"becaus" poems
imagine a big dragon
Are you doing it?
"ye"
what color is it?
"b-blue and yellow"
Blue and yellow. Cute! Isss it big as godzilla?
"no, it's smaller
likee the size of a horse"
Dats a smol dragon
I like him.
"its not smallllllllllll
a smol dragon would be like, a neck dragon
hes big, just not hugeeeeeee"
Ohhhh okay. He's a big dragon, but not huge.
His teeth are like little point pearls
do you see how shiny they are?
and pink
"why are his teeth pink"
They are pearls.
"but pearls are white"
then his toofers are white.
"gooood
good hygeine"
Mhmm
One of those pearls in his dragon maw
his little baby toofeers
thats you
"why?"
because than you can fly with him everywhere.
Just imagine looking down through his mouth at the cityyy
as he flyyyys
and sitting all nestled in his lip
Blue and yellow leather
He could sing you storiessss and brushes his toofers so his breath would be warm but not stinky
"gooooooooooooooooooood!
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhh :3"
"My small tenant" He says to you.
as you crawl out of his gum and walk out onto his tongue.
What is your dragon houses name?
"his name is roxy"
He's making a very silly face, sticking his tongue out and crossing his eyes to talk to you
he sounds silly too
talking with his tongue out
"Welcome Home. "
"i loveeeeee"
Roxy the Blue and yellow Horse sized Dragon House.
"Ready to slide?"
he asks you
"alwayyyyyyyyyyys"
he swallows you
it's very slippery and fun!
like a water slide
And is warm, but not smelly becaus he brushes his teeth
you fly over muscles and liquids and tongue and land on a biiiig trampoline
You can hear Roxy from all around you, quite loud "Having fun, my tennant?"
You are the small size, or a dragons tooth.
"good :3"
"uh oh!" He cries
you see fire from his back
it's zooming towards you!
"nooooooooooo run awaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy"
You run up towards his tongue and trip into the sticky icky
The fire is warm and tingles oup your back
then is over
and you standup, the back of your clothes all burnt off and your front all sticky icky
"I'm sorry, tennant"
"I sneezed"
"its oki roxy."
Roxy fashions their tongue like a staircase for you to come back outside
"daddy? Im sleepy... Can we finish the story tomorrow night?"
me too Babygurl. ^^
Yes we can
"yay!!!!!!!"
Good night
"ninighht daddy. sleeeepppppp well.
i love you"
I love you too baby girl ^^
Sweet dreams.
You curl up in roxys empty tooth spot, he covers you in his blanket tongue. it is warm. but not stinky. and you drift soft to sleep
"Good night, Tenant"
"I love you"
"i love you ttooo roxy."
Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 11:32 AM UTC
I can´t wait
for the hurt
to finally go away,
waiting for the day,
that i´d wake up without
thinking about you,
without thinking about the day you left me
without any explanation
When that day comes,
I´d celebrate & say
I will never let
anyone in,
Becaus you caused me dirt,
hurt,
you did a number on my health,
You diminished my confidence
My self love,
My life purpose,
My importance wandered away.
But when my pain goes away,
I´ll be stronger than ever,
I´ll be focussing on me,
I won´t let anyone in,
Will not chase anyone
My life will be priority,
Because I´m done with loving too much
caring too much,
for someone, that wouldn´t love back
or do the same
When that day comes,
I´ll rise
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 7:56 AM UTC
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Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 11:56 PM UTC
Summer sun was gone into nothingness
Bitter orange, sour salt, and hummingbirds
All gone, dissapear into endless loop
My hand shiver after what I thought today is the end of the world
Mosquitos massacare season ended
Flies strikes into all of those dead memories
Cats having *** without blind folded
Dogs barking without any remedies
Sun, where the light goes?
