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Im waiting for damnation
Im waiting to be killed.
Im waiting to be rejected.
No matter how hard i try
im never enough
Why?
See you think you are a **** god
And i am like some slave to you.
You said things would get bettet
You said i could be happy
But youre the same still
No difference.
You lied...again
What the ****?
kyle Shirley Jul 2016
Im a stupid ******* drunkin mess.
A ******* whom can barly get dressed.


Illusions of love break my soul,
Nothing is left but a lump of coal.

I drink, drank, drunk stumbling around,
These days Im done being a ******* clown.

Humiliation my poetry brings,
She laughs in my face, **** all these random flings.

God shes a stupid ******* marry popins *******, im done rhyming...
**** your feelings
It's all about the cash n grass now
Viseract Jun 2016
I get told to get ******
I get told to shut up
Nobody understands
And for me that's tough

I asked a girl why she didn't like me
It was because of my mouth
It flapped here and there and everywhere
East, West, North and South

I asked if she knew why
She kept saying because it doesn't close
I said I knew me better then
In reaction she proposed

That she knew me best
And that I knew me not at all
DOES IT NOT REGISTER I HAVE ASPERGERS
AND I'D RATHER TALK THAN NOT AT ALL??

I spend so much time quiet
You have no ******* idea
I get bullied *****, so take that
And shove it up your rear

You only hear me when it all comes out
I'm more silent than you think!
So why don't you shut up, hypocrite
Because I'm on the brink

The edge of a land I rather dread
And if you went you would too
You're so ******* stupid sometimes
So I hope I'm getting through

You manipulate words so ******* well
But haven't a clue how to read
The signs that someone doesn't care what you think
So please, leave, and at high speed!

I don't want your judgement
Keep it to your ******* self
So that perhaps we'll both be happy
AND QUIT ******* TO EVERYONE ELSE!
*******. Just. ****. Off. You have no idea, how much I suffer. And I'm sorry if you are around when I speak up, HAVE TO speak up, and talk a lot... sorry you aren't there when I say nothing and get PUSHED AROUND AND ****** AROUND LIKE A MOTHER ******* TOY... but if you have a problem, raise it with someone who cares, because i don't
Ami Shae Jun 2016
I painted your portrait today
your yellow hair suddenly
turned gray--
your green eyes went black
your smile
went slack
and the paint ran
down the canvas
in rivulets of what looked like
discolored blood
pooled  there on the floor
--formed it's own kind of mud
I stood there
not at all proud
of my rendition of you
yet--knowing your portrait
was something
I was compelled to do
and if ever you come by
to see me again
I'll let you have it
(the painting)
minus your evil grin.
(it's lying there on the floor)
Oh, you won't miss it, I assure you--
it's right here just inside
what used to be
our front door...
sorry. guess I'm still ******. done, but still ******...
Torias May 2016
Everyone is smiling
And they aren't happy
They're laughing
At nothing
And I'm just so tired
Can you please just stop lying
You aren't happy
It wasn't funny
And now you're so mad
At me
Because I peeled off your mask.
My heart is pounding
And I'm shaking
But I'm not suffocating
5/1/16
Renee Apr 2016
Do you ever think
you're not good enough
not smart enough
Prejudiced schools, workplaces
One tells you this,
the other tells you that.
You're told you can't,
but she can
and he can
and they excel,
first place, second place, third
and you're somewhere in the bottom.
No one gives you a chance
you're average,
looked over like the sun
on a hot August day.
Then you're told
it doesn't matter, and it doesn't define you.
Well maybe it ******* hurts regardless
because maybe I want to be noticed
once in a blue moon
for something I've tried so hard for
and wasn't just handed to me
*******
****** of
****** o
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Pisse
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Pis
Pi
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Pi
Pis
Pist
Pisto
Pistol
T
To
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Ta­
Tar
Targ
Targe
Target
A little fun poem i just decided would be cool to type.
kailasha Mar 2016
what is keeping me from reaching out and grabbing my dream?

your A minuses, your rejection letters, your mundane home-works,
your beauty and size standards, appropriate clothing manners
your gender roles and restrictions.

you.

and countless other things that end at me too,
but i am too angry to recall them.
yeah, you is a what
NOLWAZI JOUBERT Mar 2016
I made this dish with love.
Dedicating my time from my favourite show.
Slicing every piece of that onion carefully into same sizes,
Fighting back the tears that it kept threatening me with,
I made this special dish just for you.
A special Sunday evening meal to make you smile.

But there you through out the entire feast,
Complaining about my choice from the menu.
Nearly losing my appetite I just pretended I couldn't hear.
It would have been nice to know how well my dish was,
But instead all I hear is you mummering about your toothache.

What about a little thank you,
A "hmmm" of some sort.
Now its how much ur tummy aches after eating my food.
I just can't stand it anymore.
What about my effort?
What about my feelings?
If I had known I would have just boiled everything up together and not caring about the little details to the taste.

You are welcome mom even though you didn't appreciate my effort after such a long day.
wablah Feb 2016
I don't want to be that guy
The guy that gets jealous when I see you with other boys
That's not me..yet
You guys are close, and I accept that
Always going out...without me
But you love me
You're just...spending more time with him
And I trust you baby, I really do
But at night I always ask myself
Is there something I should know?

You're allowed to have male friends
I wont keep you isolated
Because it will just backfire on me
Make things complicated
You guys seem to always be going out
Keeping me out
I'm not there, not knowing what's going on
Is there something I should know?

I have become that guy
the guy that gets frustrated when you're with him
When you look at him, talk to him
I now see his ways
He's acting like the perfect friend
but in reality he's trying to get in your pants
I'm a boy, I know how this works
and he ******* knows we're together
But he's...better?
Stronger, Taller...
Better looking... yes, You told me...
Now that I see it this way I cant stand but ask in my head
Is there something I should know?

I've lost it
I've officially lost it
**** him, **** your friendship
**** it, I'm done
I  can't do this any more
The world is spinning around an atmosphere full of questions
Even just a hug, just a single hug
with him is enough
To make me lose my mind
He reached it, your trust, confidence
Now he says  you should move on
find a new man because I'm not good enough?
I knew something happened that one day
The day I restrained myself from asking you in person,
Is there something I should know
I love her, hate him
Both with all my heart
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