in my dream
you are always smiling
and laughing
while your eyes sparkle with joy

in my dream
my hand is the one you’re holding
and my lips
they’re the ones you’re kissing

in my dream
i am your dream girl
i am who makes you happy
i am the one you are with

then i wake up
and i’m not

i quite don’t understand what i have been feeling for you
each time i try to forget,
you come back making me want you
more and more
but i possibly cannot allow myself
to constantly choose you
because you’re not even choosing me

loving you is all I can do best
loving you is all I can ever do
to make you love me, that’s way too out of reach
to make you love me, that’s something i can never really do