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GaryFairy Jun 2015
there's no nutrition for my being
what i need is what they're keeping
the pain won't ease, laying, bleeding
i am here, weak and weeping

there are no dreams that i'm seeing
a vacant dream is how i'm sleeping
i can't proceed in the life i'm leading
i am here, weak and weeping
GaryFairy Aug 2015
i can only do what i can do
what inspiration tells me to
writing it down without thinking it through
i believe that's the way to be true

i can only see what i can see
the burning flame inside of me
letting it pour out and letting it be
i believe that's the way to be free
GaryFairy May 2015
I believe that a simple man could become a genius, but it would take a hell of a lot of thinking.
GaryFairy Jul 2013
I have a seal!
on the reel
he said with zeal

we'll take him home
we'll make the ****
he'll make a meal

they threw him on the steel
the seal let out a squeal...
he looked at the seal
this is real

he wondered how the seal might feel
his feelings he couldnt conceal
the seal had such an appeal
he would make a friend and not a meal
GaryFairy Sep 2021
he asked me what i was looking at...i said OH MY GOD

look at the evangelicals
strong, with a locked door at their backs
their shiny white steeples
there is room, but no air for the blacks

look at the pentecostal
slay themselves in his name with pride
that makes it so easy for them
to run over the others while safe in their ride

i saw a full giant jesus bus
going 90 down interstate 66
i thought they are headed to hell
maybe that cliff is the kid's soul fix

maybe hindu is the closest
but something just aint the same
even though they ride the wild tigers
they live and not **** in his name

somewhere in the mountains of china
there's a dragon named puff
he doesn't want to **** everything
knowing he is there should be enough

england has an irrigation system
used only to carry human waste
something is to be said about disease
and making decisions and haste

christians are god's strongest people
not like a white horse but a dark rock
we know all about those other shades
sitting atop god's holy stock

somewhere in america's heartland
there's a feeling stronger than hate
there's a beast ready to kickstart man
and ride him down to hellish fate
there really is a fate and a faith. only one true fate can be shared, and no faith put into it
GaryFairy Oct 2015
"the pen is mightier than the sword"
but "actions speak louder than words
I tried "beating around the bush"
even though my hands held two birds

i've played "the devil's advocate"
and i tried "sitting on the fence"
heard it "straight from the horse's mouth"
the horse made "horse sense"

i'm "letting the cat out of the bag"
i can't "let sleeping dogs lie"
you "barked up the wrong tree"
we will never see "eye to eye"

is there "a method to my madness"?
"your guess is as good as mine"
i'm listening to "the voice of reason"
the one "i heard through the grape vine"
GaryFairy Aug 2015
skip it across the water that they're treading.
GaryFairy Aug 2015
" i slept like a baby"

when someone says this, i picture them peeing and pooping, and crying all night
maybe i just have a sick and sarcastic mind
GaryFairy Aug 2015
there is not just two sides to a coin
there is a front and a back(heads and tails)
then there is the outside circumference...

it circles the other two sides
if
GaryFairy Jan 2015
if
if i had your hand in mine
we could lie beneath the stars
and if we had control of time
the day would always be so far

if i had your hand in mine
we could lie beneath the moon
and if we had control of time
the night would never end too soon
GaryFairy Oct 2021
will the pathways that you take be a maze that you make for me
can the days that you take also be my days to take for free
will your own home safe place feel like a home base for me
will your fast and hateful race leave the hate to face for me

are the bad places you create the only way to relate for you
i may have a date to tryout my own fate so i must wait for you
is your dying day just a replay of another day's date for you
if thought was heaven's gate would that be another gate for you

will truth have any use or lies beget what lies bring to us
will the dove that dies leave a love that flies to sing to us
will the eagle's mangled wing even look like a wing to us
will the bees that are leaving at least leave a sting to us

will the faces change and the names always stay the same to us
will the things that you save seem like just a shame to us
can the game that you play leave the rules of the game to us
will you win your game by saving time and passing blame to us
Moe is coming for the eyes of the other stooges...woop woop woop woop
GaryFairy Aug 2015
if you can read this, then you're too close
my loving passion has turned to a ghost
my heart became so cold that it froze
if you can read this, then you're too close

if you can read this, then you're too close
i need a love that **** then goes
love is suffering, while in it's throes
if you can read this, then you're too close
saw the title on a bumper sticker
GaryFairy Jan 2015
You should hit like on my poetry page  facebook.com/garyspoetrypage

