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"humors" poems
knitting with scissors you run with. will get you there. but you can't buy a house. i'm sorry. you might, miiiiight get the Edwardian Tudor for a mansion in false claim but you keep your gaze, your weary gaze ....and slumber not so sweet, my sweet. knitting with false gods will get you everything but  Not the Other Thing that gnaws at the substance of your gut where the heart resides like a lion addicted to Aesop Fables - and dry humors that decimate with bounty flooding the bleak with our windmills ! you and i are regardless. knitting with shopping carts and dead batteries. washing ashore. lick your lips at the foam of our hysterical event. pitch a ******* tent. and eat more stars than you came in with. sew the hole with a hole and answer the phone sometimes, **** i ain't got all day but you might take your time like an aspirin.
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Apr 16, 2013
Apr 16, 2013 at 5:00 AM UTC
Knitting With Scissors You Run With
Constitution pollution: the constable ruining the ******* consecration A soluble solution: grape sipping blood letting to fully bless the humors
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Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 12:55 AM UTC
Constitution pollution
I will not die for you Woman fey of flesh and home, I linger but to see you unfrock The holy, set rogues to roam. Why should I thus be consumed In breath like coldest fire? Shape of rising waterfalls That state, I surely do not desire The downy ******* the runny skin, Spark of cheek, notes of hair in shower, The gliding step, the gusty tone, Fools have died for much less a dower. The lancing pools, the hemlock mien, The highland sheen, the dawn-bird voice, The Safire eye, over step of pyramid Merlin gave Arthur a safer choice. I will not drown for you, Flood of hair, red as the lye In parted Jordan, that sea, not me, Shall pine as ever, slowly dying. Your healing humors, your subtle sovereignty, Your blood, noble as seven-seas are blue, Little mirror who paints the sky, Though nearly, I will not die for you.
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Jun 24, 2012
Jun 24, 2012 at 10:28 AM UTC
I Will Not Die For You
I cannot spare water or wine, Tobacco-leaf, or poppy, or rose; From the earth-poles to the Line, All between that works or grows, Every thing is kin of mine. Give me agates for my meat, Give me cantharids to eat, From air and ocean bring me foods, From all zones and altitudes. From all natures, sharp and slimy, Salt and basalt, wild and tame, Tree, and lichen, ape, sea-lion, Bird and reptile be my game. Ivy for my fillet band, Blinding dogwood in my hand, Hemlock for my sherbet cull me, And the prussic juice to lull me, Swing me in the upas boughs, Vampire-fanned, when I carouse. Too long shut in strait and few, Thinly dieted on dew, I will use the world, and sift it, To a thousand humors shift it, As you spin a cherry. O doleful ghosts, and goblins merry, O all you virtues, methods, mights; Means, appliances, delights; Reputed wrongs, and braggart rights; Smug routine, and things allowed; Minorities, things under cloud! Hither! take me, use me, fill me, Vein and artery, though ye **** me; God! I will not be an owl, But sun me in the Capitol.
