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"applesauce" poems
Jackal in his church pants, Bad kid with punk jams, Cramming nonsense in his conscience, Skateboarding prophets, Dividing light into chambers, Bag of **** for his neighbors, Turned into a living demon bleeding thru the paper, Applesauce in the inside, A coconut shell for the front, Pineapple knives for the slaughtering, Right into a strawberry's gut, He was not a normal scorned, occulting youth, But the lore of a regretful teen plaguing the afternoons, Till that strawberry gut cracked his coconut noggin, And shall he rest in bygones and Hanna-Babara monsters,
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 8:41 PM UTC
Kaleidoscopic Turkey ****
Once upon a time, Oh but that’s such a boring way to start-                                                                                  Once upon a time. I was little red riding hood that knowingly stepped                               onto the wrong side of the path, Hoping that a monster in the woods                                               would come and get me, but you- A hurricane,            car crashes in slow motion,                               personified heartbreak-                                                                          Too much. Too much applesauce madam? The waiter asked, clean-shaven face bathed             In the New York skyline, ignorant to the gunfire explosions                           inside me as I waited for you.                                                                             No thank you, sir.      “Meet me at the station”,                                 scrawled in messy, love- stained letters In between the railway roars and the clatters of foreign accent, you've flaked again, like the struck chord of a bass                         Signifying disappointment like a punch line                                     Reverberating through my skull.              Okay, repeat the mantra, one-two-steady-                                                                                       Okay. It's Okay. Four weeks later                                    I had your body pushed up flush against bricks and- No shut up you don’t get to say anything after you go and shatter me like that You’re sick do you know that? Lips snarling, heart breaking.   You’re sick. So maybe I was the big bad wolf after all.                    Stairwell bricks glinted off iridescence and                                                        your mouth in that sad, sad laugh Studying me like a dream brought                                                                            to the ground, Puffy lipped and eyes blown wide like I was on some psychedelic high-             And you said                                *“You’re still a child with fanciful ideas of love, and the way you cling onto them-                             Quite frankly, it’s terrifying.”*                                                      Please darling, let me redefine myself Skip the pleasantries and small talk,                      scrap the story of little red riding hood- Once upon a time, I was apology and you were forgiveness I can imagine inside you, of alarm bells and sunken souls                  as you listen to the static white noise of                                                                           A dying heart Hello darling, are you there? Can you hear me? Is this mic working?           I hate to sound like those magazine cut outs-                                                                     I hate to sound like, Just another lover, just another cliché-                                        But you were the matchstick to my dynamite                                                                             and nothing feels better Than my own self- destruction, so won’t you please                      Another chance? No?                                 Even Lucifer sometimes longs to be let                                                       Into the gates of heaven again I’ve cooked some apology,           I saved a plate for you So for the love of god come inside and have some before it goes cold.
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Oct 24, 2018
Oct 24, 2018 at 5:04 AM UTC
Apple Sauce With a Side of Introspection
Once upon a time, Oh but that’s such a boring way to start-                                                                                  Once upon a time. I was little red riding hood that knowingly stepped                               onto the wrong side of the path, Hoping that a monster in the woods                                               would come and get me, but you- A hurricane,            car crashes in slow motion,                               personified heartbreak-                                                                          Too much. Too much applesauce madam? The waiter asked, clean-shaven face bathed             In the New York skyline, ignorant to the gunfire explosions                           inside me as I waited for you.                                                                             No thank you, sir.      “Meet me at the station”,                                 scrawled in messy, love- stained letters In between the railway roars and the clatters of foreign accent, you've flaked again, like the struck chord of a bass                         Signifying disappointment like a punch line                                     Reverberating through my skull.              Okay, repeat the mantra, one-two-steady-                                                                                       Okay. It's Okay. Four weeks later                                    I had your body pushed up flush against bricks and- No shut up you don’t get to say anything after you go and shatter me like that You’re sick do you know that? Lips snarling, heart breaking.   You’re sick. So maybe I was the big bad wolf after all.                    Stairwell bricks glinted off iridescence and                                                        your mouth in that sad, sad laugh Studying me like a dream brought                                                                            to the ground, Puffy lipped and eyes blown wide like I was on some psychedelic high-             And you said                                *“You’re still a child with fanciful ideas of love, and the way you cling onto them-                             Quite frankly, it’s terrifying.”*                                                      Please darling, let me redefine myself Skip the pleasantries and small talk,                      scrap the story of little red riding hood- Once upon a time, I was apology and you were forgiveness I can imagine inside you, of alarm bells and sunken souls                  as you listen to the static white noise of                                                                           A dying heart Hello darling, are you there? Can you hear me? Is this mic working?           I hate to sound like those magazine cut outs-                                                                     I hate to sound like, Just another lover, just another cliché-                                        But you were the matchstick to my dynamite                                                                             and nothing feels better Than my own self- destruction, so won’t you please                      Another chance? No?                                 Even Lucifer sometimes longs to be let                                                       Into the gates of heaven again I’ve cooked some apology,           I saved a plate for you So for the love of god come inside and have some before it goes cold.
