No one sees how tired I have become. No one sees how slow I am. No one asks how I'm doing or where I've been. They see as they always have. No one wonders, or even cares. Do they care? I don't even know anymore. I don't even care anymore. I'm done.
I am ever alone. I always feel eyes of someone on me. Burning my skin, waiting for the moment. He will never leave me alone. He grabs me, pushes me, He owns me.
I am his. His doll. His toy. His creation. He made me. Her is my father. He the monster that ruined a 16 year old. My mother had no choice.
I am his forever. No one can help me. No one is there. Help! I shout every time we're out. No one knows, No one cares. I am his.
This hasn't happened to me, but one of my really good friends killed herself because no one heard her. I never knew. I never asked. Ask.
Music is loud or quiet. Music is soft or heavy. Music can have meaning or not. Music can be nothing or everything. Music is: ◾Art Punk ◾Alternative Rock ◾College Rock ◾Crossover Thrash (thx Kevin G) ◾Crust Punk (thx Haug) ◾Experimental Rock ◾Folk Punk ◾Goth / Gothic Rock ◾Grunge ◾******* Punk ◾Hard Rock ◾Indie Rock ◾Lo-fi (hat tip to Ben Vee Bedlamite) ◾New Wave ◾Progressive Rock ◾Punk ◾Shoegaze (with thx to Jackie Herrera) ◾Steampunk (with thx to Christopher Schaeffer)
•Anime •Blues ◾Acoustic Blues ◾Chicago Blues ◾Classic Blues ◾Contemporary Blues ◾Country Blues ◾Delta Blues ◾Electric Blues ◾Ragtime Blues (cheers GFS)
•Children’s Music ◾Lullabies ◾Sing-Along ◾Stories
•Classical ◾Avant-Garde ◾Baroque ◾Chamber Music ◾Chant ◾Choral ◾Classical Crossover ◾Contemporary Classical (thx Julien Palliere) ◾Early Music ◾Expressionist (thx Mr. Palliere) ◾High Classical ◾Impressionist ◾Medieval ◾Minimalism ◾Modern Composition ◾Opera ◾Orchestral ◾Renaissance ◾Romantic (early period) ◾Romantic (later period) ◾Wedding Music
•Comedy ◾Novelty ◾Standup Comedy ◾Vaudeville (cheers Ben Vee Bedlamite)
•Commercial (thank you Sheldon Reynolds) ◾Jingles ◾TV Themes
•Country ◾Alternative Country ◾Americana ◾Bluegrass ◾Contemporary Bluegrass ◾Contemporary Country ◾Country Gospel ◾Country Pop (thanks Sarah Johnson) ◾***** Tonk ◾Outlaw Country ◾Traditional Bluegrass ◾Traditional Country ◾Urban Cowboy
•Dance (EDM – Electronic Dance Music – see Electronic below – with thx to Eric Shaffer-Whiting & Drew :-)) ◾Club / Club Dance (thx Luke Allfree) ◾Breakcore ◾Breakbeat / Breakstep ◾Brostep (cheers Tom Berckley) ◾Chillstep (thx Matt) ◾Deep House (cheers Venus Pang) ◾Dubstep ◾Electro House (thx Luke Allfree) ◾Electroswing ◾Exercise ◾Future Garage (thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾Garage ◾Glitch Hop (cheers Tom Berckley) ◾Glitch Pop (thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾Grime (thx Ran’dom Haug / Matthew H) ◾******* ◾Hard Dance ◾Hi-NRG / Eurodance ◾Horrorcore (thx Matt) ◾House ◾Jackin House (with thx to Jermaine Benjamin Dale Bruce) ◾Jungle / Drum’n’bass ◾Liquid Dub(thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾Regstep (thanks to ‘Melia G) ◾Speedcore (cheers Matt) ◾Techno ◾Trance ◾Trap (thx Luke Allfree)
•Disney •Easy Listening ◾Bop ◾Lounge ◾Swing
•Electronic ◾2-Step (thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾8bit – aka 8-bit, Bitpop and Chiptune – (thx Marcel Borchert) ◾Ambient ◾Bassline (thx Leon Oliver) ◾Chillwave(thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾Chiptune (kudos to Dominik Landahl) ◾Crunk (with thx to Jillian Edwards) ◾Downtempo ◾Drum & Bass (thx Luke Allfree) ◾Electro ◾Electro-swing (thank you Daniel Forthofer) ◾Electronica ◾Electronic Rock ◾Hardstyle (kudos to Dominik Landahl) ◾IDM/Experimental ◾Industrial ◾Trip Hop (thank you Michael Tait Tafoya)
•Enka •French Pop •German Folk •German Pop •Fitness & Workout •Hip-Hop/Rap ◾Alternative Rap ◾Bounce ◾***** South ◾East Coast Rap ◾Gangsta Rap ◾******* Rap ◾Hip-Hop ◾Latin Rap ◾Old School Rap ◾Rap ◾Turntablism (thank you Luke Allfree) ◾Underground Rap ◾West Coast Rap
