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"costless" poems
for Lori, Riley and Kendrick the questioning words jump off the page, into two hands transforming, words shape shifting into multicolored ink stained fingers, now, all a chokehold on my brain, my throaty gasps rasping from a simplistic convolution - single questioning deserving an answer what are you made of? the obvious answers left in the slow lane, bone, tissue, rivers and arteries of blue bloods, just oil and fuel of a containership, but the cargo carried, that’s the real stuff you have insight inside that cannot be seen, self-survival instincts that morph into morals, our shared air affects you differently, a sense of defending, caring, costless  and costliest simultaneously, spaghetti strands strong sinewed intertwining, into a better human than most to call you hero is wrongly insufficient, but the thesaurus lends me no substitute, weep, I do, as the spring and summer blushing green will not be seen by you at all, and by me, seen now so differently, when thinking of soil-born courage instinctual that has no name, but grows only in nature what are you made of? we know now, but knew not well, that thing that makes you leap first, was all you, the entirety of the best, that exists, existed, as reminders to us, to mine it, wear it, medal it upon our fabric *you three, breathe it back, exhale it from where ever you are, that trace chemical odor in our atmosphere, of life-giving sweetness, a rebirthing chlorophyll freedom that we humans all desperately need, even just to know it exists, and inform us* what we need to be made of
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May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 5:43 PM UTC
for three who saved: what are you made of?
for Lori, Riley and Kendrick the questioning words jump off the page, into two hands transforming, words shape shifting into multicolored ink stained fingers, now, all a chokehold on my brain, my throaty gasps rasping from a simplistic convolution - single questioning deserving an answer what are you made of? the obvious answers left in the slow lane, bone, tissue, rivers and arteries of blue bloods, just oil and fuel of a containership, but the cargo carried, that’s the real stuff you have insight inside that cannot be seen, self-survival instincts that morph into morals, our shared air affects you differently, a sense of defending, caring, costless  and costliest simultaneously, spaghetti strands strong sinewed intertwining, into a better human than most to call you hero is wrongly insufficient, but the thesaurus lends me no substitute, weep, I do, as the spring and summer blushing green will not be seen by you at all, and by me, seen now so differently, when thinking of soil-born courage instinctual that has no name, but grows only in nature what are you made of? we know now, but knew not well, that thing that makes you leap first, was all you, the entirety of the best, that exists, existed, as reminders to us, to mine it, wear it, medal it upon our fabric *you three, breathe it back, exhale it from where ever you are, that trace chemical odor in our atmosphere, of life-giving sweetness, a rebirthing chlorophyll freedom that we humans all desperately need, even just to know it exists, and inform us* what we need to be made of
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For free, but hardly costless, for you big lollipop suckers, c a u s e, every time I breathe in some atmosphere, outcome these up chucked integers and alphabets to poll- -ute the remaining "good air," which isn't i know very fait fair, but would you rather this thin poesy lighter-than-whipped cream and jello shaking handshaking easy eating than all that other stuff I obsess about in no particular order, like life and death, counting my re-main- lining breaths, love 'n like, awesome vs. trite, hot love and cold po- -tatoe mustardy salad, punch and paunch, my endless declination into febrile old age and the wasting away processes most unfortunate, that fuels a trillion dollar healthcare IN-dustry (midwest pro-nun-she-ate-sean), vitamins and supplements, manufactured in contaminated factories in the farout east, that are not usda grade A, unless mixed with good **** and to hell with this graffiti wordley ***** even i'm fed up from writing all this serious stuff, and Brother Leonard, who is always very ****** says fkinA, halle-lou-y'all the end is near***
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Sep 6, 2025
Sep 6, 2025 at 10:17 PM UTC
and you give yourself away...
