What is family?
Does love slip then come back?
When everything is going in the darkness is there a way back out?
If so, what? And if not what hope is there?
If everything you have ever loved is left behind, what chance, at such an age, is there to even live again?
Being cut, scarred forever.
Living with only memories that soon fade anyway,
Not living with actual being of what you hold on to so dearly.
If pictures on a wall are not the life you live, does that mean you can’t pretend?
Or do you have to live with reality?
Reality… it’s scary, but can you actually brace it, with out losing yourself to pity?
Can you actually come to know the truth without heart break and sorrow?
How?
Why?
But…
If torn apart, can you be put back together again?
Is there hope…?
Hope, what exactly is it all about?
Is hope even an option?
Can someone explain hope?
Why?
Why is why the answer to get an explanation?
Can you ever get out of the hole of darkness and why?
How…?
Is it really worth it…?
Why does this seem to be,

Tearing me apart?

To define you would merely take to
Many words to match your
Personal perfections

To explain the way I feel beside you
Makes my heart go insane

I melt into you when your lips trace my
Delicate features

To stare deeply in your eyes is like
Drowning myself in a sea with only you

You fill me with such joy and emotion
I can barely contain what feelings flow through me

When you hold me I’m held with such passion
That it hurts to let go

I never want to let you go

You have my heart in your hands…

It’s you who could choose to break it
Or take it…

Will I ever fill these pages with how I really feel?

My emotions run wild, and so will this pen...

If I can't write down these feelings I keep chained within....

As I’m lying on my bed, I serenely stare at the whipping snow
That so gracefully blows outside my window
As it falls and falls the sun appears
Dancing rainbows in my room
I sit up straight and watch the snow glitter in the sun’s beams
So graceful, so pure
No worries
No fears
So quiet it is out there
As the snowflakes glide upon the air
Wishing waiting to land sweet kisses on my lashes,
Time goes too quickly
And love seems so far away
All this in my head
As I’m lying in my bed

Where is your heart at
I am in need of you here
But you are so lost

Please knock down these walls
Keep my guard down & love me
Will you save my heart?

And that’s how I knew my demons were true
When I was alone in my tomb

Surrounded by everything that turned to rot
It was a lonely plague my heart caught