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Mithridates
I'm that guy I'm that girl i'm on the sidelines i see the world i watch the plays i sit through days take in rays and analyze your ways I am the one asking: how do we survive? Don't judge the scars, you fake-tanned sheep I've become this strong-willed Moonchild without you and your magazines I don't need your weight-loss tips and and 25 new *** positions So I drowned for awhile..... we all gotta sink hit bottom then we can push off the rocks, break free of the waves and fly Or maybe we make it to the surface only to float for a time and an aeon Who will judge us for the time we spend on ourselves? DO NOT EVER Become stagnant Let your life ebb and flow NEVER BE LONELY your strength is within you reach inside oh my darling reach for you own soul don't wait for someone else to tie their strings to your beating heart and tug do it yourself. you are only you your strength and your quick wit your lightness and love of the darker humors the gentle touches, soft weeping the lines of your body and your eyes brightening when they recognize my face You are everything you were meant to be at this moment But in the next EVOLVE
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Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 5:49 AM UTC
Please EVOLVE
What drives a man to achieve his goals? Motivation of course! The enthusiastic mindset that if you work hard, you'll achieve. The unhindered perspective that compels you to think about the end goal and ignore the hardships that attempt to impede your progress towards greatness. The idea that putting your best foot forward will gain the admiration of a metaphorical Hermes who will then grant you his winged sandals to propel you above the rest of your peers and out of your unsatisfactory situation. What drives a man to succeed in his ventures? Motivation of course! A burst of energy that says "I can do it if I believe I can." despite limitations on your strength or your intelligence or your character. An aura that surrounds you and invigorates your humors, enticing your senses as well as giving you a mask that hides your unsure demeanor. It's a revelation, that motivation, which enlightens the soul and frees the body from the chains that marked the end of it's abilities. What drives a man to accomplish milestones for himself? Perhaps it manifests itself in something other than motivation. It could be the desire to find acceptance, to be wanted, to get that simple thumbs up that sends a message that needs not be spoken. "You did well." Possibly it would be the wish, the simple wish that a man will have done something worth remembering in the brief existence that he has, something he can look back on and think to himself, "I didn't do half-bad on that, did I?" Teetering on the self-existential reflecting concepts, it could just be that man wishes to find fulfillment by filling his daily activities with anything. And that the greater the activity, the laborious hours put into completion, here man finds solace in putting meaning into his day to day living. Thus we find that goals are merely tick marks, road signs on the long drive from life's start to inevitable death. This, this is all motivation. Anything that places reins over a man's mind and hits the spur against his brain, in hopes that this will help him move forward and do what he believes is necessary to do. Motivation is to place one's self in this self-deprecating position as to be a slave to ambition in order to be satisfied with one's life. And to think that motivation is a blessing that leads to self-improvement. Motivation is truly the mind's greatest illusion.
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Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
Motivation!
What drives a man to achieve his goals? Motivation of course! The enthusiastic mindset that if you work hard, you'll achieve. The unhindered perspective that compels you to think about the end goal and ignore the hardships that attempt to impede your progress towards greatness. The idea that putting your best foot forward will gain the admiration of a metaphorical Hermes who will then grant you his winged sandals to propel you above the rest of your peers and out of your unsatisfactory situation. What drives a man to succeed in his ventures? Motivation of course! A burst of energy that says "I can do it if I believe I can." despite limitations on your strength or your intelligence or your character. An aura that surrounds you and invigorates your humors, enticing your senses as well as giving you a mask that hides your unsure demeanor. It's a revelation, that motivation, which enlightens the soul and frees the body from the chains that marked the end of it's abilities. What drives a man to accomplish milestones for himself? Perhaps it manifests itself in something other than motivation. It could be the desire to find acceptance, to be wanted, to get that simple thumbs up that sends a message that needs not be spoken. "You did well." Possibly it would be the wish, the simple wish that a man will have done something worth remembering in the brief existence that he has, something he can look back on and think to himself, "I didn't do half-bad on that, did I?" Teetering on the self-existential reflecting concepts, it could just be that man wishes to find fulfillment by filling his daily activities with anything. And that the greater the activity, the laborious hours put into completion, here man finds solace in putting meaning into his day to day living. Thus we find that goals are merely tick marks, road signs on the long drive from life's start to inevitable death. This, this is all motivation. Anything that places reins over a man's mind and hits the spur against his brain, in hopes that this will help him move forward and do what he believes is necessary to do. Motivation is to place one's self in this self-deprecating position as to be a slave to ambition in order to be satisfied with one's life. And to think that motivation is a blessing that leads to self-improvement. Motivation is truly the mind's greatest illusion.
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we were older then. you with your horn-rimmed glasses sleek as Hermes, resting on your button nose; dazzling. your eyes were smoldering echoes, far off on a quest for visions. mine were nowhere to be seen. we poured over volumes of antiquity, blazoned with rich art. Faustian marvels, leather bound and noble. we traipsed the gallows of Dry Humors, lording it over the gremlins of our isolation. we had not been formally introduced and everything was formal. we haunted the halls; our school of fish eyes sparkling; weaving like serpents in the heather on ether. we roamed the hallowed ground on secret missions without Love. then i asked you out. and changed the world.
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Jan 16, 2013
Jan 16, 2013 at 1:46 PM UTC
School Of Fish Eyes
In that age of aged seasons predating our own's four-square rhyme, a reasonable jape was hatched beaked but hairy to a guilt-free Hen whose humors ran with jaw-slackening creatures, foul and not at all bird-like. Soon after its mixed-up cracking, two prattle-prone Wrens hopped to spread rumors of an un-chickity chick and the ungodly origins of fatherless yowls. Their tittered jeers found welcome ears, and Mother Hen preened her babe chased by merciless guffaws. This Hen was not one to lay down meekly, and a never stony tongue rolled out its antidote myth to a pair of gabby Gulls: "My child may look not-much, but he's divine engendered and miraculous born. Sure he's messy, ah, but you'll see he'll grow to be, much-much-more than any feathery tykes your like did bear." She clucked it so seriously, who were they to doubt her? The plumed sniggering ceased. But before another grateful day could dawn in a hallelujah glare of right angles, out pecking up a snack, Mother made eye contact with an unfortunate Fate brandishing his lucky-gripped ax. What of her wonder-why, joke of a boy? Left alone at straw-pocket home, waiting for his Hen to return, he starved then decayed to hollow bones, and was never thought of again.
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Apr 1, 2010
Apr 1, 2010 at 12:43 PM UTC
An April Fool Ends Badly
unbearable ink shallow needled skin always commands my groping eye's ardour purpleredblueblack procession passive pleasuring tea drinker gilded she: if not my hand so promised to another's i would make thee a screaming puddle coiling ardent fever scratch fervently at all my humors so sipping sensual lady sat in a coffee house metal nodes glisten serene siren calling
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May 22, 2010
May 22, 2010 at 12:09 PM UTC
unbearable ink
If I couldst show to thee the measure of my love, wouldst thine eyes shine in radiant hues? Smoulder then in deepest lapis blues, that put to shame the very rainbow's best intent. If I couldst share with thee, the hottest of my humors, wouldst not the boilings in that abyssal pit, pale and mediocre seem, as 'twere mine, in compare? It would melt old Vulcans's anvil, adamantine! Take for thee, these my softest kisses, which, placed upon lips, seeming to mine own essence, as pillowed angels breath, yet, those godly messengers own sweetest puckerings, as granite, to those of my mistress. If thou couldst pluck from my chest, a still beating heart, wouldst not the sanguine, boiling streams, scold the unforgiving stones, on which they splash? The fiery vapours rending air, as heaven bound they rise to paint the sky, incarnadine! And yet, merely moistening that beloved hand, which holds, the fleshy, ruby prize. Canst thou now measure, that which knows no measure? And like heavens starried twinkles, whose beacons point the way, know this, infinite, is the measure of my love for thee, my mistress.
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Mar 4, 2013
Mar 4, 2013 at 3:28 PM UTC
soul of yesteryear
before the world ends begin. that you may not love is the haunting. where your ghost is rain your mind clouds. and nothing is foreseen like the past. II in the long watch of this blindness we are surely rogue begonias needling the impenetrable nethers of our low coronas we jest in the rage of our humors gilding the uvula of our golden throats trilling in the infinite sublime and gain no quarter note. unabridged, we straddle the span of our chasm. and there, we seek to stand apart from whatever wounds we fathom.
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Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 12:47 AM UTC
Because You Might As Well Drive Home If You're Going To Die
Everything is just an act-thing. A game piece, a character. Essence of the game, the play, the poem, the joke is the ego. Our genetics together create consciousness, The ego. Every code, every instruction, every message from the genes is not in selfishness, but in selflessness, in laughter. Witty humors they possess, They know you need an uncertain situation, to be called attention to, to be reminded that it's all just a joke in the end, and not one has a bad sense of humor. There is the dark, poor-me, my-life-is-miserable jokes to the bright oprah's-monkeys-shit-shit, one-day-i-was-tripping jokes because the Spiral Source Polarity Is. The yin and yang do not swim after one another, there is neither tail nor head. They flow as river-wind. Fire and water, energy and matter, Ego and truth are genes' Set ups punch lines laughter. Set that to infinity at 98.6 degrees now, the questions rise how do I act after realizing all of this? How can I keep playing this role? The point is to understand the answer is to die as the world knows death. Your eyes will blink Your heart will sync with another's beat Your tongue wil taste You will die as the ego knows it. You will think You will feel You will realize You will die as You know it. Why would I waste my time in a place like this with people like this and not in the warm, bristley buzzing glowing meadow grass in a tree playing whistling lips to the soaring peer bubbling out air in the ocean's riptide treading soft chilled down on montana mountains being able to meet soaring peer in source element and inevitable intimate relations with earth or sea.
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Jun 26, 2010
Jun 26, 2010 at 10:09 AM UTC
Everything Is
Everything is just an act-thing. A game piece, a character. Essence of the game, the play, the poem, the joke is the ego. Our genetics together create consciousness, The ego. Every code, every instruction, every message from the genes is not in selfishness, but in selflessness, in laughter. Witty humors they possess, They know you need an uncertain situation, to be called attention to, to be reminded that it's all just a joke in the end, and not one has a bad sense of humor. There is the dark, poor-me, my-life-is-miserable jokes to the bright oprah's-monkeys-shit-shit, one-day-i-was-tripping jokes because the Spiral Source Polarity Is. The yin and yang do not swim after one another, there is neither tail nor head. They flow as river-wind. Fire and water, energy and matter, Ego and truth are genes' Set ups punch lines laughter. Set that to infinity at 98.6 degrees now, the questions rise how do I act after realizing all of this? How can I keep playing this role? The point is to understand the answer is to die as the world knows death. Your eyes will blink Your heart will sync with another's beat Your tongue wil taste You will die as the ego knows it. You will think You will feel You will realize You will die as You know it. Why would I waste my time in a place like this with people like this and not in the warm, bristley buzzing glowing meadow grass in a tree playing whistling lips to the soaring peer bubbling out air in the ocean's riptide treading soft chilled down on montana mountains being able to meet soaring peer in source element and inevitable intimate relations with earth or sea.
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I will not die for you Woman fey of flesh and home, I linger but to see you unfrock The holy, set rogues to roam. Why should I thus be consumed In breath like coldest fire? Shape of rising waterfalls That state, I surely do not desire The downy ******* the runny skin, Spark of cheek, notes of hair in shower, The gliding step, the gusty tone, Fools have died for much less a dower. The lancing pools, the hemlock mien, The highland sheen, the dawn-bird voice, The Safire eye, over step of pyramid Merlin gave Arthur a safer choice. I will not drown for you, Flood of hair, red as the lye In parted Jordan, that sea, not me, Shall pine as ever, slowly dying. Your healing humors, your subtle sovereignty, Your blood, noble as seven-seas are blue, Little mirror who paints the sky, Though nearly, I will not die for you.
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Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
I Will Not Die For You
a wind blew from within my body and tried to blow out the Sun. it huffed and it puffed but it could not blow that immense house down; that great, vast, fiery idol which stands as a monument to the immensity of the Universe. I have no idea why it wanted the Sun to go out, I just know it is the only way to save myself for we all have our own idols within ourselves, bright and brilliantly conceited flames that just need to be blown out every so often. this flame burns upon the chest of the devil, that evil and most vain lake of desire. tongues of fire form islands of delusional self worth convince themselves of their large and grand importance isolated and surrounded by a sea of themselves. it burns within the bitter bottle, releasing its stinging vapors upon the breaking of the seal. these humors drift up and into my nostrils, coalesce in my lungs and concentrate into a fiery wind. it burns within my naive soul, desperately needing a new-grateful wind to blow it out and quench its thirst for immensity. despite the irritation I needn't have water, wandering in the desert of myself. to deny myself all the comforts of a good life and to reward myself all the glories of an elevated mind is what is most important; I pinch my fingers to blot out the Sun, hiding that horrible light behind my clasped together fingers. I replace it with a new monument, an idol to the things that have shaped me, given me this gift of silent reflection, to wander in the sands of introspective madness until I come out a prophet or a walking death.
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Dec 2, 2012
Dec 2, 2012 at 9:52 AM UTC
without water and without sleep
a wind blew from within my body and tried to blow out the Sun. it huffed and it puffed but it could not blow that immense house down; that great, vast, fiery idol which stands as a monument to the immensity of the Universe. I have no idea why it wanted the Sun to go out, I just know it is the only way to save myself for we all have our own idols within ourselves, bright and brilliantly conceited flames that just need to be blown out every so often. this flame burns upon the chest of the devil, that evil and most vain lake of desire. tongues of fire form islands of delusional self worth convince themselves of their large and grand importance isolated and surrounded by a sea of themselves. it burns within the bitter bottle, releasing its stinging vapors upon the breaking of the seal. these humors drift up and into my nostrils, coalesce in my lungs and concentrate into a fiery wind. it burns within my naive soul, desperately needing a new-grateful wind to blow it out and quench its thirst for immensity. despite the irritation I needn't have water, wandering in the desert of myself. to deny myself all the comforts of a good life and to reward myself all the glories of an elevated mind is what is most important; I pinch my fingers to blot out the Sun, hiding that horrible light behind my clasped together fingers. I replace it with a new monument, an idol to the things that have shaped me, given me this gift of silent reflection, to wander in the sands of introspective madness until I come out a prophet or a walking death.
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she solidified the mist around my heart, froze its vapors, shattered it, freed me. her quiet green eyes speak loudly the volumes that her voice feared. there is deep longing in that greenness, and when i see it, i return it tenfold-- in praise, lust, our conjoined humors. dreaming of what could be: a night at a lake-- mostly still, stirred only by chirps, ribbits, and croaks in dangerous proximity to our heat. there is a picnic there, under a tree-- evergreen, stable, firm. food, wine, **** peace. her beauty and kindness are now light to me, for me, through me.
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Oct 28, 2023
Oct 28, 2023 at 11:40 AM UTC
distance
Brightness approached when I sprinted towards you- Studies reached its pinnacle when I touched you; Speech was of holistic turns, Yet, Relax, relax were the terms. You were furnished gorgeously, with items to pick Perceiving you, I sat on my chair just to freak: To sense myriad hues of creamy scarlet And the drapes distinguished with it… Flowers of love, books of romance And laid-back lives. Conspicuous memories, silent nights Unobtrusive paradise, hot windy days, Contemplations of life, spicy weeks… Poems, stories and patronage to sense success. Humors of sarcasm, laughs with irony, Were all bestowed by you with treasures of worship… And Me, with all marvels, and encompassing love To be with you and with all you afford Seemingly seamless to be -MY ROOM, You are all for me- Astronomical longings to the final offerings MY ROOM TO ME IS ALLL… Tucked away at the rear side of the stairs, You are just more than a room
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Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
My Room
What will it take to trend? In what way do I need to pretend? To actually be popular again? I write more and more Are my words just a bore? What will it take to get my foot in the door? So go tell me your price Humors me give me advice When will my words suffice? Is it wrong to want fame? Am I the one to blame, For conforming to societies game?
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Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
What does is take to trend?
you invite the cut, you know you do bloodlet come dust off those bad humors that have already won one incision on the inside of inner-thigh, nicely neatly: remedies indecision for a wee bit doesn't it? confirm that silly string and pipe cleaners aren't reeeally your insides lifely! lifely! qualifies your moves in this thing this ****** sadwhirenoughenough you jus Buddha the hurt afterward but emptiness of being always keeps a few of your you's and me's around ricocheting off far unkempt corners like me, the pigeon and you, the squirrel ... look, they've already won, my love; no, they -always- have already won so, plz, don't k? jus don't don't assemble upright-me as your night-n-shiny handle don't fix me la-la opposite his hard gleam his trite inky blah bodkin Brahmin to my Bodhisattva i can't, won't do it anymore, my core torpid Luke Skywalker warm
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
foil
The chickens watch us with their tiny T-Rex eyes, their funny feather hats shaking and pulsing with Heaven only knows. Collecting warm brown eggs from haughty hens is an honor. That’s what Papa says, at least. Papa built these coops himself, I tell all the chickens. He made them because he loves you or maybe just because he wants your eggs. I’m not sure which, I say, but it’s one of those two or both. The silkies are doubtful and pacing and ready to peck me into a bare corn cob, but I’ve got an egg carton to fill and this is the first time I can help because Grandma isn’t home. Papa humors my toe-turns and my untamed joy the way that only Papa can, with squinty jokes and whistle-wheezy laughs. An almost dropped egg here, a yellow yolked yelp there, and my egg carton is full. Papa wears a sunny-side up smile and the chickens don’t mind if we sing.
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Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 11:04 AM UTC
Silkies
. I will not die for you Woman fey of flesh and home, I linger but to see you unfrock The holy, set rogues to roam. Why should I thus be consumed In breath like coldest fire? Shape of rising waterfalls That state, I surely do not desire The downy ******* the runny skin, Spark of cheek, notes of hair in shower, The gliding step, the gusty tone, Fools have died for much less a dower. The lancing pools, the hemlock mien, The highland sheen, the dawn-bird voice, The Safire eye, over step of pyramid Merlin gave Arthur a safer choice. I will not drown for you, Flood of hair, red as the lye In parted Jordan, that sea, not me, Shall pine as ever, slowly dying. Your healing humors, your subtle sovereignty, Your blood, noble as seven-seas are blue, Little mirror who paints the sky, Though nearly, I will not die for you.
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Mar 1, 2017
Mar 1, 2017 at 12:11 PM UTC
I Will Not Die For You
I will not die for you Woman fey of flesh and home, I linger but to see you unfrock The holy, set rogues to roam. Why should I thus be consumed In breath like coldest fire? Shape of rising waterfalls That state, I surely do not desire The downy ******* the runny skin, Spark of cheek, notes of hair in shower, The gliding step, the gusty tone, Fools have died for much less a dower. The lancing pools, the hemlock mien, The highland sheen, the dawn-bird voice, The Safire eye, over step of pyramid Merlin gave Arthur a safer choice. I will not drown for you, Flood of hair, red as the lye In parted Jordan, that sea, not me, Shall pine as ever, slowly dying. Your healing humors, your subtle sovereignty, Your blood, noble as seven-seas are blue, Little mirror who paints the sky, Though nearly, I will not die for you.
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Sep 8, 2013
Sep 8, 2013 at 3:02 PM UTC
I Will Not Die For You
Don't do those little things You always do to me; you know That look, that half-smile, with the closing eyelids The hint of a smirk, the tilt of the head. It's unfair, I've got only eyes and ears Full of you, and you have the whole universe Of well conceived temptations, to lure me in, Open-mouthed fish that I am, to be baited by your sly styles. You offer all the desirable things a woman could lust for, Lust and never be satisfied, forever in the understanding That you surely have other smiles and other poses, for other women In unknown eras, different climates and panoramas. I can only try to hold onto the parts of you I know, Recognize it is futile trying to capture all the invisible things Though doubtless they are all there, Just beneath your fleeting expressions. And you are all sophisticate And I am all trembling schoolgirl Having forgotten the things I once took for granted. Now look at me again, this time with a blank look And let me see it slowly fill in, with the essence of you, So slowly that I can see every year, wrinkle of growth, Every change and sign of maturing, like a tree's rings. I want to know all your weathers, Want to let the rainbow fill up with your humors; The world swell shut or empty out on your whim. I want to be made pregnant Entirely with the incredible idea of you're existing; Because the real ecstasy of knowing you, is one that I can almost- But not quite- touch.
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Sep 27, 2010
Sep 27, 2010 at 9:40 PM UTC
Ecstasy of Knowing
I will not die for you Woman fey of flesh and home, I linger but to see you unfrock The holy, set rogues to roam. Why should I thus be consumed In breath like coldest fire? Shape of rising waterfalls That state, I surely do not desire The downy ******* the runny skin, Spark of cheek, notes of hair in shower, The gliding step, the gusty tone, Fools have died for much less a dower. The lancing pools, the hemlock mien, The highland sheen, the dawn-bird voice, The Safire eye, over step of pyramid Merlin gave Arthur a safer choice. I will not drown for you, Flood of hair, red as the lye In parted Jordan, that sea, not me, Shall pine as ever, slowly dying. Your healing humors, your subtle sovereignty, Your blood, noble as seven-seas are blue, Little mirror who paints the sky, Though nearly, I will not die for you.
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Apr 27, 2013
Apr 27, 2013 at 3:22 PM UTC
I Will Not Die For You