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Maa ki mamta ko dekh maut v aage se hat jati hai gar maa apmanit hoti dharti ki chaati fat jaati hai ghar ko pura jeevan dekar bechari maa kya pati hai rukha sukha kha leti hai paani *** kar soo jati hai Jo maa jaisi devi ghar ke mandir me nahi rakh sakte hai wo lakho punya bhale kar le inshan nahi ban sakte hai maa jisko v jal de-de wo paudha sandal ban jata hai maa ke charno ko chukar paani Gangajal ban jata hai Maa ke anchal ne yugo-yugo se Bhagwano ko pala hai maa ke charno me jannat hai Girijaghar aur Shivala hai Himgiri jaisi unchai hai sagar jaisi gahrai hai dunia me jitni khushboo hai maa ke anchal se aaye hai Maa kabira ki sakhi hai maa tulsi ki chaupai hai meerabai ki padawali khusru ki amar rubai hai maa angan ki tulsi jaisi pawan bargad ki chaya hai maa ved richao ki garima maa mahakavya ki maya hai Maa maansarovar mamta ka maa gomukh ki unchai hai maa parivaro ka sangam hai maa rishto ki gahrai hai maa hari dubh hai dharti ki maa keshar wali kyari hai maa ki upma kewal maa hai maa har ghar ki phulwari hai Saato sur nartan karte jab koi maa lori gaati hai maa jis roti ko chu leti hai wo prasad ban jati hai maa hasti hai to dharti ka jarra-jarra muskata hai dekho to dur kshtiz ambar dharti ko sheesh jhukata hai Mana mere ghar ki deewaro me chanda si murat hai par mere man ke mandir me bas kewal maa ki murat hai maa saraswati lakshmi durga ansuya mariyam sita hai maa pawanta me ramcharit manas me bhagwat geeta hai Amma teri har baat mujhe vardaan se badhkar lagti hai he Maa teri surat mujhko bhagwan se badhkar lagti hai saare teerath ke punya jaha mai un charno me leta hu jinke koi santan nahi mai un maawo ka beta hu Har ghar me Maa ki puja ** Aisa sankalp uthata hu Mai dunia ki har maa ke Charno me ye sheesh jhukata hu.....
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Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 3:35 AM UTC
Maa - Part 2
Maa ki mamta ko dekh maut v aage se hat jati hai gar maa apmanit hoti dharti ki chaati fat jaati hai ghar ko pura jeevan dekar bechari maa kya pati hai rukha sukha kha leti hai paani *** kar soo jati hai Jo maa jaisi devi ghar ke mandir me nahi rakh sakte hai wo lakho punya bhale kar le inshan nahi ban sakte hai maa jisko v jal de-de wo paudha sandal ban jata hai maa ke charno ko chukar paani Gangajal ban jata hai Maa ke anchal ne yugo-yugo se Bhagwano ko pala hai maa ke charno me jannat hai Girijaghar aur Shivala hai Himgiri jaisi unchai hai sagar jaisi gahrai hai dunia me jitni khushboo hai maa ke anchal se aaye hai Maa kabira ki sakhi hai maa tulsi ki chaupai hai meerabai ki padawali khusru ki amar rubai hai maa angan ki tulsi jaisi pawan bargad ki chaya hai maa ved richao ki garima maa mahakavya ki maya hai Maa maansarovar mamta ka maa gomukh ki unchai hai maa parivaro ka sangam hai maa rishto ki gahrai hai maa hari dubh hai dharti ki maa keshar wali kyari hai maa ki upma kewal maa hai maa har ghar ki phulwari hai Saato sur nartan karte jab koi maa lori gaati hai maa jis roti ko chu leti hai wo prasad ban jati hai maa hasti hai to dharti ka jarra-jarra muskata hai dekho to dur kshtiz ambar dharti ko sheesh jhukata hai Mana mere ghar ki deewaro me chanda si murat hai par mere man ke mandir me bas kewal maa ki murat hai maa saraswati lakshmi durga ansuya mariyam sita hai maa pawanta me ramcharit manas me bhagwat geeta hai Amma teri har baat mujhe vardaan se badhkar lagti hai he Maa teri surat mujhko bhagwan se badhkar lagti hai saare teerath ke punya jaha mai un charno me leta hu jinke koi santan nahi mai un maawo ka beta hu Har ghar me Maa ki puja ** Aisa sankalp uthata hu Mai dunia ki har maa ke Charno me ye sheesh jhukata hu.....
