otherwise
I’ll take it in an empty glass
So I can drink my disguise

I think it’s over there
Always so close, I will be
Watch me think about it
The love I cannot see

The one I saw once before
Knew who they already were
But that was because today
Was the only thing that was sure

There was irony in what you said
Actions speak louder than words
I changed when you told me to stop talking
My intent was devoured by what you heard
Mark Lecuona Feb 2016
They say a poet should not cultivate sentiment
But I will not be wrong to cry with someone
Nor to smile for the fact that we met again
For though I could describe flowers
I’d rather hear your deep sighs
And even if I must wait
I will not be still waters dying under the sun
For if your heart is ever cast before another
I will be there if he walks over it
Telling you never to vow away love
You were made to try again
For your failures are what new rivers seek
Born from tears raining all around you
To fill your heart again before you put it away
Forever
Because what I want is to tell you that I love you
And I don’t care who knows
Or thinks
About how I say it
Or show it
Mark Lecuona Nov 2017
I don’t want to think about it
That’s not the way we met
It just happened one day
That’s what I’ll never forget

The more we talk about it
The harder it is to make
Tell me about you instead
That’s what you’ll never fake

Don’t tell me what love is
It’s nothing I’ve ever known
It’s not like my hopes and dreams
Two birds always together
In a place where they’ve never flown

I know what you’re thinking
I can see it in your eyes
You don’t have to say it
I’m wearing the same disguise

Don’t tell me what love is
I want to find out on my own
I hope it’s you that I discover
An island without any memory
And a heart ready for the unknown
A friend who goes by the name of Jimmy The Peach posted the title to this poem on Facebook and asked for some lines. This is what I came up with...
Mark Lecuona Sep 2016
don't yell at a dry river bed
because it didn't rain
don't yell at a cactus
because it's not a garden
don't yell at a thorn
because you picked a rose
don't yell at someone
because of your opinion
Mark Lecuona Jan 2015
I never fully understood what we had;
there was never a time we actually felt sad
   but anger, frustration, shame
all the suffocating rising waters to the ceiling
scarcely time for the things we were feeling
   until the end we knew finally came

Everything you ever wanted to say
was spoken before we were ever in play
   night after night a game of chance
like thieves jumping between cars
and walking backwards between stars,
   we mastered the secret science of romance

We played every song we carried in our heart
as for that one moment we would never be apart;
   it was a time to talk about the last one
as if we were leaving a library the final time,
satisfied that this love story was the ultimate crime
   against the things that we had become

Long away memory standing near smiling,
without normal inside a heart that remembers crying
   was our mistake the only thing left?
or were we waiting for the pride the we carried
to expose itself, naked fearless ready to be buried
   if our goodbye was not loves final theft
Mark Lecuona Feb 2016
A beautiful woman can make you forget
It’s as if the world never existed
She doesn’t want to talk about it tonight
What’s the point?

The prayers we never heard
The tears we never saw
We only know what someone decided we should know

Great minds **** one another
and those too small to notice

How many men were destroyed
because
they did not have the power

But those who struggle
and lose
are mightier than anyone else

So many stories never told
They were witnesses
But passed over

I wanted to think about what I didn’t know
About who died in the darkness of history
They deserved at least that much
I hate being so accepting of reality
Does it mean I’m crazy like everyone else
Or does dancing keep my soul alive?

They were killed twice
Once when they were alive
And once when someone tried to write a book
But they survived in the minds of those who looked like them

Powerful minds killed the real world
They bury their sins with a smile on their face

Powerful minds died with a dream world

They know

They know the truth

They know what God knows

What we know are the cherry’s we pick
What we want to forget fall, shriveled and spread upon the ground
The legacy they wanted was never spoken
It was too late except the last prayer a man ever thought to say

What do you want to talk about?
Europe’s ****** history
Or art and philosophy
Russia’s ****** history
Or Tchaikovsky?

Anything but the wars started by man

What happened to those murdered before their time?
They did not alter history
They were subsumed by it

Because the nature of man is to assume he lives on a higher moral plane
But the assumption of being given God’s will is only a man who is ready to ****
Mark Lecuona Jan 2012
“…and no religion too…”
Was it easy to do?
Did it make you angry
Or did you agree?
Is God already dead?
Do you believe what Nietzsche said?
But then who killed him?
Was it us or them?
With their rejection
Or your revelation?
We live with man’s insistence
Of defining God’s existence
Creating us in his image
With a holy marriage
Of our disobedient soul
To an ancient scroll
Or does science
Define our conscience
As pure logic
With all else pathologic?
How can we believe
The zealots who cleave
To intellectual scorn
Or under whose God they were born?

