Art can be found in design,
Or even in anything plain,
Displaying a specific sign,
Or something completely insane.

~A.d | 26 Jan 2015

That gut feeling, too strong to deny,
Proves itself right, no lie,
Can't go against it, even if you try,
So just accept, why deny.

~A.d | 25 Jan 2015

There's always time & room for food,
At hard times it understood,
Stayed close, never failed to taste good.

~A.d | 25 Jan 2015

Those who forget easily
wish they didn't,
Those with a strong memory
despise their existent.

~A.d | 23 Jan 2015

Even though our journeys
take separate paths,
Your heart will always
dwell within our hearts.

~A.d | 22 Jan 2015

Money runs out,
Flowers one day wilt,
Chocolate doesn't last,
But words are permanent.
Words are permanent.

~A.d | 22 Jan 2015

Your words,
Something I deeply treasure,
Always will,
In my short forever.

~A.d | 3 Sept 2014

Yellow roses symbolize friendship,
Red roses, love of course,
A mix of both create a bond,
That wouldn't wilt, even by force.

~A.d | 3 Sept 2014

I've been missing you dearly,
Been two days, I know barely,
Life not playing very fairly,
Enduring this? not even slightly,
Loosing myself, beyond nearly,
Sensing your presence, very faintly,
Oh your absence, breaking me fiercely.

~A.d | 16 Dec 2014

Tiredness is overwhelming,
The distress is stringing,
Thoughts expressionless,
Though my writings are endless.

~A.d | 16 Dec 2014

When you're in such a mess,
You know its not just stress,
Self too tangled, can't decompress,
Too complicated to express.

~A.d | 13 Dec 2014

I can see, I can feel,
I can sense its all real,
Oh how I wish, I really wish,
It wasn't just a night dream,
Thoughts and fantasies on the loose,
In that endless raveling stream.

~A.d | 9 Dec 2014

We desire what we lack,
We detest what we don't,
Our thoughts plain blank,
Reality with fantasy, just don't.

~A.d | 11 Dec 2014

You know,
You just don't know why.
I really do,
I do try.

~A.d | 9 Dec 2014

Feeling myself suffocate,
Just imagining my fate,
Hoping it's not too late,
Hope I don't deflate.

~A.d | 9 Dec 2014

The more mistake,
The more the guilt,
Bit by bit, slowly built,
Can hardly intake.

~A.d |8 Dec 2014

My heart cannot stay at rest,
Knowing a loved one isn't at their best,
Their pain I'd gladly digest,
Without heatitation, I confessed.

~A.d | 28 Nov 2014

What if..

What if flaws exited to create interconnections with people?
Everyone has some missing parts and some unwanted oversized parts within them, just like puzzle peices..
No peices would link together if it weren't for those unstabled parts..

Now tell me, **what if flaws never existed in people?