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People don't understand the creativity that flows through me If only you were this good, you could see what I can see All they can say is Im the best Yeezus Kanye West A-K-A G-O-D L-M-N And-O-and-P
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May 15, 2015
May 15, 2015 at 12:57 AM UTC
Hold the applesauce, your too kind!!!1
I Fall has started. Students pile into their desks as teacher begins the lesson, with 32 apple gifts in her bottom drawer. II Wake up in the morning. Walk down the stairs. Grab an apple among the bananas and pears. III Sitting under a tree, dreaming, disturbed by a falling fruit. The apple that knocked your head. The apple that discovered gravity. IV Lovers entwined in each others’ arms. “I love you,” says one. “I love you more,” says the other. “You are the apple of my eye,” says the first. The second smiles. V Kids running rampant, touch football and tag. Trading card games while eating lunch. Lunch? PB&J;, a banana, and Mott’s Apple Juice. VI One of the largest computer companies: Apple. The Beatles music company: Apple. Apples are the foundation of everything. Makes sense, right? VII The Disney hotel room was tan all over. Even my 6-year-old brain remembers that. The green sheen of the apple skin was more appealing than the tan, for sure. VIII Apples, apple juice, applesauce, apple pie, apple cider, candied apples, Redd’s apple ale. So many choices. So many variations. None quite as good as the first one listed. IX The red on her lips matched the fruit’s skin as she bit down into the juicy apple. Within minutes she was down to its core and mine. X Apply applesauce to the aforementioned area. This isn’t a game, HeadOn. It is just alliteration. XI The stanzas in this poem couldn’t be more different than apples and oranges. Gotcha. XII Mi corazón se dispara a mi garganta cuando yo te veo. Siento mi nuez de Adán se endurece. Tus labios, rojos como manzanas, se ven tan dulces. Te extraño, Red. Y, finalmente, te amo. XIII This poem brought to you by: Mott’s Apple Juice, Redd’s Apple Ale, The Beatles’ Apple, Steve Jobs and Steve Wozniak’s Apple Sir Isaac Newton’s Apple, Adam’s Apple, God’s apple, my apple, your apple, he/she/it apple, It apple bit the apple. The core of this poem, much like the core of an apple. Seeds throughout. This poem brought to you by: My 15” Macbook Pro Apple laptop. And the author, moi. From my heart. From my brain. This poem brought to you by apples.
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Jan 14, 2014
Jan 14, 2014 at 3:02 PM UTC
Thirteen Ways of Looking at an Apple
I Fall has started. Students pile into their desks as teacher begins the lesson, with 32 apple gifts in her bottom drawer. II Wake up in the morning. Walk down the stairs. Grab an apple among the bananas and pears. III Sitting under a tree, dreaming, disturbed by a falling fruit. The apple that knocked your head. The apple that discovered gravity. IV Lovers entwined in each others’ arms. “I love you,” says one. “I love you more,” says the other. “You are the apple of my eye,” says the first. The second smiles. V Kids running rampant, touch football and tag. Trading card games while eating lunch. Lunch? PB&J;, a banana, and Mott’s Apple Juice. VI One of the largest computer companies: Apple. The Beatles music company: Apple. Apples are the foundation of everything. Makes sense, right? VII The Disney hotel room was tan all over. Even my 6-year-old brain remembers that. The green sheen of the apple skin was more appealing than the tan, for sure. VIII Apples, apple juice, applesauce, apple pie, apple cider, candied apples, Redd’s apple ale. So many choices. So many variations. None quite as good as the first one listed. IX The red on her lips matched the fruit’s skin as she bit down into the juicy apple. Within minutes she was down to its core and mine. X Apply applesauce to the aforementioned area. This isn’t a game, HeadOn. It is just alliteration. XI The stanzas in this poem couldn’t be more different than apples and oranges. Gotcha. XII Mi corazón se dispara a mi garganta cuando yo te veo. Siento mi nuez de Adán se endurece. Tus labios, rojos como manzanas, se ven tan dulces. Te extraño, Red. Y, finalmente, te amo. XIII This poem brought to you by: Mott’s Apple Juice, Redd’s Apple Ale, The Beatles’ Apple, Steve Jobs and Steve Wozniak’s Apple Sir Isaac Newton’s Apple, Adam’s Apple, God’s apple, my apple, your apple, he/she/it apple, It apple bit the apple. The core of this poem, much like the core of an apple. Seeds throughout. This poem brought to you by: My 15” Macbook Pro Apple laptop. And the author, moi. From my heart. From my brain. This poem brought to you by apples.
