i tried to die for you —
give my little body up for you :
and for
those
that i
loved
but maybe i didnt love anybody ,
and maybe
that’s why i stayed.
they say that pain is always temporary
but i don’t feel
temporary —
and
they say
that you can always
heal,
but instead, i guess
i
hurt the ones i loved the most
and then
realized there were people
watching .
.
i would’ve died for you ,
you know ?
hung my body up like a curtain -
a poison crown of thorns .
.
but
maybe god wanted you
instead.
medea and i are a lot alike. Originally was titled “when god made you he wanted to see you cry.” It wasn’t originally supposed to about medea but when I came up with the title I added a lot more medea aspects to it