what if,
he'll runaway,
when you're already decided to stay.

i walk away,
'cause no one,
wished me to stay.

The time and days just fly away,
When I’m with you. Everything’s ok,
When I’m with you. I want to live every day,
Where I’m with you. You and I could be so happy,
Were I with you. I know there’s just no way,
To be with you. That’s ok, I can pretend,
I’m with you. In my heart, I’m always,
With you.

You can try to hide your emotions
Put on a mask that has a painted smile
But the eyes never lie
And a mask has holes to see

My throat is numb,
I don’t feel the barbwire in my esophagus

My feet are purple,
I’m dangling them with an anchor

My wrists swollen,
fingers about to fall from restriction

My face bloated,
from every love bite.

Lips, still red
always smiling

The first thing I reach for in the morning

is you.

Yet you’ve changed,
you’re a box
full of bad habits.

Saying a simple word
Can change a persons world

Wither it is for the good or bad
Wither it makes him happy or sad

With one simple word
You can either feel cozy or burn

Back in the day when all the trees would sway, and the children would play

In the sun, in the shade
through the rain
never kept at bay

puddles needed splashing,
skin needing a tanning.

We laughed once, we cried when we fell
learnt from the scrapes and bruises

It’s a lot different now.
Oh take me back to the 90s.

You know this is wrong,

You’re overwhelmed, let me help you

You’ve put your mind on hold,

We can make it disappear,

You know I’m the one

I wish I could leave you in the ash tray like all all my stress,
I’m struggling to quit this, to quit us

This wrong side of heaven
This pairing

But I let the pollution fester

I want to leave you in the ash tray,
but what if it still burnt
and started a wildfire.