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A man who: Takes pictures of himself Everyday Won’t have the time for you A man who: Leaves love notes on Napkins Underneath your coffee cup Will love you when You have nothing A man who: Declares he’s a great father For all to see Really Truly Isn’t A man who: Tells his children Over the phone Next to their bed Kisses them good night Where no one can see or hear Truly is A decent man A man who: Doesn’t make promises But shows over Time His worth His character Is someone to know A man who: Makes mistakes But tries his damndest To make amends May not see Eye to eye With all But Respects the process Of understanding Each other A man who: Writes poetry anonymously Posts it for the world to See Is an enigma
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Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 11:00 AM UTC
Men
That cowgirl won’t go Won’t ride Won’t die Sittin’ on the pisspot in a one horse town Salient sista, she sees them cowpokes And they do their damndest to draw her attention Oh, she’s seen chairs thrown, barfights break out And the piano man run away Sometimes they shoot the others down All for the chance to pay two dollars To lay with the only cowgirl in town She’s the Queen Sheba of the saloon girls **** loose and fast Motherly and tender, it’s all for the askin Sanctified or sinister, that cowgirl won’t go Won’t ride Won’t die I asked her to marry me Many times before She laughed and said, “Honey, you can’t have me.” In my naïveté I thought I could change her wayward ways Domesticate her like I’d break a young filly All the thoughts of getting off the trail, building a house, Settling down and starting a family. But that cowgirl won’t go Won’t ride Won’t die
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Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 5:37 PM UTC
Cowgirl
I can't have it and you can't have it and we won't get it so don't bet on it or even think about it just get out of bed each morning wash shave clothe yourself and go out into it because outside of that all that's left is suicide and madness so you just can't expect too much you can't even expect so what you do is work from a modest minimal base like when you walk outside be glad your car might possibly be there and if it is- that the tires aren't flat then you get in and if it starts--you start. and it's the damndest movie you've ever seen because you're in it-- low budget and 4 billion critics and the longest run you ever hope for is one day.
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Show Biz
The two of us staring At the stars in the sky Making wishes on comets And things that fly by What will we be like? Where will we live? We will we both be successful? Will we both take or give? Questions unanswered Questions not asked Some are worth knowing Some left in the past Go in with eyes open Your life will be grand Just give it your damndest And go lead the band In the back of the pickup My girlfriend and me Make dreams upon stardust At a quarter to three We're out in the cornfield In my old chevy truck Planning out lifes direction On a stroke of good luck Questions unanswered Questions not asked Some are worth knowing Some left in the past Go in with eyes open Your life will be grand Just give it your damndest And go lead the band It may be a spaceship That's come down from afar Or we may be there wishing On some shooting star Our future is waiting There'll be tough times ahead Meeting those expectations We made in that truck bed Questions unanswered Questions not asked Some are worth knowing Some left in the past Go in with eyes open Your life will be grand Just give it your damndest And go lead the band.
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Aug 29, 2012
Aug 29, 2012 at 6:55 PM UTC
Wish upon a star
(I hate poets. They annoy me deeply.) I. There are the balladeers, Working in service of their inner Service, (Though, despite the seeming impossibility, Their hackneyed verse is even worse) Creating tortuous rhyme Which slows down labyrinthine narratives Ending up in some deus ex machine So implausible that it would make Euripides blush (Most often courtesy of some unforeseen projectile Or sudden viral contagion; Would that their creators meet such a fate!) II. I come not to praise the so-called sonneteers, But to bury them. They are an earnest lot, (Lord knows that they are earnest) And they will make their fourteen lines rhyme (Though sometimes the rhyme scheme screams for mercy) And hang the cost. Though their narratives are head-scratching things, And their iambs proceed with the steadiness Of a nonagenarian church pianist Doing her damndest to fight the wedding march to a draw, They are content, nay, proud of their work Because babble rhymes with Scrabble (Though they are not particularly proficient with the latter, They have the former down to an art.) III. Let us not forget the Buk-zombies, Those apostles of aphorism, Most of whom speak of their departed deity As if he were an old drinking buddy (Never mind that most of them were two or three Or perhaps not even a bad idea In the back seat of some mom’s Buick When he exited this mortal plane, stage left, even.) One’s mind is boggled whilst considering The expanse of the bar required to accommodate Everyone who would like to (Or worse, have claimed to) Buy old Charlie a beer, not that he’d stand for a round. They are a sullen horde, this lot, Best dealt with by aiming for the base of the skull. IV. Ah, the confessionals, Lord have mercy upon their souls (For they shall have none upon ours.) They feel so many things so deeply As such things have never been felt before (They have not read their Sexton, their Snodgrass, Their Lowell, their Pl--well, no, They have all read their Plath.) It is, from the moment they arise in the morning Until such time they set aside their fears and let sleep take them, All too much for them, And they bravely face the days Until such time they care bear to take action And fling themselves from some convenient precipice. We should, as a service to them and ourselves, Ensure the soles of their shoes Are sufficiently worn and slippery. (I hate poets. They annoy me deeply.)
