If my apology had wings
It would fly through your heart,
And wisp away fears
Of us ever being apart.
If would dance on your head
And kiss your sweet smile,
And whisper to your ears
How you've caught me in denial.
I deny how I am,
and sometimes where I am,
Where I want to be,
And I still have a hard time with "I'm sorry"
But I am sorry,
I love you,
and I pray that you can forgive,
And may we walk our path together,
With you I want to always live.
I have no doubt,
That your sweet song,
Is the music for my ears,
Yet our conflicts make me wonder
If you want to share with me your years.
If my apology had lips,
It would brush against your cheeks,
And take the years of tearless fears,
and Remind us that we were never weak.
My apology is but just words
and Words can never tell,
Of the pain I caused and left you alone,
and explain the pain I felt as well.
I am sorry for not showing you
Just exactly what is felt,
But I want nothing more,
Than to love you and be held.