"insted" poems
Maybe I was dreaming
But you called when I was sleeping
Slumbering I saw your name and picked up
Never have I been awake so fast
My heart pounding, blood rushing to heat
By the sound of your voice
Rambling you told me about your night
Asked me why I wasn't by your side
Wanted me as your price or was I perhaps already yours
If I dont mute my phone at night
Answer your call insted of sleeping
of course I'm yours
I'm not sure
Maybe I was dreaming
But you might have said
That I could call you mine
I'm not sure
Maybe I'm still dreaming
Or you're actually mine
Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 6:43 AM UTC
The summer rain comes drumming
in a ballad upon my skin
washing away an old life
a life plagued with sin
I walk a little straighter
with my head again held high
Insted of it bowing low
to who ever passes by
Now I am unafraid
of who I am today
and I feel fear of the past
slowly slip away
you no longer blight my dreams
that caused me strife
and caused me misery
I moved on with my life
Dec 19, 2012
Dec 19, 2012 at 10:00 PM UTC
there was a little mole he took a holiday
he dug underground to land so far away
packing up some clothes and his little cap
took his little compass and a little map
now the mole was ready he was in command
set of on his journey his route all ready planned
digging for a week he popped from his hole
reached his destination the clever little soul
on the shores of spain underneath the sun
playing on the beach having lots of fun
he stayed for a week and planned the year ahead
next time for his holiday would be america insted
Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 11:15 AM UTC
this is another ****** up poem about a ****** up life
about a teen who's too ******* lazy to even make it rhime
she's constantly haunted by demons
she's not even sure she'll make it a year from now
her escape is poetry, and she's not even good at it
she should have just killed herself long ago
insted of turning this depressed
**lonely
fat
invisible
different
scarred
anxious**
and most of all unloved
maybe a few people like her but she hates herself
she's just another little girl afraid to grow up.
just another girl with a heartache
though this is different
she's not getting over it she's done permanent damage to her own body
and worst of all
this girl is me
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 3:31 PM UTC
am shittin meself abar shittin meself coz shittin meselfs gon be bad
but da besscorsarakshn terattak da bad bastd wud be shittin meself first insted
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 12:25 AM UTC
You ripped it straight out
of my chest held it infront of me
and tore it to pieces.
I wish you had broken my heart
insted you left me empty and shallow.
I echo inside this body, I fill myself
with your demons ,I sing pain
Yet i still have a pulse, beating
in despair.
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 2:52 PM UTC
when we three were parted
and tears had been shed
i, cast into shadow,
a husk in my stead
the language you speak
the syntax of lies
a shrouded deceit
cloaking your spies
no vengence i seek
no pain i demand
insted of your blood
just taller I'll stand
in secret you met
in defiance I wait
my love shall be forfeit
and my hate shall never
abate.
Aug 5, 2010
Aug 5, 2010 at 4:57 AM UTC
the random onslaught of
typical words and
topical themes abounding!
sustaining the conventionality
of thoughtlessly living psuedo-life
to the full extent of our inability
to communicate truth with eachother
all the real words have been erased and debased
as we accept the abuse
heaped upon us by professioal thugs
and the ad men they hire
to keep us addled brained and
thoroughly confused
a state of mind it seems
that we find
most comforting
safe and of course
family oriented
pixar people insted of those of
flesh and blood
or driving stock cars
round and round and round
and round and round
etc
*********** instead of love
yes!
pornographically presenting
bare meaninglessness to
the un-world of the dead
un-words being un-said
day after day after day
Jul 30, 2010
Jul 30, 2010 at 2:21 PM UTC
i know the truth i know what's going on
everything is simple and i know
we're not meant to be together
when you said that you loved the smell of my hair
or the way you looked right into my eyes
while i was talking to someone else
and the time when you told me about your dreams
i know those were actually nothing
i always knew these
and tried to keep away from the truth
just fooled myself
i don't know why i stabbed the knife
deeper into my heart when it was already
half way inside
that doesn't make sense at all
why would anybody want to hurt themselves
when they're already cut into small pieces?
it never made sense to me...
but i had already fell for you and hit the ground hard
and when i fell down
deep inside my heart
i always wished that
maybe things
could get
repaired..?
and one day you'd give me a chance
prove that distance could never come between us
but insted
you taught me that it was easy to not care
i feel like things don't make sense in these days
it has been 6 months and i haven't seen your face
is it really that easy to forget about someone?
i'm trying to figure that out
i hope i can find my answers
and sew my deepest cuts
Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 6:12 PM UTC
The only place
that allows me to be me.
The only place
that i am finally free.
To escape everyone
even if they walk in.
Th doctors in coats
injecting their drugs.
Sadly enough
i couldnt ask for a hug.
All i wanted was to be loved
but insted only got a cry for help.
Being alone...
and tied in my thoughts.
I really don't know
how to end this poem.
All i know is...
i'm in a padded room
tie in a straightjacket
ready to crack.
Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 1:08 AM UTC
I've failed and fallen
I´m terrified of my own reflection
Perhaps I betrayed myself
by loving you and then leaving
Maybe I was a secret never meant
to be shared.
But I could never keep myself
in place.
I would break all over you
and catch the pieces
Was I wrong making
my wishes out of your dreams
I´ve lost you in so many ways
and found you in all the wrong places
I keep thinking that you might
keep me from falling
But insted you make me tremble
Maybe Im just in love with
the way you handle my heart.
Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC
Water, Water all around but it was not so safe and sound
for in this water my friend drowned
I was a school the day it happened but i can picture it as if i was there
The water was running very fast
I wish my friends had decided to keep walking instead of stopping for a swim but i cant change the past
While everyone else was doing something different he fell in and hit his head and that was good bye to my dear sweet friend
When they started to notice that he was missing they didnt worry they thought he had gone home insted
But when they got home he wasn't there, that gave everybody a great big scare
His sister came down to my house to see if i had seen him but i had not so she left
I prayed to god to make sure he was okay
But it was too late to save him from his fate
Later she called and told me he was dead, i went and cried in my bed
I'm still sad even to this day, but i know that everything will turn out ok
Jan 1, 2010
Jan 1, 2010 at 2:20 PM UTC
I slept like a log, inspite of the pains from my blistered feet. Harry woke me at six thirty. "Time for breakfast, better jump to it or i'll tickle your feet." The thought of that was enough to set me in motion. After breakfast we assembled for role call beside the waiting coaches. Then we boarded, and left the camp heading for the airfield. Every one was expecting to fly from RAF Lyneham, we had heard that we would be flying in the new Dehavilland Comet, the first passenger jet. It was not to to be. The comet had crashed into the sea, there were no survivors!
Instead of that, we were driven to a remote airfield in Wiltshire, I believe it was called Cliff Pypard, there we boarded an ageing hastings transport and set off into the wide blue yonder heading on a more southerly bearing than one would expect for a flight to Germany.
I tried to keep an eye on our progress by following coastlines, it was difficult, clouds obscured much of the coast line. I had the definite feeling that we were travelling in a South Easterly direction, and I asked one of the aircrew about it. "Don't worry, I expect we'll take a turn to the north soon." A little later, I suddenly realized that we were flying over the Med- Germany via the Med, never in this world!!
We ate chicken wings lettuce and bread for lunch, still flying at a steady one hundred and eighty miles an hour at mid day, below us dessert! We were all confused. Where on earth were we going?
Our first stop was at a place called Idris, it was an airstrip in the Libyan desert. There was nothing there only tents, and a place to refuel. I was a squalid stinking dump, and that was all. We left early the following morning after a laughable breakfast that no one ate. Our ext stop was a similar one but even more so, It was a place alled Habanya, I think, I went to use one of the two toilet's and discovered that the horrible brown stains in the toilets were actually enormous heaving masses of huge cockroaches, I went out into the desert insted. when I got back to our tent I was told off. "this place is crawling with snakes, don't stray about!" we didn't need telling twice! The tents were just as bad, infested with huge spiders, no one slept. We were glad to leave it.
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 4:39 PM UTC
Long gone are the warm flames of love
Ice cold hearts break into shards of hate
No more kisses in the night
Replaced by the hand of fate
Shadows dance upon the walls
Of lost love now hidden from the sun
How to hold once more the tender
Being that was
So cry no more for loves lost touch
But melt insted the hate filled soul
And tears shall fall upon cheeks so red
Bitten by the frost
Once upon a time my friend
I lost to the winds of time
Frozen in my deepest wound
Unable to cry for time
Yet here I stand bathed in light
Holding out my hands
For soon on the summer light
A heart I will understand
Jan 1, 2016
Jan 1, 2016 at 4:52 AM UTC
This might sound rude
But right now im not in the mood
Listening to little kids as a mother sings her babys to sleep
Talking to my boy as hes sayen hes about to leave
Im just sayen im not in the best mood
My body isent funtioning in the way id like
And id rather not be sober on this ok night
Id rather be doing something
Somthing other then miss you
My father
Your name
Well thats easy its chad
Your postion
Was a father
A husband
A listener
A provider
And the best part of chad
You made the choice to love and take care of me when you dident have to
You wer a great dad
And i miss you dearly
You were the best person iv ever known
My hart longs for you
Chad
I had just started calling you dad
The day you passed
All o wanted was for you to stay home
To ride bikes with me but insted you had to work
You had to leave
My daddy i miss you
I just wanna hear your voice
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 12:04 AM UTC
The connection was mutual
everything ever felt was real
is true that it was never said
is true that it was never shown
but it was real
No one said nothing about their love
they never showed that they loved each other
but yet they never wanted to lose each other
They protected each other secretly
not minding the fact that their
love was not shown for all to see
yet they cherished and cared for each other
Their love was now being noticed
by people and this caused confusion
every where but yet they didn't stop
loving eacg other because no matter
the odds they faced their love didn't fade away
insted their love became stronger
Jun 10, 2017
Jun 10, 2017 at 4:44 PM UTC
Okay.