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Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 11:22 AM UTC
Poets (A Hate Song)
(I hate poets. They annoy me deeply.) I. There are the balladeers, Working in service of their inner Service, (Though, despite the seeming impossibility, Their hackneyed verse is even worse) Creating tortuous rhyme Which slows down labyrinthine narratives Ending up in some deus ex machine So implausible that it would make Euripides blush (Most often courtesy of some unforeseen projectile Or sudden viral contagion; Would that their creators meet such a fate!) II. I come not to praise the so-called sonneteers, But to bury them. They are an earnest lot, (Lord knows that they are earnest) And they will make their fourteen lines rhyme (Though sometimes the rhyme scheme screams for mercy) And hang the cost. Though their narratives are head-scratching things, And their iambs proceed with the steadiness Of a nonagenarian church pianist Doing her damndest to fight the wedding march to a draw, They are content, nay, proud of their work Because babble rhymes with Scrabble (Though they are not particularly proficient with the latter, They have the former down to an art.) III. Let us not forget the Buk-zombies, Those apostles of aphorism, Most of whom speak of their departed deity As if he were an old drinking buddy (Never mind that most of them were two or three Or perhaps not even a bad idea In the back seat of some mom’s Buick When he exited this mortal plane, stage left, even.) One’s mind is boggled whilst considering The expanse of the bar required to accommodate Everyone who would like to (Or worse, have claimed to) Buy old Charlie a beer, not that he’d stand for a round. They are a sullen horde, this lot, Best dealt with by aiming for the base of the skull. IV. Ah, the confessionals, Lord have mercy upon their souls (For they shall have none upon ours.) They feel so many things so deeply As such things have never been felt before (They have not read their Sexton, their Snodgrass, Their Lowell, their Pl--well, no, They have all read their Plath.) It is, from the moment they arise in the morning Until such time they set aside their fears and let sleep take them, All too much for them, And they bravely face the days Until such time they care bear to take action And fling themselves from some convenient precipice. We should, as a service to them and ourselves, Ensure the soles of their shoes Are sufficiently worn and slippery. (I hate poets. They annoy me deeply.)
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It’s the damndest thing when attentions focused on one thing beget the focus of another Like the rooster crowing the sunlight in the cold, ungrateful weather, My eyes scan the ups and downs of those digital stand-ins for those I’ve known Seeing mistakes, my own and in others, Seeing perfection, in other’s imperfect successes, wantonly rubbed in my eyes As I springboard from the travails of those with whom I may never vocalize my adoration I drop out of the air of a life far from mine, I see mention of a passed on spirit Who I truly adored, no digital fakery of half-true fables necessary to express my love for the ideals implanted in me by such a tongue so supplicant to the truths in that vast ether where I used to swim in the light, never thinking of the dark climes below. What choice do I have on an accidental evening like tonight? I no longer can mask disinterest for other’s soaring narratives when my true care has been discovered, been pried away from that dark corner of the airborne pool so ethereal. My care, my pride have been torn asunder, by a mere errant glance on a mere sideways mention Of a massive, earthly idol, who, if only for a stanza of years held my full gaze with hopeful smiles and ecstatic promise for bright futures now gone into grey pastures. I lay here an imposter in authentic skin if only for the sight of words on screens, with scant meaning in between.
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Aug 23, 2012
Aug 23, 2012 at 4:54 PM UTC
Mrs. J, What Can I Say?
Not sure if you’ve ever heard of Phineas Gage, but he was a railroad man somewhere in Vermont and one day he accidentally blew a ******* iron rod through his ******* think-box and here’s the kicker: He ******* lived. Now, this big metal cylinder, on its flight path, carved a cavern in Gage’s cerebrum, more specifically through his frontal lobe and when the bleeding finally stopped and they got his left eye all sewn shut he told the first person he saw, probably a loved one crowded around his filthy hospital bed to kindly **** Off and Die. He got out of that hospital bed, eventually, and when he did, he tried his damndest to go back to work but he just couldn’t. What’s more his friends said he just wasn’t Gage any more. His personality had changed. He didn’t give a **** about the sunset anymore. He liked his coffee black and his pancakes dry. Which is strange because beforehand he didn’t drink any coffee and he didn’t like pancakes much neither. He also became quite the drinker, which is funny considering he hadn’t had a drop of alcohol in his life before then. You see I always thought that personality was something you couldn’t touch. That it was some grand unifying evidence of the existence of the human soul. But here’s Gage, who just so happens to take a pole to the dome and suddenly he’s just not Gage. So maybe it’s true that we’re all just machines and you can pull a man’s favorite color or his taste in music or his eating habits out of his head and set them on a sterile tray right in front of him. That makes sense. But everything in me still wants to believe.