Because nothings worth the price they will staple to your head What will be left of you when she repeats everything that we've said What will be left of you? As I lose myself in your subtle unannounced fame I grip tighter on the waist high poorly built stage That's held, more than once, a new coming face - screaming with grace, to the crowd that can't wait... Find yourself in rekindled faith Falling deeper in love with the lyrical genius, I accept that he defines all I am unsure of, giving in to the butterflies he knows won't subside - take a moment to slow down and join me tonight Is this moment everything you've dreamt of? Safely tucked in the warmth of her bed, she relives all the fairytales her Dad never read.. completely consumed with the thoughts in her head... Where were you this time? She holds on to another memory, thankful for every second, She knows tomorrow is never promised so she gave up on the ******** and vowed always to be honest But that is not costless... As her eyes become heavy and her brain quietly calms down, she sets aside the thoughts that stop the words from spilling out, she reclaims her crown ... She controls her feelings now.. Finding strength in the fights that cut as sharp as your knife I refuse to accept I no longer have rights…and the pain you inflict won't be worth the sight of the mascara covered cheekbones barely visible tonight Pull me closer and breathe in life... Sing through my soul going high and then low I hear the truth in your laugh as gradually you become the best thing of my past. Don't stress the hard stuff slow down and relax This moment could so quickly become our last so let go of your broken unfinished past and live for the seconds your heart let's you laugh Walking together is always better when you can't find the path... Walk with me.
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Oct 28, 2011
Oct 28, 2011 at 4:16 AM UTC
May You Spend 15 Minutes in Heaven Before The Devil Knows You're Dead
Because nothings worth the price they will staple to your head What will be left of you when she repeats everything that we've said What will be left of you? As I lose myself in your subtle unannounced fame I grip tighter on the waist high poorly built stage That's held, more than once, a new coming face - screaming with grace, to the crowd that can't wait... Find yourself in rekindled faith Falling deeper in love with the lyrical genius, I accept that he defines all I am unsure of, giving in to the butterflies he knows won't subside - take a moment to slow down and join me tonight Is this moment everything you've dreamt of? Safely tucked in the warmth of her bed, she relives all the fairytales her Dad never read.. completely consumed with the thoughts in her head... Where were you this time? She holds on to another memory, thankful for every second, She knows tomorrow is never promised so she gave up on the ******** and vowed always to be honest But that is not costless... As her eyes become heavy and her brain quietly calms down, she sets aside the thoughts that stop the words from spilling out, she reclaims her crown ... She controls her feelings now.. Finding strength in the fights that cut as sharp as your knife I refuse to accept I no longer have rights…and the pain you inflict won't be worth the sight of the mascara covered cheekbones barely visible tonight Pull me closer and breathe in life... Sing through my soul going high and then low I hear the truth in your laugh as gradually you become the best thing of my past. Don't stress the hard stuff slow down and relax This moment could so quickly become our last so let go of your broken unfinished past and live for the seconds your heart let's you laugh Walking together is always better when you can't find the path... Walk with me.
