Geanna

Geanna Jun 2018

I could hear the sadness
In her voice
The voice that was once filled
With joy
...
Is now gone
Every thought she had of me, now darkened

Everything is different now
Nothing will ever be the way
It once was before
No thought, no joke, no look
...
Nothing

I was once her strong little soldier
Now I worry her
Now she knows the truth
...
That i'm weak

Her little girl is gone
she waved her white flag
and said her goodbyes

Goodbye

~ G.P.O
This is for my mother.

#weak #sad #sadness #thoughts #voices #joy #gone #truth #dark

Geanna Jun 2018

Me

It hurts me to tell them lies
To tell them "I'm fine" when i'm not
  To fake a smile and a laugh
   To look them dead in the eyes
    And have them believe me

It also hurts me to tell them the truth
To watch them cry
  For them to ask and ponder what they did wrong
   To see the sadness in their eyes
    To know that it's my fault

Because it is ... My fault
   I did this
      I created this
         Me ... I did it

~ G.P.O

#dead #hurting #believe #truth #lies #imfine #fake #smile #cry #laugh

Geanna Jun 2018

My Demons

She's mine, mine to keep
She's in too deep
I promise i'll be a tease
Slice and dice you'll beg me please

~ G.P.O

#mine #tokeep #keep #keeper #please #deep #promise #tease #teasing #sliceanddice

Geanna Jun 2018

Her End

Her wraps, her tears, her health, Oh dear
She's fading, she's gone, once it's past dawn
She's smiling, she's laughing, like she's truly happy
She's suffering, she's dying, she finally stopped trying

~ G.P.O

#suicide #selfharm #eatingdisorder #depressed

Geanna Jun 2018

Suicide

Melt away, let your body decay
while you're away, you'll make them pay
Tears are shed, cries are heard
You're free now, as free as a bird

~ G.P.O

#melt #melting #decay #decaying #away #gone #free #tears #freedom #crying

Geanna Jun 2018

Darkness

Losing control of my own mind
It's all darkness, nothing shines
They yell and scream, they feed me lies
The pain it hurts so much inside
You think it's time I finally die?

~ G.P.O

#darkness #depressed #lost #suicidal #hurting #pain

Geanna Jun 2018

His End

He cuts his skin
He cuts it deep
He pulls the trigger
He's fast asleep

~ G.P.O

#end #cut #cutting #deep #trigger #gun #asleep #sleep #suicide