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For any time the urge to wring an autumn gourd, this one's the thing Smashing pumpkins, not so nice but Butternut Squash, an honest vice Long and beige, hard and smooth you'd never guess it's power to sooth that underneath the toughest skin is meat like pumpkin, seeds within A steamy bisque for autumn's chill, peel and chop them as you will Dump them into four cups broth* add apple, pear, or applesauce a cup or two will do just fine and while you stand there, have some wine! sautee onions, a cup and a half dump them in and cry or laugh and now to add your seasoning stuff cumin, curry, nutmeg, Fluff hold the Fluff, that ain't the truth best to pull that old sweet tooth Bisque is savory, better than sweet warms the cockles, heart to feet save your sweets for pumpkin pie the after-apple of your eye Back to seasonings, see above a quarter teaspoon, more with love I add pepper and take a gander some folks call for coriander heat the whole thing to a boil for me, my crock pot's always loyal crock at high, about four hours or low for six, and bring some flowers! And now I'll play a little game change my words to mean the same if cook is butter and ****** is squash then butter dat ****** and ****** dat gnosh when you're hungry, under the wudder ain't nuttin' better 'en butternut chudder add some cream and squash your mash mash your squash and whip your pash I used a blender to make it creamy cooked it down, so thick and steamy add some butter, parsley's fine butternut bisque with bread and wine! Ahhhh!!!!! *chicken broth
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Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 6:51 PM UTC
Steaming Butternut Squash Soup or Bisque
For any time the urge to wring an autumn gourd, this one's the thing Smashing pumpkins, not so nice but Butternut Squash, an honest vice Long and beige, hard and smooth you'd never guess it's power to sooth that underneath the toughest skin is meat like pumpkin, seeds within A steamy bisque for autumn's chill, peel and chop them as you will Dump them into four cups broth* add apple, pear, or applesauce a cup or two will do just fine and while you stand there, have some wine! sautee onions, a cup and a half dump them in and cry or laugh and now to add your seasoning stuff cumin, curry, nutmeg, Fluff hold the Fluff, that ain't the truth best to pull that old sweet tooth Bisque is savory, better than sweet warms the cockles, heart to feet save your sweets for pumpkin pie the after-apple of your eye Back to seasonings, see above a quarter teaspoon, more with love I add pepper and take a gander some folks call for coriander heat the whole thing to a boil for me, my crock pot's always loyal crock at high, about four hours or low for six, and bring some flowers! And now I'll play a little game change my words to mean the same if cook is butter and ****** is squash then butter dat ****** and ****** dat gnosh when you're hungry, under the wudder ain't nuttin' better 'en butternut chudder add some cream and squash your mash mash your squash and whip your pash I used a blender to make it creamy cooked it down, so thick and steamy add some butter, parsley's fine butternut bisque with bread and wine! Ahhhh!!!!! *chicken broth
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On the hook on the back of a door A pair of faded jeans hang motionless Soon they will move again But for now We are left to wonder Are they to cover the legs of a farmer soon to be covered in the dust of the barn? Are they to protect the legs of a construction worker destined to wear the scent of concrete and wood? Will they dance and stand on stage with the musician drenched in sweat and smelling of cigarettes and stale beer? Will they go to sea with the lobsterman and be wet with the sea and smell of the algae that covers the lobster trap? No They will soon be sitting in small chairs and smell of crayon and pencil and several kinds of lined paper and applesauce and desk cleaner for I am an educator and these pants are mine.
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Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 6:44 AM UTC
Jeans
at two years old, your curious hands happened upon a bottle of flea medicine that lay waiting on the counter. your mother was absent as usual, off on an errand, or walking the dog. unwatched, your enterprising fingers eased the lid from the container, and you poured the sweet-smelling liquid down your throat. the world was still so new to you, and it seemed to be made for tasting. who could blame a child with a thirst for more than mushy peas and applesauce? two days later they released you from the hospital, your stomach pumped dry. when you were six, idly exploring the woods of your mother’s sprawling estate, you paused a moment from imagining faerie queens flitting about in the greenery to take rest on a log, your undiscerning eye not betraying its secret: within it was a nest of wasps, and thinking they were faeries you dared not move as they rose in a cloud above your head and overtook you, leaving your body peppered with painful angry sores. you fell to the ground. a hired man, strong and tall as the oak trees, saw your quick descent and ventured after you, made a hammock of his arms to bear you like a fallen soldier back to your mother’s house, his tough sun-leathered skin immune to the assaults of the faerie battalion. at eight, playing in the small child-sized house in your aunt’s garden, you sought to make stained glass from the broken shards of the playhouse window. having no tool at hand, what better way to shatter the clear, flat plane than with your fist? before reason could take hold of you, you drove your hand through the glass, and the raw edges cut deep into your veins. blood flowed in rivers from your wrist. your aunt, ever watchful, rushed from the house to stop your body’s catharsis with a dishcloth. the jagged unpainted shards lay forgotten on the ground.
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Feb 16, 2011
Feb 16, 2011 at 10:05 PM UTC
The Many Near-Death Experiences of My Mother
at two years old, your curious hands happened upon a bottle of flea medicine that lay waiting on the counter. your mother was absent as usual, off on an errand, or walking the dog. unwatched, your enterprising fingers eased the lid from the container, and you poured the sweet-smelling liquid down your throat. the world was still so new to you, and it seemed to be made for tasting. who could blame a child with a thirst for more than mushy peas and applesauce? two days later they released you from the hospital, your stomach pumped dry. when you were six, idly exploring the woods of your mother’s sprawling estate, you paused a moment from imagining faerie queens flitting about in the greenery to take rest on a log, your undiscerning eye not betraying its secret: within it was a nest of wasps, and thinking they were faeries you dared not move as they rose in a cloud above your head and overtook you, leaving your body peppered with painful angry sores. you fell to the ground. a hired man, strong and tall as the oak trees, saw your quick descent and ventured after you, made a hammock of his arms to bear you like a fallen soldier back to your mother’s house, his tough sun-leathered skin immune to the assaults of the faerie battalion. at eight, playing in the small child-sized house in your aunt’s garden, you sought to make stained glass from the broken shards of the playhouse window. having no tool at hand, what better way to shatter the clear, flat plane than with your fist? before reason could take hold of you, you drove your hand through the glass, and the raw edges cut deep into your veins. blood flowed in rivers from your wrist. your aunt, ever watchful, rushed from the house to stop your body’s catharsis with a dishcloth. the jagged unpainted shards lay forgotten on the ground.
