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At times I feel like a flower
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Once swaying in a field free
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Amongst a spectrum of colors
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Washing down into a streams valley
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Beneath the rays of light
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Tickled by the feet of life in flight
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Then plucked
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Placed into a glass
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By a window
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Withering

The unhappiness you're experiencing right now comes down to allowances.
The allowance of negative thought to entertain your mind.
The allowance of idleness.
The allowance of making choices against happiness.
The allowance of negative people.
Mostly it comes down to the allowance of time given for anything that will eventually cause you pain.
The same allowance can get you joy and satisfaction.
Salvation of time.
Make the right choice.

At the moment,
she's present,
just not in the present moment.

Mysterious shadows on the wall.
Silhouettes detached from their source.
Just a void of light.
An outline often depicting,
the same that could be said
about some of us.
Detached from our source,
void of light.