Following the rights of moon to say darkness comes so fast
My seatbelt tucked on what's it called serenity, because
I need to mingle with the light, all of them mass
Lift me up so high
Watch me fly away
Choose me becaus I'm right
And throw me back away, because you don't want me to stay
Let's mingle with the summer light, grieving light, light with thousands of hope
Nov 29, 2013
Nov 29, 2013 at 11:04 PM UTC
Its night, Im in the beach parking lot
Your presence weighs heavy
like Your hand in mine
that I could never seem to close mine completely around
guess thats how the love slipped out
or maybe it was
the game of lust
whats wrong with saying
lets make love
you swat my hand from around your waist
or sidestep as I try to kiss your face
in a public place
why would i waste
my energy and love
by agreeing to be "civilized"
those words I said
to you
crashed like meteors on your perfect plan
tried to send them out of orbit
but your not superman
and I don't need to be saved
or put on a story book page
no valiant knight to carry me away
stiff like the towel left in the sun
after a day of salt and sand
your arms never seemed to wrap around me the right way
and with each shake I gave
you showed no sign
of comfort and warmth
i tried to shower you with my love
but even
that well can run dry
you asked me how I
didnt cry
but i look in your eyes
and feel nothing
and i think its becaus
I finally told myself
that thats okay
your back with her now
saw it coming all along
she wont let you walk all over her
like I did
she wont shut out her dreams
just to make your day, like me
she wont give up
what makes her heart tick
looking at it now,
you were always a ****
and I'll always be there
******* your ego up
because i was the only one
that saw through
the red cape get-up
Mar 24, 2013
Mar 24, 2013 at 10:07 PM UTC
I am thinking nothing at this moment.
Although I know later I'll start to think depressing thoughts.
Some days I'll feel real good and feel like I can do anything.
My thoughts go all over the place.
I'll just write nowmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmfxvcjcjkknvnncnfncnvnj cjnx nxmynkynnfnmhjnx mnnnjnnjmjfcf
I'll try to write words I guess.
I neeed to take off my pants becaus my jeans will ***** the bed, I think'll I'll do hthat now.nm,gdbjdn,dxvdkundntjhfcb,
What am I doing? Ow yeah, I'm doing me, I'm doing me, I'm doing me right now.
Noy gonna gcorrect annything just oigoing ottoo write.
If you don't love **** than let me go, olol.
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 8:51 PM UTC
We share a room. The light from her iPod stopped bugging me after a while.
We took out the bunk bed after we decided to be grown ups.
On a double matteress we gather hours of rest,
Our bodies barely touch or coil together
Just the breathing sounds we make in our sleep states are comforting enough.
When we hear a bump, we consult each other of whether we should leave the room or just go back to bed.
She started asking me to cover for her.
So mom wouldn't know what she was up to.
Mom trusts us as we would hope. And we hardly break that trust.
Life stopped being complicated for me.
It's like it began anew,
Unfolding
Straightening paths
Smoothing the crinkles in each sheet that layover my little body
The bends disappeared, crusted confrontations
Forgotten.
I met him from a great friend of mine. We argued over something silly.
He called me after I explained I was upset.
I beat myself over the dry branches of thick trees
Scolding myself. Insulting myself.
I did nothing but remind myself of my exclusive habits to handsome men.
But he visited me and upon that spree of him skipping class, he was beautiful like the men. So I thought maybe, in the back of my mind, that I could explore him like the others and relieve him and myself of whatever we were clinging to.
He was clinging to something short of sadness. Much like grief.
And he explained that I was good and shouldn't place myself in a damp hole when the sun is capable of more than being bright and warm.
So we spoke and lay together in my bed resisting silly things.
Sitting up together he is ready to leave he says 'I'm glad I skipped class today.'
He kisses me. Telling me that he isnt interested in much else.
My mouth is filled with sweet smells, bitter tastes. This boys limbs quake, heart punching rib bones as fast as man boy can take, his glasses tremble to his skin too. Everything sticks slowly. I can see the ceiling moving. The shadows against its popcorn texture. I can hear my mother clicking her mouse by the computer. He breathes in, pupils enlarge almost as loud as an animals shriek.
I think I twitched.
My sister forgot to make the bed that day.
And I'm glad becaus he doesn't make his bed either.
Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 2:26 AM UTC
Blame it on Eve.
Least that what Adam did.
When God question him.
He was quick to toss the blame.
Because a innocent woman got tricked.
Oh, that evil serpent.
They coouldn't eat of a certain tree.
Becaus their eyes would become open.