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The Hardest Forgiving Slant <|> 9:19am Fri Sept 22 2023 ~ 8:02am Fri Sep 29 2023 commenced during the Ten Days of Awe <|> we debase our language daily, robbing the spectacular majesty [example] of awe with the common overusing vernacular of “awesome” especially forgiveness is degraded, we utter “I’m sorry” trippingly, costless, less than cheap, with even the snap-on veneer (1) of sincerity discarded, but move on to the next rudeness but today I will not permit myself an easy letting-off-the-hook, no shifting of blame to anonymity, or fast forward to tomorrow, when we can obfuscate our intrepid dishonesty one more time…again to forgive those who have injured us, not that hard, or the judging deities, who silently wink and nod, but offer no certitude beyond trying, itself a maybe, maybe not, truly tiring this trying tacking the constant requests so first an etymology explication on the tension inherent that very word, f o r g i v e As a word, as a sensed, intuitively- it is a Perfect Continuous Infinitive! (2) to forgive is perfect, to forgive is continuous,, to forgive is infinite! what a marvelous, perpetual past, present and always futuristic word (alas) The Hardest Forgiving? to forgive oneself so nearer to impossible, the first responders doing triage, leave people like me for last, as it a unconditional condition with no cure that can be effected indeed, by our very affect, they instant diagnosis seeing our very gestures, body language, or ****** expressions, all reveal the hopelessness of the never-to-be-given-grace, among us for a thousand years, I have tried and failed to forgive myself for the worst I’ve done, and there is no sword or club, blood-letting, that can dispatch the onerous burden I carry so I write poetry, a salve that offers temporary relief, while I write, imposed a momentarily distracting, a kind of dusting of self~spin, that chills myself just until the, this! poem is finished, the slant is drawn <§> Tell all the truth but tell it slant — BY EMILY DICKINSON Tell all the truth but tell it slant — Success in Circuit lies Too bright for our infirm Delight The Truth's superb surprise As Lightning to the Children eased With explanation kind The Truth must dazzle gradually Or every man be blind —
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Sep 29, 2023
Sep 29, 2023 at 8:12 AM UTC
The Hardest Forgiving Slant
The Hardest Forgiving Slant <|> 9:19am Fri Sept 22 2023 ~ 8:02am Fri Sep 29 2023 commenced during the Ten Days of Awe <|> we debase our language daily, robbing the spectacular majesty [example] of awe with the common overusing vernacular of “awesome” especially forgiveness is degraded, we utter “I’m sorry” trippingly, costless, less than cheap, with even the snap-on veneer (1) of sincerity discarded, but move on to the next rudeness but today I will not permit myself an easy letting-off-the-hook, no shifting of blame to anonymity, or fast forward to tomorrow, when we can obfuscate our intrepid dishonesty one more time…again to forgive those who have injured us, not that hard, or the judging deities, who silently wink and nod, but offer no certitude beyond trying, itself a maybe, maybe not, truly tiring this trying tacking the constant requests so first an etymology explication on the tension inherent that very word, f o r g i v e As a word, as a sensed, intuitively- it is a Perfect Continuous Infinitive! (2) to forgive is perfect, to forgive is continuous,, to forgive is infinite! what a marvelous, perpetual past, present and always futuristic word (alas) The Hardest Forgiving? to forgive oneself so nearer to impossible, the first responders doing triage, leave people like me for last, as it a unconditional condition with no cure that can be effected indeed, by our very affect, they instant diagnosis seeing our very gestures, body language, or ****** expressions, all reveal the hopelessness of the never-to-be-given-grace, among us for a thousand years, I have tried and failed to forgive myself for the worst I’ve done, and there is no sword or club, blood-letting, that can dispatch the onerous burden I carry so I write poetry, a salve that offers temporary relief, while I write, imposed a momentarily distracting, a kind of dusting of self~spin, that chills myself just until the, this! poem is finished, the slant is drawn <§> Tell all the truth but tell it slant — BY EMILY DICKINSON Tell all the truth but tell it slant — Success in Circuit lies Too bright for our infirm Delight The Truth's superb surprise As Lightning to the Children eased With explanation kind The Truth must dazzle gradually Or every man be blind —