“… and there is no country…”
From the pages of history
War and conquest
From time earliest
Past the age of reason
Marching each season
With imperialistic fury
And dominating hegemony
The meek unable to rule
Believing like any fool
The words of the deceased
Strewn from Eden to the East
Giving hope to the hopeless
Who have no access
To the dreams of the chosen
But instead remain frozen
In time to be glorified
By mere words that personified
Our need to care
In impotent prayer

Can you separate your senses
From those whose defenses
Are erected so high
That you cannot tell truth from a lie?
Can you dream of a world
Where a bohemian’s word
Stripped of accompaniment
And all earthly judgment
Has stood the test of time
Even when accused of the crime
Of a treasonous plea
For peace and all to see
The cruelty and horror
That power and desire
Have brought to our garden
Where the meek receive no pardon
Because they dared to beg
For a mere pittance to mask
Their pain and suffering
As they lived with the knowing
That a song about dreamers
Can never overcome the schemers
Who laughed at his naivety
And forced upon you their deity



All Rights Reserved. Copyright 2011. Mark Lecuona.
Mark Lecuona Jan 2016
I want to love you
The way I want you to love me
I want to tell you
The things I want you to tell me
I want to touch you
The way I want you to touch me
Yes I want to give you all the things
I want you to give me

Tell me it’s true
The things that I want
You want them too

I want you to show me your tears
Like the tears I have saved for you
I want you to believe in all the years
The years I want to give to you
I want you to show me your dreams
The ones I imagined every night
Yes I want you to give me all the things
I want to give to you

Tell me it’s true
The things that I think
You think them too

I want to know what's inside of us
The way we know what's on the outside
I want us to trust each other
Like people who are not afraid to confide
I want us to be able to smile each day
The way people who know love smile
Yes I want us to give all these things
You give them to me
And I'll give them to you

Tell me it’s true
The things that I love
You love them too
Mark Lecuona Aug 2016
I followed the sunlight to a closed window
But my soul requires no opening
Neither my heart
As the will to live passes through all mediums
The barrier between extremes
Opaque or transparent
No matter,
Life offers only the choice to cope
And as the light carried the weight of all expectation
Misting dust reflections without a home
Gathered upon a falling feather
The wistful cry of a bird, shedding its past
Frightening the wind,
Silenced, while natures wing absorbs all our fears
The distance, so far away,
It seemed as if a rainbow was laying on the sand
To my eyes what was true
Was the same as a small square of blue,
The only clue a prisoner has of the outside world
But I cannot falter,
For we are not promised all knowledge
Only faith
It is as the light,
The answer to our own darkness
The truth that shadows cannot deny
Mark Lecuona Aug 2017
I woke up before the dream ended
It wasn’t that the lights in the tree were dim
Nothing dims Christmas except waking up alone
Or a dream that says maybe next time
It was how the ground felt safer than a limb

What light shines while we sleep
A world full of familiar hope and warning
Somehow we remember just enough
We provide the sketch and the brush
Hoping the night fills in the rest by morning

No shadow could interrupt long enough
For my feet or the sun had the hand on the till
I pretend not to believe what is true
And believe what I know is a lie
In dreams waiting for you still
Mark Lecuona Oct 2016
Asking the wind to slow down
These flames need not be fanned any further
Learning how to dream alone
Is not something I ever wanted to remember

War makes bones out of kindness
Love makes gravel out of memories between us
How far will this road stretch before me
I only know it will never be like it was

Someone said they were happy for me
How do you feel that way with what you carry
All the sweat to build walls for safety
Turned to blood as I climbed over for sanity

The doubts of a lifetime changed shape
Swimming in a moat meant to keep them out
I could only press wet hair against my skull
As I walked towards a trail I knew nothing about

At the bottom of the hat I never wore
Was a message of patience for the time I’ve waited
It’s what they say time is everyone’s gift
If that were true the past wouldn’t feel so wasted

Right here with you is something I hope to say
Whether from burnt out rooftops or a green tree
Inside of life each day cannot be felt by unhappiness
If broken smiles knew healing was as easy as being free
Mark Lecuona Sep 2017
I think there’s a girl like that still around
Her head is full of log cabin love not yet made
Getting older is when dreams become memories
It’s like a song she lived before it’s ever been played

The only gold she ever wanted is about forever
She doesn’t want to buy candles for the shelf
It’s a simple life of braids and just enough light
She’ll draw the wick and pour the wax herself

Looking outside her door
It’s right next to the front yard
Everything she thought about
Why does life make it so hard?

She has to start wake up sooner than later
What she thought of can’t wait any longer
She has to live her life even if it’s alone
It’s time because she’s never been stronger

Looking outside her door
She hates playing pretend
A dream can be so real
Why wait for it to begin?

Is there a pillow you dream on?