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Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 2:35 PM UTC
Phineas Gage
Not sure if you’ve ever heard of Phineas Gage, but he was a railroad man somewhere in Vermont and one day he accidentally blew a ******* iron rod through his ******* think-box and here’s the kicker: He ******* lived. Now, this big metal cylinder, on its flight path, carved a cavern in Gage’s cerebrum, more specifically through his frontal lobe and when the bleeding finally stopped and they got his left eye all sewn shut he told the first person he saw, probably a loved one crowded around his filthy hospital bed to kindly **** Off and Die. He got out of that hospital bed, eventually, and when he did, he tried his damndest to go back to work but he just couldn’t. What’s more his friends said he just wasn’t Gage any more. His personality had changed. He didn’t give a **** about the sunset anymore. He liked his coffee black and his pancakes dry. Which is strange because beforehand he didn’t drink any coffee and he didn’t like pancakes much neither. He also became quite the drinker, which is funny considering he hadn’t had a drop of alcohol in his life before then. You see I always thought that personality was something you couldn’t touch. That it was some grand unifying evidence of the existence of the human soul. But here’s Gage, who just so happens to take a pole to the dome and suddenly he’s just not Gage. So maybe it’s true that we’re all just machines and you can pull a man’s favorite color or his taste in music or his eating habits out of his head and set them on a sterile tray right in front of him. That makes sense. But everything in me still wants to believe.
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Buttercups running aloof in mi cluttered mind of discomfort Leaflets flapping as the world turns mournfully on its side Turnstiles of my life flipping through the pages of time and all i can see is misery Flowers cresting in the space they’re allowed hoping for the light the rain... the time- Memories wafting by the impulse of wind billowing, bellowing the new season begins yet all i can see is the scenery of despair Tormented tides slapping upside mi head drowning mi tears as if i were dead Wandering dreams of days future past i’m trying mi damndest to make mi life l...a...s...t... But all i can see is languishing fear ******** and moaning not seeing the light
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Aug 20, 2010
Aug 20, 2010 at 3:50 AM UTC
******** and Moaning or (Seeing the Light)
My emotions towards you are aquatic. They drip, slip, pulse and flow to the path of most resistance. Subtle beauties stealthily scrapes my fear built walls to sudden stops. These firing synapses, so intense that post spinal separation I feel as if I have woke from a dream, fallen from the beautiful skeleton winged bird carrying me. The years I have spent hidden from eye’s view were attempts at thwarting toothy rejections. Hidden, you wouldn’t notice me cautiously juggling salacious seven faces. You see, if I were to over commit past the “we” to the “us”, my fine, out of tune Life of Possibilities would rattle down, fracture shut. In a positive way of course! I fear that if I gave you my crumbled, humbled heart you would leave it somewhere, somewhere that the ravenous street sweeper sharks might get their carnivore fins on it. You knew all of this already, placing us back at level 1. I tried my damndest, you can hardly see. Sorry my dear, this is the best my poems can do.
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Sep 15, 2012
Sep 15, 2012 at 6:41 PM UTC
Honestly: A Fabrication in Six Tercets
Oh, to sail upon the sea. To brave that which so scares me, To leave land and life behind, To sever those ties that bind. To experiance all those amazing places that I so want to SEE! That will be something that will forever impact me. But oh, Can it happen? I don't know! I'm really sick in my body, Even though I have never said, It is true that at times I, Who so loves life, And beauty. Have wished to be dead. Sometimes it is hard to continue on, But I CAN be strong. Because I want to experiance those places, To see, The world, The tropics, Those places, That make me hope and dream, The sea and its steams, There is so much to see! Dear God, My lord, heal me, Let me be healthy, So that I can live my dreams, And photograph, And experiance, All that is in my heart, All that is me. I want to feel hot white sand beneath my feat, To stand underneath the Saharan sun, to feel that great heat, To Stand upon Rapau Nui, To FEEL that island beat, I want to gaze upon the pyramids, That are ages old, To gaze upon greek statues of Zeus, Marble and Gold. To see forests, Forever untouched by man, To visit places, Unique upon all the lands. Seattle is my home, From Father Mountains, And Mother sea, But I want to see those places that I always dream of. Lord, God, Let me be free, Let me healthy. Or, To hell with that, Let me, Be, Tenacious enough, To do what I dream of, Anyway, Good God, Just let my spirit soar, Let me see, Let me Photograph, Just, LET ME BE FREE, Just let me open my eyes to beauty, and let me see. (with camera in hand) Long I stand, Healthy or not, Let it be known, Life's, God's, Gaea's, Great beauty, I have sought. Gone on too long, This poem has rambled. Dear lord, Let me, See. At the end of my days, Be it months or years, Let me see those mountains, Seas, Shores and streams, Let me see those places, that constantly show up, That shine through my dreams. Let me see, With camera in hand. Sick or healthy. Every part of me, Will do my damndest, to fight, To take pictures, and to stand, Upon those shores, sands and streams, that beckon me, through my dreams.
