Music for the soul
Music for the body
Oh what more it is than merely a hobby

Notes strung together as stitches for a heart
A lasso for our capture so we'll never be apart
Boundless medication all for your choosing
Take what delights you, in this there's no losing

Let the waves flow over, replacing thoughts
with a powerful passion for this welcome onslaught
Let the melodious stream come flooding in
Altering your system, drowning your inner scream

Music for the weary
Music for the joyous
Oh how i give thanks that it's always among us

Oh my Lord please give me strength
To keep my faith until the end
To not succumb to the darkness around
To find hope in you when it seems my joy can not be found

Oh my Lord please keep me strong
Till that blissful day that this world is gone
To fight the devil and overcome temptation
For all I want is to be a part of your holy nation

This time is rough and it's been foretold, many will indeed give up
I pray I won't be one of them, so give me wisdom to avoid the hell
Of being she who from the faith fell...

When did we lose our happiness?
Where did we all just drift apart?
How did our family turn to nothingness?
We used to play and laugh and dance
But now those times have turned to ash
And ash has turned to tears and fights
In this vortex it's only black
I can no longer see a light
I can no longer sleep at night

The difference between me and the difference between you
Is as vast as the ocean, cold, and blue
But look a little closer, we're one and the same
We each have demons that we can not tame
You can point and judge as much as you please
But It won't change the truth that we're not at peace

Compared to your troubles mine are small
So silence is best, cause you'd say they're nothing at all

Just breathe they say
Everything will be okay
What's "okay"? I say
You know the world will never be that way...

Thank you Lord for all that u have given me
The countless times that you've forgiven me
At my darkest you were my light
You shined so bright and opened my eyes
At my weakest you were my strength
You helped me fight until the end
I sought you out and there you were
You picked me up when I went asunder

I never understood why people hurt
Those who love them most when they're in the dirt
They take out their pain and let out their rage
Drowning in the belief that they'll always remain
Blinded by comfort, hence losing care
While the loved ones suffer, painstakingly aware

Words are nothing
Show me
Put your love in your fingertips and hold me
I don't want to hear your sorry
What use does it have when you remain the same and keep reverting back to the same old story?

I've had enough of your words and your talent
For webbing them together to trick me into trusting
I've had enough your deceit, from now on I'm doing me
So take your words and give me  room to breathe

I get lost in my mind
Sometimes I fear i won't find a way out
The further I go, the darker it gets
And The colder it gets, the sweeter it seems

The ice in my heart it warms my soul
And the fire in yours, it soothes my pain

She looks so happy, always laughing and never crying
But beneath that smile, heart of hers is slowly dying
She's covering it up with that lively mask
Keeping it up just be an impossible task

I hope she knows that one day it will break
And everyone will see that it's all been fake
Not just her smile but her entire life
She's doing it all to escape the knife

She's trying her best but it's cutting deep
And even tho she feels the pain
She'll never let them see her weep

When you ask me if I'm fine and I tell you my lie
I wonder if you see through it and ponder why
If you thought to ask me I'd likely push you away
Though deep down I know that's just a twisted attempt at getting you to stay

The breathtaking moments r the ones that count
The ones where time stops and your heart just wants to shout
Cherish the magic, and savour the beauty
For as suddenly as they happen
As unexpectedly can the world destroy them
Capture the laughter, and remember the love
That precious moment where your heart skips a beat
And u feel endless joy from your head to your feet
Hold on to that feeling
And never believe your heart is beyond healing
Your world may shatter
Your soul may darken
Fight these times, they're not what matter

The moments that count are the ones where time stops and your heart just wants to shout

You are the author of your book called life
You hold the pencil but not the knife
And you'll never find the eraser
So jst breathe n b thankful 4 all the blank paper
U can't change the start but ur now can always bend
So where will it go from here? How will u make ur story end?
You can keep wearing that frown
Or choose to not let them bring u down
They don't hold the pencil, it's you
It's up to you to let them through
It's up to you to add them to the story
And if they don't deserve it, it's ok... No need to say I'm sorry
Cause in the end it's your life not theirs
So take a bow and wipe away those tears