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Jab aankh khuli to amma ki godi ka ek sahara tha uska nanha sa anchal mujhko bhumandal se v pyara tha..... uske chehre ki jhalak dekh chehra phulo sa khilta tha uske stan ki ek bund se mujhko jeevan milta tha haatho se baalo ko noocha pairo se khoob prahar kia phir v us maa ne puchkara humko jee bhar ke pyar kia Mai uska raja beta tha wo ankho ka tara kahti thi mai banu budhape me uska bas ek sahara kahti thi ungli ko pakad chalaya tha padhne vidlaya bheja tha meri naadani ko v neej antar me sadasaheja tha Mere saare prashno ka wo fauran jawab ban jaati thi meri raho ke kaante chun wo khud gulaab ban jaati thi mai bada hua to college se ek rog pyar ka le aaya jis dil me maa ki murat thi wo ramkali ko de aaya shaadi ki pati se papa bana apne rishto me jhul gya ab karwa chauth maanta hu maa ki mamta ko bhul gya hum bhul gye uski maamta mere jeevan ki thati thi hum bhul gye apana jeevan wo amrit wali chaati thi Hum bhul gye wo khud bhukhi rah karke hume khilati thi humko sukha bistar dekar khud geele me soo jaati thi hum bhul gye usne hi hotho ko bhasha sikhlayi thi meri neendo ke lie raat bhar uss maa ne lori gaayi thi hum bhul gye har galti par usne danta samjhaya tha bach jau buri najar se kala teeka sada lagaya tha hum bade hue to mamta wale saare bandhan tod aaye bangle me kutte paal laye maa ko vridhaashram chod aaye apano sapno ka mahal girakar kankar -kankar been laye khudgargi me uske suhag ke aabhushan tak cheen laye Hum maa ko ghar ke batware ki abhilasha tak le aaye usko paawan mandir se gaali ki bhasha tak le aaye to be continued ........(next part may be in next week)
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Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC
Maa
Jab aankh khuli to amma ki godi ka ek sahara tha uska nanha sa anchal mujhko bhumandal se v pyara tha..... uske chehre ki jhalak dekh chehra phulo sa khilta tha uske stan ki ek bund se mujhko jeevan milta tha haatho se baalo ko noocha pairo se khoob prahar kia phir v us maa ne puchkara humko jee bhar ke pyar kia Mai uska raja beta tha wo ankho ka tara kahti thi mai banu budhape me uska bas ek sahara kahti thi ungli ko pakad chalaya tha padhne vidlaya bheja tha meri naadani ko v neej antar me sadasaheja tha Mere saare prashno ka wo fauran jawab ban jaati thi meri raho ke kaante chun wo khud gulaab ban jaati thi mai bada hua to college se ek rog pyar ka le aaya jis dil me maa ki murat thi wo ramkali ko de aaya shaadi ki pati se papa bana apne rishto me jhul gya ab karwa chauth maanta hu maa ki mamta ko bhul gya hum bhul gye uski maamta mere jeevan ki thati thi hum bhul gye apana jeevan wo amrit wali chaati thi Hum bhul gye wo khud bhukhi rah karke hume khilati thi humko sukha bistar dekar khud geele me soo jaati thi hum bhul gye usne hi hotho ko bhasha sikhlayi thi meri neendo ke lie raat bhar uss maa ne lori gaayi thi hum bhul gye har galti par usne danta samjhaya tha bach jau buri najar se kala teeka sada lagaya tha hum bade hue to mamta wale saare bandhan tod aaye bangle me kutte paal laye maa ko vridhaashram chod aaye apano sapno ka mahal girakar kankar -kankar been laye khudgargi me uske suhag ke aabhushan tak cheen laye Hum maa ko ghar ke batware ki abhilasha tak le aaye usko paawan mandir se gaali ki bhasha tak le aaye to be continued ........(next part may be in next week)
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Tomorrows Exam is Mathematics loaded my head with unknown tricks Doodling with numbers Yes, teacher calls us dumbers Too much problems, yet very lil, solutions The long mountains of graphs The Greek symbols alpha, beta omega equations and formulas Find height, depth use trigonometry My answer a picture of a tree infinite zeros in red Sets, Relations, Geometry, variables and algebra and Lines, Its like stepping into a field of mines All time me wondering why reciprocal of zero undefined? much of the time In exam, I stay undefined!
