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gray rain Apr 2016
You said it didn't matter
you would accept me anyway
but when it came to the day
you forgot

I could tell you were uncomfortable
so I tried to hide
under a cover that killed me inside

My thoughts were intoxicated
I could not forget
it poisoned my mind

all I could think of
was not being accepted
and it destroyed my life

I gave up
I couldn't cope
I lost all hope

because the thought of my friends unacceptance killed me
Should I let them go?
xie Mar 2016
There he is, standing
Wearing his trademark flannel
Admiring me like an angel
Us, is what he is dreaming

Paying no attention to him
Being occupied by a certain boy
I don’t know what I’ve just seen
Is it a tear on his face, oh no

He admired me a lot
Love him, tell me not
I told him he’ll end up in pain
But he said I’m keeping him sane

Days passed I notice his lost
I didn’t saw him for a week
my friends told me he's sick
maybe because I cut his heart across

If only I control my feelings
I’ll stop the hurt that he's dealing
Maybe we can be together
And mend the heart of one another

Maybe in the end
We will see
If you are just a friend
Or if you really are for me
random topics, random thoughts. I've never been in love so I have no idea how it feels. message me when you need someone **
How can move on,
When I'm not even moving on.

How can I let go,
When I never want to let go.

How can I forget you.
When you're always on my mind.

How can I stop from liking you.
When I never really did.

I am hurt,  but what can I do?
You only see me as a friend, and I guess that's how my love story ends.

How long are you gonna stay
In my mind, and in my heart?

Please don't take it too long?
Cause I don't think if I can survive this
Pain,
Loneliness,
And sadness!
That I'm feeling right now,

Its really breaking my heart into pieces, thinking that we could never be.

But from the day I confess my feelings to you,
I told myself, that its time for me to let go.
As much as I want to stay! but reality hit me.

Its time for me to say goodbye now,
I know its hard, but someday I'll get used to it!  Like those times, when I never meet you in my life. (before) and (after)
Hope when you read this, I can put some smile on your face! (mushroom guy) THANK YOU! :)
Aiden Hall Dec 2015
Every night i try my hardest to ignore you and leave you be
My mind is panicked i need to speak to you
What are you doing at this time of night
Then it hits me you're with him

I know i shouldn't be surprised you warned me before
about your insatiable lust and thirst for men
I want you to be mine truly trust me
We need to talk but i don't want a war

You told me i love you hours before seeing him
I know you fed him the same line once or twice tonight
What about me do i not matter
i'm drowning in sorrow i wish i could swim

Fine,**** me over i'm clearly not worth a dime
We had something special now it's just pain
You had my heart but clearly you sold it
i cant say goodbye im pathetic so please call when you have time
Aurora Maciel Oct 2015
im the **** up,
the messed up mistake.

im the punching bag,
the useless wannabe.

im the broken *******,
unworthy of a mother’s love.

im the letdown,
the family regret.

im the worst at my best,
im an all over reject.

im the one you throw out,
the burden of the bunch.

im a monster.
the monster you made.
Expo 86' Sep 2015
Some times i think i live in a never ending cicle, i climb all the way to the top to just look down and see you in the way so i slide down all the away, and finally when i catch up with you, my heart is full of cracks, and you are all glued with love from others figthers, so now i'm just waiting something to take place, here where every moment is a perfect place to take another shot of anguish and sadness watching you talk to all your lovers about what you and i planned to be
mk Jul 2015
**** boy you took on way more than you can handle you thought you could tame this wild *** driven fear driven impulsive girl you thought you could tame her unruly curls and her firey green eyes which shine in the dark night illuminated with lust and desire you thought you could make her into one of your gucchi girls with manicured toes HAH those are the kind of girls she sets to fire and watches them burn while she laughs and howls under the moonlight you thought you could teach her manners and poise when all she wants is your money and your body shes a free soul, brother, she's a wild child grown up with no one to hold her down she runs free she has no chains she has no loyalties she has no reason or purpose all she knows is that she's going nowhere and she's in such a hurry to get there you'll never be able to keep up she's barefoot while you're still shining your dress shoes
tell me when you were 17 did you ever look twice at the ***** girls passed out in the alleys? tell me did you ever help them up or ask them their name? tell me did you ever give a **** or did you turn your face away from them and tell your little brother to shield his eyes from the filth of society?
now that shes older and maybe a little cleaner doesn't mean you have the right to tame her or tie her down, boy, you can't handle a girl like her, boy, *you can't have me
// let's count our sins tonight //
Thomas Davies Jul 2015
I'm not shining away
Anymore
From the real truth
That stares me right in the face
It is who I was
It is who I am
And it is who I will be
For the rest of my life
I have to face the world
With my deepest secret
That will maybe cause
Society
To laugh in my face
Or accept me as I am
Or maybe reject me
But I can't hold my secret
Back anymore
So my guts will be spilled
And people will
Accept me as I am
Or watch me as I go...
Maria Cordero Jun 2015
The sweet taste of hope
The spicy taste of thrill
The bitter taste of reject
The sour taste of neglect

You learn to love the taste of bile
Everything comes up
But you keep it in
Everytime. The pain almost hurts more

Swallow.
Swallow
Swallow.
You learn to hate the taste of blood

Tongue in pieces
Soul is shattered
You can't find the words for how
empty & small
You've always felt inside

So you shape. The physical
To become the emotional

Maybe you'll find the words if you can visualize

Maybe if I see
I can understand
why
I feel so
Impractical & Frail
inside
Little Azaleah Jun 2015
Why do you keep shoving away those who actually care?

{ E.I }
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