I used to love you,
but not anymore.
Now I hate you
more than ever,
more than before.
How could you
take the life
that matter most to me,
away from me?
Shady goodbye, lie to me,
Pick out a fight, make me bleed.
Lock your feelings,
and put the keys
in tall places
I could never reach.
Forget me,
for a suffocating breathe.
Aspirin and a bridge
they were never a relief.
I thought you were
smarter than this.
Leave me to wear a halo,
to a place I could never follow.
Stay with me,
that was a promise.
But what is a promise,
if you can't keep it..?
Say you have nobody,
and now I lost a family.
Happy twenty-three,
hope you get your peace.
Sorry for this sudden weep,
I just miss you, sis.
I have a friend who deals with loss of her sister due to suicide, and last week was her sister's supposedly 23'rd birthday. I saw her gloomy and it was so devastating... she was so affected by it, and thus that's what inspired me to write this poem as I could feel how painful she is to live without her big sis. Sorry my english is bad