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Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 11:14 AM UTC
Tomorrows Exam is Mathematics
Seetaro mai akela chaand si thi wo Foolon ka mehekta guldan si thi wo Thi nadi jaisi aviral,chanchal mere dil ka haal si thi wo Ghani dhoop mai chav si thi wo Kisi geet ki addaon si thi wo Thi hava si mehekti, komal Mere dil ka bhav si thi wo Beech majhdhaar mai nav si thi wo Khusian ka pura gaon si thi wo Thi koyal si meethi,nishchal Mere man ka abhiman si thi wo Paido par wo patto waali hari bhari koi daal si thi wo Holi ke rango mai sabse saadi ek akeli gulaal si thi wo Thi wadi kasmiri koi Mere geeton ka sur aur taal si thi wo Mandir mai wo shankhnaad si,pooja ka prasad si thi wo Baarish mai mitti ki khushboo,badal ka dharti se sanvaad si thi wo Thi meri wo beti pyari,usse hi ghar 'harshit' tha Mere ghar mai sooraj si,Mere ghar ki shaan si thi wo Thi ab wo jo nahi rahi,aakhir khata kya thi ki usne mana hi to kia tha na beta shaadi se, Par dosti ka haath bhi to badhaya tha Teri Bezatti toh nahi thi ki usne Fir kyun tune usko har ghar badnaam kia Dushman na kare,dost hokar tune aisa kaam kia Chali gayi ab chhod ke mujhko,wo akele jeevan ki saanjh mai Meri khushiyan,meri duniya,meri pyari jaan si thi wo Meri pyari jaan si thi wo
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Apr 13, 2017
Apr 13, 2017 at 7:46 AM UTC
Meri Beti
Does the beta know About life in other fish bowls
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Jan 5, 2013
Jan 5, 2013 at 12:52 AM UTC
ignorance
She came home and said something like Hey how you doing But I didn’t tell her that I have been indulging in a sweet and sour strawberry string sadness there is a living ghost on Facebook and I can’t decide if it is wrong to unfriend the dead so that I am not reminded about the countdown of my own mortality or of my family like a sordid experiment so she said something about the weekend which produces guilt for a spoil I haven’t committed in the spot in my mind that is addicted to a strawberry string sadness where Netflix plays and the dent on my side of the bed becomes more pronounced While I try and decide about a living ghost what is wrong and what is right in this media induced ******* that develops from beta to final release to a total sadness 2.0
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Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 5:01 AM UTC
She said Hey/Strawberry sour Sadness
I can't deny it anymore. I am in love with you. I didn't fall mind you. I chose this. I chose you. And I can't help but feel that I have chosen wrong. That I have chosen too soon. And it didn't help that you chose me as your beta. As your apprentice. As your most trusted photographer. Didn't help that you nursed all of my fangirl tendencies. Didn't help that you claimed to be my alpha, my coach, my captain. Didn't help that you made me feel like it is just the two of us in the pack. Didn't help that you verbalized my feelings and told me there is only us in the crew. That I am your first mate. The co-captain of a ship That only the two of us can set sail. The only thing is... I am the only one shipping us. And one day, you'll go canon with someone else. And believe me darling, those canons can sink our ship.
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 10:32 AM UTC
First mate
I gulp down an Energy-Booster-X, blue and sour. Siri turns on Radiohead, 15 Step. I step up to the pyramid of treadmills, bouncing and salty. Surrounded by Greek gods, Beta, Alpha Gam, Pike. I motivate myself by my surroundings, bulging and **** Cardio first and then core, 2 miles, 200 crunches. I connect my sweat in a line down my shirt, blotchy and stagnant. Everyone stretches in the end, Thighs, biceps, pecs aflame. I will not stop until I am perfection, beautiful and sculpted. Alarm set again, For 6:30am, 7:30pm
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Aug 27, 2012
Aug 27, 2012 at 12:16 PM UTC
Maxx Fitness BS
I am the alpha the dominate in this relationship get on your knees worship me my ***** kiss my *** **** my toes submissive beta boy
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Jan 18, 2022
Jan 18, 2022 at 9:26 PM UTC
dominate
Phir teri mohabbat yaad aayi Phir mera bilagna yaad aaya… Phir teri naseehat yaad aayi Tera raub wa jalwa yaad aaya… Tune jitni jheli takleefein Us dard ka ehsaas yaad aaya… Tune zindagi bhar jo bhi kiya Tera jud o karam sab yaad aaya. .... Teri kaawishein teri koshishein Tera jaan lagana yaad aaya. ... Teri neikiyan tere khair amal.. Tera pyaar lutana yaad aaya... Teri hayaat se seekhe hain jo jo... Har ek sabaq woh yaad aaya. ... Tera muskata har dam chehra... Woh roshan nazara yaad aaya. .... Ba vaqaar jo jhele gham tune... Tera sabr se sehna yaad aaya…. Teri zinda dili teri saada dili... Deen' mein thos aqeedah yaad aaya. .... Beta, bhai, shohar, walid ** ya dost Har ek farz nibhana yaad aaya. .... “Ain" tum bhi amanat daari karo... Usne hi seekhaya......yaad aaya..??? Phir mera tadapna yaad aaya... Lamha rukhsat ka jo yaad aaya… Ae Firoz tu aisi misaal bana..... Jaane kitnon ko tu yaad aaya. ....
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Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 6:47 AM UTC
Yaad aaya...