I am in the process of starting to read more posts here, as i will take a break from writing occasionally, to support poetry, and discover new writers. Thanks
GaryFairy May 2015
i hate the birds
i hate the fish in the sea
i hate the birds
they have no right to be
i hate the birds
i hate the fish in the sea
i hate the birds
they're mocking me

i have no wings and i can't fly
i just sit and watch time go by
i hate the birds even though i try
to be happy
but alone i cry

i have a voice, but i cant sing
i just sit here
a silent thing
i hate the birds
although they bring,
a pretty song
to hate i cling

i hate the birds
i hate the fish in the sea
i hate the birds
they have no right to be
i hate the birds
i hate the the way they're free
i hate the birds
they're mocking me
I found some of my old poems/songs. I will be refurbishing and posting them.
GaryFairy Sep 2015
i have a right to speak ALOUD
ALLOWED to give my two CENTS
SENSE of freedom in opinions TOLD
TOLLED by thoughts that i dispense

i have a right to let them KNOW
NO others have walked my COURSE
COARSE visions from my own EYE
I write in blood from the source
I have written these before, but I never really called it a new style, or named it. The rules are that you have to use a homophone as the last word of each line, as the first word in the following line. I capitalized to give some a better idea. I am torn on whether to call it a style or form. i also used an extra set of homophones in the second stanza...do you see it?
GaryFairy Apr 2015
basic thoughts lead to basic things
eventually it turns into a circle

and our minds get trapped inside

I own everything
do you know what that means?
I am like a king
because I own everything

many wants lead to many needs
eventually, leaving you starving

it's like a mental malnutrition

I have everything
but I don't know what life means
to my things I cling
I have everything
GaryFairy Mar 2016
i just want to die
life is trying my mind
oh, why should i even try
when i'm just biding time

i think about it all the time
of why i should never try
my life defies my mind
i just want to die
i have never been suicidal, but this is about a real life friend. i feel her emotions and i tried to put them into poetic words.
GaryFairy Jan 2015
I can tell, this day will be a long one
starting out, i smoke myself a strong one
I don't know if i will make it in the long run
so many roads, i always choose the wrong one

later on, i'll have to pop a klonopin
when feelings go off, then come on again
i don't know if i can make it on a bend
so many people, but i can't call on a friend

soon, i'm going to need a tall one
then i can get my staring at the wall done
people tell me that this world can be all fun
there's good times, but I can't recall none
GaryFairy Apr 2015
I know you are a great poet
I know I know I know I know
I go look for the ones who didn't know it
I go I go I go I go

I see you can write in any form
I see I see I see I see
a form is a sight that's normal to the norm
I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free
GaryFairy Aug 2013
You stay there and i'll stay here
we dont even want you to get near
block off the front and the rear
make sure no entry is clear

put a fence around our own land
make all other nations banned
shoot to **** so they understand
our walls must never expand

i'll stay here and you stay there
there's just no more room to spare
dont even try to breathe our air
we stole this land fair and square
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Monorhyme

So much talk about immigration
causing fear and frustration
are we fair in our filtration?
while we let the rich vacation

humanity is lost in translation
causing a hateful sensation
just looking for some salvation
leading to their migration

some are looking for vocation
a better life is their fixation
then they meet our damnation
no admittance to this location
GaryFairy Sep 2015
darkened eyes, a loss of sparkle
hardened by the starkest heart
marvel at the harmful parcel
imparted scars starting to part

discarded stars, embarking targets
barred from the starving art
pardoned by departing darkness
that was ardent from the start