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Are we the cattle of an entire nation? What have we got to lose? Except for those already lost You can be docile or violent, just don’t lie in silence! Rise up! Here begins a new age, end discrimination! Innocence is dead, the wrong men end up in the jail cell This place is nice, but life is going to hell They’re ****** ‘cause the former majority is now a minority Hypocritical foundations, this land’ll never unite What happened to Civil Rights? They only gave us what was left. You pigs - You must be bored just to send so many to the morgue I can’t stand to watch the news, this society isn’t one to put kids through And it’ll only get worse Time never changes, history repeats No more running (RISE UP!) This is the culling! The culling! Never will I be your ***** The culling! (x2) The United States lives an ****** Cold War! (Let’s Rock) We are the Antiheros, the Public Enemy Now join me friends, let’s unveil the clarity Who am I to you? When you look what do you see? All you see are the colors of sin The American Dream is broken, you breed loathing Who can, Who will - Make America Great Again? I can’t be led by a Puppeteer of Dollar Strings You wanna make the world free? (HUH?) But the only thing costless, is the loss of me Drop it! If she needs and investigation (She’s out!) That’s the end of an asinine conversation Rise Up! It’s far too late I am the spirit of those who live with a target One wrong factor can end an actor The leaders are gone, the show is over It’s the end of the road, but the start of - The Culling! A Constitution Diluted by Disillusion The Culling! A Jail For A Nationalistic Conspiracist! Time puses back, but it doesn’t make it better The War is getting colder and the water’s getting redder Every Rose has it’s thorns We are the Bulls with dulled horns - Branded! We’re the ones you reprimanded! I! Feel I was born in the wrong time I’ll go forward and see if they opened their eyes Or I’ll go back! So I could ****** Revolutionize! We all see, the ocean is vast But like the truth and time, It Never Lasts! Post-Traumatic Society Destruction The Bliss of Disorder continues to function All of the ways you hold us down Leads to a point we take your crown Everytime you hold us back Pushed in a corner, poised to attack One last push against - The Culling! We can’t hideaway any longer The Culling (x3) Your ignorance makes us stronger The Culling!
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Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 12:21 AM UTC
The Culling
Are we the cattle of an entire nation? What have we got to lose? Except for those already lost You can be docile or violent, just don’t lie in silence! Rise up! Here begins a new age, end discrimination! Innocence is dead, the wrong men end up in the jail cell This place is nice, but life is going to hell They’re ****** ‘cause the former majority is now a minority Hypocritical foundations, this land’ll never unite What happened to Civil Rights? They only gave us what was left. You pigs - You must be bored just to send so many to the morgue I can’t stand to watch the news, this society isn’t one to put kids through And it’ll only get worse Time never changes, history repeats No more running (RISE UP!) This is the culling! The culling! Never will I be your ***** The culling! (x2) The United States lives an ****** Cold War! (Let’s Rock) We are the Antiheros, the Public Enemy Now join me friends, let’s unveil the clarity Who am I to you? When you look what do you see? All you see are the colors of sin The American Dream is broken, you breed loathing Who can, Who will - Make America Great Again? I can’t be led by a Puppeteer of Dollar Strings You wanna make the world free? (HUH?) But the only thing costless, is the loss of me Drop it! If she needs and investigation (She’s out!) That’s the end of an asinine conversation Rise Up! It’s far too late I am the spirit of those who live with a target One wrong factor can end an actor The leaders are gone, the show is over It’s the end of the road, but the start of - The Culling! A Constitution Diluted by Disillusion The Culling! A Jail For A Nationalistic Conspiracist! Time puses back, but it doesn’t make it better The War is getting colder and the water’s getting redder Every Rose has it’s thorns We are the Bulls with dulled horns - Branded! We’re the ones you reprimanded! I! Feel I was born in the wrong time I’ll go forward and see if they opened their eyes Or I’ll go back! So I could ****** Revolutionize! We all see, the ocean is vast But like the truth and time, It Never Lasts! Post-Traumatic Society Destruction The Bliss of Disorder continues to function All of the ways you hold us down Leads to a point we take your crown Everytime you hold us back Pushed in a corner, poised to attack One last push against - The Culling! We can’t hideaway any longer The Culling (x3) Your ignorance makes us stronger The Culling!