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My Brothers and Sister and Me We all share the same genes Though some hide it better than others. Similarities And Differences are pronounced. The apples don’t fall far from the tree Though a couple of them bounced. Apples baked into pies or Thrown to the horses Rotten and brown and wormy and Delicious apple cider in the Fall. Applesauce and apple butter and Appleton, Wisconsin Looking for a job?  Applications for them all. Mountains, and mountains of books Rivers, and streams of numbers Hiking and running through canyons Flowers and gardens and mushrooms and parks. Shooting pheasants in the fields Shooting stars in the dark. Time will tell.  Time will tell Mom’s in Heaven, Dad’s in his own Hell. Whose footsteps will you follow? What size boots do you own? Who most will you resemble? When your own kids are grown. We are laughing.  We are laughing. We are librarians and teachers And accountants and staff and lumbermen always. And still we all laugh.   “Thought one of you’d be a preacher.” “Good money in that.” Each generation’s gaps grow wider As the trees grow taller the apples fall farther Similarities and Differences well-defined Still laughing. Still laughing at things New genes swimming in the family pool Some of the cousins can sing!! PwL March, 2015
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Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 2:49 AM UTC
Family Tree
crawlways aching for the idiot. that's me. that's a little harsh. we're only even with the world, then I wake up and ask for applesauce, or applause, because I'm a great tesseract under a strong thumb. so, are you snatching the smoke from my wildfire, the iron from my soil? I meant from my soul? no, sarcasm is ok. now how to be unmade into mulch and microchips! it's a wonder what they think of me, the foxglove in khaki pants, fire to herself, moody animal - too hispanic for their sun. resigned to being the mouth kissed for good luck, the cave-eyed ******* of a piece of gold and a cup of mud. now, to give up the secret password -
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Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 10:03 AM UTC
Untitled
Here Is a timely Noun to consider From the Merriam-Webster page. "Trumpery." Note (at bottom) the list of near-antonyms; what is the opposite of trumpery? [Popularity: Bottom 40% of words] trumpery noun trum·pery \ˈtrəm-p(ə-)rē\ Definition of trumpery 1 a : worthless nonsense b : trivial or useless articles : junk <a wagon loaded with household trumpery — Washington Irving> 2 archaic : ****** finery Origin of trumpery Middle English (Scots) trompery deceit, from Middle French, from tromper to deceive First Known Use: 15th century Examples of trumpery <claims for weight-loss products that are based much more on Madison-Avenue trumpery than on bariatric science> Related to trumpery Synonyms applesauce [slang], balderdash, baloney (also boloney), beans, bilge, blah (also blah-blah), blarney, blather, blatherskite, blither, bosh, bull [slang], bunk, bunkum (or ******** claptrap, codswallop [British], crapola [slang], crock, drivel, drool, fiddle, fiddle-faddle, fiddlesticks, flannel [British], flapdoodle, folderol (also falderal), folly, foolishness, fudge, garbage, guff, hogwash, hokeypokey, hokum, hoodoo, hooey, horsefeathers [slang], humbug, humbuggery, jazz, malarkey (also malarky), moonshine, muck, nerts [slang], nuts, piffle, poppycock, punk, rot, ******* senselessness, silliness, slush, stupidity, taradiddle (or tarradiddle), tommyrot, tosh, trash, nonsense, twaddle Related Words absurdity, asininity, fatuity, foolery, idiocy, imbecility, inaneness, inanity, insanity, kookiness, lunacy; absurdness, craziness, madness, senselessness, witlessness; hoity-toity, monkey business, monkeyshine(s), shenanigan(s), tomfoolery; gas, hot air, rigmarole (also rigamarole); double-talk, greek, hocus-pocus Near Antonyms levelheadedness, rationality, reasonability, reasonableness, sensibleness; common sense, horse sense, sense; discernment, judgment (or judgement), wisdom By: Robinson Bolkum
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Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 6:44 PM UTC
Trumpery
Here Is a timely Noun to consider From the Merriam-Webster page. "Trumpery." Note (at bottom) the list of near-antonyms; what is the opposite of trumpery? [Popularity: Bottom 40% of words] trumpery noun trum·pery \ˈtrəm-p(ə-)rē\ Definition of trumpery 1 a : worthless nonsense b : trivial or useless articles : junk <a wagon loaded with household trumpery — Washington Irving> 2 archaic : ****** finery Origin of trumpery Middle English (Scots) trompery deceit, from Middle French, from tromper to deceive First Known Use: 15th century Examples of trumpery <claims for weight-loss products that are based much more on Madison-Avenue trumpery than on bariatric science> Related to trumpery Synonyms applesauce [slang], balderdash, baloney (also boloney), beans, bilge, blah (also blah-blah), blarney, blather, blatherskite, blither, bosh, bull [slang], bunk, bunkum (or ******** claptrap, codswallop [British], crapola [slang], crock, drivel, drool, fiddle, fiddle-faddle, fiddlesticks, flannel [British], flapdoodle, folderol (also falderal), folly, foolishness, fudge, garbage, guff, hogwash, hokeypokey, hokum, hoodoo, hooey, horsefeathers [slang], humbug, humbuggery, jazz, malarkey (also malarky), moonshine, muck, nerts [slang], nuts, piffle, poppycock, punk, rot, ******* senselessness, silliness, slush, stupidity, taradiddle (or tarradiddle), tommyrot, tosh, trash, nonsense, twaddle Related Words absurdity, asininity, fatuity, foolery, idiocy, imbecility, inaneness, inanity, insanity, kookiness, lunacy; absurdness, craziness, madness, senselessness, witlessness; hoity-toity, monkey business, monkeyshine(s), shenanigan(s), tomfoolery; gas, hot air, rigmarole (also rigamarole); double-talk, greek, hocus-pocus Near Antonyms levelheadedness, rationality, reasonability, reasonableness, sensibleness; common sense, horse sense, sense; discernment, judgment (or judgement), wisdom By: Robinson Bolkum