•Holiday ◾Chanukah ◾Christmas ◾Christmas: Children’s ◾Christmas: Classic ◾Christmas: Classical ◾Christmas: Comedy ◾Christmas: Jazz ◾Christmas: Modern ◾Christmas: Pop ◾Christmas: R&B ◾Christmas: Religious ◾Christmas: Rock ◾Easter ◾Halloween ◾Holiday: Other ◾Thanksgiving
•Indie Pop •Industrial •Inspirational – Christian & Gospel ◾CCM ◾Christian Metal ◾Christian Pop ◾Christian Rap ◾Christian Rock ◾Classic Christian ◾Contemporary Gospel ◾Gospel ◾Christian & Gospel ◾Praise & Worship ◾Qawwali (with thx to Jillian Edwards) ◾Southern Gospel ◾Traditional Gospel
•Instrumental ◾March (Marching Band)
•J-Pop ◾J-Rock ◾J-Synth ◾J-Ska ◾J-Punk
•Jazz ◾Acid Jazz (with thx to Hunter Nelson) ◾Avant-Garde Jazz ◾Bebop (thx Mwinogo1) ◾Big Band ◾Blue Note (with thx to Jillian Edwards) ◾Contemporary Jazz ◾Cool ◾Crossover Jazz ◾Dixieland ◾Ethio-jazz (with thx to Jillian Edwards) ◾Fusion ◾Gypsy Jazz (kudos to Mike Tait Tafoya) ◾Hard Bop ◾Latin Jazz ◾Mainstream Jazz ◾Ragtime ◾Smooth Jazz ◾Trad Jazz
•K-Pop •Karaoke •Kayokyoku •Latin ◾Alternativo & Rock Latino ◾Argentine tango (gracias P. Moth & Sandra Sanders) ◾Baladas y Boleros ◾Bossa Nova (with thx to Marcos José Sant’Anna Magalhães & Alex Ede for the reclassification) ◾Brazilian ◾Contemporary Latin ◾Cumbia (gracias Richard Kemp) ◾Flamenco / Spanish Flamenco (thank you Michael Tait Tafoya & Sandra Sanders) ◾Latin Jazz ◾Nuevo Flamenco (and again Michael Tafoya) ◾Pop Latino ◾Portuguese fado (and again Sandra Sanders) ◾Raíces ◾Reggaeton y Hip-Hop ◾Regional Mexicano ◾Salsa y Tropical
•New Age ◾Environmental ◾Healing ◾Meditation ◾Nature ◾Relaxation ◾Travel
•Opera •Pop ◾Adult Contemporary ◾Britpop ◾Bubblegum Pop (thx Haug & John Maher) ◾Chamber Pop (thx Haug) ◾Dance Pop ◾Dream Pop (thx Haug) ◾Electro Pop (thx Haug) ◾Orchestral Pop (thx Haug) ◾Pop/Rock ◾Pop Punk (thx Makenzie) ◾Power Pop (thx Haug) ◾Soft Rock ◾Synthpop (thx Haug) ◾Teen Pop
•R&B/Soul ◾Contemporary R&B ◾Disco (not a top level genre Sheldon Reynolds!) ◾Doo *** ◾Funk ◾Modern Soul (Cheers Nik) ◾Motown ◾Neo-Soul ◾Northern Soul (Cheers Nik & John Maher) ◾Psychedelic Soul (thank you John Maher) ◾Quiet Storm ◾Soul ◾Soul Blues (Cheers Nik) ◾Southern Soul (Cheers Nik)
•Rock ◾Acid Rock (with thanks to Alex Antonio) ◾Adult-Oriented Rock (thanks to John Maher) ◾Afro Punk ◾Adult Alternative ◾Alternative Rock (thx Caleb Browning) ◾American Trad Rock ◾Anatolian Rock ◾Arena Rock ◾Art Rock ◾Blues-Rock ◾British Invasion ◾**** Rock ◾Death Metal / Black Metal ◾Doom Metal (thx Kevin G) ◾Glam Rock ◾Gothic Metal (fits here Sam DeRenzis – thx) ◾Grind Core ◾Hair Metal ◾Hard Rock ◾Math Metal (cheers Kevin) ◾Math Rock (thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾Metal ◾Metal Core (thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾Noise Rock (genre – Japanoise – thx Dominik Landahl) ◾Jam Bands ◾Post Punk (thx Ben Vee Bedlamite) ◾Prog-Rock/Art Rock ◾Progressive Metal (thx Ran’dom Haug) ◾Psychedelic ◾Rock & Roll ◾Rockabilly (it’s here Mark Murdock!) ◾Roots Rock ◾Singer/Songwriter ◾Southern Rock ◾Spazzcore (thx Haug) ◾Stoner Metal (duuuude) ◾Surf ◾Technical Death Metal (cheers Pierre) ◾Tex-Mex ◾Time Lord Rock (Trock) ~ (thanks to ‘Melia G) ◾Trash Metal (thanks to Pierre A)
•Singer/Songwriter ◾Alternative Folk ◾Contemporary Folk ◾Contemporary Singer/Songwriter ◾Indie Folk (with thanks to Andrew Barrett) ◾Folk-Rock ◾Love Song (Chanson – merci Marcel Borchert) ◾New Acoustic ◾Traditional Folk
•Spoken Word •Tex-Mex / Tejano (with thx to Israel Lopez) ◾Chicano ◾Classic ◾Conjunto ◾Conjunto Progressive ◾New Mex ◾Tex-Mex
•Vocal ◾A cappella (with kudos to Sheldon Reynolds) ◾Barbershop (with thx to Kelly Chism) ◾Doo-*** (with thx to Bradley Thompson) ◾Gregorian Chant (hat tip to Deborah Knight-Nikifortchuk) ◾Standards ◾Traditional Pop ◾Vocal Jazz ◾Vocal Pop