(in a crescendo poem, the vowel sound you are working with must build up to a peak in intensity(crescendo), by increasing that vowel sound with each line, then gradually decreasing in the second stanza. for example, here i use /ar/ sounds...2 in first line, 3 in second and third lines, and 4 in the fourth line...then in second stanza, use same count backwards, like 4 in first line, 3 in second and third lines, and two in the last line...it can have a scheme of 1-2-3-4, then 4-3-2-1 or whatever, as long as it gradually reaches a peak(crescendo), and then gradually decreases. both stanzas must match in the amount of vowel sounds used)
this is about, and for all of the dark poets...the ones who are willing to write down the things that no one wants to talk about...you still shine!
inspired by Sarah aka ThePoet aka Blueberry :)
parcel - divided into parts....ardent - glowing or shining like fire
GaryFairy Apr 2015
they don't know about reality
they are trapped in a place that only has television
GaryFairy Nov 2013
Use your pen to be expressive
express yourself and be impressive
impress your will to be progressive
progress of the muse possessive

possessed by another expression
expressing myself is my obsession
obsessing over words in succession
succeeding is hopeful in every session
GaryFairy Aug 2015
perfection can be subjective
you are perfect in my eyes
i will be your piece of meat
your sudden pawn of compromise

preferences are not elected
it's a feeling of larger size
better judgement takes a seat
while impulses take the prize
GaryFairy Nov 2014
(the waiting room)

these magazines do nothing to help
as I flip through the empty pages
ringing commotion of the phone
in my mind, a war still rages


(this will only hurt for a minute)

this isn't home
the couch seems so *****
from the sifting comb
from words not worthy


(doctor do little will see you now)

have a seat, lay back, and relax
tell me about your panic attacks
I know you better than you know yourself
and my money even comes in stacks

(analyze but do not treat)

what does this ink blotch look like?
...a ****** ink blotch!

how does this make you feel?
how does that make you feel?
...inadequate!


(anger management)

when you get angry
just scream into a pillow
or talk to this puppet...

(and I'm the one who is crazy?)

please see cashier on your way out
GaryFairy Nov 2021
they come after me
i try to become a faster me
die laughter me
spellcaster me
the laster me
master me!
The Master, me
black and white America
I'm in the hood just doing good ...
for my brothers
I wish I could
make it understood
I'm not like
just like the others
I wish you would
stand where I stood
Then we could
both have our drothers
You broke a fragile hand
On a fragile man
I won't shake twice
I'm twice not as nice
black and white America
untamed land of the brave
the depraved can't be saved
oh John would you behave
were you raised in a cave?
In black and white america
In the land of the free
Why can't I be me
Without you looking
Every single time you see me
In black and white america?
stories come and stories go
But only the glories know
For more and more we go
More seeds die more we grow
oh ***** on the floor, we know
You gave John a sore we know
Rotten to the core
That's how the story goes...
That's how the story goes
Black and white america
Buy me a coffee and I will tell the truth
GaryFairy Jun 2015
Indifference only exists at the moment of birth.
I thought this after reading weeping willow's thoughts.
GaryFairy May 2015
downward roots of destroyed origin
savage past, a native to pain
just an ember from a fire, endemic
my people used to be the flame
GaryFairy Aug 2016
I spend my time thinking
but all it brings is drinking
even with my eyes unblinking
I don't have an inkling

I spend my time creating
the gates of my debating
hating my own procrastinating
it's only time I'm wasting

I spend my time drinking
but all it brings is thinking
when my mentality is shrinking
I don't have an inkling
GaryFairy Oct 2021
in my words i give my heart
but my heart can't be erased
i can't take out the question marks
and put periods in their place

in my words i give my side
to the story that i relate
in these lines i will confide
and try to tell it straight

in my words i give my soul
how my soul has been misplaced
i can only speak of what i know
and everything i have faced

in my words i give my heart
but my heart can't be erased
i can't take out the periods
and put commas in their place
GaryFairy Jun 2015
insanity is just all in your mind
GaryFairy May 2015
like a colony of ants
that refuse to work together
destroying our own world
this ant hill is getting weathered

maybe insects are smarter than humans

like a hive of bees
that only sting each other
destroying our own nest
we torture our own brothers
GaryFairy Sep 2015
inside of the inside out
or outside looking in
inside i have no doubt
but outside its within

kept out, right side in
what is it all about?
doesn't start until i begin
to let the inside out
GaryFairy Jul 2013
Inside of the inside out
or outside looking in
inside i have no doubt
but outside its within

kept out, right side in
thats what its all about
doesnt start til i begin
to let the inside out
GaryFairy Aug 2015
don't get up-ended by an opinion
its your choice, its your decision
give attention to the world you live in
but stiffened conditions get no permission