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I've always been wary-- and celebrated my potential Betrayal and Certain    death(.)     (oh) At The Juice Joint. All wet.  (incorrrr --ect.) Applesauce. (non sense.) All dolled up. Showed off my        Gams And Big Jazz (eyes). Wanted to get spifflicated with some Dolls and Jellybeans. ...my fella. ? Didn't have enough clams. Any of us. We    're the new Lost       ...generation. I thought I'd keep the bank open, but interest wasn't given Cash or Check: didn't really matter. Might've been      the cat 's meeeeeow. And how. Ahhhhh... we all had our glad rags on. the Daddies hit on all sixes.       Let's get ZOZZLED on some jag juice, dewdropper. Deeeeeewdropper.  ~errrrrrrrr..... Though giggle juice is more apt ...for me. Leave the Mrs. Grundys at home...no fire extinguishers allowed. How ironic.                 You were the extinguisher. Bring Your Own Knife       , we said. It's a Stabbing Party      , we said. I didn't want to handcuff you. Didn't want to exchange manacles.        ("No, I'm no one's Wife, but OHHHHH, I love my Life.") I percolate. I percolate. I percolate. I'm not your quiff. ...not your sheba...or a vamp. Just admire my            chassis if you will.     they all     do The engine'll purr    for you, ~~if you turn the keys just so Everything was     Copacetic. Copacetic... For a time.          (get'hotget'hot!) Caesar's here.                                        Hussssshhhhhhhh... ...speak          ~~eeeeeaaaaassssyyyyy. And then I realized.                                    I'm tired of being Caesar (      .       )
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Mar 17, 2013
Mar 17, 2013 at 7:32 PM UTC
The Ides of March (a night for easy speaking)
I've always been wary-- and celebrated my potential Betrayal and Certain    death(.)     (oh) At The Juice Joint. All wet.  (incorrrr --ect.) Applesauce. (non sense.) All dolled up. Showed off my        Gams And Big Jazz (eyes). Wanted to get spifflicated with some Dolls and Jellybeans. ...my fella. ? Didn't have enough clams. Any of us. We    're the new Lost       ...generation. I thought I'd keep the bank open, but interest wasn't given Cash or Check: didn't really matter. Might've been      the cat 's meeeeeow. And how. Ahhhhh... we all had our glad rags on. the Daddies hit on all sixes.       Let's get ZOZZLED on some jag juice, dewdropper. Deeeeeewdropper.  ~errrrrrrrr..... Though giggle juice is more apt ...for me. Leave the Mrs. Grundys at home...no fire extinguishers allowed. How ironic.                 You were the extinguisher. Bring Your Own Knife       , we said. It's a Stabbing Party      , we said. I didn't want to handcuff you. Didn't want to exchange manacles.        ("No, I'm no one's Wife, but OHHHHH, I love my Life.") I percolate. I percolate. I percolate. I'm not your quiff. ...not your sheba...or a vamp. Just admire my            chassis if you will.     they all     do The engine'll purr    for you, ~~if you turn the keys just so Everything was     Copacetic. Copacetic... For a time.          (get'hotget'hot!) Caesar's here.                                        Hussssshhhhhhhh... ...speak          ~~eeeeeaaaaassssyyyyy. And then I realized.                                    I'm tired of being Caesar (      .       )
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Here. Here is where the mumblings stop and the singing begins, even if its off-pitch and bad toned, its beautiful and real and home. I can feel it in my bones, the resounding yes that this is where I belong. These people may not hold my soul, they may not be the closest to me, and I may not fall in love with them. But I love them still, and they are my family without blood, they are my green family, smiling beside me, trying to make a difference. We all believe that the world could be a better place, and we all dare to dream that maybe, just maybe, we could make that difference. Its a magic I've never felt before, being silent in a room and just feeling intoxicated with comfort, like no eyes are watching and no words must fill the silence and no monsters are peeking over my shoulders. The weight of the world is gone and I feel at peace, dipping my fingers in applesauce, being as me as humanly possible and for once not being judged and not having to explain and simply living. Belonging in a silent room. I never knew it would come to this day, but it has. Its a day I've dreamed of, a day that has always touched the tip of my tongue but never quite been tasted, at least until now. And now it is here, bare before me, and I am reveling in its beauty. If I could draw, I would paint you a picture, if I could compose, I would write an Aria, but alas all I have is these silly little words to caress the eyes and sooth the soul and hopefully make a little difference someday. Because that's all anyone really wants, right? To matter. To have it all matter, life, happiness, career, future, past, present, death. No one wants to go out like a light and have no one miss their warmth, everyone wants at least a shiver of something once they are gone, and to have everyone know they made something or someone better. We're dreamers, my people and I, and I think that's what binds us; our endless capacity for hopes and dreams and combining the two to pray for a place better than the one we have today, not one worse tomorrow. Tomorrow things may change, tomorrow I may not feel the same way as I do today, but today? I belong is a silent room, and it is glorious.