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Sep 7, 2012
Sep 7, 2012 at 12:28 AM UTC
Buckets.
Oh, to sail upon the sea. To brave that which so scares me, To leave land and life behind, To sever those ties that bind. To experiance all those amazing places that I so want to SEE! That will be something that will forever impact me. But oh, Can it happen? I don't know! I'm really sick in my body, Even though I have never said, It is true that at times I, Who so loves life, And beauty. Have wished to be dead. Sometimes it is hard to continue on, But I CAN be strong. Because I want to experiance those places, To see, The world, The tropics, Those places, That make me hope and dream, The sea and its steams, There is so much to see! Dear God, My lord, heal me, Let me be healthy, So that I can live my dreams, And photograph, And experiance, All that is in my heart, All that is me. I want to feel hot white sand beneath my feat, To stand underneath the Saharan sun, to feel that great heat, To Stand upon Rapau Nui, To FEEL that island beat, I want to gaze upon the pyramids, That are ages old, To gaze upon greek statues of Zeus, Marble and Gold. To see forests, Forever untouched by man, To visit places, Unique upon all the lands. Seattle is my home, From Father Mountains, And Mother sea, But I want to see those places that I always dream of. Lord, God, Let me be free, Let me healthy. Or, To hell with that, Let me, Be, Tenacious enough, To do what I dream of, Anyway, Good God, Just let my spirit soar, Let me see, Let me Photograph, Just, LET ME BE FREE, Just let me open my eyes to beauty, and let me see. (with camera in hand) Long I stand, Healthy or not, Let it be known, Life's, God's, Gaea's, Great beauty, I have sought. Gone on too long, This poem has rambled. Dear lord, Let me, See. At the end of my days, Be it months or years, Let me see those mountains, Seas, Shores and streams, Let me see those places, that constantly show up, That shine through my dreams. Let me see, With camera in hand. Sick or healthy. Every part of me, Will do my damndest, to fight, To take pictures, and to stand, Upon those shores, sands and streams, that beckon me, through my dreams.
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the way that your hands fit into your pockets makes it seem like you've got secrets hiding in the creases of your palms i wanna unravel your white-knuckled fists and read the braille of your fingertps aloud to a crowd of strangers let me type my philosophies out along the margin of your spine in morse code i'm the best story i've ever told i can hear the strength in your voice flex when you laugh something about that giggle of yours could iron the wrinkled mountains down and lie them flat on their backs along the hem of the sea i'm uncertain if your eyes are blue or if they're grey either way i have to try my damndest not to climb inside and hide tuck myself behind your irises and watch the gulls go by from that distant shore the thought brings me terror i've had so many nightmares of being crushed by the ocean's mighty limbs lost forever broken at the bottom of a beautiful abyss i wake unsure that i was even sleeping        ...i found you on the dock whistling sailor tunes i'm doomed
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Jan 31, 2013
Jan 31, 2013 at 12:24 AM UTC
flipping coins and tossing waves.
The grass is always greener As far as you can see but you always sit there whining Why him and why not me? A better job a better life A better house and car You know just what you have to do If you're gonna get that far If you want to make an omlette You have to break an egg or two You have to work to earn it Not just sit there feeling blue Nothing is a given You rarely move on up by chance You've got to get a handhold Go grab life by the pants Just sitting waiting idly Never gets the job done well You can not sit and listen You have to ring that bell If you want to make an omlette You have to break an egg or two You have to work to earn it Not just sit there feeling blue One who sits and wonders Why someone else gets all the fame Has never tried to leave the bench And get into the game Stay hungry, do your damndest Do not strive for second place But, if you don't move at the starters gun You're not even in the race If you want to make an omlette You have to break an egg or two You have to work to earn it Not just sit there feeling blue
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Aug 28, 2012
Aug 28, 2012 at 4:05 PM UTC
Do something!!!
