transient being,
with light years of freedom
still got no place to stray

a nowhere heart
pumps sour blood all around
every beat says I'm empty

yawning over existentialism
too immoderate for my shallowness
i only applause for big explosions
slapstick is the one i like the best

more on the eyes, less on the head
that's me.

Darling dear
Easily be read
Like a love book
So hard to talk to.

Inside my mind
Now you are trapped
In circles, you walk
In me, you're so true.

Now, her heart lacks a courage
then she knew that she couldn't cry forever....

Is this madness? I forgot to ask her
And how does it feel?

Kasing gulo ng nangingig na kamay
Ang desperadong utak na matamlay

Sa madilim at malaking kwarto
Walang laman, kahit na nga anino

Walang kulay sa madilim na sulok ng bahay
Nabubuhay sa hinga ngunit mistulang walang saysay

Kung minsan mas manhid pa sa patay
Ang katawang malamig na nakalatay

Do you know who you are?
Do you often see your reflection?
Did you try talking to the inner you?
Do you feel your own objections?

,,Who are you?", says I
"I was you.,, answered he
,,Before you sold your happiness", he added

An evil man who became righteous will get glory while righteous man who soon turned to be an evildoer will burn in sulfur.
But how can something blame the poor? A hard rain is falling and there's no shelter for the storm, no soup for warmth, no water for everlasting thirst and just like there ain't no god.
Cause some folks god means hope.

Fate lies just like the devil always do
Sweet words could lure a confused ears, lonely eyes could be tricked by aesthetical beauty, unsoulful heart can outbeat a purer one.

Hell could be somebody's paradise. Billions of different preferences, why cant you say yours? Everyone is afraid of something, humans tremble, pain is to feel. And beauty is so subjective you don't know what's attractive anymore.

Evil exists cause god chose a contrary. All things are balance, makes things heavenly. Some are made to be unholy and some chose to worship their own body.

2.24am sixth of my February

Is life really full of imperfections because it is short?
For how long sanity will be in yours if you gained the immortality?

some cold heart could easily remember
the last time you love a one back
endlessly, will adore your twisted beauty
just dullest envy reigns inside,
where's the rain when it needs you...?

She seems to always fail to sense your affection
Its in her nature is to be in a cold rain and be numb
In which you could not compete
Even you give lethal dose of love
But gambling would not end your life
She might worth the shot
And you might have the luck

It's futile to stop the malevolence
because man invented the doom,
Fate says evilness is destined to prevail
Darkness is trying to eliminated the remaining pure hearts
The solemnity and tranquility of Eden, long gone
False tongues are the ones who are full of courage
And the beholder of truth, a ghost, a surrenderer, the eliminated
For there shall be no rewards waiting to the ones who speak fluent sincerity

Oh, splendor, the devilish presence inside you alone, king of your own
league, you spend on my own expenses, you waste my taxes and my minutes while knowing we could barely buy, a thought for my kind.

Small city, big dreams
Century-old churches,
Closed recreational parks,
Crummy streets,
Beat-up roads, huge malls
Unpainted houses, fresher air,
Homemade pancakes for lunch,
Cheap hamburgers and skateboarding shoes.

People come and go,
Uncherished moments,
and then Johnny said, "you can't put your arms around a memory."

Pained youthful angel, contemplated on vowing a trust to a mysterious soul,
The end of solemnity of her young and
untouched heart,
In seconds of being loved innocence quickly took her wings and forbids her to fly
Sensed some magical affection immediately but waited for true love to intrude and mortality now welcomes her to the world
And the kiss, so subtle it eases her pain, finally, a portrait for her blank canvas

I still haven't assessed my life
Endless loop of soul searching
A smile from a stranger won't end this losing streak

Scrounging every bit of attention
Every little glance keeps her full
She wants the whole world to watch
But her soul, still unnoticed

Still searching for something she don't know, or maybe she refuses to,
Living in denial.

Too young for this,
Too young to be thinking about fate.
Innocence and wisdom couldn't just co-exist,
Life is tougher,
Life's tougher than she'll ever be.

He spoke violently about peace
But hurt his wife and kids
In winstons eyes,
Strawberry farm is deep nothingness,
Men hate other men for strange reasons,
Love is a profitable topic,
John, oh john, you are a fraud and you know it.

Cold and gorgeous
Prefers to be alone
In her little world
I am just a moth
Bugging you
I just want your light . . . .

Some starlit night ago
or yesterday, I realised that
unsatisfactory is eating me

I contemplated a lot or
I am second guessing everything
And jelousy to the unknown is the apple of my eyes

Ungranted wish after an unanswered prayer or maybe I am just unlucky

You never liked the
corner where you sleep
Disconcerted feelings roams
around your dreams

You know and feel it
cuddles every evening
Like some nightmare
you forgot for years

how couldn't a finger
pull a sense out of this trigger?


saviour, saviour, hear my first prayer
for years I am muted, was no speaker
hear me, hoping my words could deliver
my soul out of your anger

Delicate touch of fate
A mist turning into a rain
Cold but bearable
Clouds make the day end prematurely,
Skies accepting the darkness
I am getting used to it, though
Liked it how we have to part our ways
So close to a happy ending
Life is such a sadistic writer
While trying to make a full comedy
Thus making our lives tragic

Money, the temporary saviour,
Your own convenience betrays millions
And you fake everything,
Pathological liar, you are, it is part of your breath now
Funny things happen,
Still no jewelries could give you politesse

It's too late to save your soul, governor,
You were born with sins inside your genes

Lobotomized countrymen, ****** and shallow,
Majority wins, we somehow deserve to be inside of this damnation.

young man, heed no lies
For your heart is still
vulnerable for deeper hatred.
be still,
It won't  change a thing if you overthink.
Don't break your character,
Better to be blind-like
than be happy for being untrue.
Be freer in your dreams
Though, collect your nightmares
Everyone is afraid of something
To grow up and be a man
Be still.

If at least i had the chance
To ask this lady for a dance

Wishes were heard but not granted
Again, destiny in his purest hatred

Things will cram in past
Scent in dreams wont last

May you be a forgiving
As our tasteless lips are kissing

A subhuman, an underwhelmed creature, heir for this declining society where intelligence is suffice and justice delay the inevitable.
~
Love is to hurt, to love is to suffer
To suffer is to hurt, to hurt is to love, love is love.

Life is for the ones who are willing,
Life is for the living, living is a will, willingness is life and to live is to live.