It seems like God didn't want certain things known.
They was shocked to see one another naked.
When at first it didn't matter.
Because they both was innocent.
Blame it on Eve.
And proclaim that Adam was her accomplice.
They both ran and hid.
Because somehow they knew the wrong they did.
And
It seems God didn't know their whereabout?
Because he asked where are you?
Or, maybe he just knew.
And wanted to test them to see what they would do?
So, now we see.
That when you're disobedience to truth.
Sin always see it way in.
And we can't let that evil serpent known as the devil win.
Feb 22, 2011
Feb 22, 2011 at 5:38 AM UTC
iam sorry if i made u insane
and diven u away
but u'r my one and only
the way u said u'r name
and i thought this was all a game
then u started to leave
and the air was so hard to breathe
cause u'r my one and only
u didn't come back
and u wernt on my map
plzz come to me
i'll leave u be
becaus e u'r my one and only
Apr 12, 2013
Apr 12, 2013 at 7:08 PM UTC
Sometimes I feel stuck,
I feel like I have to fall
But that is not an option
Becaus I know that falling
Won't make me better
I know that falling is not a key
I won't open any doors at all
I know that the steps I take,
Are worth something
Maybe not now
Maybe not here
But somewhere and at some time
Those steps will tell my story
I am tired of stopping
I am tired of falling
For love
For friendship
For fakes
I won't fall again
I am strong enough now
I know the difference between true
And fake
I know my reality now
I know where I am headed too
I am heading to victory
Falling
Giving up
And looking back
Are not on my list
I won't step back and I will make it
BEcause in the end it will be worth it...
Nov 24, 2012
Nov 24, 2012 at 11:41 PM UTC
I just can't sleep.
Is it because I've convinced myself that life is too short to waste on sleep?
I just can't sleep.
Is it because am told that sleep is a cousin of death?
Yet...
I don't fear death nor pain
I just can't sleep.
I wonder if it's becaus
Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 12:11 AM UTC
The feeling of the most hated glares
A monster that makes all normal
Pain in the beginning as pain dares
Stained and carried along with his soul
The questions followed 16 years
Thinking if he knew the truth it would bring no justice
The Truth Of Loneliness is beyond fears
For it is only the one with no patience
As the darkness in emotions grow near
He's semming to only have questions, nothing is clear
The more he ask why is the more despair
Wondering if he was ever even there
The towns are silent
More-so with every step
That echoes past the vigilant
As he calmly walks he only wept
Who will know how he feels
How will they understand
Who could he tell
That believed with a calm outreached hand
His heart is truly heavy
Because no one shares his anger
Even in the happiest of melodies
He wishes the life before was better
To wish a reincarnation never followed
Because then he would never remember that he was hollowed
Even in the face of god and death in his core
He wishes to go back with revenge to wage war
On the people that looked at him with discust
The people who betrayed his open hand to the world
When denied of the world of his help he saw no trust
Realizing that only live among and helping would slowly fade away the rust
He just wanted what every person had
The things he never could even fathom to dream
So far out of reach he was more likly to become dead
But at the end of anger and at most questions the only thought to scream
He was lost, He felt the truth to be lost
He was alone in life and mind of soul
His spirit in pain it would only howl
Becaus of the
Truth Of LONELINESS
Sad ending of greatness
Who was mistreated and deprived of all happiness
Even in the end only 6 was to witness
5 around as one laughed as he reeked of death thinking he finally found it quitless
This is my reincarnation testimony
I submit my will to it master and mistress
Im tired of remembering sadness in my own hell including my own ******
Those who casted me away, adrift alone, you cant choose to miss this
For if it carried with me
Over timelines, over galaxies
I will follow you to find your end is in me
There is no pitty, Theres no apologies
Your the reason ill never be free
Never be free
So i will end your plans in dynasties
I'll end all your plans among your dynasties
Just to personally
Help you feel what you did to me
Because of i will not be happy
So i WILL take what makes you truly feel free
This is my promise to you of how youll end
For you was a friend, but my stained soul will never simply allow it to end.
Apr 3, 2022
Apr 3, 2022 at 11:48 PM UTC
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Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 10:01 PM UTC