I’ve O’D’d on Glucosamine Sulphate, so much I’m mentally scarred. It’s escalated now I’m 70… I’ve mainlined on my Senior Railcard… I bow down to the Norse God Voltarol… He eases all my pains… and there’s Deep Heat, Germaloids, even Anusol for the other stresses and strains. The wondrous Winter Fuel Allowance! That’s what lights our lamp these dark days - ahh, those twilight hours! But after the logs, it’s not Leccy or Gas we crave? No! We buy ***** with ours… the Whisky, Gin, ***** Wine, a drop of Brandy too. It all helps us numb the cold whilst memories of happier times gone by - brighten up this ****** growing old. Supplements, sterols, statins, aspirin, beta blockers… All the heart meds - life’s a battle. In the 60s it was *** and Drugs and Rock ’n’ Roll… Now there’s less *** and a lot more rattle! ****** fails to make it now - “no more”, after the last time - she said! These days the only thing it does is stop me rolling out of bed! The bus pass lets me roam the world… from John O’Groats to Land’s End. But these days I travel locally Southwick, Lancing, Steyning; oh yeh and a cousin in far Gravesend. Further afield; abroad perhaps? Well no…Back then it was Newhaven for the Continent. But now I’m over 70, well, it’ll just be Worthing for the INCONTINENT! And… did I say? Not that I was ever in the habit of measuring it you understand - or straightening out the kinks I’m pretty sure that these days - and ’no’ it’s NOT just the cold… but, your once adequate **** - it shrinks! I'm sorry...Your ******* It ain't so long!
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Dec 28, 2018
Dec 28, 2018 at 4:15 PM UTC
Things to look forward to when you’re 70+! (apart from a delayed pension).
I’ve O’D’d on Glucosamine Sulphate, so much I’m mentally scarred. It’s escalated now I’m 70… I’ve mainlined on my Senior Railcard… I bow down to the Norse God Voltarol… He eases all my pains… and there’s Deep Heat, Germaloids, even Anusol for the other stresses and strains. The wondrous Winter Fuel Allowance! That’s what lights our lamp these dark days - ahh, those twilight hours! But after the logs, it’s not Leccy or Gas we crave? No! We buy ***** with ours… the Whisky, Gin, ***** Wine, a drop of Brandy too. It all helps us numb the cold whilst memories of happier times gone by - brighten up this ****** growing old. Supplements, sterols, statins, aspirin, beta blockers… All the heart meds - life’s a battle. In the 60s it was *** and Drugs and Rock ’n’ Roll… Now there’s less *** and a lot more rattle! ****** fails to make it now - “no more”, after the last time - she said! These days the only thing it does is stop me rolling out of bed! The bus pass lets me roam the world… from John O’Groats to Land’s End. But these days I travel locally Southwick, Lancing, Steyning; oh yeh and a cousin in far Gravesend. Further afield; abroad perhaps? Well no…Back then it was Newhaven for the Continent. But now I’m over 70, well, it’ll just be Worthing for the INCONTINENT! And… did I say? Not that I was ever in the habit of measuring it you understand - or straightening out the kinks I’m pretty sure that these days - and ’no’ it’s NOT just the cold… but, your once adequate **** - it shrinks! I'm sorry...Your ******* It ain't so long!
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. *asks the one in the $9 Craigslist chair, legs crossed like a philosopher mid-way through a YouTube binge on dark matter and dopamine fasting.* He thinks it’s profound. It’s not. It’s a shrug in a trench coat. A crisis dressed up in code. An old fear wearing digital cologne. If this is a simulation— ***what the **** are we simulating?*** Heartbreak? Minimum wage despair? The number of times I check my phone hoping it’s her? Is it a stress test for gods, a beta for consciousness, a joke? Because if someone coded this— they should be fired. Or worshipped. Or sued. Where’s the patch notes, the exit key, the server room in the sky? Where’s the moment it glitches and someone finally says, “Oops, our bad— you weren’t meant to feel all of that.” You talk about the veil of illusion but you still cry in parking lots. You still ghost your therapist. You still love people who don’t text back. You bleed, you ache, you spiral— whether you’re made of atoms *or ******* pixels.* Your god wears headphones. Your sacred text is a Stack Overflow thread. Your heaven is a loading screen. Your hell is just Monday. You pray in 1080p to a silent DevOps deity who hasn’t pushed an update since the Bronze Age. This isn’t philosophy. It’s cosplay for cowards. It’s a way to sound deep without touching dirt. Without risking faith. Without changing anything. Because if it’s a sim, you don’t have to care. If it’s a sim, you don’t have to try. You can just sit there, scrolling. Wondering if the fire is ray-traced. But here, the only questions that matter: Does it hurt? Do you love? Can you lose? Because if the answer is yesyou’re in it. Whatever it is. Simulation or not.
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Aug 5, 2025
Aug 5, 2025 at 5:12 AM UTC
“Simulations?”
