My mind is the only thing
that keeps me from going insane...

"How can you offer me love like that?

                  I'm exhausted

                                                                            Leave me alone."

other boys are boring / but you are a burning house / that I want to curl up inside of with a long book / and lay in your bed as your flames engulf / smothering me

If I wanted to feel Hell / I'd spend an eternity next to him / and an afterlife in his skin

but does he make you feel like you've just woken up / in the middle of your own / open heart surgery?

do not build yourself up with bricks / laced of his scent & promises - you will only fall apart / slower & more painfully

I just wanted to be / the girl you broke down about in front / of your mother, screaming / that you loved me and her /saying you're a fool

muse.

ever escaping.

back of the mind.

itching.

begging.

**** the muse.

**** it and all it stands for.