Let me heal you,
Let me wipe away your tears,

I'm no therapist,
But I'll try 'n' scare away your fears,

Neither a doctor,
But hey my curing hugs last for years,

Nor a morther,
But for your troubles I'm all ears,

~~~

Let me heal you,
Let me wipe away your tears,

It's just plain old me,
And I can't stand to see,
You drowning in sorrow,

Just call out for me,
And girl you'll be,
Perfectly okay tomorrow.

~A.d | 21 June 2014

My predicaments, I can swallow.
Others sufferings, I cannot bear to leave hollow.

Behold, the joy held within a small meadow.
To you, I wish to rejoice and endow.

May the undesired disappear and not follow.
Any misfortune near you I will not allow.

Within that soul, blooming joy, no sorrow.
Lose no hope, thus there'll be a tomorrow.

Lose no hope, thus, there'll be a tomorrow.

~A.d | 10 Oct 2014

Good morning
And good night
May all your days be filled with delight.

In the evening
Or afternoon
May joy follow you very soon.

Weather pitch dark
Or day time
May stealing breaths away be your only crime.

For your inner beauty lies way beyond simple words of rhyme.

~A.d | 29 Oct 2014

So little time
So much to do
On the staircase of life we climb
Oh the difficulties we go through

Once the top is reached
We realise it's worth
All the troubles we have faced
Unawarely enhanced growth

So little time
So much to do
Once the heart is set
No obstacle can stop you

No limit can cage ambitions
Thirsting to break through
Awaiting are destinations
Where hopes do come true

Yes, little time there is
Yes, many things to do**
What are you waiting for?
Wash away those feelings of blue

Rise from that rusted seat
Even time can be ceased
With determination you can beat
What once could barely be reached

~A.d | 15 Oct 2014

So very caring and kind
Like her, you'll never find
Possessing a beautiful mind
Her pure heart makes you go blind,

A wilted heart, she can easily mend
A helping hand, she will always lend
She'll stay by your side till the very end
Her loyalty knows no certain extend
You're blessed to have her as your friend,

Her warm heart has no limit
Her sweet words are infinite
She's extraordinary and she knows it
She can make you smile within a minute,

Your mood will lighten up
Simply with her presence
She would never give up
Would support you even in your absence,

She's a one in a million
What else could you ask for?
Knowing such a wonderful person
I'm so very thankful for,

Disrespect her
And you'll rue,
Dare to hurt her
Guna make you regret that too,
Better keep insults away
If you wanna wake up the next day,

Someone I could never replace
Her words leaving a permanent trace
Sure, we're walking on a different pace
However no friend could take her place,

For her smiles, I'd sacrifice
To make sure they stay,
She gives comforting advice
She's simply the best
What else can I say?

~A.d | 6 Sep 2014

Not keeping in touch?
Bin quiet a while,
Not hearing from you much,
Between us, not even a mile,

Making excuses and such,
Too busy, don't have time?
Sparing a minute or two,
Is that such a crime?

A simple text,
Not a big task,
Or a one minute call,
Is that too much to ask?

Slowly drifting away,
Disguised in a strangers mask?
That was unlike yesterday,
How did things fade that fast?

When did avoiding become normal,
Why the sudden distance,
Silent words, is that intentional?
Losing my persistence,

Trying to prevent eye contact?
Why the lack of presence.
Clearing suspicions into facts?
Then Ignoring my whole existence?

Rapidly falling into oblivion,
When did that become a norm?
A new way of communication?
Don't think that's a form,

Is there a way to break this charm?
Or will that just cause more harm?

When will you notice this difference, and decide to keep in touch again?
Even if you're aware of your absence,
Will it change you back? If not, what then..

~A.d | 2 Sep 2014

Life ain't too short,
Life ain't too long,
Life is just life,
You just gotta be strong,

It's okay to be weak,
It's okay to be wrong,
Tears may unawarely leak,
Looking for somewhere to belong,
Loosing sight of what to seek,
Don't let that give you a frown,
Let nothing break you down,

It's okay to be unsure,
You'll somehow find a cure,
It's okay not to be okay,
The world a confusing stir,
Maybe we'll all understand,
Once we grow up and mature,
I know it's not easy to endure,
For now don't let conqur,

We were never built flawless,
Yes many things we dread,
Sinking in a senseless void,
But soon it will ebbed,
We empower what we detest,
Don't let that take control,
Show it who's the boss instead,
Let nothing block your goal,
The undesired won't for long embed,

———

Simply said, easily heard,
Yet meanings still seem blurred.

Simple phrases, short words,
Yet they somehow bind worlds.

Yet they only show one aspect,
of what we show and reflect.

~A.d | 25 Aug 2014

Intense emotions released
With rage, they greet
On sadness, they feast
Only then, they are please
Slowly then, they are decreased
For now, they are ceased
Will next time give warnings?
For that, I wish at least
Or will they give out unconscious roars of a beast..

~A.d | 23 Aug 2014

Upon you I bestow
The spell of fulfilment,
And shower you with
Sparkles of achievement,

Upon you I bestow
Nothing but the best,
Banishing all the evil
And leaving you the rest,

Upon you I cast
Happiness that will last,
Whatever disturbs your present
Or awakens from your past
Away with it I blast,

Upon you I cast
An invincible barrier,
Protecting you from any curse
Any that may evoke danger,

———

Lifting off any burdens
Causing you to break,
Drawing the curtains
On any regret or mistake,

On your checks I smoothly brush
Glitters, giving you smiles,
Any obstacle I shall crush
Whatever triggers your cries,

On you I softly blow
Twinkles of rejoice,
Making your heart glow
Lighting up you beautiful face,

On your forehead, a gentle touch I lay,
Putting you to sleep,
May your mind be at peace I pray,
No more will your heart weep.

~A.d | 15 Aug 2014

The bad moments, I place inverse,
Yet consequences, I cannot reverse,

Washing away any fault,
Yet I cannot erase the guilt,

Turning over a new leaf,
Yet I stick to my every belief,

My old self, trying to revive,
Hoping to feel again alive.

~A.d | 14 Aug 2014

Shattered hope, how will I cope,
Is there any light at the end of this *****?

Dealing with my problems,
More like balancing on soup,
While ******* with a thick rope,
Can't help but wobble,
In every corner there's trouble,
One ends and then it's double,
How is that even possible?

Can't escape, permanently ****,
In a world where there's zero luck,
Where, at everything, I ****,
My thoughts, ideas, always receiving a mock,
Never failed to be a laughing stock,
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just leftovers,
Forgotten even in a garbage truck,
Lost count of the times I got struck,
By words that are better left unsaid,
That ache more than a throw of a rock,
Maybe I should cage my inner self with a lock,
Enclose my self from everything and not even look,
At my present or future, both hold nothing good in stock,
Wishing time was a motionless clock,
Wanna fade away in a flock,
