It seems like it’s been forever now
Since our paths were intertwined
And we’re still not together somehow
That’s the fleeting role I was assigned

Date after date I watched the light fade
As your thorns dig deeper into my side
I’d never do without, as you conveyed
To a never ending treasure, you, my guide

In the end all I found was fool’s gold
At least it’s still, never ending

The love we shared
With each other
Has gone to hell
And back
Now our love
Forms the stars
Of the Dippers

Tell me all the
things you will
never say
out loud

Whisper your secrets
into the deepest
part of my soul
I'll keep them safe

Unspoken chemistry
Infinite attention
Unconditional trust
from my soul to yours

Jealousy over talking to a guy
It is alright in my mind
But it isn't love
I don't get jealous when you talk to others
I don't care
But it seems
You don't trust me enough
To be friends with a guy
And not make it something

My air in my lungs
Never seems to be enough
To shake your doubt
To make your jealousy
Turn into trust
I keep thinking of what to say
And regretting what I think
Not talking of my past
Even though it effected me.
My past is what makes me.
You talk about yours
So why can't I?

Show me
all the parts of you
that's not so pretty
your story, your truth

Allow me to share in
all your beautiful scars
even those,
... hidden

He watched with pleasure,
As I slowly fell in love with him every single day
And pretended to feel the same way,
But he, not even once, thought to tell me,
That we would never happen
And it didn't bother him,
Not even a bit.