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**Each day passing by in a wild-eyed dash In truth my soul fell aside, but bluer birds still doth call Missed that cardinal harken when I set down my last two cents Kickers of tricks, scroll-ers of myth, bottlers of ships Knew it all along, just couldn’t stiff the rest Refuse to capitol, refuge atop the pious politic that steeps these hills Is it not hard to tell? The meanings of what buys in bulk The people is we, of what sells slicker than plot itself A minority rule, hid reasons from majority fooled That is working trade class, taught to chain drive The gleaming sheen glowing green, crowning jewel¬¬¬ is as mist and steam, fleeting as the wash of this worlds seething seas We, the misanthrope of being, bloom in the warmth of idea Only to recede at the water mark high of each our lives Authenticity bless the distant time, costless venture to each about die, salute through another caesars’ dilated eye a definition Eons in annunciation; immortality flashing by Reverence cannot lie, not long at least neathe a chipping patina Gold leafed by the hand of man, coerced creations’ fondling finger tips strips thin, leaving us then to watch the weathering Not a one may ever remember for too quickly or too timely Arrives dismemberment, a cyclic certainty, often relegated falsely As loss or gain, truly misspoken frames for reference At any given attempt to render the language of tongues, oh speaker the son of the morning shamelessly ****** by predecessors increasingly lavish Phonemic savage; life running rabid, splicing love over the atom The simple one whom tends a patch of what he calls “cabbage” Knowing always the wordless truth that is his field fallowing Unconvinced by everyone, save himself if nothing else Penitent candor dangle, frameless wonder can you hear the thunder?**
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Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 2:44 PM UTC
**The Forth Wheel, The Last Meal**
**Each day passing by in a wild-eyed dash In truth my soul fell aside, but bluer birds still doth call Missed that cardinal harken when I set down my last two cents Kickers of tricks, scroll-ers of myth, bottlers of ships Knew it all along, just couldn’t stiff the rest Refuse to capitol, refuge atop the pious politic that steeps these hills Is it not hard to tell? The meanings of what buys in bulk The people is we, of what sells slicker than plot itself A minority rule, hid reasons from majority fooled That is working trade class, taught to chain drive The gleaming sheen glowing green, crowning jewel¬¬¬ is as mist and steam, fleeting as the wash of this worlds seething seas We, the misanthrope of being, bloom in the warmth of idea Only to recede at the water mark high of each our lives Authenticity bless the distant time, costless venture to each about die, salute through another caesars’ dilated eye a definition Eons in annunciation; immortality flashing by Reverence cannot lie, not long at least neathe a chipping patina Gold leafed by the hand of man, coerced creations’ fondling finger tips strips thin, leaving us then to watch the weathering Not a one may ever remember for too quickly or too timely Arrives dismemberment, a cyclic certainty, often relegated falsely As loss or gain, truly misspoken frames for reference At any given attempt to render the language of tongues, oh speaker the son of the morning shamelessly ****** by predecessors increasingly lavish Phonemic savage; life running rabid, splicing love over the atom The simple one whom tends a patch of what he calls “cabbage” Knowing always the wordless truth that is his field fallowing Unconvinced by everyone, save himself if nothing else Penitent candor dangle, frameless wonder can you hear the thunder?**
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Galloping,— a harras of silhouette in the night’s shade. Prancing swiftly as carelessly as winds in their mane. Grey smoke blows out of their muzzle; like hot ash subduing the algid night air. A hill covered in a dark following, a caliginous beauty site,— In the uncut grass, trampled by costless hooves. I was the ground crunched by a night’s dream. My eyes shut; nervous by the shaking lips, and cold sweats. It was beautiful,— it was dark. It was wild; yet felt so freeing. I was it’s witness, and conjecture. I was in awe by beauty, but left breathless by it’s haunting perception. So was it a ghastly dream, or an alluring nightmare?