I TORE UP YOUR SMILE IN THE FRAME BY THE BED TORE UP THE LOVE LETTERS THAT I READ AND RE-READ JOINED THE FUN AT A BAR WHERE THEY POUR A GOOD BLEND BUT YOUR SWEET MEMORY JUST TORE ME UP AGAIN CHORUS I LAY WIDE AWAKE COUNTING TEN THOUSAND SHEEP CUZ IF I CLOSED MY EYES YOU'D WALK IN MY SLEEP I POUR DANIELS AND DICKEL BUT MY SOLDIERS CAN'T WIN YOUR SWEET MEMORY JUST TEARS ME UP AGAIN MY PSYCHIATRIST TOLD ME SON, WHEN YOU'RE ALL THIS BENT CALL UP AN OLD GIRLFRIEND WITH A HEAVENLY SCENT WELL, HER LIPS DID HER DAMNDEST TO HELP AN OLD FRIEND BUT YOUR SWEET MEMORY JUST TORE ME UP AGAIN CHORUS                           Bridge:  I emptied your closet                           But you still made your mark                           Cause your ghost won't be leaving                           Till you tear out my heart..... CHORUS
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Sep 10, 2012
Sep 10, 2012 at 4:39 PM UTC
Your Sweet Memory Just Tore Me Up Again
there's usually a sense of "hey this is what i do, this is what has happened to me, because of me, in spite of me", etc. for most for me, comfort zone can be a major issue. So, i'm new here...or sometimes it's, "yes, i am". struggle can be keeping it together other times it's getting it out. most of the time it's making it up as i go along. other times it's repeating what i've previously made up. not in a nonfactual or lying sense, necessarily. not in a laying sense, necessarily. duality divides me though it's more of a choice, i suppose. sometimes cynic, other times scenic. mostly both. So, i'm new here...about 2 hrs. or 31 years. or for an immeasurable blink of thought...i'm new here in the speed of ligh-deas. there was 9 of us growing, 11 with my parents. now their is 8 of us still growing at the same individual rate and 1, i believe, expanding beyond what i am currently able to connect to. i miss it all, including the possibility of never knowing in the end. my parents still growing. the seeds of my own, blooming like rain drops turned snow ***** aimed at the desert floor. crashing with laughter, imposing their spirit and sky-packed piercing frost to the desolate detail that awaits the on-coming wave of a background made of mushroom clouds. so, since i'm new here i can be blatant in, yes IN, the surface and a bit more cryptic in the subtext. it helps to **** out the weeds...at times me being the **** like a self-aware filing cabinet, collecting dust, holding on to perceived archaic attractions like faded paper, record players and the sound of giant stones sliding across one another. the option of a lock. the reality of a handle. is there ever such a thing as "rambling"? who defines compromise? is peace and non-violence the only thing worth dieing for? do we only act when given the promise of reward? blah blah blah. i genuinely ask these ?s but it's hard to stay unpretentious when you're talking about yourself so much...but hey, i'm new here and i'm trying my damndest to not give a **** however i am writing this to share. perspective. take it...leave it...put it in to...pull it out of. awaken. sleep. and awaken. so please and thank you. and welcome.
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Jun 17, 2010
Jun 17, 2010 at 1:18 PM UTC
So, I'm New Here...
there's usually a sense of "hey this is what i do, this is what has happened to me, because of me, in spite of me", etc. for most for me, comfort zone can be a major issue. So, i'm new here...or sometimes it's, "yes, i am". struggle can be keeping it together other times it's getting it out. most of the time it's making it up as i go along. other times it's repeating what i've previously made up. not in a nonfactual or lying sense, necessarily. not in a laying sense, necessarily. duality divides me though it's more of a choice, i suppose. sometimes cynic, other times scenic. mostly both. So, i'm new here...about 2 hrs. or 31 years. or for an immeasurable blink of thought...i'm new here in the speed of ligh-deas. there was 9 of us growing, 11 with my parents. now their is 8 of us still growing at the same individual rate and 1, i believe, expanding beyond what i am currently able to connect to. i miss it all, including the possibility of never knowing in the end. my parents still growing. the seeds of my own, blooming like rain drops turned snow ***** aimed at the desert floor. crashing with laughter, imposing their spirit and sky-packed piercing frost to the desolate detail that awaits the on-coming wave of a background made of mushroom clouds. so, since i'm new here i can be blatant in, yes IN, the surface and a bit more cryptic in the subtext. it helps to **** out the weeds...at times me being the **** like a self-aware filing cabinet, collecting dust, holding on to perceived archaic attractions like faded paper, record players and the sound of giant stones sliding across one another. the option of a lock. the reality of a handle. is there ever such a thing as "rambling"? who defines compromise? is peace and non-violence the only thing worth dieing for? do we only act when given the promise of reward? blah blah blah. i genuinely ask these ?s but it's hard to stay unpretentious when you're talking about yourself so much...but hey, i'm new here and i'm trying my damndest to not give a **** however i am writing this to share. perspective. take it...leave it...put it in to...pull it out of. awaken. sleep. and awaken. so please and thank you. and welcome.