The emotions I keep hidden and the smiles I fake
It's drowning me now
let's see how much more I can take
Push my limits till I reach my end
Keep my soul to tear and rend

The me that you see is not the real me
This isn't who i wish to be
I hide the pain I hide the strife
Honestly I just want to escape this life

You'll never know the pain I feel
All my happiness you'll try to steal
But yet you say you love and you care
I don't know how much more I can bear

I'm running from this world
Still wondering why my voice won't be heard
You tell me that I'm selfish and u tell me that I'm cruel
But can't u see that I will never let u win this duel

Now there's just one more thing that I want u to know
And it is that I will never let my sorrow show

You know me as the person that's strong and never cries
But deep down inside my fears and weaknesses do hide
Deep in the pit of swirling thoughts
Lost in the abyss of my unanswered calls
Loneliness and uselessness has filled my heart
Soon there will be nothing and my soul will grow dark
My blood turns to ice, my life turns to lies
Gone are the days of joyful tears
Pain and masks replace those years

Love is like the ocean
Beautiful yet wild
Deadly yet kind
It can make you feel as tho you can fly
Then a moment later it will cause you to cry
Love is the mystery of all of time
Cause loving you was my greatest crime
At the same time it was a pleasure
I gave you a piece of my greatest treasure
You may not have thought of it as that
But to me my heart was just that
My intentions were to keep it to me
Then along you came holding the key
You smiled in my face and told me how you felt
That was the first time my heart did melt
I thought my joy would last forever
Little did I know our bond would sever
It wasn't quick
It was confusing and slick
It wasn't good
It was not understood
Maybe by you, but surely not by me
I had hoped and thought that we'd be a "we"
Maybe we are.. I don't know
Maybe we're nothing and it was all for show
Anyways, I really meant it when I said I was ok
Tho I must admit, I'd be better off if you'd stay

Welcome to the world
Where humans are the most inhumane
Where we hunt animals to extinction and then call them insane
Where we tell you to speak your mind
And claim that we'll be nothing but kind
Yet we'll **** your dreams
And make your heart tear at the seams
We'll break you down
Then insult you for wearing a frown
Welcome to society.
We love you....

As I lay my head to rest
I pray to go God to give me strength
I pray that I can fall asleep
Before my mind makes me fall apart
These thoughts of you they keep me awake
I ponder what we put at stake

At stake we put our friendship
I blame you coz I doubt u really meant it
I doubt u meant it when u said u cared
Or the time u told me not to be scared

Cause if u meant it u would have showed it

I got a heart full of love
But a body made to sin
A complicated combination
That's breaking me within

I got a mind full of dreams
But my soul's scared of change
It's a deadly fusion
The cause of all my rage

For some she's a treasure, for others a curse
Some called her an angel, some said a demon
But those who dared to make a leap
And look into her soul so deep
They would find the truth that that scares
The truth that made the weak look away

That no faster could u figure her out
Than u could make her scream and shout
For the truth was this, they all were right
She was each of these things, with hidden light
Yes there were angelic traits
But in those parts the demons slept
And When they woke the whole world wept
Some for her soul, others for theirs
But No one truly saw her
No one saw the unshed tears

It saddens me, to look at the world..
Everyone walking around, with somewhere to be
But really just searching, for a way to feel free.
There's such unfairness
That genuinely disgusts me
But maybe we'd deminish it
If only we discussed things
Yet we lower our heads, and go about our day
Pretending everything around us, is actually okay
When there are countless people foodless
And even more homeless..
Yet I see copious amounts of empty houses..
Rotting away, cause there's "no one to house them"...

I mean It just doesn't add up
There's plenty of resources
For the lot of us...

But those with the power are ruining it all
Giving to a couple but taking from all

Sometimes, I just can't wait for God to come deal with them all..
For wickedness, to be wiped away
Any and all power, stripped away
To be held by The Perfection
That'll be here to stay
Though I still just pray that more would see
And in succession repent
And thereby be free

If the words you spoke appeared on your skin would you still be beautiful?
If the thoughts you had were displayed on a screen
Would they still think you equitable?