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Jun 14, 2022
Jun 14, 2022 at 5:43 AM UTC
A thousand dark horses
*Silence - O', Even the silence has got something to say in words of winds blown off Northern array At first, it makes heart free from all worries, but the next moment - Everything seems to be burnt out into broken-furries The diamond's costless so all spirits, but when it comes to poor-faith, Even the "love" goes down into shattered pieces Echoes On Nights - O' the echoes of such restless ashes make some noise across the tight-lipped room And, the silence has got much to bleed, When the castles of night go disappeared by the doom With time, as usual, beautiful morn knocks at the door The heart gets trapped inside the loop, Melodious beats of its phase go bounced up ov'r the floor & scream, O' the life's nothiing, but an empty cup of cold-soup.*
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Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 9:25 AM UTC
The Life - A Cup Of Cold Soup
Everyone can afford dreams But I was the biggest shopper Shoving condos and benzes into my cart No cashier at the exit to demand payment I picked lavish expensive charms Had no worries about pennies Everything was costless Blessings from the gods I was younger then I grew a little older I kept shopping for expensive dreams With time I encountered little snags I couldnt get out of the mall with my immense goods So I bargained with my conscience Drop this and pick that What was lighter I thought was better So I chose those that were easier Years went by and I learnt lessons little by little A sister had shopped for the Whitehouse And arrived home with a highschool The question is can you carry what you pick? A friend had shopped for the most Yet arrived home with the least So I selected the lightest But when I packed, my car wouldn't budge I further reduced my pricey costless goods Albeit grudgingly,promising myself I would come back for them But **** there are no second rounds As I grew older and older I found myself driving home With only a few of those costless goods They were not even the biggest and priciest They were what I could carry Every time I stop by that dream shop To do some window shopping And say I wish
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Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 10:17 AM UTC
The Dream Shop
*the expulsion of emotions, the absence thereof bastardized emigre's forevermore, no anger, no hate, no debating love, even the commonplace the merely perfunctory, costless meaningless, electrical like, a banal banner of a thumbs up all exposed temperaments lobe removed the throbbing, pulsing, expelled, expulsing sayonara not even neutral- nah, i'm neutered emotions splayed? no, spayed, incapable of reproducing this epitaph, this writ composed in a unconscious blink, an ill unconsidered moment writ with tinged regret to seal the deal don't feel a thing  which is why.   I write*
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Mar 21, 2017
Mar 21, 2017 at 5:09 PM UTC
the expulsion of emotions
Grass flowers #florets Glistened with dew Every time I see I loosen my heart over you This Spunky lil elf costless but worthy enough for grass itself You are the first florets I learnt to draw No less than daisy to ignore Hearts they have is shining gold Petals they hold are pure as peace Peeping just above the ground In the Meadows green it’s found
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Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 4:32 AM UTC
GRASS FLOWERS FLORETS
I took a deep breath and looked at the leaves falling it's like watching you go deeper into this And I just let you be I felt motionless and bare The end was looking at me straight in the eye And I just couldn't even drop a tear I knew, I was, and still am not me Was it a dream? The beating of my heart felt surreal You were supposed to be only in my mind Everything was fine until it has been too much Perhaps we found it serene Like no reality would ever feel as free As if the sun rises in the west and sets in the east How impossible it was that no one can grudge We both winked at the truth The comfort of deceiving ourselves These shouldn't have gone too far We're too complex to be living in a world of our own Here lies the unspoken words Of our own little universe that made things costless And the little galaxies we tried to make Only to know at the end, I am alone
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Dec 19, 2018
Dec 19, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
arbitrary
you owe me and yourself *to repost e v e r y poem that gobsmacks, renders you prostate, that brings forth the whimsical smile and/or a guffaw and a  laugh-out-loud, but especially those that*: invoke/provoke/ evoke an involuntary s i g h, that make you wince in recognition (and breaks you) but most of all those that make you utter all of the above and make you think ****  how  I  wish  I had written that… which is why I repost (costless)and bring forward (costly) so many for the pleasure and pain you provide… nml
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Aug 31, 2024
Aug 31, 2024 at 9:43 AM UTC
YOU owe me!