Well there are people that take love as something thats not love.
If your in love with someone, you wanna be their night and day,
Their one and only,
Their sunny day,
Their rainy day.
They want to be yours. And only your.
They will listen to anything you say. Just to please you.
Now insted of taking love differently know what it is.
Now i'm writing this because people in my school act dumb as ****
And think they know what llove is. your in ******* 6th, 7th, or 8th.
You don't kknow what love is if you don't want anyone to be the things listed above. 8th grade drama if you love someone but you say you love them but want to be with someone else.?? If you know who i'm talking about. Stop being so ******* stupid. and if you don't like this.
I CAN GIVE A **** LESS. ^.^
Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 9:01 PM UTC
It's the opposite of light , a dark place only some will enjoy.
it comes with its name it comes with the night.
I prefer the darkness over light ,
why you ask ?
It doesn't lie , it doesn't feed false hopes , it tells the truth ,
in it we find secrets , we find demons and ghosts, fear brings out the truth.
just as life is a big illusion so is light , they say light is at the end of the tunnel , but we walk for years with no luck , I for one think its time to best embrace the ****
Accept the darkness and forget the light and suddenly your path will open up in plan sight , seak the truth and you will find no light but insted a darkness so true so bright it will become your guiding light.
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 2:35 AM UTC
Do you understand the want in me
Reaching out the hand of
Hope
No I don't think so
Why couldn't you just say
I love you today
Insted it's all
Black clouds and tainted linings
I'll never hate or despise
I mean, **** those eye's
They draw me in
To sleep with a soul
That's dark and twisted
You know
Look I've said it now
**** can't you forgive
Do you know how
Yeah that's it tempt me back
Laying upon the bed
Like that
Jeez I over think
Just forget it
My life sinks
Deeper into this pit I've dug
Yeah that's right
I knew once of love
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 2:18 PM UTC
It hurts me
To know
She's crying because of me
I didn't mean to cause her distress
She's my sister at the end of the day.
She worries she says I wish I could of seen you struggle Insted of cutting
I cry because i don't want to be her reason behind her tears
She's my sister
My world
Sep 25, 2020
Sep 25, 2020 at 12:50 PM UTC
Success is your goals your achievements
Success is not the mess
Insted it is like getting a dress
Yea the thing you work hard towards
But when you fail just keep moving forward
People think of life is as slow as a snail
But when your choices are bad, mean, and ungrateful, that is what causes you to fail
And will cause you to go to jail
So be grateful and succeed on your life
Instead of ending it with a knife
If you fall keep moving forward
If you don’t reach your goals keep moving forward
Work hard because you need to succeed to achieve
Have that mistake change with a good solution and a good conclusion
Succeed on your dreams don’t let them be just an illusion
Like my dad once said if you fall once it doesn’t mean you have to give up
It is all about moving forward
Don’t be lame
Success is not a game
Instead of saying I give up
replace give with go and say
“I go up”
And when you are the best don’t stay the same and go over your self
Don’t sit down like that plant on the shelf
Move show your talent and help others believe
Protect others like a greave and after all of that you will know the true meaning of
SUCCESS
Mar 19, 2018
Mar 19, 2018 at 10:48 PM UTC
I see you, pull my headphones out to greet you, even though I get more distracted by the thought of having to pull them out as a nice gesture than the actual music in my ear.
It's weird but that's just who I am.
It sure feels like I'm part of somebody's plan when everything I learned Can't even teach me how to behave like a human.
A pet, like a dog I'm confused by all the dogmas surrounding me.
Luckily I got the audacity to turn down their offerings and create a way for myself and those who choose to follow me, so follow me since nobody else has. I rode a straight path where darkness was the only friend I ever had but now.. I'm suppose to have all my **** in the bag?
So they ask; What do you need? A rack? Reggie or split it half and half?
I don't care...
As long I'm that needle in the haystack for my aire to find and inherit the knowledge of spreading peace in the air insted of spitting crack that's not hard to grind. Meanwhile my friends keep chasing birds like it was the only word my generation ever heard but **** it, It's cool.
Judging you was never something I ment do. I am just making you realize that, "that" ain't my life so when I finally do what I really want to do just compare the difference and understand I had nothing to lose.
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 6:00 PM UTC
At first glance i look
off in a trance.
Looking in the distance,
not noticing your subtle glance
When i see you i smile back.
Forgetting what i was looking at
You turn away embarrassed,
with nothing to say
So I'll just go no about my day.
With words unspoken.
Thoughts unsaid.
Even though one word.
Even if not very imporant.
Could have saved me back then.
But insted i drown in a flood of my own thoughts.
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC