"firewater" poems
An Apathy for Effort
What happened to the world?
What happened to all of the happy people?
Drugs, money, *****
None of the above.
I'll tell you what happened.
People happened to people.
Although, not others and to each other.
People happened to themselves.
Satisfaction became fiction
Men and women lost the grip on their vision.
Not eyesight, but people forgot the initial mission.
The concept of being happy
with what you have got
And worrying less about what you want.
If everyone would just shut up
And see how truly blessed they are,
Perhaps they would see
How truly blissful life can be.
Because what is bliss, but simply
A continuity with the whole.
And not a hole in the wall,
but the make of two halves.
If half the world gave half a hoot
We might experience bliss.
But we all individually feel deserving of more
As if we should get more than what we work for.
Yet NOBODY, is willing to give more
than a lift of a finger to attain.
It's too much of a chore.
We all expect the doors of life
To open to us, like a Walmart Super-center.
Where's the effort?
Where's that fighting spirit?
It's taking a nap with all of the hypocrites.
Those who spend their days feeling
sorry for themselves.
Those who left their aspirations
in a a Mason's jar
High upon the shelves, then claiming ignorance
as to what happened to their dreams, like lost car keys.
They know where they left them.
Hanging on the seams of their memories,
Abandoned when it became too hard
To work to achieve.
It's a sad state of affairs
When a man settles for his second choice of lifestyle.
Simply because his first choice was having an affair
With difficulty. Making it fairly difficult.
What is that man scared of?
Failing? You only TRULY fail if you don't try.
so instead he settles for second best,
While his heart sits idle and cries.
His heart cries:
"WHY?! Why won't you try?"
He is scared to lose,
That's why.
The sad thing is.
It's not as hard as that man thinks.
He simply needs to go out and do it,
and he will know happiness for the rest of his life.
But of course he's now too busy,
******* it all away.
Sipping on his bottle of sorrow drowning firewater,
somewhere when it's 5 o'clock.
As the whiskey burns and numbs his senses,
he attempt to consent himself with his settlement.
Living out his days with his mind and his heart
In constant battle.
Wondering what could have been.
What SHOULD have been...
So I beg of you,
don't choose to be another misfit or mishap.
Be you and always be true.
True to your heart and ideals.
Don't ever be frightened by adversity,
Be EQUALLY adverse.
Do not ever lose your grip on what makes you, YOU.
-Nathan W. Smith
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 12:36 PM UTC
It was wind and wild - sunset on the California coast
we watched the birds seemingly fly backwards
seagulls and brown pelicans
the wind bit my cheeks quite red
barefoot, we sank in the cooling sands
watching the final flash of glassy sun
firewater reflecting on the darkened lands
the sky swallowed the sailing light away
with the half moon askew above the bay.
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 8:02 PM UTC
Flashing c o l o r s, and ongoing music it hits me in the face like a wave of static electricity.
The ecstacy strikes my taste buds like sugar and neuro toxins dancing on my tongue.
The smell is foul of puke and ***** Teens are raving,
while the music is playing. Grinding against one another like a mortar and pestle.
Watching an influenced man try to get with a vulnerable women.
Taking advantage of every drop off alcohol that goes into the women’s veins,
there is no blood left, just firewater.
Intoxicated, lying on the floor, blacked out from all the dope.
She finds herself bare in a bed with a man twice her age.
She wimpers to herself saying “I’ll never drink again.”
As she practices her teetotalism,
at a fast pace she grows weary of blood flowing,
and vision clear. She once was a party girl, but that night has saved the day.
May 13, 2013
May 13, 2013 at 7:47 AM UTC
Clouded formation of inner color control mechanism
System synesthesia pulsing eyes and dull surroundings
Float in gently woven tapestries that make the atmosphere
Dig into a solidified and nullified enigma
Decisions though no comprehension brought to life like a golem
The line that I cross between focused and lost has me open
Smooth and calm status accepted and enjoyed
Fellow interlocutors debate and compare wisdom
Rowdy and open to suggestion, I share freely
Less inclined to anxious thoughts
Like spiders creeping in the dark
Mysterious and unfamiliar persons are simply characters
As I weave a tale after my own interests
Nothing to fear in a world where I am capable
My guests are strewn about
The ruckus scattered and cluttering
Thumping walls of a thought tank desperate
Hydrate-Revive-Rejuvenate
Rebuild by burning like a forest fire
Cycles become me sadly
Nov 13, 2010
Nov 13, 2010 at 5:33 AM UTC
Life won’t wait
An echo from time past
Still haunting in it’s sincerity.
Two steps forward
Rocking backwards
Keep pushing ahead
Can’t stop to breathe
To think
About the desire for just
One
Small
Sip.
The Ambrosia
Delicious firewater,
Replaced by the bitter taste
Of ground beans
Life won’t wait
She doesn’t care if I fail.
Tomorrow is another day
Tomorrow, I might not step back
But tonight
Tonight I seek--
Need to quench that desire.
Dusk is approaching
The sound of revelry rampant
A holiday to drinking passes by
And here I stand
Watching the crowds
My head in my hands
Counting the minutes,
Lying that normalcy
Returns with the dawn
Of just another day in March.
Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 12:46 AM UTC
Flashing c o l o r s, and ongoing music it hits me in the face like a wave of static electricity.
The ecstacy strikes my taste buds like sugar and neuro toxins dancing on my tongue.
The smell is foul of puke and ***** Teens are raving,
while the music is playing. Grinding against one another like a mortar and pestle.
Watching an influenced man try to get with a vulnerable women.
Taking advantage of every drop off alcohol that goes into the women’s veins,
there is no blood left, just firewater.
Dec 5, 2013
Dec 5, 2013 at 7:06 PM UTC
When you are dead I will change the bedsheets.
The sun will shine for five billion more years.
I will still have green eyes when you are dead
And I will drink orange juice.
I will feed the cats.
Then I will drink. My tissues
will swell with firewater.
My memories will self-immolate.
I will ***** brimstone
and my skull
will be filled with sea urchins.
I will have one scrambled
egg sandwich, dripping and
greasy with mayonnaise.
I will read Bukowski and
I will stare at pigeons in the parking lot.
I will wear purple shoes.
I will get a sunburn.
I will sob
face down in the grass
and a small child will walk past
and won't know what to do with me.
I will ride up
and down in an elevator.
I will watch the sun go splat
over this porcupine city and
bury itself in the smog.
I will watch the horizon
breathe up black until it’s night
and I will wonder
how much colder Mars is.
Then I will go home and kick myself for changing the sheets and I will take them from the laundry basket and hug them to my chest because you slept in them.
The next morning, I’ll be gone too.
(Johnny Cash knew).
Aug 24, 2012
Aug 24, 2012 at 1:39 AM UTC
KIndred Spirit!
Posted by Olivia Kent on May 18, 2013 at 9:29amView Blog
Kindred Spirits
His love kissed me,
Amid a glory blaze,
Indigo violet heart storms,
Created by firewater,
In pen's touch.
A pair let loose,
With truest care,
Innocuous and innocent,
Following,
Fire's stormy head,
Heart of innocence,
Sent with wishes for sweetness,
In scented flowers,
Chocolate, sticky toffee melts,
Stored in heart's locked cupboard space,
Evanescent essence of loves' pure lush!
Lashes,
Eyelashes,
Protect sparklers,
Inside smiling eyes,
In tranquil innocent moments,
Behold me,
Desire me!
Sailing through peril on loves turbulent swell,
Full on dreams intentions!
By ladylivvi1
© 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved)
May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 4:38 AM UTC
amazing
in a ******* way is how I can be a genius at being stupid.
All it takes is one wrong word to set me on the war path!
One hit from the pipe or one firewater sip too many,
I can be off scalping writing my name on bare heads.
I am a sparkler lit, at times, that is why I have singed eyebrows.
Wear Goodwill clothes, drink from neighbors faucets.
Walk, most times, where I go, I have gone through
1000 pairs of mocassins in just one year.
I no longer have any desires, to be smart, nor smoke the peace pipe.
I am on a warpath. Wondering where this is leading.
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 9:58 PM UTC
we tint our lips the bleeding red of broken hearts
rouge our cheeks &
scar ourselves with the burnt-black ashes of animal bones
we paint each-others faces with the war-paint of our generation--
adorn our hair with feathers
our hearts with chain metal
and our girlish dreams and expectations with
armor and the arms of one another
because when we wake
the war drums of this night {and our hearts} will be silenced
like the quiet of a strangers house
when the ashes of brilliant fireworks
have settled on tiled roofs
the moans of our prey will be still--
we will wake and creep from their sides
and find each-other in the sleeping battle field
strewn with our enemies
& walk
hand in hand away from the soulless slumbering masses
your lips drip blood of broken promises from the undeserving, of hearts devoured
and mine are singed and cut from the flames a hundred sips of firewater, heated words shouted and glasses thrown
we will wake and walk away
and be pretty girls in sundresses again
Nov 17, 2012
Nov 17, 2012 at 1:48 PM UTC
Your sweet-smelling hair
Satin-smooth and rain-damp
It's the tall, cold, moist wine glass
Cradling the repressed cocktail made up of
Hush-soft lips that melt in my mouth
The fluid tenderness of your tongue
Pillow-cheeks, gentle to clash against
When I'm teasingly nibbling on the cherry garnish
That is your ear, every curve, every dimple
Finished off with a neck
Like a tall tower of Irish cream
Buttery, rich, velvety and extremely intoxicating
Firewater, with a striking & a bitter kind of hangover:
A knowing smile for a secret shared,
And the throbbing pain of reality
When the fantasy finally fades away
Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 7:36 PM UTC
When an Aries meets a scorpio
There are two ways that it can go
They can each take a separate road
Or they can stay there and explode
For one; the deepest darkest water
The other; raging flame
Two powerful antagonists
The greatest in the game
The fire lunges toward the title
The tidal takes a turn
They cannot help but share a smile
As they crash and burn
They recognize the reigning strength
That both are quick to learn
They know just where to place the pain
For victory to be earned
The water aims to suffocate
The fire that evaporates
His effort to manipulate
Her vicious lack to hesitate
Contradictory opposites
Bewildered by desire
Melt into each other's arms
As both begin to tire
The steam is screaming let me in
A stalemate stops the fight
They realize only both can win
This battle here tonight.
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC
Working on the tenacious tendency
To reduce myself and render me ruined
Describing the dictating feelings is dire
Sometimes I wish to go forth and set myself on fire
The firewater was a necessary fuel
For I can only burn from the inside out
The doubt, the drought of positivity
Were kindling enough to ignite the fright
That fear was a mere beginning
The story passed down from generation to generation
Resulting in a confrontation, an activation
Sometimes things must be incinerated
Then it can start again, become educated, bloom
"I hate myself" turned to " let's change thyself"
Laborious toil upon the charred soil
Brought forth the grounds in which to root
They say April showers bring May flowers
Though it's never told how hard it is to conjure up the storm
It takes something from within, the want of a win
Only me, myself and I can decide to arise
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 8:00 PM UTC
Firewater
Inferno raging
Burning up
Fire twisting
Scorching
Torching this palace down
Nothing but ashes remaining
A remnant of a scorned lover
Feb 14, 2010
Feb 14, 2010 at 5:45 AM UTC
Buried in the leaves you dream of
Earth from outer space
Just one spinning marble
Swirling with places
But back to this hologram cloud
With angels guarding the eastward star
You try to mould your sword in that sun
But you’re tied to satellite-chair handlebars
So you ramble on with your firewater
Swinging by the rim of the wheel
Tripping on virtues and vices
The heartless are so much harder to ****
Body’s forming crystals now
Trees laugh as you stumble in a whirl
Then you remember what I said-
Save yourself and save the world
Jun 19, 2012
Jun 19, 2012 at 1:25 PM UTC
The cafe was humming, like a hive of bees,
Twilight painting its brushstrokes, dark blue, on blue,
Cigarette smoke, swirling, like wraiths to the ceiling,
Aromas of espresso and firewater, perfume the air.
A wild-eyed lady enters, screeching, at her husband’s lover,
All eyes turn for distraction, as she drags him home by his hair.
A grizzled, chestnut, bear of a man, sat in the corner,
Commences playing a lilting tune on his harmonica,
Whilst a young cub accompanies, with a rhythmic beat
His knuckles rapping the table, his boots tapping the floor.
