You said you would always be there
Always means forever

So where are you now?

A single shot to the head
Bam
All it takes to be dead

It's been said that time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time the mind protecting it's sanity covers them with scar tissue & the pain lessens but, it's never gone. The reality of fear is I'm not afraid of the dark just scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid of heights just scared of falling. I'm not afraid of the people around me just scared of rejection. I'm not afraid to love just scared of not being loved back. I'm not afraid to let go just scared of accepting the fact that it's gone. I'm not afraid to try again just scared of getting hurt for the same reasons. I want to be the person you are scared to lose, the one you will love without restrictions, trust without fear, want without demand, & accept for who I am.

If I were to **** someone
Without all these witnesses
Someone without family
Who didn't know another being

If that person was dead
Would anyone notice

Maybe if it was an accident
Maybe if I hid the body
Maybe no one would ever know
Would ever care
Would ever want to know,
To care,
About a person
Who had had a life
It was a lonely life
Probably a sad life

But would anyone bother to care?

Look around and see
People who don't have
Everything that they need right now

Then look at the ones
With guns in our schools
Taking others with them in suicide

So just feel free
To sit there in your chair
Doing whatever you could possibly want

Without checking to see
Where your children went
After they told you that they felt depressed

Yes I know this world
Is still messed up
But could it possibly hurt to try

Adjectives can only go so far.
I use verbs and nouns and adjectives.
And so much more.
But I would rather have quality over quantity.
Yes, a clock must stay on beat, or things fall apart.
Only difference with time is that things change, and the ticks are just to keep track.
I can keep track but can I keep track of you?
Do you honestly want to keep track of my time and spend your time making my time tracked?
Lots of tracking but what for?
Are you okay or am I the problem?
Are you okay? I’ll just get out of here.
Only wth you.