I have one too
I have one too
I have one too
Mark Lecuona Oct 2017
I'm starting to dig reality
The fantasy world is too much
You're too young anyway
Everything you want I try to avoid

I don't worry about being a man
It doesn't pay the rent
If you're hungry enough
What you are is how you're employed

What are you looking at anyway
Jesus said knock it off
How bored you must be
You people judge, your soul destroyed

I'm gonna' remember you
Nothing can ruin a good dream
You love me as I am
I'm not jealous, I'm not paranoid
Mark Lecuona Oct 2015
It wasn’t just your pictures
It’s the desperation I had just to kiss you
I couldn’t think
I couldn’t sleep
I couldn’t wait until you told me it was true

I remember everything
The time they told us we seemed so happy
They could see it
We could feel it
I wanted to hear you say you believed in me

There was nothing to fear
Except what everyone else thought
We couldn’t be what they wanted
It was as if we remembered what they forgot

For once I knew what was right
I wanted you to smile at me whenever we met
I knew it
You were it
It was a time to dream of someone without regret

There was nothing to fear
Except for how easy love seemed to be
We couldn’t think past our last kiss
It was the only time we knew how to be free
Song lyrics
Mark Lecuona Jun 2016
We are drifting apart my friend
Is it because of a woman?
Maybe it is in some way
For what dims our light, reminds
Of promises I made one night
We cannot talk about it
But our friendship reads minds
We do not judge one other
We are able to turn back time
And though will never forget
Between men of weakness
Knowing is where we meet again

You are by day my friend
But she is by night
You offer what you are
She offers dark and light
No tears for losing a friend
Only sadness in the desert
No calm for losing a wife
Only pain when seas part
The heart will break bread
With both sand and water
And while the dust that rises
Lives in the minds of two men
The seas upon which I must sail
Render the verdict between life or sin
Mark Lecuona Feb 2017
I can be inspired all alone
I wonder how much greater with you
To think in a dream
Or to feel in your arms
I know what is true
And what is the waiting
I can't build a castle so high
That you would not be able to enter
Not to be the queen
But to tear the walls down
To show me that a dream is real
And the wild animals that roam
Is the life we will conquer together

I want to love you like my children
Love never ending
Relationship instead of accomplishment
Life and its problems
Shared and solved
Never saying goodbye
Knowing a phone call is where love is sent

I told you, you would be the last
And to make it true I must continue my fast
The pain of my words is a long road
No matter if I die before I reach the end
Because if I do
Then what I said to you would not be another lie
Instead it will be the only memory from your past
And you will live on knowing what I said was true
Mark Lecuona Mar 2015
Numb mind stupor
Time drift imagery
Bursting trouble
Side road scenery

Invisible aroma allure
Sizzle ice cream zoom
Torn booth corner
Nostalgia in the room

Tarnished board dead paint
Scribble wall pen point
Hieroglyphic alphabet soup
Kinda Hoople juke joint

Less McDonalds
More Dali Lama
Apocolyptic verse
Instant Karma

Rough boy hair everywhere
Prank secret revealed
Smiling lamenting
Concerns all too concealed

Vacant legend pavement
Empty room ambience
Goodbye noise disrupts
Mop broom dirt dance

Less Starbucks
More Ghandhi Jee
Truth dawning
Future prophecy
This one involved a high-speed blow-out, a great hamburger at closing time and a one-liner written on a wall...
Mark Lecuona Sep 2015
I want to be a man of humility
To speak truth without hesitation
Though holiness I cannot represent
It is instead to seek my liberation
I wear no indication of status
Though I walk head held high
I cannot pretend to be courageous
As I have no cause for which to die
I am no more human than you, or less
And I begin anew as one who cannot lose
Because I am a man of self-respect
To share with you the same as I choose
Let no moment pass without a heartbeat
Hear the drum and feel its echo
For there is to be no shame between us
Whether we live in castles or the ghetto

What we know of ourselves is our measure
But only if we are true to our past
To what temptation would we entreat ourselves
If into our own life are the lies we cast
The forces among us only know to divide
We cannot reach for God without a fight
We cannot see color in the same light
We cannot give to others our own right
That is not where I wish to walk and breathe
Instead it is where the poor live in a new land
It is where they struggle but know how to love
It is their feet I wish to wash with my own hand
There is no purpose other than hope
Not to gather for myself, but instead to spread
But what can I do except drop rocks into a pond
To watch forgiving ripples bring life to what once was dead
Mark Lecuona Mar 2015
Let there be light
Let there be humans
Give them a garden
Let them be companions
It was all so simple
A world just for two
Nature would provide
Now what should they do?
The seasons are learned
Along with day and night
There is dangers in the wild
But what about wrong and right?
The beauty of one another
Brought their bodies together
One day something happened
It was no longer just each other

There was a baby to feed
And other families emerged
They were drawn together
As their problems converged
Food, shelter, water, safety
These things required action
Someone had to do something
Reality caused a reaction
But who would do what?
Who could hunt or lift a stone?
Could they become a village?
Or is it to each his own?
Who would decide?
Who would object?
Were they in agreement?
Or would they always reject?