And unknown to all there, an elegant lady stands,
Clutching a blood red rose, between her small white hands,
She begins to sing, her voice, soaring high above the music,
Telling us, that you can smell the fragrance of the moon.
And when it rains, Lisbon has such perfume,
Of the promised land, the smell of flowers and the sea.
And how lips carry the perfumes of your smiles,
Young men go wild, over the fragrance of girls
And as the music fades she tosses her curls,
To thunderous claps, and reality intrudes, to
Three wrinkled wise men, arguing over football.
The harlot winks, and men fall to buy her drinks,
A group of wives gesticulate, and throw up their eyes
Now under the blanket of black starlit skies,
As the amber lights of the cafe, warms the lives inside.
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC
we started hot,
like the tequila on your lips
and the stuffy dance floor
you dragged me to.
quick ignition,
under flowing sheets--
bodies of water mingling their seas.
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 4:31 PM UTC
Two becoming one by golden rings,
The man in a suit, and the wife demure
in white.
During the art of making love,
the ardour of man is firewater,
and sweet liquor.
The woman's wistful gaze is aflame
with a wish of vestal silk.
The firewater may chill, and the sweetness
of liquor fade, but the wistful woman's wish
is as lasting as time.
Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 4:10 PM UTC
Each a different sea,
a sea nonetheless.
The one on your side has a warm embrace.
Mine wraps me up in a cold breeze whispering defeat.
Your beach holds sand to ****** your feet into,
leaving a lasting impression of your skin against its grains.
Mine is a bed of rocks.
Which shoot up cold shivers against my spine that no longer tell lies.
Your bed is soft, lace-wrapped,
skin peaking through.
Mine are cold sheets,
tie me down against an empty mattress.
One solace is firewater that promises softer sleep,
a diluted reality,
and memories miles away.
Long fingers,
cold skin.
Daydreaming of sheathing your sword in my warm ribs.
Rough night, sweat drenched with teeth awaiting a taste.
Bubble-wrapped I wonder if there is a chance.
Tiptoe and steal one last piece of vivaciousness.
Breathe in, smell relief.
Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 10:00 PM UTC
Upon an oak
boat
I float on the sea
like a petal
swilling down
sun-kissed liquor
the gentle waves
rocking the boat
cleaning my
hanging feet
the kind winds
so cooling
The fingers of
light caress me
seemingly flirting
with my skin
The skies dawn
into a shade of blue
bright, clear and true
With closed eyes
I hear the whispers
of the sea's secrets
as my oak and I
wash up on shore
my feet meet the
sand first and then
my buttocks
the water strokes the
stones and the
belly of the oak
crashing back to make
sand angels with
the firewater in hand
I sigh close my
eyes and open my
mind to the magic
that is under the
golden sun
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 3:18 PM UTC
*Digging a hole to
create a pond for -
beauty and amusement
Digging a hole to cement
a footing for a museum of -
Randolph's trinkets and -
books
Digging a foxhole to battle
the government
A hole to house my remains
A hole to constrain the flames -
of a pyre filled with treatises of capitalism -
and democracy turned demonic
A hole to conceal firewater and
other 'medicinal tonics'
Digging a hole just to pass the day
A hole growing deeper in every way* ...
Feb 3, 2018
Feb 3, 2018 at 9:02 PM UTC
I sit and wait
For very little in return
So tonight,I'll set myself alight
And watch myself burn
I plan to party so **** hard
That my memories will turn to ash
I can drift further from this
And closer to the ****
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 11:45 AM UTC
Four days were spent in that forsaken forest.
Free will handed over to the whims of malignant melodies.
We tromped through copses of camping tents
searching, I think, for something left behind
amid the hanging haze of dragon's breath and firewater.
We waded through the crowd of **** grinning hipsters;
smuggled ourselves to a safe zone and set down the sleeping mat
where we did anything but.
The days burned quick and hot like the cigarettes we smoked.
We slept through the thunderstorms that rolled across the mountaintops,
drowning us in our dreams.
Somewhere down the path, we realized we were connected,
two strands of the same length of rope, braided to make one;
we would save lives, or hang, together.
Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 9:06 PM UTC