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Jul 2017 · 400
w i n g s
hsc Jul 2017
you cut my wings;
now watch me fly.
Jul 2017 · 535
dark days.
hsc Jul 2017
when days are dark,
your love lights my way.
Jul 2017 · 399
the voices
hsc Jul 2017
surrounded by silence;
          but still consumed
                by the voices within.
Jul 2017 · 396
c r e v i c e s
hsc Jul 2017
you crawled into the crevices of my heart, and made yourself a home.
Jul 2017 · 1.7k
Untitled
hsc Jul 2017
I have given up on this world.
       But I will never give up on you.
Jul 2017 · 336
l i g h t h o u s e
hsc Jul 2017
you are my lighthouse
when I am lost at sea.
Jul 2017 · 210
let it.
hsc Jul 2017
learn to let what is, be.
and let what isn't, go.
Jan 2017 · 823
overflowing streams
hsc Jan 2017
I'll wonder myself away from this heartbreak;
To a world where it doesn't exist.
Where no crying happens;
And the nights are sweet and long.

I'll wonder myself away from this heartbreak;
To a universe where the stars hold our future
Where no tears of sadness dare fall
And the bliss lasts forever.

I'll wonder myself away from this heartbreak;
To a life where happiness is rife
Where tears of joy run like waterfalls
And heals and cleanses our broken souls.

I'll wonder myself away from this heartbreak,
My dear,
To a new life where I know my worth
Where my potential is recognized
And where love overflows like streams.
I wrote this a few minutes ago. Conflicting moment in my life and relationship with myself. Incredibly difficult to overcome, but I think writing this... It helped. It helped me so **** much. I pray that everyone reading this, who has any form of pain, is granted relief and comfort. You do NOT need to bleed alone!
Jun 2016 · 642
misunderstood
hsc Jun 2016
"This is the problem,", I hear myself say.
Night unravels all the progress of day.
You and your problems aren't less important than me or mine...
That's just the thought in all our lives.
Jun 2016 · 589
stare
hsc Jun 2016
I stare at myself
And think:
What has the world done
To make me hate it like this?

I stare at myself
And answer:
Nothing. It has done sweet nothing.
Nothing to say.
Jun 2016 · 324
open wounds
hsc Jun 2016
Brush my love over your open wounds.
I'm sorry for being so quiet. I had a LOT going on, not that its over, but yeah, emotion is often overwhelming. Anyway, please forgive me for the disappearance. Hope you all are well!
Dec 2015 · 942
Suicidal Thoughts
hsc Dec 2015
Eventually all these
Negative things will pile up and
She'll lose her mind.
She has nothing to live for.
So why doesn't she cry?

They hate her and probably wish they never had her.
She's sorry.
She's sorry for it all.

If she ended her life right now,
Neither of them would even shed a tear.
For all their sadness, grief and unhappiness,
Would be gone...
Dead;
Killed.

At her own hand.
And she'd regret it not.
For now, at least, she can be at peace.
She CAN be loved and she will.

And there, at least,
She won't be thinking suicidal thoughts.
I wrote this the 31st October, sorry for the late upload, just been very busy. This poem was an actual description of how I felt that day
May 2015 · 506
I'm so sorry.
hsc May 2015
I'm so sorry for disappointing you. I know you've always relied on me to make you proud and no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't. I'm so sorry for embarrassing you in front of your friends and our family. I'll try and be more polite. I'm so sorry for keeping to myself. I'm so sorry for being how I am & for always being sad and unhappy. I'm so sorry for not being perfect. I'm so sorry I don't do everything that you ask. I'm so sorry that I cry a lot. I'm so sorry that I can't talk to you. I'm so sorry that you won't understand. I'm so sorry that I'm not the child you wanted, I know he wanted a son instead. I'm so sorry that I'm here, I didn't ask to be. I'm so sorry that I wish I could disappear just to make it easier for everyone else. I'm so sorry that I'm such a horrible person and that everyone I come into contact with, ends up not liking me in the end. I'm so sorry that I end up losing all my friends. I'm sorry that I have an attitude problem. I'm sorry that I have a short temper. I'm so sorry that I make it impossible to have a conversation with me without me being rude or sarcastic. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for having to be sorry.
#done
Apr 2015 · 656
Let Me
hsc Apr 2015
Let me scream;
Let me cry.
Let me let out what's inside.
I'm not strong enough to hold it n anymore ..
Mar 2015 · 835
I don't know
hsc Mar 2015
I don't know
Whether I love you,
Or just the idea of you.

I don't know
If the sun will still shine
Two days from now.

I don't know
How I do this
Every day.

I don't know
I think I do
But I don't.

I don't know
If I'll wake up
Tomorrow. Will I?

I don't know
If I will ever see you smile again
Will I?

I don't know
What would happen
If tomorrow never came.

I don't know
What I'm doing
But its got to do
With your name.

I don't know
If I do.
But I do
I do love you.
Pls give feed back. Just thought and typed .. Excuse all errors or nonsensical verses please !
Mar 2015 · 2.0k
Love At First Sight
hsc Mar 2015
When I was born,
It was the happiest day of my life
Well I don't know, but I'm sure it was.
I looked at you,
Into your eyes,
And somehow I knew you were my mother.

As I got older, our bond grew stronger.
As I got older, we almost reached perfection.
And as I got older, we argued more and spoke less.
But in the meantime I knew;
For me, you only wanted the best.

I thought,
"So be it,
She's my mum,
She knows me better than anyone."

Years went by,
We started speaking more again.
We bonded again, just like the start...
But now? Now we were stronger than ever.

A few years ago, in a hospital room
When I was born,
Crying and kicking,
Smiling and laughing
Yes, I know your muscles were tight.

But the day I was born, I looked at you for the first time
And close up I witnessed love at first sight.

— The End —