i don't think i've ever felt this way about someone before,
you always seem to sneak into my thoughts at around four,
you always seem to make my inner core, burst with fire
because of my lovely desire
for you,
and only you
even when i'm the bluest of blues,
you have no clue,
how happy you make me,
with a simple 'how are you?'
darling i can't help myself,
falling for you,
but please tell me one thing,
*am i in love with you, or the feeling?

Been wondering for a while
What have I done in life
If I where to die today
What would my legacy be
Would I be forgotten
Or would my name be remembered through time
Not much could be said for me
I am a shy, easily forgotten guy
Living life like a shadow
Scared to make a name for myself
Just another who didn't make it
Just another forgotten with time
Just another with no Legacies

fingertips to wrist
i resist the urge reach out
he's an arm's length away
but completely unreachable
everything about you is so ******* inaccessible
i wish that i could find the words
my insides are tar and lavender
sweet enough, but so tenaciously anchored
that i couldn't bear a "hello"
for fear of losing the ground altogether

Fate seemed to be dumbfounded,
Letting us cross our paths that day.
Since then, You never came off my head,
Such as a memory;
To good to pass off,
Yet too painful to be kept.

You were an enigma:
A close acquaintance,
But a mysterious person.
I wanted to know you better,
Yet my cowardice didn't let me.
Anonymity was made my only choice;
Here it is.

I have the slightest of clues,
Maybe, it's uncanny.
You struck me, in the calmest of storms.
You make my thoughts insane,
You set my heart ablaze.
You, made me feel, different.

I'm not so sure, however,
If I am to use that Word;
I am far too scared to,
And too weak to tell you.
It's ironic: you make me joyous,
And you also make me melancholic.

The clock will never stop ticking.
Time, yet again, I wasted on nothing.
But I digress;
This hollowness I feel, is fulfilling.
Alas, I'll say it now:
I dedicate this to you, my Someone...