. *asks the one in the $9 Craigslist chair, legs crossed like a philosopher mid-way through a YouTube binge on dark matter and dopamine fasting.* He thinks it’s profound. It’s not. It’s a shrug in a trench coat. A crisis dressed up in code. An old fear wearing digital cologne. If this is a simulation— ***what the **** are we simulating?*** Heartbreak? Minimum wage despair? The number of times I check my phone hoping it’s her? Is it a stress test for gods, a beta for consciousness, a joke? Because if someone coded this— they should be fired. Or worshipped. Or sued. Where’s the patch notes, the exit key, the server room in the sky? Where’s the moment it glitches and someone finally says, “Oops, our bad— you weren’t meant to feel all of that.” You talk about the veil of illusion but you still cry in parking lots. You still ghost your therapist. You still love people who don’t text back. You bleed, you ache, you spiral— whether you’re made of atoms *or ******* pixels.* Your god wears headphones. Your sacred text is a Stack Overflow thread. Your heaven is a loading screen. Your hell is just Monday. You pray in 1080p to a silent DevOps deity who hasn’t pushed an update since the Bronze Age. This isn’t philosophy. It’s cosplay for cowards. It’s a way to sound deep without touching dirt. Without risking faith. Without changing anything. Because if it’s a sim, you don’t have to care. If it’s a sim, you don’t have to try. You can just sit there, scrolling. Wondering if the fire is ray-traced. But here, the only questions that matter: Does it hurt? Do you love? Can you lose? Because if the answer is yesyou’re in it. Whatever it is. Simulation or not.
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Artificial means and memes the fingers perusing naturally formed hide and go seek Chic creatures wrought from nanoparticles based on modeled consciousness neural networks A handsome hivemind of bee;s building trees from cds ...intersynth polygons attracted to stack platonic forms emanation waves alpha beta delta gamma omega 1 , 2 ,3 this multiversal layering from micro to macro of matter animated by its intoned hertz pulsations and the interferrence pattern of the changing relationship due to the amount, frequency, force, temperature , texture , text messages, timing , geometry , subharmonics and overtones, a jewel net . syncronistic synergetic, synaptical sparkles.
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Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 10:00 PM UTC
Sparkles
I lived my half dictionary life before I could comprehend compulsory compromises. Collectors arise, disguises and devices beeping, chastising my blindness. Gather geography from Afghanistan and Myanmar graciously growing gold gilded gift horses, gleefully gloating about floating far away. My hoof beats above concrete match my heart’s defeat across borders and mountains embroidering cardboard cut-outs calling deserts, decorating front covers. Exhaling handcrafted letters for my missing half, half demanding highest caliber commanders and half commanding completion. Jade jays joyfully lay arrays of bouquets fragile flowers decay faraway in jawbones and jail cells. Begging farewells in a hotel’s lobby began my hobby, early morning coffee and carbon copies concurringly cocky around his dead body. Gang ciphers for cartels are Christmas bells hissing at collars, half dollars embellishing bar crawlers godfathers hollering at car haulers. Atrocities across cities attack, attachable atrophies audibly ambush arthritic anthologies. Anomalies begin apologies between apostrophes, advancing autonomy arousing ancient animosities. All eluding Antarctica, giant frozen crests, multi-coloured ice hidden in my illustrations anxious for my distant half. Friday cassettes and cigarettes deliberately making bets following “M”. Breaking bindings and finding “beta” in alphabet, may feasibly end in debt.
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 1:51 PM UTC
Monday
I hope you find someone who smiles at you every time you walk in the door. Who finds beauty in your scars. I hope you find someone who never leaves you guessing. Someone who lets you know for certain how they always feel about you. I hope you find someone who never hesitates to love you. Who doesn’t just give you pieces of their time but it’s entirety. I hope you find someone who knows just how special you really are. How your soul needs to be loved. I hope you find someone who is your biggest supporter. Who doesn’t just seek attention but gives it in return. But mostly, I hope you find all of these things in yourself first so that you can be ready for this type of love. And then keep in mind that......it is rare find that special someone.. You can't find that someone in today w World just like manna from heaven. . people are so fake with two faces you really need glasses to recognize. We are materialistic. You can't get attention of anyone with kindness and loyalty. Money status and popularity speak louder I hope you find Jesus A kinda man beta than I am.
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Sep 29, 2017
Sep 29, 2017 at 6:11 AM UTC
I HOpE YoU FiNd SoMeOnE
A- She is just like me. A leader. A strong, independent, bisexual woman, she controls the alphabet from this end, and everyone respects her. B-He's a nice guy, a bit pretentious, but nothing too special. The first time I saw Friends, I new that Ross was literally the letter B incarnated. C- B's best friend, goes by male pronouns, but is gender fluid sometimes. He is much more genuine than B. D- One of A's closest friend. She is cool, and kind of like a bad *** English teacher. E- A **** Your typical school bully. He's dating D. F- E's wing-man, but like the stereotypical wing-man, he is kind hearted, but too much of a shy follower. And he likes D. G- H's brother. Good student, slightly over weight, and just as homosexual as his sister. H- The "mom" of the friend group. She is smart and supportive. My favorite lesbian of the alphabet. I- A real cool dude. Spiky hair and sunglasses. He likes to lean against brick walls and just look cool. Very cool. J- He is K's best friend. K- She is J's best friend. L- He hangs out with M, but not too much because he really isn't found of her littler sister N. He's too much of a wimp for my taste. M- She is a really independent confident girl. She goes on double dates with O, P, and her sister N. She has a side thing going on with the letter A. N- She lives in the shadow of her sister. She kind of reminds me of my own sister. O- He is P's best friend, and always tells him what to do. He reminds me of E, but they've never met. P- Let's O push him around. He hangs out with O, M, and N. But his true love is Q. Q- She is quiet, but strong. She is madly in love with P. They sneak out together a lot. She has over protecting parents. R- She is the leader of the Q-R-S friend group. A transgender and asexual bad *** She supports Q and P, but not S and T S- Tries to listen to her older friend R, but is just a good kid making bad decisions. She has a HUGE crush on both T and U. T- Loves U. Strong male, plays football and works at a car wash. U- She's a princess. Very quiet and polite. In a relationship with T, but I don't know her true intentions. V- U's older sibling. A-gender and a CEO of some big business. W- Same personality as H, but not as motherly, and bisexual. X- The third wheel to the X-Y-Z clan. Also agender, and really just a fly on the wall. They sees a lot, but really don't like to socialize. But they really like going to the zoo. Y-  Z's beta. Her best friend, and wife. They are ride and die ******* for life. Z- Just like A. Exactly like A. Only she is in a committed relationship with Y. She controls the alphabet from this end, and everyone respects her.