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I'm not her. Don't tell me that's not what you want me to be. Even if it's true, I still see things in your eyes For a moment, strange and wistful Years younger Then, brightly pain-filled Once you're reminded of this here-and-now land Where I, as you know me Am the one you hold in your arms And try your damndest to love. I'm not her And that is something I'm trying not only to accept But embrace. If that's something you can't do Well, -- Stop embracing me.
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Feb 15, 2019
Feb 15, 2019 at 11:30 PM UTC
not her.
To the girl sitting at the bar - surrounded by bodies, but you're still alone - please see the beauty they'll see before they ever ask for your name. Your smile is addictive like this liquid courage that frees our inhibitions, and lets a rat sing poetry to a hummingbird. They don't care, but I'm sure that you don't either. But a face that pretty with eyes as clear as your gin and tonic, and their intentions, does not deserve the ol' college Walk of Shame. The damndest thing is that at the end of the night, all you want is for someone to notice you, to treat you like how the music makes you feel. I would buy a drink and your time, I would point out the way you grab your earlobe when you feel isolated But this game wasn't meant for me, and I've heard that you want a player. Sweetheart, they all notice you. The more you wear, the less approachable you are. So I ask: Please see what they'll see before they ever know your name.
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Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 1:25 PM UTC
Liquid Courage
I'll be the first to give you what nobody gave me I do my damndest to love you, but only one love can save me and the same is true of you I want to look like that I'll be the first to run as hard as I can even after the fact II'll let you walk on me even if it means I cannot breathe I'm loving you better than I can even love me And i fear that that will have to change No I'm not selfless, at least not too long because soon i look up from down and i'm too far gone I've been told i can't live like this, Can't love like this that it would run anybody into the ground You've told me that the only way i could even begin to love you is to have silence right now so i swallow my heart, choke it back down to my chest I will be silent, you will have your rest I will not make a sound but i will not bow, to foolish ideas that i never loved you then, and that i do not love you now I've believed I gotta give up  my soul to gain it I am as broken or more than the faces i've painted Can't pretend any longer that self hate is sacred I would have swallowed the truth sooner if i liked how it tasted so i am noticing here that there has to be a balance the truth must lie somewhere in the middle and i will have it if i have got to pull out all my teeth I will rip my tongue out if that is what it tastes like to gain the privilege of speech
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Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 2:55 AM UTC
I'll rip my tongue out if that is what it takes to gain the privilege of speech
Why? Why should I? They say “get over it” It’s as if they accuse me Of being the ******* Of being the master Of being the racist Of killing my past And trying To **** my mind What did I do To deserve this? They must want something But what? I’m trying But 40 acres and a mule Doesn’t help a lynched man A janitor’s job Doesn’t help find my roots A nice salary Isn’t wealth I’m supposed to love our country I’m supposed to be grateful For what? Why don’t you explain it to me Because I DON’T GET IT Do you? Please If I’m wrong Show me It took Just a bit of complaining To defeat Bull Connor It took Just a bit of complaining To defeat Jim Crow But now they say “Get over it” That’s the damndest thing “Get over it” Get over what? Slavery? Lynching? Being called a monkey? Being called a ****** Being sent to war But also to the back of the bus? “Get over it” Why don’t you explain how you do that? What have you gotten over? I see lots of folks on TV With their problems How they’ve been abused But they are cheered for their courage They get to sell books I’m scorned for having the nerve To bring it up Are you afraid Of what I want? Money? Retribution? Revenge? Should I forget all that For what? Because I was freed? Should I be happy? Because you allowed me to become A human being? Because I can eat With you? Because I can ride Next to you? Because you gave What you had All along? How do they say it? Inalienable rights Granted by God Or by you? I know you are frustrated With me Because after killing me And then allowing me to live I’m still mad I know how to forgive And I'm trying to forget Even though I'm not sure I should But how do I forgive Tomorrow's slap? Am I Jesus? I know what he said But my cheeks hurt so much They are bleeding I'm trying so hard But still I have to get over it Why? Because I wasn’t a slave? Those people are dead anyway Right? And you didn’t enslave them Right? So you and I are square Is that it? So why am I complaining? Why won’t my mind heal? Why won’t I just get a job? Why won’t I just be quiet? Why? Are you blaming me? I was inferior then Now I’m ungrateful I guess I don’t get it Maybe you do Please explain it to me I’m all ears
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Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 9:36 PM UTC
Should They Get Over It?