In a void where there's no hate, no pain, nothing hurtful to block.

~A.d | 3 Aug 2014

A stabled heart, pain free,
Not that easy to maintain,
Lost ambitions and self esteem,
Not that easy to regain,

Bottled up, intense emotions,
Hold long will I refrain?
Criticism in different shapes 'n' colors,
How long will I contain?

Tell me, how can I not go insane?
When hurt is all that remains,
Tell me, how can I not be vain?
Can't take in any more pain,

Lost happiness, lost joy,
Nothing more left to destroy,
Lost count of the times I lost myself,
What else is there to drain?

~A.d | 3 Aug 2014

Something feels so wrong,
Getting real confused,
Is it just me or am I
Just being used?

Is it something I lack?
What am I missin'?
I'm in the edge, guna crack,
No one's tryin'a listen,

Every time I realise that,
It turns out too late,
Is this some kinda punishment?
Or just harsh fate?

My heart fiercely shaking,
Tryin'a stop all the aching,
Slowly feeling myself breaking,
So many lies and people faking,

Just a misunderstanding?
Or the plain truth?
I still doubt myself,
Even though there's proof,

No surprise in betrayals,
Just tryin'a deny reality,
Wonder if it's the same with males,
Is this really community?

Why do I keep forgiving?
When I'm the one who's hurt,
Tryin'a avoid a useless fright,
Their logic states they're right,
And suddenly I'm at fault?

The over friendliness I get,
Can't tell if it's an illusion,
Two faced people, I bet,
Trust no one, is that a solution?

What if I hurt someone?
I keep asking, what then?
I end up being that person,
Wounds ripping open once again,

Can't reach peaceful ends,
Just endless twists and turns,
Every path I take just bends,
Nothing left to hold on,
Everything slowly burns.

~A.d | 11 Aug 2014

I wish to be present,
Whenever you feel unpleasant,
And eliminate for good,
Whatever ruins your mood,

I wish to make you truly happy,
And erase anything that opposes,
And keep that gorgeous smile on you,
And send you flowers and roses,

I wish to keep in touch,
With you always,
Wherever you may be,
In any place or phase,

Dont want, from the roots of my heart,
To face a day where we part,
Don't wanna ever loose you,
Someone I can't ever replace,
Don't want in my heart,
A craving empty space,

I wanna feel your embrace,
Where lies comfort and peace,
Where my shattered heart is in place,
Where despair leaves no trace,
Where no matter what my state is,
I sink into a warm, calming trace.

~A.d | 10 Aug 2014

That feeling I get, all day long,
Can't take control, just at too strong,
Missing you so, missing you very,
Why does it hurt that much, what went wrong?

Thinking of you,
I smile unawarely,
Tears find a way somehow,
And pour unceasingly..

Closing my eyes,
Seeing only your face,
Within I see the universe,
And outer space..

Echoing in my head,
Your soft voice,
That feeling I get,
So relaxed yet intense..

Feelings my checks go warm,
Knowing they're red,
Eye's watering non stop,
Can't go to bed..

Staring at the night sky,
Feeling lonely,
Wishing you were here right now,
Oh, if only..

~A.d | 26 Aug 2014

Whine, sob and cry it all out,
Complain, don't refrain,
Or sustain from the pain,
I know its hard to explain,
The suffering, the aching
All so tiring 'n' breathtaking,

Just pour it all out,
Don't let it consume you,
You're inside self and out,
Don't let it confuse you,
Your mind nor your heart,

Just let it all out,
Don't put up with it alone,
All the misery and ruin,
You're not all alone,
So lift up that chin,
Show me your gorgous grin,
Cause this time darkness won't win,

Let it all flow out,
Those buried blue feelings,
Before you're all worn out,
I know it's not as easy as it sounds,
Heart aching every time it pounds,

Don't conceal it in anymore,
Let me heal your wound that's sore,
I'll get bandages from the store,
And the pain will be no more,
Sometimes it'll need much more,
Therefore...

At hard times,
I'll give you my full attention,
No matter what my current condition,
I'll create for every conflict a solution,
I may not be sure of done delusion,
But, I assure you, I've got quit a comprehension,
Sometimes I'm full of confusion,
But no harm can pass by me without detection,
I'm clumsy, so yeah, might get an infection,
But fighting it back will be my reaction,
Won't loose simple because of exhaustion,
Even if enimies drop an invasion,
~
{[who knows, maybe all that's needed is a single conversation,
To maintain between them a peaceful connection ]}
~
As long as I'm around, you safety is a confirmation,
Away from any discomfort or discrimination,
You might think now, where's the relation,
Well I may lack many traits and concentration,
Always relying on my unstable intuition,
And mess up in almost any situation,
But I have made a firm resolution,
To keep you happy, that's my intention..

~A.d

29 July 2014

I can sense it within your voice,
No matter what you say,
The attitude the word choice,
State those feelings you convay,

Through a soft smooth tone,
You beauti-fully portray,
What is not easily said,
What you truly intend,
Holds truth, no pretend,
What some can't comprehend,
What would never offend,
What could heal and mend,
What a pleasure to have you
as my friend,

Simply the way you speak,
Whether using words or codes,
Your reaction or responses,
Your rhythmic singing voice,
Or artistic drawing skills,
You somehow find a way,
That uniquely illustrates,
And in a way communicates,
Deep feelings or simple meaning,
Filled with warmness and kindness,
Blended with intelligence n brilliance,

Even your silence,
Holds such significance,
Speaks what words fail to define,
Where quietness n wisdom intertwine.

~A.d

4 Aug 2014

I'll give you some advice
If you're ever in doubt
Any time there's a crisis
Just give me a shout
In need of company?
Call me, we'll go chill out
Can't sleep? Come over
Well go crazy till we blackout
Sing and dance till day light
And make you forget all about
Any unwanted worries
Or undesired memories
I'll read you bed time stories
Or sing you lullabies
Anything that'll please
Anytime when all you need
For your heart to be at ease
Anytime in the near future
Or in a few years
Or even today, right now
Anytime, just let me know..

~A.d
1 Aug 2014

I'll listen to your troubles,
I'll stay up with you all night,
I'll make you yummy truffles,
I'll hold you in my arms tight,
Till you fully feel alright...

I'll defend you in any fight,
Give you back your every right,
Lead you to the light,
Let's take a one way flight,
Pack our things tonight,
Go somewhere filled with delight,
Somewhere that's more than just back 'n' white,
Away from anything that might,
Cause misfortune or any fright,
Till you fully feel alright...

Let's stay up till five and watch the sunlight,
Rising through the clouds so bright,
Oh what a beautiful sight,
Let's take a walk at twilight,
Sing our thoughts out or just write,
Become musicians or play writes,
Sink in a world of insight,
Till you feel alright...
Till you feel alright...

~A.d

27 July 2014

There are times in life,
When all you can do is retreat..

And other times,
You'll face people you don't wanna meet..

And times,
When all you see are starless nights..

And other times,
You may go through silent fights..