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Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 2:08 AM UTC
The Alphabet. My Synesthetic Alphabet
A- She is just like me. A leader. A strong, independent, bisexual woman, she controls the alphabet from this end, and everyone respects her. B-He's a nice guy, a bit pretentious, but nothing too special. The first time I saw Friends, I new that Ross was literally the letter B incarnated. C- B's best friend, goes by male pronouns, but is gender fluid sometimes. He is much more genuine than B. D- One of A's closest friend. She is cool, and kind of like a bad *** English teacher. E- A **** Your typical school bully. He's dating D. F- E's wing-man, but like the stereotypical wing-man, he is kind hearted, but too much of a shy follower. And he likes D. G- H's brother. Good student, slightly over weight, and just as homosexual as his sister. H- The "mom" of the friend group. She is smart and supportive. My favorite lesbian of the alphabet. I- A real cool dude. Spiky hair and sunglasses. He likes to lean against brick walls and just look cool. Very cool. J- He is K's best friend. K- She is J's best friend. L- He hangs out with M, but not too much because he really isn't found of her littler sister N. He's too much of a wimp for my taste. M- She is a really independent confident girl. She goes on double dates with O, P, and her sister N. She has a side thing going on with the letter A. N- She lives in the shadow of her sister. She kind of reminds me of my own sister. O- He is P's best friend, and always tells him what to do. He reminds me of E, but they've never met. P- Let's O push him around. He hangs out with O, M, and N. But his true love is Q. Q- She is quiet, but strong. She is madly in love with P. They sneak out together a lot. She has over protecting parents. R- She is the leader of the Q-R-S friend group. A transgender and asexual bad *** She supports Q and P, but not S and T S- Tries to listen to her older friend R, but is just a good kid making bad decisions. She has a HUGE crush on both T and U. T- Loves U. Strong male, plays football and works at a car wash. U- She's a princess. Very quiet and polite. In a relationship with T, but I don't know her true intentions. V- U's older sibling. A-gender and a CEO of some big business. W- Same personality as H, but not as motherly, and bisexual. X- The third wheel to the X-Y-Z clan. Also agender, and really just a fly on the wall. They sees a lot, but really don't like to socialize. But they really like going to the zoo. Y-  Z's beta. Her best friend, and wife. They are ride and die ******* for life. Z- Just like A. Exactly like A. Only she is in a committed relationship with Y. She controls the alphabet from this end, and everyone respects her.
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“Here’s your morning PSA, Laced with saccharine and anaesthetic, Unfortunately the missiles are on their way, So leave the sick and try not to panic, Ignore the hysteria, and those calling your name, Avert your eyes as the world sets aflame, We apologise for keeping this from you, Secret for all of these years, But please keep in mind, though we’ll aim for your rescue, Death is the least of your fears This will be our last transition, I’m afraid the president must catch his flight, You may wait to hear from us but until then, Goodbye, goodluck and goodnight.” We were the PVC plastic barbie dolls, Waiting to be burned alive, Unlucky enough to live, We woke up to an absence of we, No Nevada left to test in, So I’m a model mannequin, Melt me down, Tick-Tick-Tick, The light was white and empty, Tick-Tick-Tick, My madness steeped in silence Tick-Tick-Tickety, Geiger is telling me to run, Tickety-Tickety-Tickety, But it’s no use now, I threw up on Monday, Tuesday, I choke back fallout, Ignore the bubbles when it hits my skin, On Wednesday, my gums blink bright red, Thursday I know I am all alone because the wind has ceased to blow, And Friday I realise I am not, They came with rubber masks, Silicone, Respirators and coils of filters, We both had big black eyes, But neither of us saw people reflected in them, I counted three, Alpha, Beta, Gamma, One smiles by exhaling clean air, Reaches out a hand across the barren wasteland, Fingers tipped with lead and tells me: “There’s a prize for the last standing.” I am not ionised, So I bruise every time they touch me, These guides through plagues of acid rain, The graveyard of monuments stripped bare by a world of rot, My hair falls out as I breathe dead air, I don’t remember what PSA stands for, I don’t remember my name, I bleed sand and the echo of a failed civilisation, But with heavy breathing and a muffled voice, Gas masks filtering what used to keep me alive, I wonder if there is anything behind those masks at all, I know there is nothing behind mine, None of us are human anymore, And we haven’t been for quite some time, Together, we watch the sky rain black ash.