Why? Why should I? They say “get over it” It’s as if they accuse me Of being the ******* Of being the master Of being the racist Of killing my past And trying To **** my mind What did I do To deserve this? They must want something But what? I’m trying But 40 acres and a mule Doesn’t help a lynched man A janitor’s job Doesn’t help find my roots A nice salary Isn’t wealth I’m supposed to love our country I’m supposed to be grateful For what? Why don’t you explain it to me Because I DON’T GET IT Do you? Please If I’m wrong Show me It took Just a bit of complaining To defeat Bull Connor It took Just a bit of complaining To defeat Jim Crow But now they say “Get over it” That’s the damndest thing “Get over it” Get over what? Slavery? Lynching? Being called a monkey? Being called a ****** Being sent to war But also to the back of the bus? “Get over it” Why don’t you explain how you do that? What have you gotten over? I see lots of folks on TV With their problems How they’ve been abused But they are cheered for their courage They get to sell books I’m scorned for having the nerve To bring it up Are you afraid Of what I want? Money? Retribution? Revenge? Should I forget all that For what? Because I was freed? Should I be happy? Because you allowed me to become A human being? Because I can eat With you? Because I can ride Next to you? Because you gave What you had All along? How do they say it? Inalienable rights Granted by God Or by you? I know you are frustrated With me Because after killing me And then allowing me to live I’m still mad I know how to forgive And I'm trying to forget Even though I'm not sure I should But how do I forgive Tomorrow's slap? Am I Jesus? I know what he said But my cheeks hurt so much They are bleeding I'm trying so hard But still I have to get over it Why? Because I wasn’t a slave? Those people are dead anyway Right? And you didn’t enslave them Right? So you and I are square Is that it? So why am I complaining? Why won’t my mind heal? Why won’t I just get a job? Why won’t I just be quiet? Why? Are you blaming me? I was inferior then Now I’m ungrateful I guess I don’t get it Maybe you do Please explain it to me I’m all ears
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..1. . the fool remakes himself into a bard and no one laughs when he says this out loud because a crying fool brings only melancholy and misery and as for the bard? well, the bard feels foolish about so many things the question still stands begging for an answer if loving you was one of those foolish things still, the bard would like to think he understands what falling in love is like if only from an artistic standpoint like the poet to the muse after all, hearts can’t be reasoned with and this bard has made quite a career out of being maudlin welcomes fits of melancholy with open arms knowing that a good ballad a misguided declaration of love is impossible to write without have a good cry while doing it 2. and sometimes there is so much hurt in those tears that if feels like anger but the bard does not know who it is directed at and does that really matter? for, while the anger of a poet runs deeper than blood and bone the love of a poet is an infinite thing maybe not a thing to say aloud though, what is a bard without the sweetness of his voice? fingers tenderly plucking at his own heartstrings pulled taut again and again nothing as poetic as that will eventually break even if the bard tries his damndest to shatter knuckles against his growing loneliness because, sometimes, the truth is saying that you’ve made him cry and meaning it when he confesses to missing being no more than a fool what does a fool know of love? of heartbreak of empty bottles and emptier promises the fool knows nothing at all and the bard would like that back, so tired of collecting the coins made from making a broken heart sound like such a beautiful thing
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Jun 22, 2020
Jun 22, 2020 at 2:47 AM UTC
the fool and the bard, parts 1&2
..1. . the fool remakes himself into a bard and no one laughs when he says this out loud because a crying fool brings only melancholy and misery and as for the bard? well, the bard feels foolish about so many things the question still stands begging for an answer if loving you was one of those foolish things still, the bard would like to think he understands what falling in love is like if only from an artistic standpoint like the poet to the muse after all, hearts can’t be reasoned with and this bard has made quite a career out of being maudlin welcomes fits of melancholy with open arms knowing that a good ballad a misguided declaration of love is impossible to write without have a good cry while doing it 2. and sometimes there is so much hurt in those tears that if feels like anger but the bard does not know who it is directed at and does that really matter? for, while the anger of a poet runs deeper than blood and bone the love of a poet is an infinite thing maybe not a thing to say aloud though, what is a bard without the sweetness of his voice? fingers tenderly plucking at his own heartstrings pulled taut again and again nothing as poetic as that will eventually break even if the bard tries his damndest to shatter knuckles against his growing loneliness because, sometimes, the truth is saying that you’ve made him cry and meaning it when he confesses to missing being no more than a fool what does a fool know of love? of heartbreak of empty bottles and emptier promises the fool knows nothing at all and the bard would like that back, so tired of collecting the coins made from making a broken heart sound like such a beautiful thing
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This is for the times You don't know how to feel. The times you hurt And there's no reason why. The days you try your Damndest but go Nowhere. H. A. L. T. H ungry A ngry L onely T ired If you're feeling this way, W. R. I .T. E. W orking R elease I nspired T hrough E nlightenment Writing about your problems, Gives you a mirror to look into. And... R. E. A. D. R ealizing E veryone's A ngst D estroys! Some may have problems Worse than yours. Help them. Thank you. ♡ Catherine
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May 28, 2017
May 28, 2017 at 12:02 AM UTC
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i am so close to hitting rock bottom i can feel pebbles brushing my toes.. i'm trying my damndest to swim up, before anyone knows.. and yet its easier to stay, and easier to drown.. its harder to paddle your way to the surface when you're the the one dragging yourself down.
