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Madzq Feb 2015
Do it this way...
Go that way...
Say this thing...
And that thing...
Look this way...
Be some other way...
Don't do that...
Hear me Say...

It's not like I have
ideas of my own,
words of my own.
It's not like I don't know
how to live my life,
make my own choices,
be my own guide.

So, go ahead....
Over-talk me....
Tell me your ideas....
And your stories...
Push me aside...
Make me feel small...
I'm just a girl,
It won't matter at all.
Take away my movement...
Steal my responses too....
Oh, and don't you dare forget...
You are always right.
I'm really not as smart as you.
Silly little boys
Madzq Feb 2015
....i feel beautiful!
Sometimes nothing seems
     to be wrong....

Sometimes i don't hurt!
     Sometimes i am strong!

Sometimes i want to hate you.....

Sometimes I really try.
....If I could just get over this
Madzq Feb 2015
Approaching the end of night
I woke with stars in the sky
and your skin kissed by moonlight.

In this quiet time,
quite some time goes by
as my universe comes to life

It is you,
Precious you
Resolving to
Revolve to.
It is you.
This, I can't undo.

Couldn't break this bond.
Energy So strong
Tugs at my core
And keeps me in your orb.

Always watching you,
Ever falling into you.
When you find this kinda love there's no way to let go.
Madzq Feb 2015
.....(that I only just look tired to you.)

I'm glad
     (that my sullen, shadowed eyes
     only look deprived of sleep)
              ((and that my quiet and trembling
              mouth only whispers thoughts
              of fatigue.))

(It's a comfort to know
that I have enough control
Over My emotions
To make you think something
Entirely far from the truth....)

I'm glad....
      (That my sadness just looks
       Worn out to you.)
Madzq Feb 2015
... As you say you are:
Putting on limitations
To protect you from the past
that made you who you are now...

Let time stand still.
Realize the youth that transcends time
....and flesh.
....and mind.

Life that is
And was
And will always be.

You are.
You will be.
And now be.

No restraints
No holding back what's inside of you.

No censure
No screen.

Raw.... And REAL!

Now and forever....

Be young
Be life

just BE.
Read out loud. In the mirror.
Madzq Feb 2015
In the yellow light we shared....
....a love dance.
.something we could both achieve
With eyes wide open.

A first for me....
....a heartache for two.
We both collapsed
Achieving everything.
Madzq Feb 2015
25
So....
You're 25.....
You've survived!
25 years and
more than 25 tears shed
over 100 times
25 beers
Not counting 25 lies
And 25 broken ties
Or the 25 and more blows to your sunken in eyes
Here's to the 25 + shovel strokes
To get you out of that deep dark hole
The hole you were birthed into
25 years prior
With no voice, no choice
No written down plans to escape from fire.
But you've jumped from that window of the 25th floor building;
Each story built
from each year
that you're holding.
Not knowing if you'd collapse
from your fall
Or relapse
or perhaps
even survive at all.
But you chose to anyway
Better lie dead smashed on the pavement
than go out burning away.
Took a long time to hit rock bottom.
Never dreaming you'd reach the ground,
never thinking of your feet
or that you'd land on them.
But you made it!
You've crash landed!
Took 25 years until you couldn't stand it.
And now you're standing up
for the very first time.
From the crash
and the ash
and you're feeling alive!
Took a dive to realize
This whole time inside
That you've got it in you.
The strength to survive!
Happy Birthday, bro! 25 years..... Wear it like a medal of honor! I love you!
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