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Oct 5, 2014
Oct 5, 2014 at 11:33 PM UTC
Belonging in a Silent Room: Another Moment
Here. Here is where the mumblings stop and the singing begins, even if its off-pitch and bad toned, its beautiful and real and home. I can feel it in my bones, the resounding yes that this is where I belong. These people may not hold my soul, they may not be the closest to me, and I may not fall in love with them. But I love them still, and they are my family without blood, they are my green family, smiling beside me, trying to make a difference. We all believe that the world could be a better place, and we all dare to dream that maybe, just maybe, we could make that difference. Its a magic I've never felt before, being silent in a room and just feeling intoxicated with comfort, like no eyes are watching and no words must fill the silence and no monsters are peeking over my shoulders. The weight of the world is gone and I feel at peace, dipping my fingers in applesauce, being as me as humanly possible and for once not being judged and not having to explain and simply living. Belonging in a silent room. I never knew it would come to this day, but it has. Its a day I've dreamed of, a day that has always touched the tip of my tongue but never quite been tasted, at least until now. And now it is here, bare before me, and I am reveling in its beauty. If I could draw, I would paint you a picture, if I could compose, I would write an Aria, but alas all I have is these silly little words to caress the eyes and sooth the soul and hopefully make a little difference someday. Because that's all anyone really wants, right? To matter. To have it all matter, life, happiness, career, future, past, present, death. No one wants to go out like a light and have no one miss their warmth, everyone wants at least a shiver of something once they are gone, and to have everyone know they made something or someone better. We're dreamers, my people and I, and I think that's what binds us; our endless capacity for hopes and dreams and combining the two to pray for a place better than the one we have today, not one worse tomorrow. Tomorrow things may change, tomorrow I may not feel the same way as I do today, but today? I belong is a silent room, and it is glorious.
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1969 Cult Mentality: Charles Manson is asking you to “leave a sign… something witchy” at the scene of the crime.  You listen because you believe he is Jesus.  You smear the word                                                                                            “Pig” across the door. 1978 Cult Mentality: Jim Jones is asking you to drink grape Kool-Aid infused with cyanide.  You do this because you have been convinced that he is “Christ the Revolution.” You                                  inject your child with the toxin before gulping it down. 1997 Cult Mentality: Marshall Applewhite is asking you to tie a plastic bag around your head after you consume a mixture of phenobarbital, applesauce, and *****  You do this because you believe dying will take you to the spacecraft flying behind Comet Hale-Bopp.  You make sure you have a five dollar bill and three quarters                                                        in your pocket for the interplanetary toll.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 6:38 AM UTC
Listen Here:
Everyone sat criss-cross-applesauce in our hearts. Perfume is made with dead things, right? I try hard to sound important, when I write ******** because there are bodies reading this ******** And bodies grow and wither. They thrive and survive. They get married and die alone. They die. To become dead. Perfume is made with dead things, right?
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Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 12:01 AM UTC
Bodies
Dear Shyla I keep the suicide note that you've forgotten you wrote our mother folded up in a small wooden box in the corner of my bedroom It's there so that on my worst days When I've run out of friends who will listen I can remind myself that other people feel this too And after all we've been through apart sometimes our depressions and our mistakes are the only way I can remember we're related Dear mom I've hidden a diary you kept while struggling through your ill-fated relationship with my father In it there are weight loss goals Vows of marital celibacy Existential questions But mostly just a whole lot of why's leading you to answers you wanted to hear While all of the things you needed to say you left in the blank spaces between the lines on the pages you never made it to Your favorite thing to say after the divorce was that you were grateful to no longer have to walk on eggshells to protect his feelings It has been twelve years and you still can't admit the feelings you were trying to protect were your own And your feet still hurt Dad I have an envelope of pictures of you and I From when both of us were oh so much younger In each of them you are smiling at me And in every one of them I am smiling back at you I don't remember most of them I was quite very young And for quite very different reasons I can imagine you would have a hard time remembering them as well When I flip through the envelope I'm left sitting criss cross applesauce on a tore up linoleum floor Staring at the scales of justice Weighing the honest love of a drunk Against the stoic rejection of the sober man you've become And I am ashamed with how often I choose love I am the keeper of this family's pain Somebody has to Someone has to admit it's real One of us has to stare at the elephants in the room and see them To know how each of us actually feels Dear family We are nothing more than four misfitted human beings Tied together with tin can and twine telephones By an astronomer, who in an effort to console himself, Confused a congregation of lonely stars for a constellation And eventually that is going to have to be enough For each of us to love ourselves To carry our own pain I can not keep carrying all of this for each of you I have my own pain Which on most days is more than enough I assure you On most days It is more than one man should
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 1:25 PM UTC
Dear Family
Dear Shyla I keep the suicide note that you've forgotten you wrote our mother folded up in a small wooden box in the corner of my bedroom It's there so that on my worst days When I've run out of friends who will listen I can remind myself that other people feel this too And after all we've been through apart sometimes our depressions and our mistakes are the only way I can remember we're related Dear mom I've hidden a diary you kept while struggling through your ill-fated relationship with my father In it there are weight loss goals Vows of marital celibacy Existential questions But mostly just a whole lot of why's leading you to answers you wanted to hear While all of the things you needed to say you left in the blank spaces between the lines on the pages you never made it to Your favorite thing to say after the divorce was that you were grateful to no longer have to walk on eggshells to protect his feelings It has been twelve years and you still can't admit the feelings you were trying to protect were your own And your feet still hurt Dad I have an envelope of pictures of you and I From when both of us were oh so