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Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 7:51 AM UTC
Uranium-235
“Here’s your morning PSA, Laced with saccharine and anaesthetic, Unfortunately the missiles are on their way, So leave the sick and try not to panic, Ignore the hysteria, and those calling your name, Avert your eyes as the world sets aflame, We apologise for keeping this from you, Secret for all of these years, But please keep in mind, though we’ll aim for your rescue, Death is the least of your fears This will be our last transition, I’m afraid the president must catch his flight, You may wait to hear from us but until then, Goodbye, goodluck and goodnight.” We were the PVC plastic barbie dolls, Waiting to be burned alive, Unlucky enough to live, We woke up to an absence of we, No Nevada left to test in, So I’m a model mannequin, Melt me down, Tick-Tick-Tick, The light was white and empty, Tick-Tick-Tick, My madness steeped in silence Tick-Tick-Tickety, Geiger is telling me to run, Tickety-Tickety-Tickety, But it’s no use now, I threw up on Monday, Tuesday, I choke back fallout, Ignore the bubbles when it hits my skin, On Wednesday, my gums blink bright red, Thursday I know I am all alone because the wind has ceased to blow, And Friday I realise I am not, They came with rubber masks, Silicone, Respirators and coils of filters, We both had big black eyes, But neither of us saw people reflected in them, I counted three, Alpha, Beta, Gamma, One smiles by exhaling clean air, Reaches out a hand across the barren wasteland, Fingers tipped with lead and tells me: “There’s a prize for the last standing.” I am not ionised, So I bruise every time they touch me, These guides through plagues of acid rain, The graveyard of monuments stripped bare by a world of rot, My hair falls out as I breathe dead air, I don’t remember what PSA stands for, I don’t remember my name, I bleed sand and the echo of a failed civilisation, But with heavy breathing and a muffled voice, Gas masks filtering what used to keep me alive, I wonder if there is anything behind those masks at all, I know there is nothing behind mine, None of us are human anymore, And we haven’t been for quite some time, Together, we watch the sky rain black ash.
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East Hall Coop purrs, caged in tough chicken wire. Third story Beta beaks cluck from their nest, threatening crickets nestled in the humid grass finding shelter from rowdy farmhands marching the birds to slaughter. Cattail stems, moonshine bottles, even colored gloves straight from the box lie in the grass.
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Sep 6, 2014
Sep 6, 2014 at 12:01 AM UTC
East Hall Coop
give me a call when you can: when you get the chance or when you wake up, when you have the time-- any one of those three. 9 o'clock, channel number 57 on your T.V., don't call me back. hey babe, i just had a question. no rush to answer it. i need six letters... gimme a call. i want you to remember... i figured out what i was going to ask you. i know you're available, i know you're available. sorry. the phones working again-- i'd like to throw it through the window but i can't afford a new window. i wish you'd pick up your phone, if it's thunder and lightning, stay out of the cellar. please call me back. call me when you get home-- i know you're available. could you give me a call back? bye bye.
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Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 8:47 PM UTC
transcription beta (low confidence)
She told me to "Imagine a safe place", a quiet place, somewhere to go when the fog is at my feet. But everywhere I went was crowded with doubt and a lingering loitering presence on my shoulder, come out from the fog to hurl accusations and taunt. I can only assume it's a he on my shoulder, an enigma, my father's doppelganger come to dredge my mind of all the **** he dished out when I was a child, and feed it back to me again. I tell her I'll need more tools and stronger ideas. So she gives me a seat at the head of the table where my ****** committee meets, and a gavel to establish order or bash in their brains. She arms my dreams with weapons and courage, gives me REM when I'm wide awake. We fashion a furnace of love, hot enough to vaporize the cold darkness pouring into my gut, customized with levers and pulleys to push and to pull in the fight. We tally Alpha and Beta waves, trained and retrained, hard coded messages sanded smooth by repetition.        *Through it all I give too,        and what I give is all I can give,        it is the warmth of what enslaves me,        and the thought of letting it go….          Well.... lets not go there right now.* In the long run I'm not sure that any of it will be enough, I am weakened by the war. But occasionally there are shiny spots that simmer, You see, I may have found that place, the place she first told me to find way back at the beginning, the place to feel safe, although it isn't really a place per se. If it were true I could finally ascend to where no fog can go. Where my father's voice cannot be heard, nor the ghosts I grew up with. A place of love and honesty, where my furnace would sit idle in awe. There is a picture of us on our bedroom wall. It is the perfect depiction of all that is safe for me. I look at your smile and I see peace. Nothing can penetrate your radiance, you are everything I've never had, double layered and impenetrable by all of it. By all of the **** I am learning to go there when the fog is at my feet, and the ghosts are in my ear. When the accusations come I can escape there with you, and together we can drown them out if only for a little while.