A line for the bathroom, a line across the table; aligned with diamonds like science in a frame. Tamed smile yet crazed; the trace of a trade that left a taste in mind for future profit. The costless ambition; that’s driven gravestones into the homes of families caught in abuse. Tonight; there’s a line; one to the bathroom, another across the table, and one to the tombs. The white powder that overpowers clear minds, the white lines that has victims forever reading between the lines; a fine print that reads **** this’; my time ends with this line.
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Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 2:09 PM UTC
A Broken Contract
Dancing all alone Not a care within this Earth Although they'd say that I'm wrong I see beauty in my worth I don't need to be tied down To stay flawlessly modest Or to feel that I have value I'm an art piece that's costless I don't have to be a beast Cause I'm single at the least Why can't I just love myself First I need some inner peace Then I can go out and dance Mingle in the crowd of chance Possibly find love at sea I don't need to though, you see It's a thing I can desire But romance can be just one You should come first, at least prior Don't be sad, go have some fun.
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Feb 8, 2019
Feb 8, 2019 at 1:28 PM UTC
Give Yourself A Rose
The Cost “5 minutes to write, 5 minutes to edit and 10 more to cease weeping,” when the inquiry arrives, how long/where from it comes, gave this answer more or less the response accurate more or less the weeping really never ceases I will return to it again, **** poem random when, unreasoned why, wherefore a stumble, a message, months from now, tomorrow, even decades and I’ll remember the precise circumstances for each poem has a Cost, that excises a piece of you, a new cut, freshly salted, an antibiotic of loving may remove the redness, but not the white line, so what you call a scar, I, I call it an etched memory preserved the sum of all These Costs, all these memories, cumulative, additive, addictive - someone says: stop being so sensitive, leave the telling to others, or keep them in plastic bags, dated, retrievable, in case an antiretroviral antidote is ever needed, a fresh injection when you think you could even cease to care The Cost is always capitalized, for the Cost is called human capital, the invisible financing that permits our existence till all spent, when we’ve run out of drawer space, zipper bags, breaths to be taken away and glass jars to store them, if the mind says no more! then it will be ok, for you are all spent The Cost so great! this a double entendre, for they are the stuff of me, whatever greatnesses I ever possessed within them kept and believed, happily paid for past and present, for the future, will happily pay for it right now, again and again, for the Costs are who I am, till, such time that Costless arrives, eyes closed, nothing left to post, to recall, no coin to give, my purposed all paid, as if all paid could ever cause my weeping to cease Mon May 4 10:48 am
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May 5, 2020
May 5, 2020 at 3:11 PM UTC
The Cost (5 minutes to write, 5 minutes to edit and 10 more to cease weeping)
The Cost “5 minutes to write, 5 minutes to edit and 10 more to cease weeping,” when the inquiry arrives, how long/where from it comes, gave this answer more or less the response accurate more or less the weeping really never ceases I will return to it again, **** poem random when, unreasoned why, wherefore a stumble, a message, months from now, tomorrow, even decades and I’ll remember the precise circumstances for each poem has a Cost, that excises a piece of you, a new cut, freshly salted, an antibiotic of loving may remove the redness, but not the white line, so what you call a scar, I, I call it an etched memory preserved the sum of all These Costs, all these memories, cumulative, additive, addictive - someone says: stop being so sensitive, leave the telling to others, or keep them in plastic bags, dated, retrievable, in case an antiretroviral antidote is ever needed, a fresh injection when you think you could even cease to care The Cost is always capitalized, for the Cost is called human capital, the invisible financing that permits our existence till all spent, when we’ve run out of drawer space, zipper bags, breaths to be taken away and glass jars to store them, if the mind says no more! then it will be ok, for you are all spent The Cost so great! this a double entendre, for they are the stuff of me, whatever greatnesses I ever possessed within them kept and believed, happily paid for past and present, for the future, will happily pay for it right now, again and again, for the Costs are who I am, till, such time that Costless arrives, eyes closed, nothing left to post, to recall, no coin to give, my purposed all paid, as if all paid could ever cause my weeping to cease Mon May 4 10:48 am
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