~~~

But whenever you face such times,
Remember who you are,
A twinkling little star,
Sometimes its light disappears,
Just for a few moments,
Then again it reappears,
With a glow whiter than snow..

When it blends with the night
and both are dim,
Only those who patiently wait,
Will see it sparkle again and gleam.

~A.d

29 July 2014

At times, my poems are encouraging,
Other times, are depressing.

To some, they might be interesting,
Others, may find them surprising,

But either way, all they say,
Words echoing within me for a decay.

~A.d

10 Feb 2015

Just so you know,
And I totally bet,
That if people really knew you,
As well as their alphabet,

You'd be showered with endless praises 'n' admiration,
From cites to countries, thought out the nation,
And no that's not just my imagination,

So don't you EVER forgot,
What an amazing person you are,
Just be yourself, don't ever regret,
Whether people are near or far.

~A.d

4 July 2014

I'm here,
and you're there,
Is somthing Icannot bear,
I'd risk it all,
even if I fall,
I don't really care,
as long as I,
get to be with you,
I'd do my best and try,
to surpass any dare,
wrestle a grisly bear,
grow on a fish some hair,
even cross a zillion lakes,
if that's what it takes,

You're there,
and I'm here,
can't endure it any longer,
holding back another tear,
I tell myself not to fear,
for this is only temporary,
this solid distance,
that I wish would disappear,
will soon become a memory,
replacing it your presence,

You may be there,
but you're also..
- places hand on heart -
still right hear..**

~A.d

11 July 2014

This beauty that you possess,
Oh so hard to express,
But so easy to impress,
Rids any feelings of distress..

No not the kind that's see with eyes,
Nor created with makeup or some disguise..

Through the heart, is how it's felt,
Your true colors, is what it spelt..

Your character, like no other, so extraordinary,
Flawless, unique, I'm running out of vocabulary..

Whenever I'm sad, really lonely, or feel blue,
I think to my self, what a wonderful person.. I'm really glad I met you.

~A.d

3 July 2014

There's something within your soul, that I somehow feel.
Something people are too blinded to realise or see.

This vibe of warmness and mesmerising beauty,
Evoking from the heart of the one and only.

Say pure souls were replaced with light suddenly,
People might really go blind while staring at you, glowing so brightly.

~A.d

21 Jun 2014