There is lots of fear

of death.

Men are scared

of a black-hooded man.

And the ones

that already left us

thought away from death

they had ran.

I'm going to live

every moment,

For every moment

is my time to live

I don’t care for you.

I don’t care for you anymore.

We had the best time.

The best friendship.

But you wrecked it.


Yes I could put on a smile,

a mask.

But now you know, will you see through?

See through the cold expression?

See through the cried-out eyes?

I love you.

You made mistakes, I did too.

But then I understood you were lying.

For years it grew, and I never knew.

But the reason I’m angry is not the lie.

You don’t think worth the truth.

That hurts more

than your knife in my back.

I loved you.

You may think

I’m free as a bird.

Perfect all the way

you see no scars.

They don’t show

on my outside,

but my heart

has been torn

more than it can heal.

Putting others first

can mean a good friend

but it is cursed.

It makes you blend,

teaching your friends the worst

putting you second, becomes their thirst.

The best feeling

is when I see you smile.

When I peak over a book

there is nothing better

than you returning my look.