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Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
yup
They say with time, comes grace But I was born graceless And the hourglass only reaffirms That nothing, no one, will change that now I saw your light dissipate Fade out into the void of nothingness I tried my damndest to keep it flickering For as long as my unsteady heart could   I have grown weary, battered by the war I've waged against gravity for years But it looks like I have finally won As I watch you drift further from the ground Your light was a beacon to these brown eyes I followed it like a second Northern star They say the valiant don't stowaway in lost bliss But I've never claimed to be the valiant sort
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Oct 25, 2016
Oct 25, 2016 at 3:39 PM UTC
With Time, Comes Grace (Beacon to Brown Eyes)
Sinatra did it his way, you did yours, and I did mine And although we're not all famous, I think we turned out fine We've lived a life of honour, one of which we can be proud And although we aren't world beaters, you'll never lose us in a crowd We've made mistakes and we have learned the things we need to do At least I have, and as for you I hope that statement's true We have regrets of things we've done and people that we've met But, still I think we're stronger from the lessons that we get From doing what we're doing and being who we are It's got us all to this point, and I think that's pretty far We've had losses and had wins that impact how we act Some have made us better and some worse for a fact We are not always proper with what we write or say But, I think we came out better when we sit and close our day We've made friends and we've had lovers leave marks upon our life We've been lucky with our choices and we've had our share of strife I've tried to leave each place I've been better than when I came And I'm sure that you have tried to do this just the same. I'm a person you can count on when we know the chips are down I'll be there to do my damndest to help you smile and lose that frown I am better for having known you and I hope you feel the same For all I ask in ending is just don't forget my name For when I'm dead and buried, I know I didn't change the earth But for the short time I was here I'd like to know I showed my worth So, Sinatra did it his way, you did yours, and I did mine And although we're not all famous, I think we turned out fine We've lived a life of honour, one of which we can be proud And although we aren't world beaters, you'll never lose us in a crowd
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May 28, 2012
May 28, 2012 at 6:29 PM UTC
Just some thoughts...
Sinatra did it his way, you did yours, and I did mine And although we're not all famous, I think we turned out fine We've lived a life of honour, one of which we can be proud And although we aren't world beaters, you'll never lose us in a crowd We've made mistakes and we have learned the things we need to do At least I have, and as for you I hope that statement's true We have regrets of things we've done and people that we've met But, still I think we're stronger from the lessons that we get From doing what we're doing and being who we are It's got us all to this point, and I think that's pretty far We've had losses and had wins that impact how we act Some have made us better and some worse for a fact We are not always proper with what we write or say But, I think we came out better when we sit and close our day We've made friends and we've had lovers leave marks upon our life We've been lucky with our choices and we've had our share of strife I've tried to leave each place I've been better than when I came And I'm sure that you have tried to do this just the same. I'm a person you can count on when we know the chips are down I'll be there to do my damndest to help you smile and lose that frown I am better for having known you and I hope you feel the same For all I ask in ending is just don't forget my name For when I'm dead and buried, I know I didn't change the earth But for the short time I was here I'd like to know I showed my worth So, Sinatra did it his way, you did yours, and I did mine And although we're not all famous, I think we turned out fine We've lived a life of honour, one of which we can be proud And although we aren't world beaters, you'll never lose us in a crowd
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