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Apr 5, 2019
Apr 5, 2019 at 1:39 PM UTC
A Safe Place
She told me to "Imagine a safe place", a quiet place, somewhere to go when the fog is at my feet. But everywhere I went was crowded with doubt and a lingering loitering presence on my shoulder, come out from the fog to hurl accusations and taunt. I can only assume it's a he on my shoulder, an enigma, my father's doppelganger come to dredge my mind of all the **** he dished out when I was a child, and feed it back to me again. I tell her I'll need more tools and stronger ideas. So she gives me a seat at the head of the table where my ****** committee meets, and a gavel to establish order or bash in their brains. She arms my dreams with weapons and courage, gives me REM when I'm wide awake. We fashion a furnace of love, hot enough to vaporize the cold darkness pouring into my gut, customized with levers and pulleys to push and to pull in the fight. We tally Alpha and Beta waves, trained and retrained, hard coded messages sanded smooth by repetition.        *Through it all I give too,        and what I give is all I can give,        it is the warmth of what enslaves me,        and the thought of letting it go….          Well.... lets not go there right now.* In the long run I'm not sure that any of it will be enough, I am weakened by the war. But occasionally there are shiny spots that simmer, You see, I may have found that place, the place she first told me to find way back at the beginning, the place to feel safe, although it isn't really a place per se. If it were true I could finally ascend to where no fog can go. Where my father's voice cannot be heard, nor the ghosts I grew up with. A place of love and honesty, where my furnace would sit idle in awe. There is a picture of us on our bedroom wall. It is the perfect depiction of all that is safe for me. I look at your smile and I see peace. Nothing can penetrate your radiance, you are everything I've never had, double layered and impenetrable by all of it. By all of the **** I am learning to go there when the fog is at my feet, and the ghosts are in my ear. When the accusations come I can escape there with you, and together we can drown them out if only for a little while.
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Helen sends me scraps of poems for repair.  "Shreds of lettuce," she calls them. I fool around with them in my role as Poetry Doctor (see my banner photo). In her extended absence, I will post our convolutions. While the final product is mine, the vision, the imagery, the notion of the poem is all hers and therein lies the true authorship. From Helen, Dec 2 Here is the last of the salad, dressing not required... savoir-faire [?sævw???f?? Upon a plate of deliciousness the lettuce is usually pushed to the side to wilt and be scrapped into an Industrial bin were we all begin as fodder for worms turning garbage into words Nourishing nothing but our own pride bon appétit Helen --------------- The Human Word Salad Now it is dressed.... all poems, no exception, the bad, the exceptional, all begin in an industrial bin. wormwood, wormword the ancestors, feast on the scraps, garbage letters discarded, the wilts of alpha lettuce, the word waste of the every day beta jabber, plate pushed-aside decorations, all but none, bystanders and they turn them into words, though inedible, incapable, of nourishing life individually, yet their recycled deliciousness, unquestioned. when each sole word, re-birthed in the compost of the delivery room of that bin, meet in the maternity ward of our minds words wed, poems form, and all the true nourishment the world needs begins anew.
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Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 6:14 PM UTC
The Human Word Salad: For and From Helen (who is currently on hiatus)
Maiden, maiden, maiden, a depilidate mobious minaret – Holical, Eris begs an atlatl defection, the Genuis-from-Mars technique – an erathicus lecanopteris. Suffretex, past-perfection in pastel gloxinia, Glowingly acidic and shiftingly glossidic, it’s cosmaltry mariala; Ungual outmoded, holonym singing Aquilar rapax as demiurge. Demos and Phobos weep, coruscating terrathos, killing riva. Swell quickly, optic ophidia, lest the ira florena rise – Rise, maiden, rise optic ophidia, ignore Irredelphine! Strut the hematacolpa and pace-willow, but fail flow: Deciduous telechir beckons, demanding autobogotic-hajra. Piss-venom and picea hovea, eche verri naught echo – Beta-decay and COBOL error, fandango with teeth And sing praise for Eucladanic soignè solaris Sprint quick, maiden-solidago gesparisè, to Misra pourum! Majerns and hapax, death-knell aloud and encelia, Enfloranè, haste! Enatic haste tichodrome, flee, anise! Apios, harken: tryst-sans-thermobic sweeping of thresher-thrown, Little-low else yet achroma, de-jubilance: Fall fairly, ayah! So to be so, blanking systemic, A thousand steps for one death.
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Jul 4, 2010
Jul 4, 2010 at 12:25 PM UTC
The Maiden as Demiurge