much younger In each of them you are smiling at me And in every one of them I am smiling back at you I don't remember most of them I was quite very young And for quite very different reasons I can imagine you would have a hard time remembering them as well When I flip through the envelope I'm left sitting criss cross applesauce on a tore up linoleum floor Staring at the scales of justice Weighing the honest love of a drunk Against the stoic rejection of the sober man you've become And I am ashamed with how often I choose love I am the keeper of this family's pain Somebody has to Someone has to admit it's real One of us has to stare at the elephants in the room and see them To know how each of us actually feels Dear family We are nothing more than four misfitted human beings Tied together with tin can and twine telephones By an astronomer, who in an effort to console himself, Confused a congregation of lonely stars for a constellation And eventually that is going to have to be enough For each of us to love ourselves To carry our own pain I can not keep carrying all of this for each of you I have my own pain Which on most days is more than enough I assure you On most days It is more than one man should
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When my daughter asks me to French braid her hair I will smile with my eyes and tell her to sit criss-cross applesauce on her bedroom carpet, letting silk tresses flow down her back, beckoning to be weaved into everything I still do not know how to tell her I will paint her the colors of the past upon the beaming canvases of her eyes, the colors of Matisse, and Monet, Rembrandt’s best, I will teach her to find devotion in the security of her own skin, music in the way she weeps quietly to herself when she gives away all her love to a world who cannot accept it And one day, long after the braids have been released, I will wipe away her tears and tell her that the masquerade is over, that sometimes, baby girl, the festivities will hush but the carnival always comes around again in the summer She nods with inherited apprehension, she does not believe me Darling, my darling, you do take after your mother after all
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Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 9:03 PM UTC
Little Lessons
Criss, cross, Applesauce The class sat Watching me run Watching me play Not advising me to sit down Just waiting for the teacher Because they aren't worried about my hide They want a free show As the teachers hands let go For they were more worried About being entertained Than my now tanned hide
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Jan 4, 2013
Jan 4, 2013 at 11:55 PM UTC
Criss Cross Applesauce
A booth Made out of Fed-Ex blocks Tongue depressors Still lingering with the taste of fudgesicle Diagnoses Of cat-scratch fever Of applesauce flu Of –itises and –idias One end of a jumprope Held to one ear And the other Tracking the thump of a human heart When the only illnesses Were those of a sun-spent day And playdate fatigue We were all doctors We could all Save Lives…
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Nov 16, 2011
Nov 16, 2011 at 5:44 PM UTC
Playing Doctor
Criss cross applesauce we sit without a care your fingers smell of cookies though your hands have played in dirt i think of you this day as it pours His chilling rain and wonder when the sun will show so we can meet again
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Sep 30, 2010
Sep 30, 2010 at 12:22 PM UTC
Playdate
For any time the urge to wring an autumn gourd, this one's the thing Smashing pumpkins, not so nice but Butternut Squash, an honest vice Long and beige, hard and smooth you'd never guess it's power to sooth that underneath the toughest skin is meat like pumpkin, seeds within A steamy bisque for autumn's chill, peel and chop them as you will Dump them into four cups broth* add apple, pear, or applesauce a cup or two will do just fine and while you stand there, have some wine! sautee onions, a cup and a half dump them in and cry or laugh and now to add your seasoning stuff cumin, curry, nutmeg, Fluff hold the Fluff, that ain't the truth best to pull that old sweet tooth Bisque is savory, better than sweet warms the cockles, heart to feet save your sweets for pumpkin pie the after-apple of your eye Back to seasonings, see above a quarter teaspoon, more with love I add pepper and take a gander some folks call for coriander heat the whole thing to a boil for me, my crock pot's always loyal crock at high, about four hours or low for six, and bring some flowers! And now I'll play a little game change my words to mean the same if cook is butter and ****** is squash then butter dat ****** and ****** dat gnosh when you're hungry, under the wudder ain't nuttin' better 'en butternut chudder add some cream and squash your mash mash your squash and whip your pash I used a blender to make it creamy cooked it down, so thick and steamy add some butter, parsley's fine butternut bisque with bread and wine! Ahhhh!!!!! *chicken broth
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Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 10:12 AM UTC
Steaming Butternut Squash Bisque
For any time the urge to wring an autumn gourd, this one's the thing Smashing pumpkins, not so nice but Butternut Squash, an honest vice Long and beige, hard and smooth you'd never guess it's power to sooth that underneath the toughest skin is meat like pumpkin, seeds within A steamy bisque for autumn's chill, peel and chop them as you will Dump them into four cups broth* add apple, pear, or applesauce a cup or two will do just fine and while you stand there, have some wine! sautee onions, a cup and a half dump them in and cry or laugh and now to add your seasoning stuff cumin, curry, nutmeg, Fluff hold the Fluff, that ain't the truth best to pull that old sweet tooth Bisque is savory, better than sweet warms the cockles, heart to feet save your sweets for pumpkin pie the after-apple of your eye Back to seasonings, see above a quarter teaspoon, more with love I add pepper and take a gander some folks call for coriander heat the whole thing to a boil for me, my crock pot's always loyal crock at high, about four hours or low for six, and bring some flowers! And now I'll play a little game change my words to mean the same if cook is butter and ****** is squash then butter dat ****** and ****** dat gnosh when you're hungry, under the wudder ain't nuttin' better 'en butternut chudder add some cream and squash your mash mash your squash and whip your pash I used a blender to make it creamy cooked it down, so thick and steamy add some butter, parsley's fine butternut bisque with bread and wine! Ahhhh!!!!! *chicken broth
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A man and a woman stand in a yard their fingertips touching slightly. She sits between them criss-cross-applesauce hands in her lap voice off like she was taught in school. Mom and dad have a secret. She thinks there is a surprise waiting for her in the house. Katherine Katherine Anne Katherine Anne Seymour Katie There is something abnormal about you cell deep malignant and capable of killing. If we could take it out of you and put it somewhere else like a star or the highest branch of the tallest tree somewhere so unreachable that we could ignore its pain we would. But Katie Katherine Anne Kitty Cat we can't.