don't get caught up in the occasion
in the equation of living in cages
give attention to the cage you rage in
but creation invaders have no persuasion
i don't remember if i posted this here before...don't let others who project their paranoia, change who you are, or how you write...or you start to turn into them
GaryFairy Sep 2015
come alive and decipher the wiser
burn higher, with a fire in every fiber
try to find the mind of a survivor
guide your time like the stride of a tiger
leave behind the life of a fighter
you're defined by the ride and the rider
out of line to slide with the viper
let light shine through eyes of a spider
try to be advised by your desire
take no sides besides the side that is lighter
GaryFairy Apr 2015
I heard a man yelling
he was walking toward me
he said he had a bone to pick
he said he had something for me

he starting pushing me
I pulled out my razor knife
I put it to his throat
I said "I'll take your life"

I looked into his eyes
fear is all that filled them
I told him not to move
if he had, I would have killed him
GaryFairy Dec 2014
She said that she got wet when I knocked on her door
she didn't know that I wanted more
I wondered to myself, what I was there for
because the pleasure only left my heart sore

she said that I make her feel like a little girl
she didn't know about the adult world
I wondered to myself, why she made my head swirl
and all I did was make her toes curl

She said that she got wet when I knocked on her door...
she didn't know what I was really there for
GaryFairy Mar 2022
They wouldn't let me leave the office until I would look them in the eyes

I saw horrible things in their eyes

they wanted me to see horrible things in their eyes
GaryFairy Mar 2015
It's so easy to throw up your hands
turn around, and walk away
I choose not to live a life of demands
in the moment is where I'll stay

I never think of what will come
I only think of what I see
the future is tomorrow for some
the future is right now, for me

it's so hard to even care
I want to live just for today
because tomorrow might not be there
in the moment is where I stay
GaryFairy May 2015
it always comes out even
when I weigh the cons and pros
I'm stuck in the middle
standing on my toes

which way should I fall?
who is hungrier for souls?
on the brink I teeter
standing in the throes
GaryFairy Feb 2016
bitten is the enemy
with fists of a smitten entity
it's a vision of my tendencies
a constriction of my identity

I play with snakes

slither into misery
hiss to me a mystery
fitting the skin of slippery
bitter is this venom's history
GaryFairy Oct 2021
sickem boy red tick, brindle that's my *****
**** dog, have a scratch when cat get an itch
born and bread parvo bigger by the litter
bitten by the sister to hit a lick blood bitter

feline forgot the fox, canine forgot the socks
cat crawls up walls and stalks down rocks
dogs calling out saying that cat's all claws
dogs can't talk after being walked into jaws

if cat's i give a ****, dog ear will take a ****
you bury a bone just to re-awaken it
when i play it's real, brown nose is fakin it
he likes to roll in ****, i leap away from it

dog will is human and a cat's will is stronger
cat summer is for hunters, dog years are longer
nine lives feels like yours with eight more
come on dog why we need all the hate for? hissssssss
this is not about  politics, besides politics of family
GaryFairy Apr 2015
I try not to be so neurotic
my thought process is caught on ironic
stopped by a lost cause, I'm not bionic
the line that's drawn, I am standing on it

the rotted thoughts are only symbolic
what I got was a spot in the *****
my mind is trodden by forgotten logic
the road to irony, I am walking on it
GaryFairy May 2015
at a pool party to celebrate no drownings
one hundred lifeguards, laughing and gloating
water was splashing, music was pounding
until they noticed jerome moody floating
In 1985, Jerome Moody went to a pool party. The party was to celebrate a summer season of no drownings. Jerome drowned at that pool party. 100 off-duty lifeguards were present.
GaryFairy Apr 2022
Hey!