One selfish man
And a plan will fail
One greedy man
And the garden is for sale
Would a man live for need
And not for his wants?
Would a man cure the infirm
And be paid only with thanks?
Would a man read a book
And study until he sleeps?
Would he use his knowledge
And reject the reward he reaps?
Is this the way to achieve greatness
With no discernment among men?
Everyone the same
No matter how driven?

The ocean beckons
As do the mountains
The lakes and the streams
Are natures fountains
Will they be cared for
If we live wild and free?
Will a man be happy
Not plundering all he can see?

And so the rock must be lifted
And we look around the cave
One man’s back is broken
And another says, “I’m no slave”
So the rock remains
As do we in the cave
Who will get food tonight?
“It’s not my turn” he said with a wave

How much is too much
For you to have all you need?
How much is too much
Before you notice the greed?
Think of it this way
You ask a man to play a flute
He can make you smile
But will praise be his fruit?

A good man will share what he has
And he will accept what he receives
But how many good men do you know?
And how many are thieves?
Would you rather wear a fur
Or harness the heat?
Would you rather live outdoors
Or have a home on a street?
And who will do this for you
Without their just reward?
Can you live like an animal
Or accept greeds mighty sword?

And so do you want my wool
In trade for your milk?
But the home he built for you
Requires that he receive silk
But milk is all you have
So you must live outdoors
How do we accommodate
When I can't use yours?

It's a matter of trust
I say what I render
Equals what you accept
And paper became legal tender
And if you agree
Though paper is not milk
Then I will build your house
Because now I can buy my silk
And in this way
Our wants become cultivated
And the lazy man
Is suddenly motivated

As the thinking man observes
The power of the capitalist tool
And the rivers of paper
That once was milk and wool
He wonders how it came to pass
That a world of cows and sheep
Became one of oil and gas
It happened while some did sleep
In the fury of comfort and reward
And technological devices
Are we better off
Or have we invented new vices?

I am happy for my children’s comfort
But at what cost to another?
Is it a zero sum game
With a winner and a loser?
Will the next big thing
Happen without their just reward
Or should we just pray to God
And put down our paper sword?
Is there a consensus among men
That can ever be reached?
Or will we always fail
And will egalitarianism be breached?

I wonder of these things
As we print more and more
The paper is all that matters
We want ours and all else we ignore
Is there a limit
On the value of milk and wool
Will we continue as we are
Who will win, the bear or the bull?
This may sound like Genesis to modern times but I just wanted to start somewhere. It could be cavemen or whatever beginning you wish....
Mark Lecuona Oct 2014
Being alone
Or being with you
It’s always the same
It’s who I am
And you’re there
Either way baby
Either way

I can think about you
Or talk to you
Either way
Either way
You're in my life
The way I am
The way I want to be

But you have to decide
Is it all or nothing
Or just a moment?
How many have you saved?
Did you waste them waiting for a promise?

Too many moments become a lifetime
You lost another one today
The day will come but you will never know
What you saved was being alone where you lay

Being alone
Or being with you
It’s always the same
It’s who I am
And you’re there
Either way
Either way
But you know that
Because you remember my smile
And my comfortable silence
When you let me think of you
Without asking me why
Mark Lecuona Apr 2017
La puesta del sol se cayó para ti de nuevo
As you looked to the West
I turned my back
I wanted to see if you could make the sun rise

Que estas buscando mi querida
I see you longing for something
That is why I must wait for you to decide
What am I compared to a dream that paints the skies

Entonces es mejor esperar que perderte
I’ll be around like this thing upon which you travel
It’s so far beyond the horizon
It’s become my life to imagine the reason for your cries  

Me miraste a los ojos, todavía buscas
Why must you make me wonder
It is how a woman must live needing to be convinced
I’m not asking you to trust my words, just my eyes
Mark Lecuona Mar 2017
There are four kinds of people
The one getting rich
off of all those he can see
The one who admires the game
but hasn’t won yet
The one who knows better
and...

It’s the saddest point of all
When we’re burying the past
at land or at sea
The generation last is finally us
when we finally forget
It's not the one kids care to know
except...

I don’t think I am anything
I just tell you what I think
as it comes to me
I’m not above anybody else
at least none that I’ve met
I just know how high I want to be
with...

There is no life without strife
No life without a burial
and even that is not free
Take an eye coin from the fire
and flip it for our next bet
Still I would suffer all the same
for...

Take me to the oldest marking
The one with my name upon it
from a long lost century
Would it be carved with a serpent
upon the stone that was set
Or a dove with a message of love
from...
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