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Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 12:00 AM UTC
Keep it Together for the Kid
Stop the shaking You have to stop the shaking The pills, even though they’re right next to you, they seem unreachable You reach, struggling to grasp the orange and white bottle with a quaking hand Your hands, they tremble, as you struggle to open a lid While your mind screams at you “Make it stop” Stop the pain Stop the pain Stop the pain You’re not sure which bottle you grabbed you don’t care Hydrocodon-Acetaminoph Naproxen Sodium They both work They’ll both help, numb After several attempts to remove the lid, you succeed Drag yourself out of bed with a pill or two in your sweating palms Through the hall and dining room into the kitchen Grabbing a bowl dropping said bowl, your shaking is worse The pain always makes you shake Don’t bend down You won’t be able to get back up Grab another bowl Place it on the granite counter Grind the pill into dust Add yogurt or applesauce whatever’s accessible Force your weakened body to open its mouth swallow Don’t throw up Swallow Don’t throw up Breathe Stumble back to your bedroom Fall into bed Fall Fall into the drugs Fall into the numbness Sleep You stopped the pain For now.
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Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC
Shaking
To be in the top of that familiar old tree , throwing apples down for my friends to eat !  Gathering her yield for Dad's fried pies , ammo of choice for crabapple fights ! Lip smacking best jelly you've ever eaten , warm milk with applesauce when we couldn't get to sleep ...A quick snack while mowing the yard , cornbread , sweet tea and apple butter !
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Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 10:04 PM UTC
Green Apples
Black coffee 2 eggs looking at you buttered Wonder bread morning paper horn rimmed glasses. neatly pressed short sleeve summer shirt, with a Fruit of the Loom tank. work trousers and oil resistant black shoes Old Spice, and Brylcream Howdy Doody in the background the screen door slams a white Ford Farlane 500 starts up and pulls away awaiting the sound of the Ford wash up for dinner pork chops, sauerkraut applesauce green beans evening paper maybe the Flintstones or Dragnet, but always the Friday Night Fights late night visits to the fridge for a sip of Malox. My Father does not believe there is a heaven, or hell he says when you die, you just die. But I don't believe he ever knowingly lied to me. He voted for George Wallace, but he also Voted for Barack Obama, twice. He served in the Army during World War II, and still cooks hash brown potatoes every Tuesday night for his local American Legion, where he also plays poker and most of the time wins. When I asked him how to win at poker, he'd smile and say... "Luck." When I asked him how do I get some Luck, he said "count your cards." He doesn't want a funeral, no music, no wake, no one to say anything about him. He wants to donate his body to science. And cremate the rest. He says, "shut up and let people tell you who they are." "Everybody is OK son , most don't know it though." "Never count your money in public." He has a small tin on the kitchen counter full of twist ties, hundreds of them. There are shelves in the basement full of canned food and paper goods. Depressionites are always ready for the next one. When my Father and Mother go to their class reunion, they are the only ones left in their class. I asked him what was the hardest thing about being 95, and both of them said, "all of our friends are gone, all of them." My Father is 95 this year. Happy Father's Day Dad Thank you for letting me ramble here, I feel so much better. I am ready to have my eggs and coffee now."
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Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 9:53 AM UTC
Thoughts of my Father
Black coffee 2 eggs looking at you buttered Wonder bread morning paper horn rimmed glasses. neatly pressed short sleeve summer shirt, with a Fruit of the Loom tank. work trousers and oil resistant black shoes Old Spice, and Brylcream Howdy Doody in the background the screen door slams a white Ford Farlane 500 starts up and pulls away awaiting the sound of the Ford wash up for dinner pork chops, sauerkraut applesauce green beans evening paper maybe the Flintstones or Dragnet, but always the Friday Night Fights late night visits to the fridge for a sip of Malox. My Father does not believe there is a heaven, or hell he says when you die, you just die. But I don't believe he ever knowingly lied to me. He voted for George Wallace, but he also Voted for Barack Obama, twice. He served in the Army during World War II, and still cooks hash brown potatoes every Tuesday night for his local American Legion, where he also plays poker and most of the time wins. When I asked him how to win at poker, he'd smile and say... "Luck." When I asked him how do I get some Luck, he said "count your cards." He doesn't want a funeral, no music, no wake, no one to say anything about him. He wants to donate his body to science. And cremate the rest. He says, "shut up and let people tell you who they are." "Everybody is OK son , most don't know it though." "Never count your money in public." He has a small tin on the kitchen counter full of twist ties, hundreds of them. There are shelves in the basement full of canned food and paper goods. Depressionites are always ready for the next one. When my Father and Mother go to their class reunion, they are the only ones left in their class. I asked him what was the hardest thing about being 95, and both of them said, "all of our friends are gone, all of them." My Father is 95 this year. Happy Father's Day Dad Thank you for letting me ramble here, I feel so much better. I am ready to have my eggs and coffee now."
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