Check out my profile on Facebook. I started studying science for the wrong reasons and I started with biology and will end with astronomy. I was just looking at proven science in all departments. What I found was some awful stuff about stem cells, plasma, carbon, and nitrogen. I refused to be someone who just believes theories from uneducated people. What I have found is that the planet x nibiru stuff seems true to me. I am seeing ionic clouds form and then change into different things. Like an eagle and a fish, deities of India, and other things that blow the mind. I also saw and filmed other things...like a planet and two suns. One sun setting in the west, while more light came from the south. I have photos and video of this. No camera lens flares at all. Black clouds following a bright moon, or planet, that look like clouds of birds in flight. My friend in town recorded what appear to me to be living bald eagles or osprey that fly in different directions, including backwards. These birds seem to have a triangle or pyramid  shape on them. A crow has been hanging out near where I rent, and flying around me in circles. I have always had a thing with animals and they have let me live on them, and I mean wild animals, including mice in open areas, and many snakes, possums and raccoons. I am not sure if this crow is friendly or not, but it seems to be in charge of starlings and robins. I am off of drugs, for the most part and I take no hard drugs(doctor prescribed drugs) and barely even smoke grass. I was told by a doctor that's would die in a short amount of time if I stopped taking my heart and blood pressure pills. It has been over a year and a half. I had many encounters with buckhannon police and one by the name of angel mccauley has been here many times. She has told me that renters do not have the same rights as homeowners and then actually entered the house as soon as me and the others left, for a welfare check. I have in ones the power of goodness and now the police seem to be nice to me. I have not even saw angel since she entered this home. Wvhas had sulfuric acid spills and the factory next door to me is releasing some kind of gas that is heavier than air. This is so bizarre that I know it is hard to believe, but I have some videos and photos.

I have went through many changes of self and I realized that I was not forgiving others of what I thought was trespasses. I would help anyone I can, but my life of minimalism has trapped me. My friends are all poor also. They are the broken ones that I go to when they need me. People are being ran over by trucks and they are people who really cause no harm to others. Hospitals are calling people to come in, and then those people die. I am not anti American, but the next eclipse is going to be only seen from here and it will be total darkness all day. This makes no sense to me, because the planets shouldn't move together.
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Has anyone else experienced this?

Please keep in mind that my criminal record has some false stuff, and I have never been to prison. I don't answer questions for cops, and I have never been convicted of a felony. I take responsibility for my wrongdoings and I have done some wrong things. I have been rude to people on sites also, but I do not think I abused anyone. It was more of a moodiness and me acting like a fool. I was never out to make fun of gays, nor have I ever a used a woman. I got a little bitter with women for a bit, but I know that not all women are bad, and not all men are bad.

Please add me on Facebook if you want

Facebook.com/gary.loftis.14

I love humanity and I want more understanding. I have realized that I am not as smart as I thought, and I actually feel like I know nothing at all
I am banned from posting or commenting for two days and I think it is because I got a nerve. This ban is for human exploitation, and it makes no sense. I'd like other opinions on my page. My prayers go out to you all.
GaryFairy Apr 2022
That dwelling on evil makes me evil
Without the thought of evil, there is no evil

The same goes for all the sad things I dwelled on.
I see the ones who tried to make me good,by threatening evil upon me, and then bringing evil upon me.
My alone time, has left me alone.

I actually tried to see mostly good, but then I fall deeper into the bad things

It is in our consciousness...and we didn't put it there to begin with.
I was innocent?
I'm not even sure I was ever innocent
GaryFairy Jul 2015
all my life i thought i was trying
i laughed just to keep from crying
looking back, i went down the wrong track

just more memories to dismember

i surrender

all the time that i spent just wasting
was only time i was facing
looking back, at every rock hard fact

only bad things that i remember

i surrender
Getting back to experimenting with syllable counts and consonant sounds, and how they effect the flow of a poem/song. Here, I used 9-8-9-9-4 syllable count.
GaryFairy Jan 2014
Old rototiller in the leaky shed
a working tool for the old homestead
mismatch parts of blue and red
it ain't pretty, but it keeps me fed

cutting up wood before the winter storm
preparations before snow clouds form
it might not seem like "the norm"
it ain't pretty, but it keeps me warm

rusty double barrel on the rack
a whole lot of ammo in a stack
to defend in case of attack
it ain't pretty, but it's got my back
GaryFairy Jul 2013
had a woman
my bride
i had love
inside
i had a smile
so wide
had a heart
complied
we had a baby
it cried
it had some tears
they dried
i had some hope
my guide
i tried to cope
i tried
i worked harder
applied
all my pain
i hide
i felt trapped
hands tied
my own view
my side
i just couldnt
confide
i tried
you lied
my freedom
denied
now we must
divide
i am done
i ride
or we both
collide
used to be
beside
you hurt me
defied
i put you
aside

i had a woman
my bride
i had drive
inside
i had a smile
so wide
had a heart
complied
i had love
it died
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