•World ◾Africa ◾Afro-Beat ◾Afro-Pop ◾Asia ◾Australia ◾Cajun ◾Calypso (thx Gerald John) ◾Caribbean ◾Carnatic (Karnataka Sanghetha – thx Abhijith) ◾Celtic ◾Celtic Folk ◾Contemporary Celtic ◾Coupé-décalé (thx Samy) – Congo ◾Dangdut (thank you Achmad Ivanny) ◾Drinking Songs ◾Drone (with thx to Robert Conrod) ◾Europe ◾France ◾Hawaii ◾Hindustani (thank you Abhijith) ◾Indian Ghazal (thank you Gitika Thakur) ◾Indian Pop ◾Japan ◾Japanese Pop ◾Klezmer ◾Mbalax (thank you Samy) – Senegal ◾Middle East ◾North America ◾Ode (thank you Sheldon Reynolds) ◾Piphat (cheers Samy B) – Thailand ◾Polka ◾Soca (thx Gerald John) ◾South Africa ◾South America ◾Traditional Celtic ◾Worldbeat ◾Zydeco etc...
What is love? Can we touch it? Can we see it? Can we smell it? Can we taste it? Can we hear it? We can, but we don't know it. Do you know what it is like to touch love? Or what it looks like? Or what it smells like? Or tastes like? Or sounds like?
Do you ever blame yourself for everything? Have you ever just wanted to curl up and be left alone? This is me every day, every week, every month, every year... You cut, and pop pills, and choke yourself out, but what good does it do? You can't change who you are or what happens.
"You are you that's truer than true. there's no one alive, that's youer than you." (-Dr. Seuss)
You can be gay, straight, or lesbian. You can be twisted, straight, or bent. You can be the rainbow, regular, or pink blue and white. You can like guys, guys/girls, or girls.
I once had a girlfriend. My cousin is gay. And the rest are straight.
My great-grandmother's name was Ruby Ray. I lost her when I was 13, the eighteenth of October. I remember it like I remember how to write. I came home from school to find my family in tears. I will never forget her.
Why even have secrets? They will separate us from friends, and tear families apart. They could **** you if you let them, and even if you don't. They crush you, and burn you, and destroy every thing you've ever had.
Whether they're good, or bad, I will never keep a secret.
No one can tell me not to tell, or tell anything about me. Because they all already know everything about me, more than I even know.
Beat up sneaks, ripped jeans. Short shirts, and bein mean. Smoking hand-rolled cigarettes, driving down the countryside. Hand out the window, wind in our hair.
Sitting on the hood, gazing at the stars. All around the bon fire, roasting the marshmallows to goo. Riding on his shoulders, eating cotton candy. Going on all the fair rides, we'll be young forever.
See them ****** knuckles, hear the evil chuckles. We got swollen eyes cause we're all guys. Starting beef, we all have chipped teeth. Split lips, punch and trip.
The world will get hazy, your lids soon lazy. Small doses of me will do that. Velvety soft texture I have, cut with a knife I can. As chill as a killer in a crowd, but in seconds I will corrode. As crumbly as a cookie, the silver-white color of snow. The medal for highest heat capacity was unto me bestowed. Pop the pill, swallow it down. No more smiles, no more frowns. Black gives way to white. Now what I see is right.
we scream because we're scared we cry because we're sad we shout because we're upset we giggle because we're excited we talk because we're bored we yell to get attention but, why do we whisper...
random things come to me when i am supposed to be doing homework, this is one of my most common inspirations
Bite your lip to keep from crying. Afraid you'll trip, but want to stop trying. Tying the rope, checking the magazine. Wanting to pop the pill, hiding behind a screen.
Parents thought you were a star, couldn´t see through the fog. Now they know who you are, your life was balanced out on a log. All the thoughts in your head. A clean white gown, a ****** rose on your bed. You see them all cry and frown.